Thursday, September 29, 2005

scraped knees


monday morning, around 3am, i am not supposed to be ranting about this but, i haven't told my folks, i've no one to go to for counseling, so i've to sms people and vent about the whole incident...


i was waiting for my car pool, some big guy in an old sedan stopped right in front of our gate, and in split-seconds drove up our curb and grabbed my bag...hala, raen-who's-not-in-her-proper-senses-because-of-intestinal-fever was likewise dragged...i got a scraped left knee, which was paksit galore, and there, along with the big kalbo guy was my dignidad...argh! paksita juds...


they got my house keys, labelled pajud, so they can break in anytime, i changed all the locks, but the gate's manhole wasn't changed kay ipatarung pa man daw xa sooner, at least they would've been disappointed by the fact that i only got p250 in my wallet...the fuckers took my i.d.'s and several pictures and yeps, pati si bloom na four year-old mirror tinangay pa nila! argh!!! faet.... my heart would've been broken if they got my shine serum, good thing i left it at home....bwahahaha


sigherts....i hate those guys. understatement pa na!

Friday, September 23, 2005

surby ni tia

 

1. Best place to cry?
~ someone else's arms

2. Missing someone right now?
~ namimiss ko si TJ kahapon, ngayun si seafoam

3. The person/s you love the most?
~ my siblings, my old grumpy folks (namimiss ko pangangaral nila), my nanay

4. Tell us your dream...
~ that no one goes starved, ataya jud anang kita kag bata mangayo ug gida nimung food, maka guilty, di pajud ko manghatag, bwahaha, and to finally clean up my mess



5. Ever hate someone so bad?
~ i wouldn't hate, it is such a strong word, but, i keep grudges, right now am learning APATHY, para happiness na ang life

6. The biggest lie you heard?
~ i'd rather be with you than ally
, hehe, that is just sooo fucked up! pardon the language

7. Ever lie to someone you love the most?
~ to get away with something i did

8. What's the worst thing you wanna do rite now?
~ mag casino kasama si erin at sana manalo ng limpak limpak na pera! at sana maintindihan ko na ng lubusan ang baccarat! bwahaha

9. Wanna be someone else than ur self?
~ an heiress ng isang leche ka malalang hotel chain, jokes, paris hilton ang drama, di bitaw anak ng mafia troop leader, hehe

10. Ever slap someone?
~ oo, si ron, sayang sana sinapak ko nalang ng todo ug giluwaan

11. Last time u cried?
~ di naku muhilak duts...ang problema, naiiyak ako, tingin ko nidysentery ako...

12. Biggest crush?
~ si kerby gella pa rin

13. Last mall u went to?
~ ayala kahapon, sayang di ko inabot si tj na gadate date sa red ribbon, masaya sana reunion ng mga babae nya! first tier and second tier support

14. Last memorable song you heard?
~ fast car Ü no reason

15. Last person that hates you?
~mga tindera ng mais



16. Reasons why you hate someone?
~ they'd patronize you and they'd mock you later

17. Biggest lie you made?
~di musugot ako tatay, basig mabunalan pa lang ko na...

18. Ever curious on something so bad?
~ paano manalo sa sabong, jokes... ewan, i don't get it, ba't malalang combinasyon ang sabungero at pababaero

19. Reborn?
~ reconstructed <3

20. What u wanna say to someone that u love?
~ i hope i'd find you, then i'd find my meaning...the rest na sinabihan ko ng iloveyou, kaartehan lang po iyon, sorry boss...

WHAT TREE DID YOU FALL FROM?


Find your birthday and then find your tree below the list. This is really cool and somewhat accurate. Then send it to your friends, including the one that sent it to you, so they can find out what tree they fell from, but don't forget to change the subject line to your tree.


Dec 23 to  Jan 01 - Apple Tree
Jan 01 to Jan 11 - Fir Tree
Jan 12 to  Jan 24 - Elm Tree
Jan 25 to Feb 03 - Cypress Tree
Feb 04 to Feb 08 -  Poplar Tree
Feb 09 to Feb 18 - Cedar Tree
Feb 19 to Feb 28 -  Pine Tree
Mar 01 to Mar 10 - Weeping Willow Tree
Mar 11 to Mar 20 -  Lime Tree
Mar 21 (only) - Oak Tree
Mar 22 to Mar 31 -  Hazelnut Tree
Apr 01 to Apr 10 - Rowan Tree
Apr 11 to Apr 20  - Maple Tree
Apr 21 to Apr 30 - Walnut Tree
May 01 to May 14  - Poplar Tree
May 15 to May 24 - Chestnut Tree
May 25 to Jun  03 - Ash Tree
Jun 04 to Jun 13 - Hornbeam Tree
Jun 14 to Jun  23 - Fig Tree
Jun 24 (only) - Birch Tree
Jun 25 to Jul 04 -  Apple Tree
Jul 05 to Jul 14 - Fir Tree
Jul 15 to Jul 25 -  Elm Tree
Jul 26 to Aug 04 - Cypress Tree
Aug 05 to Aug 13 -  Poplar Tree
Aug 14 to Aug 23 - Cedar Tree
Aug 24 to Sep 02 -  Pine Tree
Sep 03 to Sep 12 - Weeping Willow Tree
Sep 13 to Sep 22 -  Lime Tree
Sep 23 (only) - Olive Tree
Sep 24 to Oct 03 -  Hazelnut Tree
Oct 04 to Oct 13 - Rowan Tree
Oct 14 to Oct 23  - Maple Tree
Oct 24 to Nov 11 - Walnut Tree
Nov 12 to Nov 21  - Chestnut Tree
Nov 22 to Dec 01 - Ash Tree
Dec 02 to Dec 11  - Hornbeam Tree
Dec 12 to Dec 21 - Fig Tree
Dec 22 (only) -  Beech Tree

TREES  (in  alphabetical  order)

Apple Tree (Love) -- quiet and shy at times, lots of charm, appeal, and attraction, pleasant attitude, flirtatious smile, adventurous, sensitive, loyal in love, wants to love and be loved, faithful and tender partner, very generous, many talents, loves children, needs affectionate partner.

Ash Tree  (Ambition) -- extremely attractive, vivacious,  impulsive, demanding, does not care for criticism, ambitious, intelligent,  talented, likes to play with fate, can be very egotistic, reliable,  restless lover, sometimes money rules over the heart, demands attention,  needs love and much
emotional support.

Beech Tree  (Creative) -- has good taste, concerned about  its looks, materialistic, good organization of life and career,  economical, good leader, takes no unnecessary risks, reasonable, splendid  lifetime companion, keen on
keeping fit (diets, sports, etc.).

Birch Tree (Inspiration) -- vivacious, attractive, elegant, friendly, unpretentious, modest, does not like any thing in excess, abhors the vulgar, loves life in nature and in calm, not very passionate, full of imagination, little ambition, creates a calm and content atmosphere.

Cedar Tree  (Confidence) -- of rare strength, knows how to  adapt, likes unexpected presents, of good health, not in the least shy,  tends to look down on others, self-confident, a great speaker, determined,  often impatient, likes
to impress others, has many talents, industrious, healthy optimism, waits for the one true love, able to make quick decisions..

Chestnut Tree  (Honesty) -- of unusual stature, impressive,
well-developed sense of justice, fun to be around, a planner, born  diplomat, can be irritated easily, sensitive of others feelings, hard  worker, sometimes acts superior, feels not understood at times, fiercely  family oriented, very loyal in
love, attractive, physically fit.

Cypress Tree  (Faithfulness) --  strong, muscular, adaptable, takes what life has to give but doesn't  necessarily like it, strives to be content, optimistic, wants to be  financially independent, wants love and affection, hates loneliness,  passionate lover, faithful, quick-tempered at times, can be
unruly and careless, loves to gain knowledge, needs to be needed.

Elm Tree (Noble-mindedness) -- pleasant shape, tasteful clothes, modest demands, tends not to forgive mistakes, cheerful, likes to lead but not to obey, honest and faithful partner, likes making decisions for others, noble-minded, generous, good sense of humor, practical.

Fig Tree  (Sensibility) -- very strong minded, a bit  self-willed,
honest, loyal, independent, hates contradiction or arguments, hard worker when wants to be, loves life and friends, enjoys children and animals, few sexual relationships, great sense of humor, has artistic talent and great intelligence.

