gay porn

closer to you[i think]

paaaanish si sam milby, this song keeps bugging me, the next time this gets played on the radio i would run.......

there is nothing i won't try
just to make u mine
to get a little closer
would be so divine

and everytime i see you
you make me come undone
i always watch you hear me
in you i found the one

[chorus]
oh why don't you smile my only star
shine on baby
smile my only star
smile my only star(2x)

with you by my side
girl it feels do right
and now that im close to you
i could stay all night no matter where i go
no matter what i do
in the end your smile
brings me back to

you shine so true
i cant believe you're mine
and everything may change
but to me you'll always shine

still.

i find myself restless these days, it is as if i have got so much at hand, that i disregard the little things such as answering emails, sms, writing letters/keeping snail mail correspondence, or making important phone calls. i snap at people who i am previously really friends with [yeah, i am good at screwing palships, sooo am], and even with callers, i am impatient, i seem to cut them off in the middle of their explanation. [expediting resolutions, charness. ü]

my thoughts would fly elsewhere. i do not bother to check the updates from my sup. things seemed depressingly empty these days. and when asked how i feel about being in billing i would endup crying.argh.

 

imiss my email conversations with verlaine, i miss mike ty's sms, tootsie's late nyt 20 questions, i miss jezrel asking me how i am.i miss by bessie anvi.

 

i miss my parents.

 

drats. everything is just über-depressing.

 

xoxo

 

 

i wanna stand still just for some time

let the world go about its daily ways

without bothering me.

let me just sleep and dream and not wake up

from my slumber,

lemme just linger in stillness for awhile.

 

let me be still.

 

[bad poetry night]

on baller i.d.s

raenski: armz, unsa nang LEBRON? [referring to what was written on his nike baller i.d]

 

armand: hehe raen, Lebron's a ball player....

 

<3

paradiso lost

raenheartvoippips

 

it was the best weekend with the best people on the planet, well not really but,i've gotten to know real people, who knew how to have fun.

 

sunday:

it was a three hour rode trip to their [voip] TL's rest house. i never knew cebu had such houses. but, the trip reminded me of long rides to south cotabato provinces. TL john was a gracious host, we spent the night playing mahjong and i learned what's pong, harhar, and as useless, everyone went boozing, and singing, and partying like they meant it.

 

armand got wasted and was saying really crazy stuff when we were dancing, ronski sang a performance level version of 'quit playing games with my heart' and yessss people were wasted.

 

i stayed behind when almost everyone hit the beach. i was just over giddy because of the fact that i got to dance with ronski/minamahal. hehehe.

 

monday:

we crossed island,it's a private island that's untouched, but, maribago tried to develop the other side of the island. [there's infinity pool at the resort] we stayed on the beach front, people were just taking pictures and trying to get tanned and ronski as useless was either making everyone laugh or playing the guitar, armand making tagay, the gals were taking pictures the whole time, and whilst moi did nothing but wait for lunch, hehehe. they had lechon! honest. their team is just the best team to be in. ilove the gal pals i've made there,that includes cris, so supportive of moi and ronski. ü and the guys, they're palahubog but, they're great.

 

the past two days had been surreal, it's bittersweet. i am scared cuz minamahal will go to med school by june, he mentioned something like he is unsure of how he will go about med school when all he could do is make ppl laugh. i sooo wanna tell him, to quit it cuz every gal on his team thinks it's charming. and ihate it. i want noone to think that but moi. hahaha.

 

i know i said i wouldn't go for people, but thus far i have met the most delightful after shift support system with the voip wave 3. welcome to vonage revolution.

 

 

my lil guitarist

yes axel.....

 

minamahal sang:

 

[and played the guitar]

out of my league

make it with you

his own version of sam milby's new song [don't know the title]

power of two

how can i fall

wag na lang kaya

one of the moffat's song, "the process is l-o-v-e"

 

how can i not be starry-eyed?

 

tell me.

 

<3

 

 

wag mag aol kung tanga

malupit ang mundo sa tanga.

 

 

 

please lang.

yada/yada/yada

*i had 2 hours sleep cuz i waited for the voip people to get thru their team meeting. jaez and i walked home past 2. parusa!

*yessss, i could do an LOI [letter of intent] cuz their TL told me that i can. ha!

*talk about killing myself softly, when i got home, shobe and i had to get dinner elsewhere, and i stayed up til 8pm.

*it's my third consecutive check attendance day in ayala. hehehe. drum rolls please.

*i learned that i can patiently wait for people whom i really really like, for instance my gal pals and guy buddies from voip, no matter how freaking long the wait is, albeit the fact that their post shift meetings take a long time, and i've to wait for a few more hours for them.

*i am going to moalboal with them this weekend.yay! if it were other people i would've a hard time saying yes, now i am discounting the thought that i am scared of looong rode trips just so i could go with them.

*i volunteered to make kinilaw na fish for the team building, tho i do not really know how to make one, i asked my sisters how to go about it, buti na lang they know how.
*and it's queueing today, walang hiatus sa call. gimme a break.

*i needed a doctor who'd be able to understand the psycho in me.

*someone i wuv dearly will have a baby. <3 and i am scared.

*our team's compelled to wear red. and they thought my top was pink! grover ka colour-blind.

*a strange guy was lurking on the bodega when i went down for work, i was stupefied by his presence i froze and i just stood still. and he walked away and closed the gate. he might be the thieve who stole shobe's backpack. drats.

*i am starved. honest. and i am losing my voice.lecheng members sila.

*please-install-my outlook guy and i are okay. cold, but, talking. civil, and not too friendly.okits na yun.

*sprint pulled out of convergys. go to etel na guys and gals. referral forms can be submitted by moi. hehehe

*yay to weekend.

*i am writing in liltling english.

 

it's still hard to break a glass of water and i follow a terrible profession. [wut?!]

 

<3

guilty

i am guilty of going thru artista blogs. well, those of low key tv personalities.

and yessss, lucky m. has one.

 

<3

how in the world can we speak in one language?

How does the world say the English phrase "I love you?"

