ooooooooh, the sweetest thing

And when I wake, the room is white with the morning sun. The light is so bright that it hurts my eyes. But I don't dare close them. I won't. Instead, I try to adjust to the dawn, letting the tears fall where they may, because it is morning; it is morning, and there is so much to see.

The Sweet Far Thing

i am glad the week is over. we did our first real food shopping yesterday and ended up buying processed food. i wish gelo would learn to eat veggies and fruits.

altho i feel stressed, i am grateful that i've work on holidays, after 4 years of being in this industry i've learned to love working on holidays. because it simply means more money. hehe.

i'm almost broke. i want a massage, the whole spa experience. coffee, mint, lavender, vanilla.. ahhhhhhhhhh.

it's friday, i'm in love

am happy the week is almost over. tomorrow's the end of 2nd week in training.
and we got our fridge na. our place is almost like a real home already.

gelo is home.

i wish every day is easter sunday. ♥

i miss

winter. and the winter wonderland costumes. bring me back! tinood kathra, maka miss si black leggings.

tulips.

today's payday. yehey.
i soooo wanna hit the beach.
i've 2 new bikinis but, without a beach to go to.
sobra ka loser.

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i now love my class. and training.i hate accounting people from tp manila puro tangadels.
i wanted a dozen tulips. pink ones. and yellow ones too.
and i wanna go see phucket one of these days. hayers.
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lunch had always been with Christian. daily.
w/c is okay. ilove chismis lunch time.

I only wanted
To lie with my hands turned up and be utterly empty. sylvia plath

choosing domestication

wala nami naga shopping altho gelo told me he'll get me a pair of guess pekpek shorts that i forever wanted but, had to hold off til next payday, and he'll get me a huuuuuuge bottle of that bvlgari parfum dut i don't think i'll need. cuz if he did, unsa nalang amo kaonon til next payday?

i told him we are buying a fridge. we are not going to guimaras this weekend with some kewl people who walked earth because we have a house to fill with domestic thingies such as decent bed frames, dining table and chairs, a couch, and that damn fridge and a stove.

we needed those.

it's hard to (quoting kathra) stop the little voices inside my head. cuz they do tell me that it's okay to shop. but, if i were preparing myself for domestication, i'd rather purchase house things. hayers.

yesterday, we talked about marrying. at times it's a difficult subject to talk about. cuz even if we both wanted to be married, we are also uncertain of marriage in itself. it's taxing to think about it. but, i know we will somehow agree on the same terms.

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3 days of fastfood bingeing. we have to stop. pagod nako makita ang sm. mayta if ayala sha.

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training is a bit better but, i feel off because my throat hurts. and i got the most terrible tasting ginseng candy ever made.

God is wonderful. i know dut i am made with a bad heart but, He continues to keep me.

Coincidence is God's way of remaining anonymous.
the leap years by catherine lim

sugar oh hunney hunney

our apartment 2 weekends ago and my birthday dinner.

♥ gets me every time

okay i probably do not have a life aside from my training class cuz i have been talking about them since day one.

anyhoo, some are really weirding me out with questions that are not supposed to be asked. one asked about voucher pages, i replied with it could be just a one page voucher per person, one corrected me, i saw 2 of 2 that means it's two pages, am like ah okay that's possible, i am correcting myself. like duh, some questions are really soooo one-off that i wanted to tell them you can discover the whole thing by yourselves once you're on the ops floor, am not gonna tell you everything cuz i do not know everything myself too. i am not infallible like the pope.

my sunday went well. i got me a brown bikini bottom from kamiseta. ;)
we made lunch, we did some laundry, and we added a new clothesline in front of the gate..
i felt like i've accomplished so much with gelo despite of the rain that day..
we spent the whole afternoon in robinson's cuz our plans to go swimming was dampened by the rainy weather. we headed to tater's cuz tater's would be our second fave place to eat in next to chicken house.

saturday, we saw 10,000 bc. i told him it's a lame movie. and i am right. however, man is an amazing creature. in any movies i've seen, humanity always outlasts everything else.
and we bought house things. and i cleaned the whole house and fixed our closets. yey!

gelo: naforesee ko na magtambok ka when you give birth
raen: and if matambok ko, palangga mo pa ko?
gelo: oo, cuz true love man nakon ka
raen: uyyyyyy, tl nya ko
(and naa mi sa trisikad whilst talking about this:)