 Fir Tree (Mysterious) -- extraordinary taste, handles stress well, loves anything beautiful, stubborn, tends to care for those close to them, hard to trust others, yet a social butterfly, likes idleness and laziness after long demanding hours at work, rather modest, talented, unselfish, many friends, very reliable.

Hazelnut Tree  (Extraordinary) -- charming, sense of humor,  very demanding but can also be very understanding, knows how to make a  lasting impression, active fighter for social causes and politics,  popular, quite moody, sexually oriented, honest, a perfectionist, has a  precise sense of judgment and
expects complete fairness.

Hornbeam Tree  (Good Taste)  -- of cool beauty, cares for its looks and condition, good taste, is not  egoistic, makes life as comfortable as possible, leads a reasonable and  disciplined life, looks for kindness and acknowledgment in an emotional  partner, dreams of unusual lovers, is seldom happy with
its feelings, mistrusts most people, is never sure of its decisions, very conscientious.

Lime Tree (Doubt) --  intelligent, hard working, accepts what life dishes out, but not before  trying to change bad circumstances into good ones, hates fighting and  stress, enjoys getaway vacations, may appear tough, but is
actually soft and relenting, always willing to make sacrifices for family and friends, has many talents but not always enough time to use them, can become a complainer, great leadership qualities, is jealous at times but extremely loyal.

Maple Tree (Independence of Mind) -- no ordinary person, full of imagination and originality, shy and reserved, ambitious, proud, self-confident, hungers for new experiences, sometimes nervous, has many complexities, good memory, learns easily, complicated love life, wants to impress.

Oak Tree (Brave) -- robust nature, courageous, strong, unrelenting, independent, sensible, does not like change, keeps its feet on the ground, person of action.

Olive Tree (Wisdom) -- loves sun, warmth and kind feelings, reasonable, balanced, avoids aggression and violence, tolerant, cheerful, calm, well-developed sense of justice, sensitive, expressive, well-empathetic, free of jealousy, loves to read and the company of sophisticated people.


Pine Tree  (Peacemaker) -- loves agreeable company, craves  peace and harmony, loves to help others, active imagination, likes to  write poetry, not fashion conscious, great compassion, friendly to all,  falls strongly in love but
will leave if betrayed or lied to, emotionally soft, low self esteem, needs affection and reassurance.

Poplar Tree (Uncertainty) -- looks very decorative, talented, not very self-confident, extremely courageous if necessary, needs goodwill and pleasant surroundings, very choosy, often lonely, great animosity, great artistic nature, good organizer, tends to lean toward philosophy, reliable in any situation, takes partnership seriously.

Rowan Tree (Sensitivity) -- full of charm, cheerful, gifted without egoism, likes to draw attention, loves life, motion, unrest, and even complications, is both dependent and independent, good taste, artistic, passionate, emotional, good company, does not forgive.

Walnut Tree  (Passion) -- unrelenting, strange and full of  contrasts, often egotistic, aggressive, noble, broad horizon, unexpected  reactions, spontaneous, unlimited ambition, no flexibility, difficult and  uncommon partner, not
always liked but often admired, ingenious strategist, very jealous and passionate, no compromise.

Weeping Willow  (Melancholy) - likes to be stress free, loves  family life, full of hopes and dreams, attractive, very empathetic, loves  anything beautiful, musically inclined, loves to travel to exotic places,  restless, capricious, honest, can be influenced but is not easy to live  with when
pressured, sometimes demanding, good intuition, suffers in love until they find that one loyal, steadfast partner; loves to make others laugh.

 

 

 

ako at ang future ex nang babaeng eto, bwahaha, baliw


kami najud ta ni lee dong gun.... sigherts...mas mahappy ko....kefoy najud shamrock boys, koreanovela prince najud ako... Ü


 


 

Wednesday, September 21, 2005

crystal cove, a relay call

MGA TINDERA NG MAIS SA ACCENTURE:  TJ, NAGING GIRLFRIEND MO SI BIANCA?


TJ AND HIS GREEN LOAFERS:  OO


MGA TINDERA NG MAIS SA ACCENTURE:  ALONG WITH FOUR OTHER GIRLS?


TJ AND HIS GREEN LOAFERS:  NO OI, CRAZY!


 


RESEARCH BA ETO?


PARANG AWA TIGILAN SI TJ AT TANTANAN NYO AKO, ANAK LANG KAYA AKO NG DUKHANG MANGGAGAWA!

Sunday, September 18, 2005

imber-drenched and broken

 

sigherts, faet, both sykes' and our yahoomails are blocked...now that am reconnecting with people from my former team that accenture has had yahoo! blocked...ah hate! the weekend went well, it's not really a weekend to look forward to, knowing i've work and my rest day isn't really a 24 hour rest day, it's rest day kunuhay.... i still am left grateful despite the minor setbacks like banig being extremely late and i had to wait in a korean convenience store with only a bottle of gatorade in hand and wishing i had a good book to read and surrounded with a bunch of lumads who were scaring me to pieces...argh galore!


it's been months since i've dragged myself, forcibly to church and i wasn't really expecting that i be again broken and pounded. i still am uncomfy being in a small, cozy, family-ish church environment... it's tough to stay on the right track, not mess up, and be obedient and abiding and not cuss or curse. but, i am happy i came...and it's been a year since i became a regular church attendee...and i know i am in a rot...and i gotta do something that will lift me up from the current state of decadence... bottomline, i am grateful Banig asked me to come...


i am at my happiest because i went out for dinner with my old teamates from sykes, well, 6 ra mi nanunga, nevertheless, seeing magi, mommy bea, dede, jd, and bej really capped my day...


we were supposed to go to mb's tavern, ambut uy kung asa toh, but, the rain ruined the plans so we decided to go to yellow cab, at the banilad's town center, pizza was deedee's and mommy bea's call, kaya masaya! and i so totally appreciate how thoughtful deedee was when she ordered the raspberry sola tea for me...she has been reading my posts juds diay...


it has had been a loong day, and i've to go thru the rest of the day taking calls, and yet, here I AM  juds...thank You for today and yesterday and for every sustaining moments.


ending in quotes:


 God will never adjust His agenda according to our understanding...


If it feels right for us, why can't it be right for Him? - in reference to Him imploring to be glorified


 


love,


i'm not

Saturday, September 17, 2005

mother-daughter

 

Hola, mi nombre es Rae Anne V. Gedorio y le estoy llamando de Mountain West Research. Estamos llevando a cabo un pequeño estudio con jóvenes y mujeres y nos gustaría incluir sus puntos de vista. Le puedo asegurar que no estamos tratando de venderle nada. Sus respuestas serán estrictamente confidenciales.

¿Puedo hablar con una hembra en la edad 15-17 de la casa?

(Si ninguno disponible)¿Puedo hablar con un 18-64 femenino?

(Si un padre pregunta porqué necesitamos hablar con una vieja opinión del año 15-17)
Estamos conduciendo un estudio sobre belleza y lo quisiéramos hablar con su vieja hija del año 15-17. Usted es más que la recepción a escuchar adentro en la llamada pues le hablamos. ¿Podemos entrevistarnos con a su hija?


Oo, marunong nakong mag-spanish... Ü hehe, joke! I love the intro to this mother-daughter survey, ang ka-faet lang kay di ko kakuha'g respondent...It would be great if I knew how to speak español sa? ambuts ui...the spanish intro is refreshing, we seldom have this, but, we still read the english intro, kay alangan, clueless ang mga secret agents ug spanish...Ü


bottomline: this post is everything but, meaningful! Ü

loveya

TO WHOEVER GETS TO UNDERSTAND THIS LETTER, CONGRATULATIONS!!..:)

The following is a letter found at a certain bar in
Manila and has been preserved in its original,unedited form. Enjoy reading

and you may try direct translation in Tagalog. Pls read with feelings...

October 1996

To Marjie,

I am not surprise or wander why Dennis leave you.
Why? What reason you can think about but you're
very fat body. I thought before that Dennis only
use me to his toy but sooner and later I'm realize
that he really can't not beared or stomached to be with you anymore because
at first, Dennis say he could not
stand you're habit of making pakialam all his walks
[lakad] and always calling to their house what he
go home or this or that. And then he say he get ashame to met iether in
school or in his family and then asking
you to exercise you're very very, very fat body.
But you hate it. Thoughth your the most preetiest
girls he knows about. What do you think you are "Beautiful Girl" of Jose
Marie Chan?