Afghani: Dus tat darem, Afrikaans: Ek is lief vir jou, Albanian: Une te dua, Amharic: Afekreshalew, Arabic: Ana ba hibeck, Assyrian: Be ayen gadi youkh,
Armenian: Yes kez serum em/Yes kezee ga seerem,
Bengali: Ami tomake bhalobashi, Bulgarian: Obicham te, Catalan: Testimo molt,
Cebuano: Gihigugma ko ikaw, Chamorro: Hu guaya hao, Chinese: Wo ai ni, Cree: Ke say ke tin, Creole: Mwen renmen'w, Croatian: Volim te,
Cuban: Tevwnol, Czech: Miluji tì, Danish: Jeg elsker dig, Dholuo: Aheri,
Dinka: Yin aaniar, Dutch: Ik hou van jou, Eskimo (Inuktitut): Nagligivaget,
Estonian: Ma armastan sind, Farsi: Asheghetam, Filipino: Mahal kita,
Finnish: Mina rakkastan sinua, French: Je t'aime/je t'adore, Gaelic: Gra go deo, German: Ich liebe dich, Greek: S'agapo, Gujarati: Hu tane prem karu chu, Hausa: Enaso kaa, Hawaiian: Aloha wau ia oe, Hebrew: Ani ohev otakh,
Hindi: Main tumse pyaar karta hoon, Hmong: Kuv hlub koj, Hungarian: Szeretlek, Icelandic: Eg elska pig, Indonesian: Aku cinta padamu,
Irish: Thaim in grabh leat, Italian: Ti amo, Japanese: Ai shite imasu,
Kannada: Naanu nimanu preetisuthene, Kiswahili: Nakupenda,
Konkani: Hawn thuzo mog kartha, Korean: Sarang hae,
Kurdish: Ez te hes dikim, Laotian: Koy huck jow, Latin: Ego te amo,
Latvian: Es tevi milu, Lebanese: Ana bahibik, Lithuanian: As tave myliu,
Macedonian: Te sakam, Malay: Saya cintakan kamu,
Malayalam: Njaan ninne snehikinnu, Maltese: Jien inhobbok,
Maori: Ka nui taku aroha mauu, Marathi: Mala tu avadto/changla wathte,
Nepali: Ma timilai maya garchu, Nigerian: Inan sunki, Norwegian: Jeg elsker deg,
Oriya (Indian): Mu tumaku bhala paaye, Papiamentu: Mi stima bu,
Persian: Du stet daram, Polish: Kocham cie, Portugese: Eu te amo,
Punjabi: Main tuhanoo pyar kar da haan, Romanian: Te iubesc,
Russian: Ya tebia lybly, Samoan: Ou te alofa ia te oe, Sango: M'bi ye mo, Sindhi: Mukhe tosa pyar aahe, Sinhalese: Mama oyata adhere,
Siraiki: Maan tenal daadha pyaar karain daahim, Slovakian: Milujem ta, Slovenian: Ljubim te, Spanish: Te amo, Sranang tongo (Surinam): Mi lobi you , Swedish: Jag alskar dig, Swiss German: I lieb di, Tagalog: Mahal kita,
Tamil: Naan unnai kathelikkiren, Telugu: Naku kneemeeda prama undi,
Thai: Chun ruk ter, Tongan: Ofa atu, Tumbuka: Nkhukutemwa,
Turkish: Seni seviyorum, Ukrainian: Ya tebe kohayu,
Urdu: Mai tumse piyar karta hoon, Vietnamese: Anh yeu em,
Welsh: Rwy'n dy garu, Zulu: Ngiyakuthanda.

 

galit galit na.

after shift lunch with my voip gals, janice/kate/aimee/daisy and my voip guy jaez. minamahal smsd that he can't catch up. sighs, sa huling pag-aantay. [we were trying so hard to keep the cheery mood, nonetheless the lack of sleep and the team reshuffling is eating most of us, ang ending: puro kami tuliro]

 

nagsunog ng baga sa labas ng ayala with jaez, hehehe, i don't know why my lil thug needs to prove that he's old enuf. oo na.

 

namasahe pauwi. tinakot siguro ni jaez mga kapitbahay ko.

 

shobe was keeping me up, she had sooo many stuff to tell, and yessss, she stayed at home cuz she's broke, ha!

 

woke up with the hugest headache, took two tabs of paracetamol, and i still have the headache. labo.

 

akala ko ghost na ako [mas malabo] woke up at 12:35 am, and was ready to hail a cab at 1am, got a cab fifteen minutes later cuz not one cabby can see me doing the para boss sign. leche.

 

ayoko na maging dukha!

 

<3

 

ronski's sms: [to the best of my memory]

a rich dad took his son to a supposedly poor place, to show his son how poor other people can be. afterwhich the dad asked him what's he has seen. he said, " i've seen that we've a dog and they've 4, we have a pool, they have an endless creek, we buy our food, they grow their's. thanks dad for showing me how poor we are."

 

<3

 

ilurve stephen, my laguna beach guy from zenhex.com

 

Stephen
Stephen is the guy for you! Stephen is romantic, charming, sweet, adorable, loving, funny, and the life of the party!!!

love installed

Customer Service Rep: Can you install LOVE?

Customer: I can do that. I'm not very technical, but I think I am ready to install now. What do I do first?

Customer Service Rep: The first step is to open your HEART. Have you located your HEART ma'am?

Customer: Yes I have, but there are several programs running right now.Is it okay to install while they are running?

Customer Service Rep: What programs are running ma'am?

Customer: Let me see....I have PASTHURT.EXE, LOWESTEEM.EXE, GRUDGE.EXE, and RESENTMENT.COM running right now.

Customer Service Rep: No problem. LOVE will automatically erase PASTHURT.EXE from your current operating system. It may remain in your permanent memory, but it will no longer disrupt other programs. LOVE will eventually overwrite LOWESTEEM.EXE with a module of its own called HIGHESTEEM.EXE. However, you have to completely turn off GRUDGE.EXE and RESENTMENT.COM. Those programs prevent LOVE from being properly installed. Can you turn those off ma'am?

Customer: I don't know how to turn them off. Can you tell me how?

Customer Service Rep: My pleasure. Go to your Start menu and invoke FORGIVENESS.EXE. Do this as many times as necessary until GRUDGE.EXE and RESENTMENT.COM have been completely erased.

Customer: Okay, I'm done. LOVE has started installing itself automatically. Is that normal?

Customer Service Rep: Yes it is. You should receive a message that says it will reinstall for the life of your HEART. Do you see that message?

Customer: Yes I do. Is it completely installed?

Customer Service Rep: Yes, but remember that you have only the base program. You need to begin connecting to other HEARTS in order to get the upgrades.

Customer: Oops...I have an error message already. What should I do?

