i got this archaic photo from chick- one of the big(literally) guys from the account am in. a fave person is there somewhere. and then naa sad ang langto na fag na gibanggaan ko gahapon. bwisit.
Wednesday, July 2, 2008
uno
i got this archaic photo from chick- one of the big(literally) guys from the account am in. a fave person is there somewhere. and then naa sad ang langto na fag na gibanggaan ko gahapon. bwisit.
neurosis it is.
the workplace feels like a huge freezer tonight and i chose the right time to leave my jacket home. the boyfriend is also cranky and such a slowpoke because he lacks sleep. this is the miserable second day of that time of the month as well. it's a drag. and it's a wednesday.attention karya: i might not make it to cebu, so don't get your hopes up. i don't buy load anymore, so i cannot text. and this payday is bills day- so all the monies would be alloted for rent/groceries, cannot get me tickets to go to cebu. :( i love you gyud gheng.
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i don't feel like floorwalking today, i am kinda okay with taking calls- shakes out nerves and being idle.. :)
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there'll be dinner this saturday as ninya put up the invite on her blog. so beautiful people come eat with us at pepe's this weekend.
and julia will have a rummage sale on family day i guess. so see her too. ♥
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If neurotic is wanting two mutually exclusive things at one and the same time, then I'm neurotic as hell. I'll be flying back and forth between one mutually exclusive thing and another for the rest of my days.
Sylvia Plath
tinood si darling ms. plath, lately i've been doing this. running back and forth.
Tuesday, July 1, 2008
asan ka nung may kaguluhan?
caller: i want to speak with a manager. i know you are nice. i want a manager though.
raen:(kay nairits ug dili feel ang feeling sa caller na sha ai dakilang agent lamang) siiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiir, siiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiir, I AM A SUPERVISOR. and i will help you. :)
tumbling.
sun beam.
"Then she would begin laughing- while always one part of her looked out from the eye windows, and hated the noise which she was making- and the tears would come after the laughter, and she would weep with all her heart."The Once and Future King
damn this tummy ache. i HATE this time of the month when my abdomen would have painful cramps.
i downed two tablets of aspirin, with two glasses of cheap california red. both helped a lot until angelo was pissed cuz i was drunk again.
i told him we oughta be like melanie and antonio. girl becomes too alcoholic and guy takes her in and out of rehab and sticks it with her.
it's a real LOVE story. :)
i asked him whether we can just go drinking daily and just be drunks for the mean time and then when we are sick of the rock and roll lifestyle we can go back to work.
he just laughed.
i'm happy with how things are going. i think this would be my 3rd or 4th nesting wave assist. stress is taking its toll on me, my hormones also caused me to snap at people, mostly at agents and then just stare blankly at the account's site director whilst he was asking me whether i liked coffee. i just said, i'm good and walked away.
yesterday, i thought i almost had it with this job. but.. it could just be..
female hormones.
i told gelo to watch me become wealthy and i'll buy him a jaguar. he said he wants an astin. and i don't even know wut it is.
this morning, gelo broke out into a song dut kids would sing during sunday school. "jesus wants me to be a sun beam, a sun beam to shine for Him each day.."
i realized how we adults should still live to that song we learned in kindy. somehow, we can still make our lights shine anywhere we go. be it in kind words we say, be it in being truthful, being fair, and not cheating.
i still have my cramps. and i want a huge slice of cake.
and i want to go dress shopping. and i want a pair of new pink havaianas.
almost tearful, i recounted how we started in lakawon last year. silently, he just pulled me close and hugged me.
i'm awfully blessed.
happy work week all!
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