Even you are beautiful face (to your think) you do
not have the right to called me whatsoever or else
different name one time or the other for the real
purposed to insults my personality because I'm
never call you names iether in the front of Dennis
or in the backs of Dennis, but if you start already
to calling me different name, I don't have any
other choice but to call you other different name
to. Like you are a PIG, FAT, OBESSED, OVERWIGHT, AND UGLY SHAPE girl. Shame
to you're body that is to a BUDING. You can't not blame Dennis for
exchanging you to me because I am the more sexier than you when you look to
us in the mirror. I'm repeat a gai n that you are like Ike Lozada when
she is a girl.


Love,

The Sexies t Girl of D.M.

P.S. You say that I'm the bad breathe but who is
Dennis want to kissed. Me or you? You or me? And
the final is me. There you go.

check yer birthday!

Go ahead - check out your birth date and see what you're all about.....


Birthdays: (Look below for your characteristics) January 01 - 09 ~ Dog
January 10 - 24 ~ Mouse January 25 - 31 ~ Lion February 01 - 05 ~ Cat
February 06 - 14 ~ Dove February 15 - 21 ~ Turtle February 22 - 28 ~ Panther
March 01 - 12 ~ Monkey March 13 - 15 ~ Lion March 16 - 23 ~ Mouse March 24 -
31 ~ Cat April 01 - 03 ~ Dog April 04 - 14 ~ Panther April 15 - 26 ~ Mouse
April 27 - 30 ~ Turtle May 01 - 13 ~ Monkey May 14 - 21 ~ Dove May 22 - 31 ~
Lion June 01 - 03 ~ Mouse June 04 - 14 ~ Turtle June 15 - 20 ~ Dog June 21 -
24 ~ Monkey June 25 - 30 ~ Cat July 01 - 09 ~ Mouse July 10 - 15 ~ Dog July
16 - 26 ~ Dove July 27 - 31 ~ Cat August 01 - 15 ~ Monkey August 16 - 25 ~
Mouse August 26 - 31 ~ Turtle September 01 - 14 ~ Dove September 15 - 27 ~
Cat September 28 - 30 ~ Dog October 01 - 15 ~ Monkey October 16 - 27 ~
Turtle October 28 - 31 ~ Panther November 01 - 16 ~ Lion November 17 - 30 ~
Cat December 01 - 16 ~ Dog December 17 - 25 ~ Monkey December 26 - 31 ~ Dove


If you are a Dog: A very loyal and sweet person. Your loyalty can never be
doubted. You are quite honest and sincere when it comes to your attitude
towards working. You are a very simple person, indeed.Absolutely hassle
free, humble and down-to-earth!! That explains the reason why your friends
cling on to you! You have a good taste for clothes. If your wardrobe is not
updated with what is trendy, you sure are depressed. Popular and easy-going.
You have a little group of dignified friends, all of them being
quality-personified.


If you are a Mouse: Always up to some sort of a mischief! The mischievous
gleam in your eyes is what makes you so cute and attractive to everyone. You
are an extremely fun-to-be-with kind of person. No wonder, people seek for
your company and look forward to include you forall get-togethers.
However, you are sensitive, which is a drawback. People need to select their
words while talking to you.
If someone tries to fiddle around and play with words while dealing with
you, it is enough to invite your wrath. God bless the person then!


If you are a Lion: Quite contradictory to your name, you are a peace loving
person.
You best try to avoid a situation
wherein you are required to fight. An outdoor person, you dislike sitting at
one place for a long duration. You are a born leader, and have it in you how
to tactfully derive work from people. You love being loved, and when you
receive your share of limelight from someone, you are all theirs!!!! Well,
well... hence some people could even take an advantage, flatter you to the
maximum and get their work done. So be careful.....


If you are a Cat: An extremely lovable, adorable person, sometimes shy, with
a passion for quick wit. At times, you prefer quietness. You love exploring
various things and going into depth of each thing. Under normal
circumstances you're cool, when given a reason to, you are like a volcano
waiting to erupt. You're a fashion bird. People look forward to you as an
icon associated with fashion. Basically, you mingle along freely but don't
like talking much to strangers. People feel very easy in your company.
You observe care in choosing your friends.


If you are a Turtle: You are near to perfect and nice at heart. The examples
of your kindness are always circulated in groups of people. You, too, love
peace. You wouldn't like to retaliate even to a person who is in the wrong.
You are loved due to this. You do not wish to talk behind one's back. People
love the way you always treat them. You can give, give and give love, and
the best part is that you do not expect it back in return.
You are generous enough. Seeing things in a practical light is what remains
the best trait of you guys.


If you are a Dove: You symbolize a very happy-go-lucky approach in life.
Whatever the surroundings may be, grim or cheerful, you remain unaffected.
In fact, you spread cheer wherever you go. You are the leader of your group
of friends and good at consoling people in their times of need. You dislike
hypocrisy and tend to shirk away from hypocrites. They can never be in your
good books, no matter what. You are very methodical and organized in your
work. No amount of mess, hence, can ever encompass you. Beware, it is easy
for you to fall in love....


If you are a Panther: You are mysterious. You are someone who can handle
pressure with ease, and can handle any atmosphere without going berserk.
You can be mean at times, and love to gossip with your selected group.
Very prim and proper. You like all situations and things to be in the way
you desire, which, sometimes is not possible. As a result, you may lose out
in some relationships. But otherwise, you love to help people out from
difficult and tight spots when they really need you.


If you are a Monkey: Very impatient and hyper!!! You want things to be done
as quick as possible. At heart, you are quite simple and love if you are the
center of attraction. That way, you people are unique. You would like to
keep yourself safe from all the angles. Shall your name be dragged or
featured in any sort of a controversy, you then go all panicky. Therefore,
you take your precautions from the very beginning. When you foresee anything
wrong, your sixth sense is what saves you from falling in traps. Quite a
money minded bunch you people are!!

Thursday, September 15, 2005

ülasts forever love

 

The survey yesterday was about politics in colorado, anyway, that did not move me whatsoever, what made me choke my tears was the elderly respondent who took the call for his wife because she was an invalid and he would do things for her instead... When asked if he goes to church, he said he could only do so when someone would come over and look after the wife... I was overwhelmed by how much love and dedication the old man has for his wife... With kind words spoken, it seems like the cross he carries isn't much of a burden for him, for he would, oddly as it may sound, lovingly say he spends most of his time looking after her... Mr. Beaver kudos to you and long live lasts-forever love.


 


ü


Love


Because of you, in gardens of blossoming flowers I ache from the
perfumes of spring.
I have forgotten your face, I no longer remember your hands;
how did your lips feel on mine?
Because of you, I love the white statues drowsing in the parks,
the white statues that have neither voice nor sight.
I have forgotten your voice, your happy voice; I have forgotten
your eyes.
Like a flower to its perfume, I am bound to my vague memory of
you. I live with pain that is like a wound; if you touch me, you will
do me irreparable harm.
Your caresses enfold me, like climbing vines on melancholy walls.
I have forgotten your love, yet I seem to glimpse you in every
window.
Because of you, the heady perfumes of summer pain me; because
of you, I again seek out the signs that precipitate desires: shooting
stars, falling objects.


Neftalí Ricardo Reyes Basoalto


Wednesday, September 14, 2005

wala'y laing lingaw!


zenhex.com what kinda eyes quiz
Brown
You have brown eyes.  Brown is the color of the earth.  Your eyes symbolize your comforting and fostering nature.  You are stable, grounding, sophisticated, considerate, conventional and orderly.  People may consider you to be cozy or warm.  People feel safe when they are with you.  Some words to describe you:  reliability, elegance, security, healing, homely, grounding, foundation, and earthly.

all call center agents go to heaven


ALL CALL CENTER AGENTS GO TO HEAVEN..


 

Last night as I lay sleeping

 

I died or so it seemed

 

Then I went to heaven But only in my dream.
Up there, St. Peter met me Standing at the pearly
gates

 

He said "I must check your record.
Please stand here and wait."

 

He turned and said "your record Is covered with
terrible flaws.
On earth I see you rallied For every losing cause.

 

I see that you drank alcohol And used drugs too
Fact is you've done everything A good person
should never do.

 

We can't have people like you up here coz Your
life was full of sin."
Then he read the last of my record, Took my hand
and said
"Come in."

 

He lead me up to the big boss and said "Take him
in and treat him
well.
He used to work in a call centre. He's done his time
in hell !!!

