tara 2008!

♥altho lindsay and her sister's shiny tights are in question and mary kate's(or ashley?) ensemble made it to the worst dressed list, i still want them tights and skinny jeans. and i also want a cyan longchamp tote. the huge one. take note, want. but, that doesn't necessarily mean i want more. there are days when i am just craving girly-ness and consumerism then eventually think that it's too silly to be ostentatious when there are things that weighed more/needs serious consideration other than spending for a frilly skirt or a new pair of green shoes.. then again, girls can always go shopping all they want since they are constructed in that fabulous manner.. malls are always going to be gals' solace..

on the other hand i've been blessed with soooo much the past year.. answered prayers here and there.. and there things i resolve to do but has been procastinating..(i'm sorry, i'm not too coherent with my entries these past few months..)

my to work on list this 2008..

1. get a home church, when i got baptised around college, we had this contract(covenant?) between me and my local church, that if possible when i relocate/move cities, i should find me a home church, to shepherd me as i grow. it's a 4 year process, eventually i'd find one..

2. to eat healthy, not necessarily cutting sweets and potato chips and fast food, but, to my term, eating healthy would mean incorporating veggies to my diet. and hopefully to angelo's as well.. when will he learn to eat carrot sticks? i learned, i know he will one day..

3. to not carry a bad heart. a struggle. i know people backstabs, i do that too. especially when i feel like i could not face one person who i am having difficulty dealing with squarely. well, anyway, that's why i blog. it's not so bad if i say it in my blog. i mean there are kawawa people lang talaga.. kawawa in a sense that they cannot put things together for themselves and take credit for the things that are not supposed to be credited to them.. but, who cares.. i'll blog nalang.. :)

4. be honest about feelings with gelo always, i know i have been honest with feelings and hurt, he might not get it,i try to do away with backstabbing him since he knows wut i tell my friends and every thing has hope, we are not a hopeless case..i wanted to believe that when all else thinks otherwise..

5. enuf negativity. be generous with praise. everyone will have a bad day. kindness will not go unnoticed. enuf b*tching.. (jealous? roll your eyes.. haha..) nge, see item #3, i'm totally contradicting myself..

6. be frugal. organize my finances. shame on me and gelo cuz we are business grads and could not manage to save. kakahiya.

7. learn to speak tagalog fluently cuz i am totally good with my ilonggo. (hahaha, confident) and always consult the dictionary cuz i am aware that my english grammar and all that juice is also in question.. i have to relearn and unlearn what i have been accostumed to. and work on spelling and pronouncing things the correct way..

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spent the new year at gelo's place. his family had been a great host, food was fab, i ate too much buko pandan. in the morning of jan. 1, we saw take the lead, then went back home(thank goodness, they opened the dorm. yes, i am homeless no more, i pay 3k to be homeless for 1.5 days.. thank you very much)..then we had dinner of hotdogs and fries at taters..

they haven't delivered my visa yet. uh-huh..

i feel home sick for iloilo. odd.

just silly silly happy the past few days.. ;p

thank You diw Lord, You are awesome in tons of different ways.

on that note, i wanted to share jacel's new year's day sms:

all i have seen teaches me to trust the creator for all i have not seen.. may the blessings that you have received this year be a guarantee of His faithfulness in the year to come..

love always,

raen