Customer Service Rep: What does the message say?

Customer: It says "ERROR 412 - PROGRAM NOT RUN ON INTERNAL COMPONENTS". What does that mean?

Customer Service Rep: Don't worry ma'am, that's a common problem. It means that the LOVE program is set up to run on external HEARTS but has not yet been run on your HEART. It is one of those complicated programming things, but in non-technical terms it means you have to "LOVE" your own machine before It can "LOVE"others.

Customer: So what should I do?

Customer Service Rep: Can you find the directory called "SELF-ACCEPTANCE"?

Customer: Yes, I have it.

Customer Service Rep: Excellent, you are getting good at this.

Customer: Thank you.

Customer Service Rep: You're welcome. Click on the following files and then copy them to the "MYHEART" directory: FORGIVESELF.DOC, SELFESTEEM.TXT, REALIZEWORTH.TXT, and GOODNESS.DOC. The system will overwrite any conflicting files and begin patching any faulty programming. Also, you need to delete SELFCRITIC.EXE from all directories, and then empty your recycle bin afterwards to make sure it is completely gone and never comes back.

Customer: Got it. Hey! My HEART is filling up with really neat files. SMILE.MPG is playing on my monitor right now and it shows that WARMTH.COM, PEACE.EXE, and CONTENTMENT.COM are copying themselves all over my HEART!

Customer Service Rep: Then LOVE is installed and running. You should be able to handle it from here. One more thing before I go...

Customer: Yes?

Customer Service Rep: LOVE is freeware. Be sure to give it and its various modules to everybody you meet. They will in turn share it with other people and they will return some really neat modules back to you.

Customer: I will. Thank you for your help.

talaga naman o!

he held my hand,

i took yours.....

you let go...  : /

 

 

Oct. 31st, 2004 | 09:00 am
mood: ???
music: iris

i found this from an old lj entry, and it came from HER pajud

i'm missing you....

Nov. 12th, 2004 | 11:44 am
mood: jumpy......
music: miss yer love

I miss your love, since you've been gone
I find it hard to go on
The summer sky don't mean a thing
I thought I'd always be strong
I got a feeling inside
and it's making my heart cry, cause

I'm missing you
and it's making me blue, yeah
I'm missing you
but what can I do
Thousand miles away, from you

So here I am, and everything's new
I should be happy in love
but all I know, I look deep in my eyes
I've never felt so alone
and this feeling inside
it's making my heart cry, cause

I'm missing you
and it's making me blue, yeah
I'm missing you
but what can I do
Thousand miles away, from you

So what's the meaning of this
to be living like this
it ain't no fun at all
I wonder where are you now
(I wonder where are you now)

I miss your love since you been gone
I find it hard to go on
and this feeling inside
I just break down and cry

 

Ally  

The soul that can speak through the eyes can also kiss with a gaze.

.............................♥..........................................♥

 

 

 

 

post shift

wednesday afternoon, after shift, armz in a pink shirt decided that we have lunch together, Al and i waited for him for an hour cuz he had post shift team meeting, when we got to ayala, Al suggested that we have lunch at kenny rogers, we were already in queue when Al suddenly blurted out, "guys, i've somewhere else to go, tomorrow i'll bawi." Armand's like, "i'm not surprised, Al left us."  and so, we ended up getting pizza and pasta at sbarro's. guilt-trip, i hate being full, honest, i feel like puking after we ate. and because of that we headed to the grocery to get candies. then he told me that i should wear earrings daw, i really didn't ask him what's the logic behind having to wear earrings. bahala xa. then ronski/minamahal was compelled to catch up because Armz had been absorbing all my ronski talks, he told ronski to make apas after he's done with work. and he did, yipee, hehehe.  and they[armz' a human trash bin] had lunch again at harbor city whilst minamahal was recounting his bangungot scare.

 

what i like about being with them is that it feels like i am in college again, cuz they practically talk about everything in college,tho they talk about ppl whom i don't know, and about inuman, and work. [i'm like a couple of years older than they are, that's why they're teasing me that i'm a-te.] drrrraaaats, i miss college, and i am missing out on so many things like having a kwanggol for a brother.

 

although i befriended armz days earlier than ronski, i'm more comfy being around ronski, cuz he would just crack you up every so often, and he's not mapili when it comes to where you guys would go eat.

 

pinakapamatay antok na linya ni ronski kanina: raen, i know it's hard to break a glass of water. hehehehe. ewan.

 

 

For Every Woman...

For Every Woman...

by Nancy R. Smith.

For every woman who is tired of acting weak when she knows she is strong; There is a man who is tired of appearing strong when he feels vulnerable. For every woman who is tired of acting dumb; There is a man who is burdened with the responsibility of ‘knowing everything’. For every women who is tired of being called an ‘emotional female’; There is a man who is denied the right to weep and be gentle. For every woman who is called unfeminine when she competes; There is a man for whom competition is the only way to prove he is masculine. For every woman who is tired of being a sex object; There is a man who must worry about his potency. For every woman who feels ‘tied down’ by her children; There is a man who is denied the full pleasure of parenthood. For every woman who is denied meaningful employment and equal pay; There is a man who must bear the financial responsibility for another human being. For every woman who was not taught the intricacies of an automobile; There is a man who was not taught the satisfaction of cooking. For every woman who takes a step towards her own liberation; There is a man who finds that the way to freedom has been made a little easier.

i lurve me and my circumstances

i came to work early, like really freaking early and voila Al was there, and so i ended up not being able to sleep because he was there and he had to vent out his frustrations about not having enough sales at the expense of my cigarettes, hehehe, i don't mind though, AL amuses me, even if he tells me i'm hua na gong, bahala xa. as long as i have company walking me home when i log out [especially when exboyfy sees me walk home alone at 1130am, yesss, i would need a guy in tow] and albeit the fact that he wouldn't mind if you are trailing behind him, or if he jumps in the puj first, or hands in his pamasahe ahead. hehehehe....malala si Al. ü

 

am glad i saw steph at the locker room, we ended up hanging out before my shift, nawala antok ko. ü i sooo totally think that i should take steph's declaration as of today: wuv urself and ur circumstances.

 

am glad i got to know pretty nice people on my account, there's karen who's been very impartial when i keep ranting about the people i loathe and she just listens and gives open-minded opinions, crystal, who had finished her lunch chitchatting with me and al this morning, and dulce, who was pretty, pretty kewl about giving her sticks to my guy buddies who are sunog baga.