 



We all take different
paths in life,
but no matter where we go,
we take a little of each
other everywhere.
-- Tim McGraw

Tuesday, September 13, 2005

western wats survey ;)

 

Hi! This is the unofficial WESTERN WATS survey.
The purpose of this study is to get to know each
employee better. Please answer truthfully.


S1) Are you at least 18 years of age?
yesss, i am

S2) How long have you been employed at WATS?
about 4 months =) uy, nakatagal ng 4 months! =)

S3) Currently with B2C, NOP, or B2B?
all of the above, hehe, jukir, B2C, but, i've no idea what B2C is

xXxRanDomQuestionsxXx

3) In your own opinion, what makes WATS the
place to be for work? In other words, what makes Western Wats special (or better than other call centers)?


you can tend to yer own business, we don't work with teams, they're not particular with metrics or stats, unlimited pee breaks, smoke breaks, water breaks, free lunches =) we don't start dialling on time, we change sups every day, choose where you'd like to be seated too

4) Can you think of any reason for leaving/resigning
from WATS? Please enumerate.
if i can no longer speak because of laryngitis or cancer of the throat, when some ppl would irk me to the max and i'd end up throwing the biggest ju-on bitch fit, when the last employee assessment does not work out in my favor, meaning termination or end of contract, and when i cud find, God-willingly, a grown-up job!

5) Do you have any plans of resigning from WATS?
For what reason(s)?
if i'd be a banker, a convicted murderer, Paris Hilton's personal shopper, or some british rocker kids' nanny

6) How long should you go on a CR Break? What's
the average number of times you go?
3-4 minutes on a regular shift and about 6 times a day, bwahaha, panghimulos juds kay wala'y 15 minute break

7) How long should you go on a Smoke Break?
What's the average number of times you go?
this break i don't use, dyahe eh, the oven where ppl smokes is usually cramped/jammed wit the draguns and ata =)


8) How long should you go on a Water Break?
What's the average number of times you go?
like 4 minutes the longest, ma-ikug pod ko magdugay, pag naiinip na at inaantok, i'd stay longer, average times would be 2

9) Do use your locker? If so, what's inside right
now? (Can we have your locker number/combo/key? Just kidding!)
the headset box and the padlock, nothin' else, hindi ko xa kasinmahal tulad ng sa PS at sykes na puno ng abubot


10) What's your alias? (e.g. Hi! My name is Phoebe Page calling from Western Research!)
hi, i'm sandara parc, *sighertz*

11) How many times have you ever fallen asleep at
work, honestly?
i do, but, i wake up at the sound of the bleep

12) Who's your crush at work?
nada! i wish there were crush-worthy pplets running around

13) Do you buy food at work from the ones who sell them near the entrance
i used to, but not anymore, nawala na si manang eh

14) Your batch number? Your batch song?
25 and true colors, phil collins version

15) Date hired: MAY 16, 2005, argh!

16) What's your ID number?
920684, hehe

17) Please give me one good reason to love/hate Opinion Outpost.
wuv: you can browse other websites and i don't go zero on the completes at most times


loathe: having to convince ppl to give their email, irate respondents

18) Who's your favorte HR personnel? Why?
sa wala'y pabor pabor, ang mga taga HR who'd change skeds, mga wa'y libog

19) Do you have a friendster account? Do you check them at work? If so,give us your email addy.
i do, tearstainedcheeks@yehey.com, hehe, easy gurl

20) Do you clean your place as soon as you end your shift?
i don't make a mess man sad, and yet, i clean as i go

21) Do you wear a jacket at work?
i have pashminas, joke! yeah, i do, i bring my hoodies na minsan stinking.com na

22) On a scale of 1 to 10, please rate how much you enjoy working at WATS?
4, sigherts, hindi kse, anlayo and the shift is a pain and at times the ma-issue na sup is a bone to pick on, and the nature of the work itself, kahit dika takot mag-dial, maxadong mahirap maghanap ng respondent

23) Please tell me if you agree or disagree with the
statement: I am well-compensated for my job at WATS.
sa first cut off i am, pays well, makaya, and yet, 2nd pay day, sobrang meager cuz we are taxed during this time, dili mabangbang ang ma-take home

24) Is that strongly agree, somewhat agree, somewhat disagree or strongly
somewhat agree, i guess ;)

25) What's the highest humber of completes you've ever had in your whole dialling experience? Which project?
500, murag opinion outpost and walang completed survey

xXxBest&WorstxXx

Favorite project?
cancer survey, first time i got listed and had sure seats sa nevada =) enjoy din ako sa mga kausap ko, building rapport ng todo

Worst project?
mga radio jobs, sobrang hirap gawin and the latest version of opinion outpost is a pain the tush

Favorite supervisor?
si gina ariba na juds...idol ;) i like claire- very chit-chatty and joseph and gretchen

Worst supervisor?
basta yung ma-issue, i don't even know the name cuz ma-irit raku

Favorite food (at the cafeteria)?
brownie and the garlic fried chicken

Worst food (at the cafeteria)?
naku, yung sinabi nilang kare-kare fa-etch!

Favorite booth?
sa nevada sa utah sa idaho kahit saan na pede makapag browse ng multiply



Worst booth?
yung maraming ma-isyung pplets, making the job harder to do =(

Favorite (security) guard?
i don't know anyone, sorry =(

Worst (security) guard?
ditto!

xXxThisOrThatxXx

Weekday shifts or Sunday shifts?
sunday shift's okits if i don't have a sat a.m. shift cuz that would truly make me crappy while taking calls

Booth: A, B or Extension?
extension, masaya! nakakalimutang may agent nga minsan ;0 pero the extension's the best place to be <3

Cebu 1 or Cebu 2?
cebu 2 ata mi ginapa-dial, wajud ko lavut actually, i tend to my own issues, like my pinaka-recent na social blunder and not worry where am to dial, pede ko anywhere except oregon extension, cuz it's waaay cold there

7:30 breakfast or 9/11 option? Half-day option or not?
the 9/11 cuz maka-leave/ log out early, am sooo taking the half day option if pede

Smoking or non-smoking?
non-smoking pag nasa WATS, dyahe magsmoke, it's okits if ppl don't see me do that, ai uy basta ang gulo

Pacific or Mountain?
i could not care less

Central or Eastern?
ditto!

Handset or Headset?
headset, unsa baliw, kefoy kaha ang handset, try using it for like 6 hours, mangangatog ka

Carpool or PUJ?
carpool, one way, di talaga kaya mag jeep going to work, scares the shit out of moi, tsaka hassle

Annie or Agnes?
either

Coffee or tea?
gatorade

Training room or conference room?
the conference room, i've happy memories there during the first training week ;)

(These last few questions are for statistical
purposes only.)

xXxDeMoGrAPhICsxXx

May I please get your age? 23 and not acting it! na-eeleven parin po ako =)

How would you describe your marital status?
single and not whining about it ;)

***Thank you for your time. Your survey has been stored.

another kadamakan at courtyard wit joey




ppl will never cease to amaze me, (borrowed the line from jace) who would know i'd meet an ex-con na bouncer and he'd tell me his talambuhay....kudos to ya manong...hehe

pardon the typos, atay ang pc

Saturday, September 10, 2005

pamatay topak dos

sinagutan ko na toh two days ago, wakoy bag-ong survey, compare contrast ako drama run

What is your name?: RAEN RAEN GO AWAY
Are you named after anyone?: I WOULD NOT KNOW, I'VE AN ODD NAME
What's your screename?: IWISHIWERE BIANCA,BUT IT TWISTS MY TONGUE
Would you name a child of yours after you?: NOPES, I'D NAME HER BALIW NAMES LIKE NICHOLAA/NAFSIKA
If you could switch names with a friend who would it be?: BIANCA
Are there any mispronounciations/typos that ppl do w/ your name constantly?: I SOOO HATE IT WHEN THEY SPELL IT AS REAN OR REA
Would you drop your last name if you became famous?: I CHANGED LAST NAMES ALREADY, IT HAS BEEN PARK FOR 5 MONTHS OR SO

