Monday, October 13, 2008

take me away

Start:     Nov 8, '08 2:00p
End:     Nov 10, '08
Location:     sipalay, somewhere land.
sipalay weekend.
with tier 2 sucks and other trainers and kewl people who are gay. ü

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edits::
okay we've to wait til the november schedule gets out.

one tequila

Start:     Oct 19, '08 10:00p
End:     Oct 20, '08 04:00a
Location:     pepe's sorento
two tequila
three tequila
four tequila
and some margarita

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okay i got me a date on sunday. i have kenji for saturday, am sure i can haggle to go out on sunday. pepe's sorento with carlos and his guys who are supposedly decent-blech. chuck bass-stards galores.. am psyched. ü

unlisted.

too lazy to write down a real blog, so i'm down with a list:

the weekend:
saturday morning- joe's wave 25 graduation
saturday afternoon- 100 feet with jay jane- letseng movie, scared me until now. thank God i got me a new night light cuz i lost my old one.
sunday afternoon- i did not miss church! yey! i honestly am too lazy to get my bum up and ready to serve until i realized that i had to do it.
and some laundry in between. also texting. (with dich:)
sunday evening- dinner with czar nazel grace at time out. i absolutely loved the squid sisig.

from church:
♥ first time in so many years that i saw a pastor cry whilst preaching. i was touched too but, i did not cry cuz i was worried about ruining my mascara. waaaaaaaaah.
♥ we must think as God thinks, will as God wills. and again, it's one of those sundays when you are actually convicted by faith and a soft rebuking pokes you in the ribs and you tell Him "Lord i am willing to obey but gimme time.."
♥ and ever wondered why we always have the greatest capacity to love and why we seek love? because it's in our nature that we have love-- we were first LOVED by Him.
♥ the speaker cried when he showed us the photo of a Christ who got nailed on the cross- to skeptics this would not make much sense but, it can be explicitly explained that no greater love can be manifested/ shown but by His death on the cross. after enduring humiliation, severe beatings, and being nailed on that cross without any justifiable reason but only love- even if in the end what we might know about Christianity or religion might all be a sham, it's still one great manifestation of LOVE. and it humbles me in no other way.
♥ i feel wealthier every time i am there. even if i only have about a hundred bucks in my wallet. i am always the wealthiest princess each time i get my tush up for church.

kenji and dich:
♥ dich texts the whole time about ken. tells me that she threatened to throw a bowl full of crab and corn soup on kentoy if he doesn't eat it. haha.
♥ amongst all things i want my family healthy, kenji has one too many head-on collisions because he is a growing baby boy. when he was younger he even managed to jump out of the bed while sleeping. my sister is worried that he touches his head too often as says "no" and rubs his head on the same spot where he'd get his bumps. please pray for our baby boy, in a few months we'd need to let him undergo CT scan to check for head illnesses that might come out when he gets older.
♥ dich tells me that someone from davao won the 130million pesoses lottery. she's right, why can't we win? we don't win because we don't buy lottery tickets! :)
♥ kenji idolizes robin padilla- he giggles every time robin's ad is on tv.
♥ kenji loves instant spaghetti and pansit canton, dich tells me there's instant carbonara, can we just imagine kenji nathaniel's happiness?

kiki and shobe:

shobe tells me kairi has colds and booger na sticky. kawawa. :(
latest pics- here ♥♥♥

73 days before Christmas:

i want a good couch and a dining table-wood and happy chairs.
i want a very pretty dress or dressy top.
i want work with less judgemental people and people who are not praningated sa ma-igo lang.
i want a baby boy by Holidays 2009!! :)

it rained today. we were unable to go out and have cakes at calea. sayang.
we just made lunch- rice and crispy hot fried chicken et beef rolls and pineapples(okay ako ra ni eat pineapples:)
i had breakfast too, am not skipping breakfast anymore, i don't want my metabolism to slow down because of lack of food. i had carrots, yes, carrots drizzled with herbed olive oil, bacon and cheeze toasts and cold milo and milk. i still wanna eat healthy but obviously i had to watch my weight najud.

boy crushes:
ed westwick
simon atkins
phil younghusband

waaaaaaaaah. i also have a girl crush, but, i have to make sure she's really pretty without that chanel face powder. :)

edits:
i said hi to old people exfuja people today. and whined about stuff. i've never been happier. :)

She walks in beauty,

Like the night of cloudless climes and starry skies;
And all that's best of dark and bright
Meet in her aspect and her eyes.
-Byron
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Friday, October 10, 2008

repeat post

We live our lives, do whatever we do, and then we sleep. It's as simple and ordinary as that. A few jump out windows, or drown themselves, or take pills; more die by accident; and most of us are slowly devoured by some disease, or, if we're very fortunate, by time itself. There's just this for consolation: an hour here or there when our lives seem, against all odds and expectations, to burst open and give us everything we've ever imagined, though everyone but children (and perhaps even they) know these hours will inevitably be followed by others, far darker and more difficult. Still, we cherish the city, the morning, we hope, more than anything for more. Heaven only knows why we love it so.

The Hours
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my undoings.

i've been working on relearning excel cuz i haven't paid close attention to it in hs and uni. :)

i have a date with jay jane tomorrow. i might reconsider cuz we are gonna catch 100 feet. it's about a ghost who can still manage to beat his wife. kaloka!

anime's glennnn just made my night- "raen pumapayat ka.." says he- so i guess feeding  yourself with free brewed coffee and bringing your own mug with hazelnut cream and cinnamon makes a huge difference. char oi.

i kinda cheated today, i ate at least 2 cups(or more) of rice with tonetoneladang bacon. i only felt guilty when i woke up this evening. but, ka ek-ekan ang maguilty, i've been famished for almost 3 weeks in a row. so there. stop na.

can't wait for the davao vacation karya! haha-padungog.com.

i want a job in singapura. kathra take me with you!

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dich thanks for updating me with kenji news. i love every sms about him and his fixation on bread. and his speaking progress. :)
my sisters normally sms me with news about their kiddos. i was almost teary-eyed when dich told me not to get pregnant yet cuz you might have to leave your babies with the ya-ya and you hafta work and that's kinda sad. i am okay with other kind of sad, but, i don't like that kind of sad gyud. i got around to that when i borrowed kenji for more than a month.
okay, we will have our baby by 2010 then. ♥

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thank you God for weekends. i don't like November holidays. they're not my fave.
it's almost Christmas! i can smell it.

He imagined he could see the very faces of the stars; pale, they were, and smiling gently, as if they had spent so much time above the world, watching the scrambling and the joy and the pain of the people below them, that they could not help being amused every time another little human believed itself the center of its world, as each of us does.

-Stardust, Neil Gaiman

edits:: spoke to johnny. about saving and about getting a house. i shouldn't really worry about a house when i know that one day the husband would get me a house and yet..

okay i want my own house and should quit renting.

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Thursday, October 9, 2008

o.g.g.




It hurts when we love somebody, because loving is a painful thing, that is it’s nature. Today, even though we are not sure that the pain will pass, it has to be said that our loving is hurting us.

Now That You’re Back, A.L. Kennedy

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