 

it's already a wednesday! yipee!

 

and hahaha, had i known that there's a shorter route to PS before, i would've stayed longer. [Al just taught me where to get the ride this morning]

 

yesterday's shift was a pain, the calls kept pouring in, it would irk the sh*ts out of you. honest.

 

manic monday

my thank you's for the week

*for the courage to finally befriend the spanish agent and ask her name cuz it's dyahe to just say hi and chitchat without name exchange

*for new-found lunchmates, just this morning, and it's a treat cuz they're all latino support

*for the fact that even if my aht hits a 7, my tl thinks it's still a job done well, ambut why

*for my cube being near the rest room, hehehe, UTI alerts

*for ronski's sms, harhar

*for gensan being placed on the map, ilurve my tiny, little city to a million lil pieces

*for a lil more night hour sleep in exchange of being awake for an hour and a half more in the a.m.

*for friends like deedee, who gives pink tops, hehehe, more of those kinda friend Lord,hehehe

*for my sisters, cuz they've been there for me this whole time

*for seeing riggy, hehehe, sayang we didn't get to chikka

*for shiella, because she moved to the isp account, am happier

*for last week because that's the best last week i've had thus far

*for this job because it's freaking making my mind kutaw and am getting good at whining

sunday morning of maroon5 blasting on the speakers

saturday morning: 1.minamamahal will be shuffled back to outbound calls, total sched change, they'll be out at 12 noon, whilst moi will be taking calls at a new station, still near the john, and it's totally all lighted out that i hate it. and i got the more loser sched, 1:30am, and the sakit sa panit log out, 10:30am, screw hris. talk about getting a life raen. and so, i will bear the burden of having to walk home alone...oh, no, i have al to walk me home, if he would wait, and that i am not sure of. 2. gay porn with fifay [ilurve the photos, i wish we could upload sooner, i had them printed tho], whose days with fafsmear are over, i am sooo jealous of the fact that she'll be on the voip, and i am stucked on isp. [jagons jargons jargons that only me can understand, sorry i own the blog]

saturday afternoon: woke up with the worst headache, yet, i am compelled to go to ratsky for the team dinner, kainis, TL demonstrated the way i danced during the sinulog clubbing. arg. for the first time i had fun with my team, hehehe. they are good people, only am not at the same wavelength wit them. ayun. and yesss, my stats are so ruined because of the pahamak 11 hours aftercall work, that means my performance appraisal is down the drain...drats, i will be the pinakadukha person on our team come february. and they even decided that our first out of town team building would be in dumaguete. i am not sure what's there to see. all i know is that i hate loooong rides. but, that should be fun.

sunday morning: shobe told me she lost her pink reebok knapsack and some pairs of new undies, hehehe.... it's not so funny tho, our place is not that safe.understatement. who would even think of taking a rucksack and pairs of cotton thongs?

sunday afternoon: yesssss, gensan kid manny pacqiao won,i am sooo proud of the tuna kiddo, harhar, people were smsing me as if i didn't watch the game. i keep yelling the whole time.hehehe. when the national anthem was sang, i had chills running, naiyak narin ako when manny was in tears, OA.ü

and tomorrow will be monday.

suklam entry, and i lurve it!

-got this from an lj entry i accidentally opened-

04:52 am - derechahan na

if you think that by telling all my friends that you're dying to talk to me im going to have pity on you, you are so wrong.
dont give me your bullshit bohemian love all attitude.
you're pathetic and even if i occassionally miss your friendship when im around our common friends, just one thought of how you never cared bout how i would feel makes me realize that your friendship is worth nothing.
you are still a two faced deceiving manipulative whore and i despise you.

love ends, but hate? it lasts a lifetime, bitch.

Current Mood: annoyed

sweet!

"Out Of My League"

it's her hair and her eyes today
that just simply take me away
and the feeling that i'm falling further in love
makes me shiver but in a good way
all the times i have sat and stared
as she thoughtfully thumbs through her hair
and she purses her lips, bats her eyes as she plays,
with me sitting there slack-jawed and nothing to say
coz i love her with all that i am
and my voice shakes along with my hands
coz she’s all that I see and she’s all that I need
and i'm out of my league once again

it's a masterful melody when she calls out my name to me
as the world spins around her she laughs, rolls her eyes
and i feel like i'm falling but it's no surprise
coz i love her with all that i am
and my voice shakes along with my hands
cause it's frightening to be swimming in this strange sea
but i'd rather be here than on land
yes she's all that i see and she's all that i need
and i'm out of my league once again

it's her hair and her eyes today
that just simply take me away
and the feeling that i'm falling further in love
makes me shiver but in a good way
all the times i have sat and stared
as she thoughtfully thumbs through her hair
and she purses her lips, bats her eyes as she plays,
with me sitting there slack-jawed and nothing to say
coz i love her with all that i am
and my voice shakes along with my hands
cause it's frightening to be swimming in this strange sea
but i'd rather be here than on land
yes she's all that i see and she's all that i need
and i'm out of my league once again

i alt 3 you

Friday is love. hehehe

> i had lunch with minamahal at PS diner today. nuf said.

> steffi came by at xa ai dakilang pompom gal ko before my shift

> deedee gave me a sequinned and beaded pink top, late christmas gift, i love it muchos that i wore it right away, kadamakan i know... thanks dee, much love.

> shobe came home with caycay, wala ra, hehehe, i hate leaving home at 8pm and both my sisters are there sleeping. argh.

 

at xempre may puno ng mangga kami ni minamahal [watch forvermore of echo and tin para ka relate, harhar]

 

> i asked the vonage client to adopt me, and he asked what's wrong with my isp account?  am like hey adopt me...i lost my life there...charmus.

> the vonage client looked like a paler version of brian chan of making the band. shix pede mahalin. he's chinese american. sayang dili chinoy.

 

 

change sched, i got a more loser sched, but, i got used to loser scheds already; 1:30am naku nxt week, i hope dichee is taking calls na, para we could split cab fare.

 

raenskixoxo

wounded hearts

"when i was a lil kid i couldn't
wait to fall in love, and now that
i have, i realized, wounded knees
heal faster than wounded hearts..."

 

i alt3 you...hehehe...dowutnow?

can i cry?

i gave the exchange server, dinaan ko pa sa work station nya, soooo footah. and poker face xa, and he told me to set it up nalang daw after the shift. agi daw ko....

i don't get it!!!!