Basics
Your gender:: WIRL, HALF WOMAN-HALF GIRL
Single?: IN ABOUT 72 HOURS
If not, do you want to be?: HOW WOULD YOU PUT THE RELATIONSHIP DID NOT WORK OUT, WE ARE NOT OPERATING WIT THE SAME O.S., YOU'RE WINDOWS, I AM MAC? HEHE
Birthdate:: 12MARCH82
Your age:: 23
Age you act:: 18
Age you wish you were:: 18 AND THINKING STRAIGHT
Your height:: 5'2"
Eye color:: BROWN, BALIWag, BULACAN KINDA BROWN
Happy with it?: I'D TRADE IT FOR A PAIR OF PURPLE AND PINKS, JUKS!
Hair color:: SO NOT DENISE KELLER'S
Happy with it?: IF IT LOOKED LIKE DENISE'S
Lefty/righty/ambidextrous:: SO AMBI SA CHALKBOARD AND WIT EVERYTHING ELSE
Your living arrangement:: DOMESTIC PARTNERSHIP, BUKAS!
Your family:: SEMI-DYSFUNCTIONAL AND AM ORPHANED IN SUGARLAND
Have any pets?: SI TJ, JUKS, IRU
Whats your job?: HEADSET JOCKEY, SANA TALAGANG SANA NAGMAMAGANDANG BANKER OR PUMUNTANG DUBAI, MA- MOVIE, HEHE
Piercings?: I'VE SYETE ON EARS
Tattoos?: NOT GETTING ANY
Obsessions?: OBSESSING OVER GETTING A GROWN UP JOB, REGARDLESS IF THEY PAY MEAGERLY
Addictions?: GATORADE IN CHANGING HUES OF PURPLE TO BLUE, PETROLEUM JELLY WIT BODY SHOP'S STRAWBERRY LIP BALM <3
Do you speak another language?: JARGONS GALORE, YEAH!
Have a favorite quote?: THEY WOULDN'T CALL THEM CRUSHES IF THEY WERE EASY
Do you have a webpage?: BIANCA2X.MULTIPLY.COM

Deep Thoughts About Life and You in it
Do you live in the moment?: AM THROWING CAUTION TO THE WIND, SO YES, I DO
Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?: LEARNING TO BE APPRECIATIVE OF PEOPLETS
Do you have any secrets?: HONESTLY, AKO MAN TONG BIDA SA THE EYE 2, HEHE
Do you hate yourself?: HATE IS SUCH A STRONG WORD, I WOULDN'T
Do you like your handwriting?: PART DEAR TEACHER, PART COMIC SANS, YEPS!
Do you have any bad habits?: I CHEW THE HEADS OFF OF GUMMY BEARS
What is the compliment you get from most people?: RAEN, ASA KA BUY UG CHEEK STAIN, CHADA? HELLO, DO BETTER!
If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?: SANDARA,HACIENDERA MI AMOR, BWAHAHA
What's your biggest fear?: MATAKTAKAN UG TUKO AND A RODENT AT THE SAME TIME, MA-TAICHI JUD KO!
Can you sing?: I CAN CARRY A TUNE! PASA KOG ATENEO GLEE CLUB DU'
Are you a loner?: I KEEP TO MYSELF AT TIMES
What are your #1 priorities in life?: AT THE MOMENT, I AM MAKING A CAREER IN HUNTING FOR A DAY JOB, WHERE I CAN WEAR CORPORATE CLOTHES THOUGH I AM SO TAKING THE PUJ
If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: NO I WOULDN'T. LABAD BAYA KO!
Are you a daredevil?: DEMONYONG WALANG IMPYERNO
Are you passive or agressive?: LET THE WORLD TURN, CRUMBLE, AND DO IT'S THINGY, I WOULDN'T KNOW
Do you have a journal?: KEEP A JOURNAL FAITHFULLY, THIS, I LEARNED IN GRADESCHOOL
What is your greatest strength and weakness?: I AM GOAL-ORIENTED AND SO NOT DETAIL-ORIENTED, BWAHAHA, BALIW NA ANSWER DURING JOB INTERVIEWS
If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?: PAGIGING MA-O.A. AND MA-O.C.
Do you think you are emotionally strong?: IMBALANCED! I AM KAYA, I'VE BEEN THRU SO MANY MISHAPS, AND YET, I STILL HAVEN'T BEEN INTO THE NUTHOUSE
Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?: I REGRET BEING TOO TIRED TO DO THE THINGS THAT I OUGHTA BE DOING, THUS NOT HAVING FUN WHEN AM WIT PPL THAT I'M SUPPOSED TO HAVE FUN WIT
Do you think life has been good so far?: AS OF TODAY, IT HAS BEEN, AM ALL SMILES ;)
What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?: TO MANAGE MY FINANCES CUZ I MIGHT END UP A PENNILESS DIVA THE WHOLE TIME THRU
What is the fictional character you are most like?: ARIEL, CUZ SHE SWIMS, AND HAS SEAFOAMS, AND MULAN CUZ, SHE LOOKS LIKE ME...HEHE
Are you perceived wrongly?: I AM MISUNDERSTOOD MOST OFTEN, ALTHOUGH I AM A WRECK, I KNOW I COULD BE FIXED

Do You...
Smoke?: AM DOING AWAY WIT IT
Do drugs?: PLACEBOS, BAGAY NAKU, PURO PSYCHOSOMATIC ILLNESS LANG MERON AKO
Read the newspaper?: WE DON'T GET THE PAPERS
Pray?: AM SOLICITING PRAYERS, I COME DEFENSELESS IN PRAYERS, AM TRYING TO FIGURE OUT THAT PHRASE
Go to church?: WILL GO, CUZ I PROMISED BANIG THAT I WILL
Take walks in the rain?: ILOVE THE ULAN COMMERCIAL, I WISH WE COULD DANCE IN THE RAIN, NA NABABALIW ANG DATING
Talk to people even though you hate them?: I DON'T! =)

Would or Have You Ever?
Liked your voice?: I DON'T, ACCORDING TO MARIA CECILIA VELASQUEZ, TINIS UG TINGGIL, PARDON THE LANGUAGE
Hurt yourself?: MY HEART HAS BEEN IN DISREPAIR SEVERAL TIMES, I GUESS, DAPAT NATUTO NA AKO
Been out of the country?: PAKSIT, PIRMI RAKU SA STATES, BALIK NKUG MAH MINDANAO UI! HEHE
Eaten something that made other people sick?: SUSHI/MAKI, SWEET CHILLI RICE BISCUITS, GUMMY BURGERS SOLD IN PANINGKAMUT STORE, NORI, KIMCHI
Been in love?: HALA UGMA
Done drugs?: ON DRUGS AT THE MOMENT, LECHE NING SUNDAY SHIFT! MILK!
Gone skinny dipping?: I WISH I WERE AS SKINNY AS THOSE WIT ANA
Had a medical emergency?: PIRMI MAN, LALO WHEN I AM HYPERVENTILATING DAHIL MA-OA AKO
Had surgery?: LOWER BACK, UPPER TUSH WHEN I WAS A KID
Ran away from home?: I AM A GYPSY, I DON'T RUN
Gone one day without food?: I WILL, SHOULD I CONTINUE LIVING BELOW THE POVERTY LINE
Talked on the phone all night?: YEAH, KARUNG GABII, FAKSHETGINAMUS!
Slept all day?: LASTERDAY, GIKAPOY KOG MAAYO NGITA DAY JOB
Thought you're going crazy?: I THOUGHT I WOULD WHEN I LOST RON, ATIK RA DIAY TOH, NAG-IINARTE LANG AKO
Been betrayed?: THERE ARE DAYS WHEN I FEEL LIKE PPL CHEATED, I ALLOWED THEM MAN SAD, SO I HAVE TO LIVE THAT DOWN
Had a dream that came true?: IF I QUIT BEING A HEADSET JOCKEY, DREAM COME TRUE
Met a famous person?: SI TJ, FAMOUS SA TANTRUM FITS
Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell?: I'M NOT TO KEEN ON LEARNING SECRETS, WHO KNOWS HOW BIG A RESPONSIBILTY THAT IS
Stolen anything?: STOLEN KISSES, ROMANCES, SMILES ON SUN-TANNED FACES, HEHE
Been in a mosh-pit?: YEAH, FEELING KO ONE TIME WHEN STEFF WAS FORCING ME TO DANCE NEXT TO TJ'S JACKIE, TAN-AW NKU MURAG GILABAY KOG MOSH PIT!
Had a nervous breakdown?: WILL HAVE SHOULD I GET A GROWN UP JOB, MAKUROG SA KALIPAY
Bungee jumped?: WA KO NASAYUD UNSA' LINGAW ANA
Had a dream that kept coming back?: THE DATABASE DREAMS FROM VANTIVE, TO SELEX, E.PIPHANY(AMBUTS, UNSA GNE NAXA SA PS), CRM, AND NOW WIRE, MAXADONG NAKAKASIRA NG ARAW WHEN I WAKE UP

