i kept humming the song to myself.. i remembered how memory or nostalgia, maybe could spoil the beauty of a place.. if i've to be taken to a place that's ordinary, it'll turn into a magical castle on the clouds becuz of how i deemed this person as wonderful..
shakingmyhead..i've to work..
From: Eduardo Santos
Sent: Tuesday, May 01, 2007 8:42 AM
To: Eva Joy Atibula; JosephHoward Sarmiento; Johnny Motoomull; Jay Jane Jacinto; Calvin Ampig; Dominique Valladolid; Charles Esloyo; Czarina Georgette Esloyo; Rae Anne Gedorio; EmersonDave Balbanida; Cristina Celis; Javin Garcia; JoseLuis Baylon
Subject: RE: Hi All
ANONG KALOKOHAN ITO?!!!!
From: JoseLuis Baylon
Sent: Tuesday, May 01, 2007 8:40 AM
To: Jay Jane Jacinto; Eva Joy Atibula; Jerome Marasigan; JosephHoward Sarmiento; Johnny Motoomull; Eduardo Santos; Calvin Ampig; Dominique Valladolid; Charles Esloyo; Czarina Georgette Esloyo; Rae Anne Gedorio; EmersonDave Balbanida; Cristina Celis; Javin Garcia
Subject: RE: Hi All
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I think I’m blind… hehehe, you’re handsome…
From: Jay Jane Jacinto
Sent: Tuesday, May 01, 2007 8:39 AM
To: Eva Joy Atibula; Jerome Marasigan; JosephHoward Sarmiento; Johnny Motoomull; Eduardo Santos; Calvin Ampig; Dominique Valladolid; Charles Esloyo; Czarina Georgette Esloyo; Rae Anne Gedorio; EmersonDave Balbanida; Cristina Celis; Javin Garcia; JoseLuis Baylon
Subject: RE: Hi All
Girl, you’re always Beautiful, no doubt about that!
Supervisor, D*ll Printers Technical Support
TeleperformanceUSA, Bacolod City
"No one can make you feel inferior without your consent.”-Eleanor Roosevelt
From: Eva Joy Atibula
Sent: Tuesday, May 01, 2007 8:38 AM
To: Jerome Marasigan; JosephHoward Sarmiento; Johnny Motoomull; Eduardo Santos; Jay Jane Jacinto; Calvin Ampig; Dominique Valladolid; Charles Esloyo; Czarina Georgette Esloyo; Rae Anne Gedorio; EmersonDave Balbanida; Cristina Celis; Javin Garcia; JoseLuis Baylon
Subject: Hi All
Importance: High
I’m so beautiful today! Thank you!
to Christian who is officially Comm Coach
to Ember who is now DSL's Team Lead
to Javin who's now travel's Team Lead
to Howard who is now printer's Team Lead
and to everyone from our account who will be promoted..ü sure ko ani.. the best people would come from wave 1. yeah. ü
best practice! ü
i wrote the longest meaningful entry and it went poof!
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaargh..
my face hurts from so much poking it got this afternoon.. i wonder if i am up 4 another steamless poking this saturday.. the gal told me not to wash my face.. i ended up washing it still.. bahala sya.. katol bya ila soap..and never sleep with an oily face baya jud..
..javin greeted me with "dhay, kinsa nagbutang cmu bun-og sa eyes?" am like ha, dghan diay ako eyecolor? nyehehe. kauwaw.. na feel pa naman nko ang presence na shimmery shimmery sya dili vampiric or goth..faetch..and he wuz telling me sooo much things about contraceptives..again, lemme emphasize that the youth wouldn't need better condoms(even if UCB produced such colorful ones..)// we'd need better hearts and better understanding of responsibility and obedience..ang preachy ko.. pero truly yours ata..(this was from a minister who preached some years back..ithink sabay mi ni marsi sa church at that time..hehe..)
For Me tailor made the pink and green wristlets for me and czar..ü
i hadn't had any sleep today.. i'd wake up every so often.. then i feel like i've a cogent reason to grab something to eat.. i finished a pack of nori..and i felt like nagisi ako tongue..
"There was something about him I'd never seen before, only felt, a goodness behind all the sadness in his eyes, maybe an acceptance for all we could never quite be, him included. "
| House of Sand and Fog |
sobrang apt ang keyword starstruck today// we saw plinky recto, i wonder how someone soo beautiful could walk..she should be floating..(anu daw?)
------czar asked:: wa kana gaduol niya?(referring to one of the karate kids), i would answer::wa na ui.. kinsa man xa(or something like that..) czar:: mayo kay xa na gapaduol..
baliw.
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my mantra for the weekend:: the party's gonna get old.. ü i want to do carlo's or pendy's.. haha..i want steak.. a humungouos piece of steak..and garlicky potatoes..haaaaaaaaay..
or maybe i want cebu.. i want cebu for the wrong reasons.. i actually decided that i should just plant my feet in this city becuz my job is great.. tinood man pod..ü
God Bless..His heart is huge..ü
am beginning to think alcohol would be a weekly habit. ü// good thing i do not like beer that much.. clement mentioned he drank too much saturday night too.. am like tell me more about it.. kami nga nasiraan ng bait sa absolut kurant. ü
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i feel like making kwento:: saturday after shift, czar bryan and i decided that we have lunch at sm//then we got lemons and dark chocolate for the booze.. they ended up playing dance dance but you have to do it with yer hands// i feel like ayaw ako ng machine that the bubbles or doughnuts would not pop when i do it//
saturday night, czar and i made rice and buwad, nukus and the caramelized i think they were sole fishes-boney ones.. i know i prolly should quit smoking(i did, promise) and quit alcohol.. i will.. when the party gets old..
czar et moi went dancing. mo2 as useless.. that fateful night. some gal threw booze at my feet.. am like wutthefeck.. ang weird talaga ng gals dito.. there are people with culture, do not get me wrong, they could even trace their ancestry to the beginning of the century, and yet, there are some bitches and bastards who i could not give a cent for.. maxadong myopic ang view about things..
----------------------sunday was great..
czar et i fixed bfast.... we had spicy noodles and buwad(hehe) and lumpia ni sandra again..ü
lunch was great.. ü clement was great. ü// i don't know why happiness is fleeting. he asked all sorts of question//i kwentod away..taking care that i don't end up saying too much// why would i feel like i am left to rot in this city? and ppl whom i deemed interesting would leave me to see the world? why?? btw, am not trying to romanticize things. i've this rotten kilig feeling thru and thru. it is sickening.
..the little wonders of a conversation::
raen:: kibaw ka wala nko ga calls.. ü
c:: mag unsa naka?
raen::ga QA. yehey.
c::btw, congrats..
i skipped church. :(
-----------------today sleep was way kulang.. i would wake up hungry.. i made me pasta..
as labo as labo is.
iam(andwillbe)ashowyoufoundme..