3am lunch

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

kit-an naku ning tawhana at the ground floor's convenience store, amazing, mikel speaks diay!!!!! <3

 

leave me alone

i don't want real people bothering me today...

[and they are]

 

1. emails sent to my business outlook address

2. co-agents making puna my dark sunglasses

3. samok co-agent asking all sorts of question like am a floor-walker...hell, i am not.

 

let me alone.

as of today

will eschew any post shift gala despite shobe's begging, pwa-mis.... i lacked sleep, am wearing dark glasses, it's miserable, albeit the fact that i had fun with her rummaging thru piles of cheap clothing in country mall, scoring an adi top from btc, and wolfing down a cheeseburger meal in barely 15 minutes. but, i came just 5 minutes in time for my shift.

no more another like this najuds....(we've done this back in December and we ended up almost pulling out barf bags during our shift)

odd jelly: i found jars of jalapeno jellies being sold at a grocery store.  oddness galores.

 

hehehe odd caller: selfish dad!

member: hi i want the security question changed, it's what's my fave film?

moi: and what would be yer answer?

member: doctor, zeevago

moi: can you spell that for me?

member: see, that's the problem, i can't spell it.

moi: same thing here sir, i wouldn't know the spelling...

------------------->

moi: sir is it spelled as doctor zhivago?

member: no, no, no, that's dr chivago and i do not want any of my sons to use the computer, so don't let them because they do not know the answer to the secure question...

 

windang ang raen!

 

wut? sa etel:

they discontinued lemonade and dalandan, we have iced tea and iced milo...how's that for a combination?

 

<3

 

raenxoxo

U- as in ugom, hehehe

 

kani ang kiddo na pede ugom

soliloqui, ai spellcheck

>raen., sweetie, musta????hows work ngara???<

 

da lagi kay wa agihan sa iya work station

naka gamit ug kaging niya nga outlook....

 

drats...

 

why did i reply?

 

tanga.

lovekewllove

 

bahala na murag salag ang hair, i wanna be kewlot again <3

e- for elephant

I for iced tea!

 

 

naa na'y iced tea sa pantry, yipee. <3

Thou art warned.. Thou shalt not mock God..

Never doubt the Word of God!!!  

>It is written in the Bible (Galatians 6:7):  "Be not deceived; God is not mocked: for whatsoever  a man soweth, that shall he also reap. 

Here are some people who mocked God:

 >JOHN LENNON:
Some years before during his interview with an  American Magazine, he said:
"Christianity will end, it will disappear. I do not  have to argue about that. I am certain. Jesus was  ok, but his subjects were too simple, Today we are  more famous than  Him" (1966)
Lennon, after saying that the Beatles were more  famous than Jesus Christ, was shot six times.

>TANCREDO NEVES:
During the Presidential campaign, he said if he got  500 votes from his party, not even God would remove  him from Presidency. Sure he got the votes, but he  got sick a day before being made President, then he died.

>CAZUZA:
During a show in Canecão ( Rio de Janeiro ), whilst  smoking his cigarette, he puffed out some smoke into  the air and said: God, that's for you.

I can't even explain how he died.

>THE MAN WHO BUILT TITANIC:
After the construction of Titanic, a reporter asked  him how safe the Titanic would be. With an ironic  tone he said: "Not even God can sink it"

The result: I think you all know what happened to  the Titanic.


>MARILYN MONROE:

She was visited by Billy Graham during a  presentation of a show. He is a preacher and
Evangelist and the Spirit of God had sent him to  preach to her.

After hearing what the Preacher had to say, she  said: 
"I don't need your Jesus"   A week later, she was found dead in her apartment.


>BON SCOTT:
The ex-vocalist of the AC/DC. On one of his 1979  songs he sang: 
"Don´t stop me, I´m going down all the way, wow the  highway to  hell"; On the 19th of February 1980, Bon Scott was found  dead, he had been choked by his vomit.


>CAMPINAS/SP IN 2005
In Campinas, a group of friends, drunk, went to pick  up a friend. The mother accompanied her to the car  and was so worried about the drunkenness of her
friends and she said to the daughter - holding her  hand, who was already seated in the car: "MY  DAUGHTER, GO WITH GOD AND MAY HE PROTECT YOU",

She responded: ONLY IF HE (GOD) TRAVELS IN THE BOOT,  COZ INSIDE HERE IT'S ALREADY FULL"

Hours later, news came by that they had been  involved in a fatal accident, everyone had died, the  car could not be recognized what type of car it had been, but surprisingly, the boot was intact. The police said there was no way the boot could have  remained intact. To their surprise, inside the boot was a crate of eggs, none was broken.

Many more important people have forgotten that there  is no other name that was given so much authority as  the name of Jesus. Many have died, but only Jesus died and rose again, and he is still alive. JESUS!!!



P.S: If it was a joke, you could have sent it to  everyone. So are you going to have courage to send  this?  I have done my part, Jesus said "If you get  embarrassed about me, I will also get embarrassed about you before my father

What benefit does it have, if a man gains the whole world but loses his soul?

What can man give in exchange of his soul? (Mathew 16:26).

 

God will put his angels in charge of you to protect you wherever you go. Psalms 91:11

 

dear sisters, a disaster

 

shobe is a quite a surprise today, when i came home from work, i would've thought i have to make do with the chips i bought and would have to go to the nearby select to buy bottled water because she might have had forgotten to order drinking water, amazing, she prepared pasta and we had water. [harhar, murag children of africa kami if we run out of drinking water...downside of living in cebu...]

 

and what's more amazing is that she said i should use her blue baller i.d. as anklet,  i find baller i.d.s cute altho i know it's sooo 2 years ago in davao, but, wadaheck, i want it. i'd wear it.

 

i found myself guilty of having thought that caryl is only all about herself and is inconsiderate and is only good at being a brat, and making utos. dichee is kinda right, i should give shobe some credit. ü

 

she gets away with things with her lambing, and her being the youngest makes everyone yield to her. shobe's lucky. ü and truly, she can be an irk-jerker, but, it's mingaw when she is not around. she doesn't say sorry, but, she tries to patch things up with me in her own little shobe ways, and yesss, you'd give in.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

dichee is likewise surprising, when she got home, she told me she bought a pair of heeled slippers for work, and she's like, "achee, wear those if you want" and xempre, the penniless, always broke raen did not think twice of borrowing it.