Beliefs
Belive in life on other planets?: FILTHY RICH KIDS, TALAGANG PANG-IBANG PLANETA MGA UGALI
Miracles?: MILAGRO IF I GOT THRU A DAY TAKING CALLS NA WAKO GISAPOT, GAHILAK, OR GI-MIKA
Astrology?: WHAT HAS THE STARS GOT TO DO WITH MY FATES? SAMUK, PANGGUBA-AYG ADLAW IMU QUESTION

 

pamatay topak

 

NAMEGAME
What is your name?:
rae anne ling
Are you named after anyone?:
i don't know to you, hehe
What's your screename?:
sandara park, mas madaling maalala when taking calls
Would you name a child of yours after you?:
i'd name my fetus TJ, hehe
If you could switch names with a friend who would it be?: magi, hehe, ilove magi, murag everyone adores a MAGI ;)
Are there any mispronounciations/typos that ppl do w/ your name constantly?: yeah, i hate it when they spell my name as rean, rea, that is just sooo dumb!
Would you drop your last name if you became famous?: nopes, but, i'd change my last name if i were to use tj's last name, joke!


Basics
Your gender: divading, jokes, babae kaya!
Single?: my heart's taken, single in about 48 hours nasad!
If not, do you want to be?: i want things to be klaru sa tvtv ;)
Birthdate:: 12march82
Your age:: 23 and clueless
Age you act:: 16 and giddy
Age you wish you were:: 5 and collecting trolls and pick up sticks
Your height:: 5'2" and wishing am taller
Eye color:: brown
Happy with it?: i am, but would be happier if one was brown and one was green, hehe
Hair color:: changing shades of brown and black, dili masabtan kumbaga!
Happy with it?: i would love to have denise keller's hair color
Lefty/righty/ambidextrous:: ambi to the max!
Your living arrangement:: domestic partnership, ugma
Your family:: the best semi-dysfunctional family ;) i only have my two siblings in cebu
Have any pets?: TJ ;) flounder
Whats your job?: headset jockey ;)

Piercings?: seven, on ears
Tattoos?: not getting any
Obsessions?: my ex's current girlfriends and TJ (insecure.com)
Addictions?: gatorade, online surveys, papaya soaps and korean soaps, hehe jukir...
Do you speak another language?: most ppl don't understand me, i think i speak a different language and yeah, south korean
Have a favorite quote?: they wouldn't call them crushes if they were easy :)
Do you have a webpage?: kaning bianca2x.multiply.com


Deep Thoughts About Life and You in it
Do you live in the moment?: am learning to throw caution to the wind, i don't work hard, i spend a lot, i really don't know, i am simply getting by okits ra man sad...
Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?: am more appreciative of others, other than that..ambuts
Do you have any secrets?: secret lang, ganahan kong tj, hehe
Do you hate yourself?: for some crappy things i did, making me fall flat to my face, oo
Do you like your handwriting?: hehe, like! dear teacher at comic sans pinaghalo
Do you have any bad habits?: i don't work hard, can't stick to a job, cannot keep a relationship, sees ppl who i know are not good for me and will eventually become basura
What is the compliment you get from most people?: nindut lagi imo shoes....atay, shoes lang? hehe or chada imo cheek stain, asa gipalit? argh!
If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?: the scrap book, bwahaha, baliw!
What's your biggest fear?: mahulogan ug butiki and daga at same time, mamamatay talaga ako
Can you sing?: can carry a tune, waah, nipasa kaha kog audition xa ateneo glee club! ang tukar kay bayang magiliw.com, aw, lupang hinirang
Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?: lame kaya yan
Are you a loner?: i keep to myself lalo na sa work, cuz ppl would misinterpret me most times...mapungot raku
What are your #1 priorities in life?: icompleteme...it's hard to categorize which of which would be more important
If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: nopes, malalang baliw ako
Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?: i cannot keep a job! hehe, okits ra if i can't keep friendships and relationships, but, i've to take more responsibility najud when it comes to a job
Are you passive or agressive?: sobrang passive, the world crashes and i would not know
Do you have a journal?: keep a journal faithfully, that's one thing i've learned back in grade school
What is your greatest strength and weakness?: i do things with utmost eagerness, hehe....jukirs! and as for the weakness, i cannot spell, i am bad wit directions, i keep grudge
If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?: i wish i could make up my mind without having other people talking me into a decision
Do you think you are emotionally strong?: so not, tingin ko, autistic din ako(paki-connect)
Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?: there are things i wish i could've done, or would have the courage to try doing, am not making sense, sagdi! ;)
Do you think life has been good so far?: it has been ;) it doesn't treat me that well at times but, shit happens man jud
What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?: to be grateful because am ten folds luckier knowing that i could wear shoes on both feet
What do you like the most about your body?: my heart, because it's enormous, yay, pang-miss universe ang sagot!
And least?: my eyes, i wish they were larger and brighter, then i would not have been considered a mongol head
Do you think you are good looking?: for i am fearfully, and wonderfully made, hehe, biblical!
Are you confident?: nopes, mau jud ning gina-tell sa QA, i lack the voice of confidence...argh!
What is the fictional character you are most like?: ariel because she swims good and she has gizmos and gadgets a-plenty and mulan because i look like her...hehe
Are you perceived wrongly?: supah misunderstood


Do You...
Smoke?: only when called for, pero di ko smuker
Do drugs?: placebos, hehe
Read the newspaper?: i don't have a ration of the daily paper
Pray?: as often as i can cuz really, i get days when i cannot find a friend juds
Go to church?: not anymore, cuz those churches here speak in tongues, it bothers me greatly
Take walks in the rain?: only when i miss the yellow box tapos bumuhos na ulan
Talk to people even though you hate them?: i don't! kyevs, goodluck to them should they talk to me, i would not talk sense
Drive?: i am compelled to learn if i wanna go for a job in zuellig/glaxo, hehe


Would or Have You Ever?
Liked your voice?: i don't, pardon the language, ha-ita'g tinggil as maria would put it!
Hurt yourself?: would at times put myself in a situation for self-destruction, antanga kse
Eaten something that made other people sick?: ilove kimchi, nori, sweet chill rice crackers, sushi, and those gummy burgers, most of my friends hate those wit a passion!
Been in love?: yeah wit ron, i did not doubt that for a moment ;(
Gone skinny dipping?: be anorexic-skinny, i wish!
Had a medical emergency?: yeah, gina-hyperventilate pag nag-iinarte
Had surgery?: doctor yap removed the keloid/odd creepy lump from my lowerback-upper tush when i was a kid
Ran away from home?: hehe, unsa ko si ice2x? =) i'm a hobo ang speech
Gone one day without food?: i cannot last a day without eating!
Talked on the phone all night?: smsd all night, grover ka malala
Slept all day?: til i stink? yeah!
Thought you're going crazy?: i am, right about now
Been betrayed?: i guess so, i just wish ppl would really mean the things that they say, be genuinely kind and not act like it, cuz that shud hurt more
Had a dream that came true?: relocating to sugarland
Met a famous person?: si TJ, artistahin, ma-OA, hehe
Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell?: nopes, i wouldn't be too quick to learn a secret man sad gud, it could be a responsibility keeping it
Been in a mosh-pit?: yep, if the doleful dumps and callcenter vortex be considered as such
Had a nervous breakdown?: during the time when i was taking expedia call, malalang grover, nakakadelilah ang calls
Bungee jumped?: i'll do that pagnagka baby girl nami ni kerby, hehe, para papa's gurl najud iang anak
Had a dream that kept coming back?: mahulog sa stairs kinda dream, maka-irits! and the database dreams, ah hate! murecurr ang calls scenes from vantive/crm/ selex/e.piphany/ and wire....atay!


Beliefs
Miracles?: we are miracles personified
Astrology?: so do not, what has the stars got to do wit me?
Magic?: when kids could tell boogers are dirty! amazing!
God?: yesss, the thought keeps me warm on a looong night
Satan?: animal xa!
Ghosts?: i keep seeing those two sa sykes
Luck?: ppl get lucky judz...
Love at first sight?: believer of lasts-fover love
Yin and yang (that good cant exist w/o bad)?: we have to keep a certain balance? sge nalang, sinabi mo eh...
Witches?: si lj, mukhang witch! xa man din may sabe, wika ia religion, dili xa bagay!
Easter bunny?: playboy bunnies, grover ka mka-insecure
Believe its possible to remain faithful forever?: i hope marriage would be enuf to make one faithful
Believe theres a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow?: so do! me gold, where's me gold?!
Do you wish on stars?: on the first star i pick at night


Deep Theological Questions
Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell?: i believe that it's beautifully written that way so ppl would embrace the idea
Do you think God has a gender?: He is a He, samuk man mo oi!
Do you believe in organized religion?: hehe, do what now?
Where do you think we go when we die?: freaky, but, really, to the One who knitted us in our mom' s womb


Friends
Do you have any gayfriends?: yeah, baklang bakla sila
Who is your best friend?: sa cebu, sina steff at joey , i have the best time wit 'em
Who's the one person that knows most about you?: most of my girl buddies, masking si deedee.sykes knows most stuff
What's the best advice that anyone has ever given to you?: say what? there's love lost? raen, you have to help yourself...tada na light bulb moment ang bakla!
Your favourite inside joke?: the ako kay si compton joke, i cannot exactly phrase it, but, it's soo freaking funny back in college
Thing you're picked on most about?: the way i walk, argh! sooo sakang!
Who's your longest known friend?: jacelie s. king, love ya!
Newest?: people from peoplesupport and wats, some ra from wats, cuz....
Shyest?: wag na pa shy shy, wa!
Funniest?: si vanessa, malalang hilarious
Sweetest?: si honey cordera ;) miss you sweetie
Closest?: mga easy girls and sina steff and fifits
Weirdest?: si jezrel cuz sobrang brilliant
Smartest?: jace, verlaine, jezrel, essa, bright kids, bright future
Ditziest?: i am a ditz at times, minsan kami ni steff and joey, hehe
Friends you miss being close to the most?: verlainey, shangkai, si marc llanes pod, magi mae, muchos, si dede rin, mommy bea, malalang namimiss!
Last person you talked to online?: si deedee nag email and si kerby
Who do you talk to most online?: mga ppl on my email list sa yehey
Who are you on the phone with most?: ang mga kano, allergens!
Who do you trust most?: i trust easily kaya
Who listens to your problems?: my girls, si deedee, now si marsi, lately thru sms, si essa, lainey, honey, jez
Do you always feel understood?: they cannot figure me out, but, they're there when i need em
Who's the loudest friend?: kikay pagnagkasabay kami ;)
Do you trust others easily?: supah!
Who's house were you last at?: bahay ni mark ruiz
Name one person who's arms you feel safe in:: i used to think kay ron, hehe
Friend that lives farthest away:: those based in manila and davao, mayo nalang no one close is moving out of the country, maka-sad


Love and All That
Do you consider love a mistake?: i wuv the wrong person most times
What do you find romantic?: first dates are giliks
Turn-on?: when one smells good enuf to eat
Turn-off?: kanang taong birthday niya everyday, xa nalang bida, xa nalang curik
Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive: hehe, go ask my CCs how i go about dating ppl
What is best about the opposite sex?: they make you feel protected and vulnerable at the same time ;)
What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?: BABAERO!
What's the last present someone gave you?: a butterfly necklace from boracay, fifits ;)
Are you in love?: am in like wit tj
Do you consider your significant other hot?: artista! depektibong malala


Who Was the Last Person...
That haunted you?: TJ
You wanted to kill?: TJ
That you laughed at?: TJ
That laughed at you?: TJ
You went shopping with?: joey
That broke your heart?: ron, grover ka bits and pieces and pulverized =) am over the heart ache na
To disappoint you?: myself cuz parati akong sablay
To ask you out?: TJ
To make you cry?: i can't fucking stop crying, i miss TJ like hell, it's unbelievable
To brighten up your day?: when i realized it's time to log out, my day is as sunny as sunshine, baliw! and si TJ
That you thought about?: TJ
You saw a movie with?: joey
You talked to on the phone?: kanung matanda, ewan ko sa kanya!
You talked to through sms?: michael ty ;0
You saw?: si woah! nellie, job-hunt
You lost?: TJ, lasterday ;)



Right This Moment...
Are you going out?: will, for lunch and mag look for a grown-up job
Will it be with your significant other?: hahaha, unta makit-an naku sya unya
Or some random person?: hindi po random si nellie ;) miga nku xa
What are you wearing right now?: a ruched aqua top from shobe, black slacks, denim na jacket, brown flip flops
Body part you're touching right now:: my hair, diko sanay na tul-id naxa, kefoy sudlay
What are you worried about right now?: that i might be disappointed should i be rejected by a bank
What book are you reading?: of love and shadows-allende and tis-mccourt, both about 5th chapter-read
Use 5 words to describe how you're feeling:: anxious, idiotic, sleepy, famished, loved
Are you bored?: so am!
Are you tired?: so am podz...
Are you talking to anyone online?: at times pagnagrereply sa mga posts sa multiply
Are you talking to anyone on the phone?: hahay, puro answering machines
Are you lonely or content?: lonesome cuz of TJ, yacks, sooo damak!


 


pardon the typos, kay gadali kog tinubagay ani ♥

faet ang sunday shift

 

it has been a loooong week and i had been left broken, a wreck, and yet, still grateful...


- for gathering enuf courage to look for a grown-up job, though it calls the attention of Miss Rejection and it left me utterly broke that i am sooo compelled not to take the cab to work


- for passing the china bank exam, bwahaha, super malala, when i did not make it in davao, i made it in cebu, extremely odd.... and yet, i've the hugest chance of screwing up the whole hiring process, so am super solicitng prayers....


- for being over myself and thinking of how badly treated my heart is...


- for letting go of tj, though i felt terribly stupid because i was mad at shobe because i do or did felt somehow awfully left out now, that i cannot be friends with him, am not making sense, sagdi


- for being able to talk to people i fibbed at (not purposely, but i cleaned up my mess) and then i misunderstood as well....tama si paulo coelho, we don't judge ppl, because we do not know of their pain and renunciation


- and yep, am grateful cuz i ended up taking the jeepney, not that i don't, pero i was unafraid to take the puj to lapu lapu tonight (plus the huge, blatant fact that i am broke and my carpool did not pick me up), i take the place as a lost frontier where rodents and prairie dogs thrive, bwahaha baliw!


-and deedee, iloveyou muchos, i should've gotten to read about heather, now, the mail is blocked, argh! thank you for yer sms replies, they do muchos.... =)


what's paksit is:


the sunday shift/ the slow browsers making it impossible to open friendster/ the blocked yehey mail, i so loathe wit dili mabangbang passion ♥


and it's too good to pass:


agi ug old mactan bridge at 10pm, you'll love the experience altho you'd hate taking the jeepney.... the city lights are extremely awesome, you'd forget you felt pathetic over losing people, being angry, or wallowing the past couple of days... and don't forget the sea smells great, very salty, no better words, sorry...

Thursday, September 8, 2005

kelos!




sobrang idol na talaga si brea of desperate housewives

Wednesday, September 7, 2005

eternity, robbie williams

close your eyes so you don't feel them
they don't need to see you cry
i can't promise i will heal you
but if you want to i will try
i'll sing this sombre serenade
the past is done we've been betrayed it's true
someone said the truth will out
i believe without a doubt in you


you were there for summer dreaming
and you gave me what i need
and i hope you find your freedom
for eternity
for eternity


yesterday when we were walking
you talked about your ma and dad
what they did that made you happy
what they did that made you sad
we sat and watched the sun go down
then picked a star before we lost the moon
youth is wasted on the young
before you know it's come and gone too soon


you were there for summer dreaming
and you gave me what i need
and i hope you find your freedom
for eternity
for eternity


you were there for summer dreaming
and you are a friend indeed
and i hope you find your freedom


eventually


you were there for summer dreaming
and you gave me what i need
and i know you'll find your freedom
eventually


for eternity


 


i soooo wuv this song <3 i wuv robbie, sexy, very sexy!