 

sheila is usually most generous with time, and likewise with her stuff, she usually takes the burden of having to pay for bills when i have gone overdraft, and when i am on the i-just-quit-my job mode. harhar.

 

she can be a pain though, hehehe..at times it's hard to argue with her when she thinks she has a point...

 

bottomline: sisters are sunshine, and it's good sunshine when there's a meal awaiting and a pair of slippers along with them. <3 i wuv my CCs as of the time of writing, hehehe.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

whatanamazingbook, charness wko kabasa

Raen

 

There is a legend that everything that falls into the waters of this river--leaves,insects,the feathers of birds--is transformed into the rocks that make the riverbed. If only i could tear out my heart and hurl it into the current,then my pain and longing would be over, and I could finally forget..

- By the River Piedra I Sat and Wept

sinabi mo eh

 

 

 

 

 

in time....

 better to fall in love than to fall out of.

 

      STAY IN LIKE.

 

>kurt halsey's

i found this

[while going thru people's blogs]

 

2 let go

2 lay down

2 forgive what we can't forget.

 

huhuhuhu

and i am FAT

 

 

of impromptu lunch and old team mates

 

 

(is team mates supposed to be spelled like this? kevs)  deedee smsd, i was about to go to lalaland when i heard the beep, my old team,(my very first team from billing) were having lunch at sm, am like, apil ko, i couldn't let it pass cuz everyone's gonna be there, as deedee enumerated. headcount: magi, deedee, carlow, mommy bea, di-an, rose, and bej with a sprained shoulder was there. am really elated to see those people, who i hardly see these days, or after my sykester stint. sayang, not everyone were present...elmer/riz/chayong, no shows....

by majority's vote we had lunch at sbarro, a place i would not frequent because i do not understand their pizza or their pasta or the price. hehehe...

[as useless, all i did was backstab people, then when i got home i realised i just escalated them to celeb status. my good friend jez taught me to practice apathy, i should have done that since then.]

 

all we did during lunch was recap our mishaps such as mommy bea being on aux 0 when she logged in an hour earlier than her shift. karl tuazon taking a 15 second sup call for carlo, deedee being on level one and underpaid, hehehe, and the classic, my logging out of work before my shift should end.

 

when we were done, magi and di-an and i had further discussions of other people at Bo's but, feeling naku i blabbered about my chaotic wuvlife the whole time..harhar. next time, i should know how to shuttup..hehehe.

 

many thanks to my team: bej, who is now officially a QA, make us proud, hehehe, despite the fact that you've a sling on your right arm. carlo, you should get a girlfriend na,yes, i will still sms with "raen, not my number", hehehe, deedee, you've always been wonderful, and you know that ilove you muchos, hehehe pabor pabor and thank you for being quick to my defense as always, and i do miss sitting right next to yer cube, mommy bea, who is most generous with stuff like breakfast buns when am broke, or pamasahe, hehe and acts as devil's advocate when i talk bad things about ppl, hehehe, di-an, one of those fewest sickly looking agent who amazingly survived sykes, despite the Saturday night shifts we used to share, elmer, i don't know where you are, but, i remember you not wanting me to take john hall's autograph, rose, i heard you floor walk now, hehehe, you had the teeny-weeniest voice, kim harhar i know i'd find you in vudu, riz, i will always be present on your birthdays, make the hottest salsa next time beh, and xempre, my beloved magi, who i think is sooo brave beyond your age, you truly are a gem. 

 

 i miss sykes, i had fun being there guys, i know, i gave up on it,(or it gave up on me guro?) because i am the most pasaway agent there is, but, i am delighted that i got in our team. love ya. keep those lunches or dinners coming. and embrace the queue.charmus.

 

*pics-our last team lunch back in 2.4

 

 

 

 

melt wit you

 

 

I'll stop the world and melt with you
(Let's stop the world)

You've seen the difference and it's getting better all the time
(Let's stop the world)

 

There's nothing you and I won't do
(Let's stop the world)

 

I'll stop the world and melt with you
(Let's stop the world)

 

I'll stop the world and melt with you...

 

 

a million lil sheyts

You feel okay?
No, I feel like shit.
It'll get better.

the thorn bird

THE BIRD WITH THE THORN IN ITS BREAST, IT FOLLOWS AN IMMUTABLE LAW; IT IS DRIVEN BY IT, KNOWS NOT WHAT IMPALES ITSELF, AND ARE SINGING. AT THE VERY INSTANT THE THORN ENTERS THERE IS NO AWARENESS IN IT OF THE DYING TO COME; IT SIMPLY SINGS AND SINGS UNTIL THERE IS NOT THE LIFE IN IT TO UTTER ANOTHER NOTE. BUT WE, WHEN WE PUT THORNS IN OUR BREASTS, WE KNOW. WE UNDERSTAND. AND STILL WE DO IT.... *sigh* --------->the thorn bird

 

taragis, so true:

today, i resolve that this should be an end to quasi-relationships. harhar, lecheng friendships, and yes, raen you are not a goody two-shoe so stop acting like it.

tama ba?

>mag email before ka makag pag take calls para sabihin na wala na syang phone

>ipagpa-set up ka ng outlook express

>papapuntahin ka sa work station kasi ikaw nalang gagawa ng outlook express niya

>sabihan kang nilalagnat sya and you endup guilty, ikaw ang muntik ma over break cuz you bought gatorade sa ground floor cuz wala sa 3rd floor and idadaan mo pa sa 5th floor.

 

raenski, paghikog. enuf.

mere mortals partying

jan 14-15, was my second sinulog weekend in cebu. when we logged out from work TL took us to btc for a team breakfast. good thing i went with them because a very good friend, honey, who is the real reason why i got to cebu and she ended up in peoplesupport makati, passed by yellow cab. i suddenly shrieked, and we realized we were both hugging and jumping like idiots. she couldn't stay longer, her flight to manila was at 3am, red-eye.para makatipid. looy.

 

the rest of the day i spent at my usual solace, altho packed i had to make do with it. i am just scared of crowds. bought more hair gunks because my hair was beginning to look like salag according to a team mate...draaatsss.

 

my galpals smsd, okits armz smsd pero i told him i had no plans yet, until, i realised joey stood me up, grabeh, of all the things i loathe, it's when at the last minute someone would change their mind when you're all ready to go out. good thing gal pals from vonage asked me to go out.