Sunday, September 4, 2005

(*amber*)

 

Brainstorm, take me away from the norm
I got to tell you something
This phenomenon, I had to put it in a song
And it goes like

Chorus:
Whoa, amber is the color of your energy
Whoa, shades of gold displayed naturally

You ought to know what brings me here
You glide through my head blind to fear
And I know why

(Chorus 2x)

You live too far away
Your voice rings like a bell anyway
Don't give up your independence
Unless it feels so right
Nothing good comes easily
Sometimes you gotta fight

(Chorus)

Launched a thousand ships in my heart
So easy, still it's fine from afar
And you know that
Whoa, brainstorm take me away from the norm
Whoa, I got to tell you something


 


for the lack of better things to do, am posting songs, to people in my send-out list,be happy! am done with the survey-posts, i know you guys are thinking: ssssPATHETIC akitch...am done najud...am not doing surveys, until i find a meatier one that i could take with a grain of salt... ;)


Enjoy the songs! [and quotes and poetry]

argh! tj

Don't go far off... by Pablo Neruda


Don't go far off, not even for a day, because --
because -- I don't know how to say it: a day is long
and I will be waiting for you, as in an empty station
when the trains are parked off somewhere else, asleep.


Don't leave me, even for an hour, because
then the little drops of anguish will all run together,
the smoke that roams looking for a home will drift
into me, choking my lost heart.


Oh, may your silhouette never dissolve on the beach;
may your eyelids never flutter into the empty distance.
Don't leave me for a second, my dearest,


because in that moment you'll have gone so far
I'll wander mazily over all the earth, asking,
Will you come back? Will you leave me here, dying?

I do not love you...

I do not love you... by Pablo Neruda


I do not love you as if you were salt-rose, or topaz,
or the arrow of carnations the fire shoots off.
I love you as certain dark things are to be loved,
in secret, between the shadow and the soul.


I love you as the plant that never blooms
but carries in itself the light of hidden flowers;
thanks to your love a certain solid fragrance,
risen from the earth, lives darkly in my body.


I love you without knowing how, or when, or from where.
I love you straightforwardly, without complexities or pride;
so I love you because I know no other way


that this: where I does not exist, nor you,
so close that your hand on my chest is my hand,
so close that your eyes close as I fall asleep.

i think it's pablo neruda's


Tonight I can write the saddest lines.

Write, for example, "The night is shattered
and the blue stars shiver in the distance."

The night wind revolves in the sky and sings.
Tonight I can write the saddest lines.

I loved her, and sometimes she loved me too.

Through nights like this one I held her in my arms.
I kissed her again and again under the endless sky.


She loved me, sometimes I loved her too.
How could one not have loved her great still eyes.

Tonight I can write the saddest lines.

To think that I do not have her. To feel that I have lost her.
To hear the immense night, still more immense without her.

And the verse falls to the soul like dew to the pasture.
What does it matter that my love could not keep her.

The night is shattered and she is not with me.
This is all. In the distance someone is singing. In the distance.

My soul is not satisfied that it has lost her.
My sight searches for her as though to go to her.
My heart looks for her, and she is not with me.


The same night whitening the same trees.
We, of that time, are no longer the same.


I no longer love her, thats certain, but now I loved her.
My voice tried to find the wind to touch her hearing.

Anothers. She will be anothers. Like my kisses before.
Her voice. Her bright body. Her infinite eyes.

I no longer love her, thats certain, but maybe I love her.
Love is so short, forgetting is so long.

Because through nights like this one I held her in my arms
my soul is not satisfied that it has lost her.

Though this be the last pain that she makes me suffer
and these the last verses that I write for her......


this i got from kerby's page ;)

WHAT WAS THE BEST ADVICE EVER GIVEN


"When you lose
your breath, aint it nice to know someone is willing
to lose theirs with u? Aint it better to have
someone witness you soar the world? And would
you know it was a mistake in the first place if you
had to go through it alone? You need not be alone
to grow and become the person you're meant to
be. The fact is, feeling loved will help you become
a better person than you've ever imagined. Just a
thought, Maria. Just a thought."


maria: sweet like candy!

Saturday, September 3, 2005

fix you- cold play

Fix You

when you try your best but you don't succeed
when you get what you want but not what you need
when you feel so tired but you can't sleep
stuck in reverse

and the tears come streaming down your face
when you lose something you can't replace
when you love someone but it goes to waste
could it be worse?

lights will guide you home
and ignite your bones
and i will try to fix you

high up above or down below
when you're too in love to let it go
but if you never try, you'll never know
just what you're worth

lights will guide you home
and ignite your bones
and i will try to fix you

tears stream down your face
when you lose something you cannot replace
tears stream down your face
and I...

tears stream down on your face
I promise you I will learn from my mistakes
tears stream down your face
and I...

lights will guide you home
and ignite your bones
and i will try to fix you

footnotes:


i sooo love this song! <3

Friday, September 2, 2005

alilofthatinsanity


 "There are some people who meet that somebody that they can never stop loving, no matter how hard they try. I wouldn't expect you to understand that, or even believe it, but trust me, there are some love that don't go away. And maybe that makes them crazy, but we should all be lucky to end up with that somebody who has a little of that insanity. Somebody who never lets go. Somebody who cherishes you forever."

 


a quote i got from deedee

college super gurls and my half CCs =)




pagkausap ay answering machine, mag-survey!/TIA's

1.Ano ang nasa isip mo ngaun::
>
ang saya ng project ngayun,sobrang ikli ng questionaire, thank you Jesus, maxado!
2.Sino ang nasa isip mo ngayon::
>
si TJ, and why am trying to stick it wit him, though we're bound to self-destruct
3.May gagawin ka ba mamaya::
> i guess mag pakamatay SMS kay michael ty
4.Kung hindi ikaw ang sarili mo ngayon sino ka:
> a chinese princess/ empress in one of the past dynasties in china, bwahaha
5.Ano nickname mo::
> raen, raen go away!
6.Nickname na pinaka-ayaw mong tinatawag ka::
> sandara, altho i like her, pero, hello, give me a break
7.Bagay na dala-dala mo araw-araw::
> water bottle, mirror from jace, house keys, company i.d., wallet as useless
8.Taong gusto mong makita/makausap::
> at halikan? bwahaha, si TJ
9. Ano ang palagi mong ginagawa after school::
> umuuwi kaagad, kung hindi tambay sa city triangle, manlibak ug peeps wit my barkadettes, real mature huh?
10.Kung masa-stuck ka sa isang isla ng isang araw sino gusto mo mkasama::
> si teej, cuz i wanted to know why he's supah babaero, kabwusit
11.Kung magiging anime character ka cnong anime character k::
> wala akong kilala, si chun-li, pede na?
12.mamili k,mayaman n single o mhrap n ksma ang iyong mhal::
> ay, bottomline: marry rich!
13.awiting nagre-reflect sa kung ano ang nararamdaman mo ngayon::
> fix you- cold play, unta i could look pass beyond his defects and not whine about it, at least there's one thing na makakaya kong panindigan
14.Unang pumapasok sa isip mo pagkagising ng umaga:: .
> ayoko nang magtrabaho! paanish!
15. Bagay na natanggap mo na kinilig ka::
> sana meron, pwero wala lately, sighertz
16.Natawag ka na bang nerd::
> haha, sana, that would be refreshing
17.Nagmamadali ka ba ngayon::
> kanina, when mike ty woked me up thru sms
18.Kung aalis ka at hindi ka na babalik ng Pilipinas kahit kailan, san ka pupunta?
> sa bahamas, in the north americas, ka-ug guacamole and magpaka-negra!
19.Ano ang favorite mong song sa ngaun::
> at the beginning, i just remembered that it fits me just right
20.Meron ka bang special someone::
> haha, kaluod nimu sa? TJ, is extra-special
21.Gusto ka ba niya::
> i wish i came first to everything there is in his life, pero ambuts, am just happy to be wit him
22.Any words na gusto mong sabihin sa kanya?
> ay uy, tama na pambababae!
23. Alam mo kung asan siya ngayon::
> sa sykes, pauwi na siguro xa in an hour
24.Ano favorite mong colors::
> as useless, pink and green-the new pink!
27.Ano gusto mo gawin ngayon::
> sana matulog, til i stink
28.Describe yourself::
> literally a sleepyhead, struggling to be Brea, and a wirl!
29.Gusto mong panuorin na movie::
> bewitched or something else
30.Aalis ka ba ngayon::
> sa sunday cuz am seeing joey and steff, kay todders pa mi when we last saw each other ;)
31.Anong ginawa mo kanina::
> natulog cuz nitukar nasad ang pagiging psycho ko
32.Eh kahapon::
> nag half day from work because i wasn't feeling too well
33.anong fave # mo at bkit:
> tj's #, maka-happy when he'd sms
34.anong ayw mong #::
> 0995, kabuysit kaya