 

so we had late dinner at bigby's, ayala's jammed, scarey. then we spent the night clubbing in vudu.we were spared of the two hundred bucks entrance because of kate's boyfy. ;) i wasn't intoxicated with the vanille vodka we had, but, the ppl their were intoxicating. makahubog ang halo halo smell. harhar.

 

i never really cared if i cannot dance, bahala, i was so pissed wit joey, i decided not to care nalang and have fun. as useless minamahal was drunk. sayang, he went home. and did not catch up, whilst armz did, wit conyo friends, no amex friends ata yun.

 

ilove the girls from voip. sobrang solid kung mag clubbing. jangs was like all giddy when she sees an artisita. "raen, raen si uma!" [spotted joan quintas and hubby/ bam aquino/ juddha paolo, yeah uma, yeah naa pod si TL as well]

 

i saw some people from davao and old teamates from sykes who are no longer in sykes rin. one gal pal took clubbing by heart that she pulled me and we ended up dancing wit a group of ba-hoo caucasians...hehehe [pogong pogong ui!]

 

 

by Sunday i could not care na, the world turned a day older and people were out on the streets, yesss, the hermit was coccooning the whole day.

 

and i couldn't be happier.

 

 

today i learned:

] i am a better person than you are. [affirmation from the spanish agent if callers degrades moi]

 

] life is too short to wake up in the morning with regrets. so love the ppl who treat you right, forget abt the ones who don't, and believe that everything happens for a reason. know a good thing when you see it, and don't let it slip away. if you get a chance, take it. if it changes your life, let it. nobody said it would be easy, they just said it would be worth your whilst.[prangkoi, ex ni lj]

 

 

 

 

will take calls,

 

raenski.

 

 

 

 

 

taragis*

i'm fat

 

über-depressing.  =(

a supposed continuation of the post 2005 survey

 

Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?
paris hilton, i've fancied her since summer of 03 when she was dating a model guy, murag jason ang name, i love her stuff and her wacky sense of style. mabaw.

What political issue stirred you the most?
sa pinas none, cuz i hardly catch the news, but, when roco passed, i wept.i would not have a logical explaination, it's just that i was a first time voter in 2004 and i rooted for him and he passed, and most of the politicians i voted for did the same before the year ended. am freaked.


Who was the best new person you met?
meeting steph and joey they made most impact to my so-so 2005 existence ü

Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2005:
i can make as many ghastly mistakes, i might have to unlearn things i've learned just so i would end up knowing the lesson. that i can be capable of some things but not all things, hehehe.

What was the nicest thing someone told you about yourself:

it's wonderful knowing you raenyberry.

you are a blessing.

 

the most touching experience you've had this year?
when i was down wit uti steph and joey came by the pad and brought canned tuna and apple and they were forcing me to eat. hay, the best gal pals. ü

What did you like most about yourself this year?

my being decisive, my being brave enuf to walk out of things or situations that doesn't make me happy

What did you hate most about yourself this year?.
my being rash wit decisions

Quote a song lyric that sums up your year:
there's something unpredictable, but, in the end it's right, i hope you had the time of your life. (i think, mao ba ning lyrics?)

Was 2005 a good year for you?
it was. somehow, i learned a whole lot of things, i threw crap

What was your favorite moment of the year?
summer of 2005 wit mark ruiz, fifay, lera cindy, that was the best joy ride i've had allover cebu, it was my first in talisay, my first in downtown area, in ll city...the happiest.

What was your least favorite moment of the year?
every time i had to let go of someone or someone loses faith in me. like duh, when i've to call it quits wit ron, thinking that i am or was the bad guy in the relationship. and i was crying rivers for him and in the end it wasn't worth it diay.

Where were you when 2005 began?
cebu. relocated.

Who were you with?
my sister, shay

Where will you be when 2005 ends?
where was i? at home wit my immediate family awaiting the new year.

Who will you be with when 2005 ends?
i'm wit my family. but, i waited for daybreak wit armz/jang/jaez/f/kate at ngo hiong express hehehe


What was your favorite month of 2005?
december. i had so much fun.my whole family's in cebu.

Did you lose anybody close to you in 2005?
i held ron closest to my heart last year. am stupid for doing so.hehehe

Did you miss anybody in the past year?
my inaanaks, my churchmates, old friends, friends made in cebu. tons of people whom i lost touch wit. lalo na college buddies

What was your favorite record from 2005?
jack johnson's/ john mayer's

How many concerts did you see in 2005?
i did not see any. hahay.

Did you drink a lot of alchohol in 2005?
tons.my tankards been so overused.

do a lot of drugs in 2005?
hehe, xanor and contrimoxazole made me sane.

you do anything you are ashamed of this year?
i've had a share of those.

How much money did you spend in 2005?
did not keep track, am a pauper princes

What was your proudest moment of 2005?
i've gotten thru the year alive, i've had 4 jobs!!!

What was your most embarrassing moment of 2005?
i've had tons. i cannot recall anything right now.

If you could go back in time to any moment of 2005 and change something, what would it be?
that i wish i've never gotten to like the person i liked in october. and i wish i've never known him cuz i know that he is bad news and i did not listen to my friends.wadaheck, hu-man na.

What are your plans for 2006?
be better at my job, keep it, save, be sane, remain unattached to ppl and things as well.(the beautiful mind of rae)

How are you different now that the year has ended?
i still am me, crazed, at times, freaks people out, my quirky eccentricities still make people re-think, some still loathes me, a handful does diay, but, am glad i am still in one piece, and still lucid.

What are your wishes for the new year?
not one kid would go starve. that everyone would have a home.

not much

just this morning: when i logged out i waited for him to show up, he did show up, ground floor, wearing a pink shirt but, he had to go thru another post shift meeting and 45 minutes of OT. maaan, life's hard. i suffered the mag-isa walk to the eskina again which i loathe muchos.

and he said: i lost my phone, or is it i do not have my phone, either way wala xang phone, and he sent me an email, but, i so did not receive any. ;p

and i had lunch alone today, as useless, and am fine with that, i do not like being full, it's the oddest feeling in the world, it's one thing that makes me feel guilty. i am scared when i tip the scale and see that i've reached a hundred. depressing.

i am oddly depressed, no, it's not depressed, it's supposed to be how you feel when you seem to have so many friends but, there's really no one whom you could sms at 3am and you could ask to come pick you up from home and go some place far and you just cry. no, i wouldn't know how to word how i feel tonight.

just that, well, see my calls are crazed like that tonight and it hadn't been easy.

but, for most of the day i am gleeful cuz:

-me and CC's okay, almost, oh we are.

-i learned some untruths spoken about me, but, wadaheck, teej would've told me to not bother to care cuz that's how some ppl are

-the rest room in front of my cube is fixed, i could easily run when i feel like peeing

-i saw kaith. hehehe. wit friends at bo's pipc. altho we didn't get to chitchat. sayang.

-it's payday, ha!

-and i will be debt free, nge.

-and the sinulog weekend. no, am not sure about being gleeful cuz i am scared of crowds or mobs or so many ppl, it's just the thought that they take the festivities by heart and homes got so many flaglets{?} and colorful crepe flowers.

and that. i hope today am not walking towards the eskina(ilove the word) alone.

pero may team breakfast on TL daw. ambut. lemme sleep.

 

on candy bars

at times i realized my two younger siblings influence me on everything, take a chocolate candy bar for example. i would never know safari tasted that good even though i know for a fact that it has rice cripsies with it. (anyhow my sweet tooth would prefer cheap chocolates, ones made with tonsful of sugah and just .001 percent chocolate.) yeah, those ones wit crispies aren't a fave. now, safari, i almost forgot my 15 minute break because i was reading ala parades' blog, i chewed on her google yourself and see if you are a somebody, if you are googleable, therefore you are. my teammate yelled raen, be on break, so am like drats, i almost forgot.

 

and am starved cuz 2 cups of double dutch and chocolate (the one that says back 2 back on the label) and a bar of whamo, no not whamo, the whamo like thingy, whamos been discontinued--- yeah quake (memory lapse) are the only stuff that i had for dinner.

 

now, during my first break i can hear the minor rumblings of my tummy, i decided to get a candy bar, yeah, safari, my usual pick. when the vending machine stuck no, the candy bar stuck and will not go thru the steel ring and it just stayed. i sooo wanna cry, out of frustration i tried to wriggle the machine, but it wouldn't budge, what am i compared to an almost 6 foot tall box wit a stuck candy bar? pisti.

 

a teammate saw me standing looking like my ragdoll has been stolen, i whined, my safari's stuck, buy another bar, she advised, voila, my first bar was freed and the 2nd one came out breezily.

 

now, what will i do wit two candy bars?

way scarey

i mentioned that on new year's eve me and my friends took a group picture

and a ghostly couple showed up behind me. anyway, that was my gal pal kate's

 digicam. some time after the new year, once or twice i think, kate would sms

me asking, "yes, raen?" and am like, why would she ask me that as if i smsd her

in the first place.

 

when i got home this morning, i got another sms from kate asking me to just sms

her because i kept ringing her. and am like, maaaan, how can i try to call you

when yesterday, i have no prepaid credits left? everyone could attest that i

haven't been buying prepaid cards unless there's something or someone really

important.

 

she's like, hala raen really, but, you were ringing me.

 

wdf? glitch on the mobile phone's systems?

 

break-up drama [swiped from jillato's friendster bulletin post]

"When I lost you. I was the one who loved you
most, but between us you lost more...

For someday I can love someone the way I loved
you...

But you will never be loved again the way that I did."

gush gush about a girl, wahihihi

there's this spanish support agent who's super beautiful, and she exudes the angelina jolie mode, mysterious and that. she prefers wearing black or dreary, dark colored tops and usually she dons knee length (mostly black) skirts, bottomline, she is really stylish and chic. i also love how she accesorize. i saw her wearing those looong pearlised bead necklace with knotted satin ribbons, i sooo wanted those ages ago, but, those that i have seen in stores are like those cheapipay versions, i wouldn't really know where to get those. hehehe.

 

anyweis, grover(grabeng over) she speaks so softly, and maaaan, she has culture, and she has the bisaya-shingles mode. everyone in the pantry was silent as she spoke to an elderly agent whom she fondly calls as tita(another person i love seeing in the office because she's pleasant, and cultured, and very interesting, and says hi to me and usually asks me how i am, it's just odd cuz if i ask for her name or introduce myself, i wouldn't know how to do that to someone who is really older, and very polished....and i am digressing) and they were(sorry can't help it) talking about the basic food groups, and potato chips, and calling burger a sandwich, well, it is technically, and chocolates, and how coffee cannot make our brain dull but alert. and such. i wish i could have those conversations.at least, somehow intellectual but, not too brainy. (duh, raen)

 

anyweis, everyone (or everyone i know) knows her by name, it's really hispanic-sounding or i just thought it is, and even jaez was like treating his headset a holy grail, after the gal took a call for him, because he couldn't speak spanish and she got pulled out from the 7th floor and she took jaez' call and apologized because the call wasn't closed as a sale. and jaez was still equally ecstatic of the fact that she took his call. sigherts. as told, "everyone was listening to her when she was taking the call" , hay naku, oa si jaez.hehehehe

 

she's paid around p40k per month, that includes her special skills allowance/premium of 25k for knowing how to speak spanish. someone told me she was schooled in madrid and her family used to own veco before the aboitiz. anyhow, 40k. makahilak. now, i realized i should've taken learning chinesemandarin by heart.

 

life's not fair, some gals has it rajuds...ha! ü

stefifay

ang dakilang otha narsisissa half naku

chipper chippery head

not so mingaw lunch break: when i got to the ground floor, thinking i would be buying donut for lunch, i saw a familiar face. wokits, an old fire came by bo's coffee shop with his minions, hehe, and asked me to join them for lunch. ayun, my 3am lunch had been somehow giddy-filled and well, i am reminded of the previous 3am lunches during my sykes days, and outlook email exchanges wit those 'did you miss me' thingies, and 'do zebras have stripes?' replies .and he told me i hadn't changed a bit, na nagiisa pa rin daw ako when i take my lunch. good recollection. ü and the one hour went in haste. sighs.

 

[lesson learned: let's not burden our remembrance with a love that has been gone]

 

no wonder i feel chocolately crappy and sensi these past couple of days. i had been pmsing jud diay. now, am like uber happy without even knowing why i am.

 

every mall's on grand sale, ilove sinulog week, they've everything on sale. bayo purses come really cheap. and you get to buy like really, really cheap lacey camisoles anywhere. hehehehe. one constant correspondent once told me that shopping is really a girl's solace. it so is juds.

 

i still have 5 hours to go before i log out,my shift is supah pang loser kinda shift. it starts at midnight and ends at 9am. arg.