Wednesday, March 8, 2006

why is this happening?

woke up to find this:


i don't know how to tell you this,

but jovel passed away, last saturday,

he jumped off gaisano mall davao's

parking lot. why is this happening to us

rae?

 

jacelie

21:15

08march2006

 

i wrote this on friendster a few months back:

 

06/18/2005

fond memories of jovel: <3 he was my seat mate for sometime in 1st year high, and then his huge bag is seated in between us, mura lge ma- huug ka.... once he went to cebu, he told me to take down assignments for him, in exchange he'll bring dried mangoes.... and so he did juds....kato pajud ang neatly cut mangoes... <3 during college, nanlibre xag all that juice, kato pajud ang watermelon lychee, and then he got me the huge tumbler while he got joaqs the smaller one, i thought nag-tinihik ang insik, di diay, he was worried about joaqs cuz he's got colds...ka-bootan.... <3 kani, the best: retreat 4th year, we were supposed to hug people and then murag bid g'byes, ambot we got confused with what to do cuz ppl were huggin' and kissin' he ended up kissin' my cheeks.... uuyy....hehe... mingaw nku nimu jovs.... mas lingaw ang ateneo pag balhin nimo.... tcGB...hugs

 

---------------------------------------------------------------------------------->

 

my heart is breaking. Lord why is this happening?
Posted by
Labels:

22 comments:

  1. J QMarch 08, 2006

    OMG. this is so sad. may he rest in peace.

    ReplyDelete
  2. raen dropsMarch 08, 2006

    i've known him since kindergarten, he was like the nicest sponge-bobby guy in class. tos we've been classmates since forever, until freshman year, then back again in college. ambut ui, grabeh, i just realised the importance of keeping in touch wit old friends and ask how they are....
    i cannot word how i feel ryt now.

    ReplyDelete
  3. J QMarch 08, 2006

    and understandably so.

    he sounds like a really nice guy...

    ReplyDelete
  4. raen dropsMarch 08, 2006

    he is. ΓΌ
    ... ambot TL, lately i would wake up in the middle of my sleep, tos murag sge ko long to see people from home, then ang devotional naku these days kay puro coping wit loss and grief, or sorrow, that struck me ganiha. nge, mao diay.

    life is a thin thread jud.

    ReplyDelete
  5. XXXX YYYYMarch 08, 2006

    i'm sorry to this. =o( i don't like it when people take their own lives. =o(

    ReplyDelete
  6. raen dropsMarch 08, 2006

    i am not sure pod mike.
    i wud have to ask whether that's an accident.
    or mali lang pag phrase sa ako miga.
    =(
    but, if he did, i could not pass judgement about him.
    kasayang jud niya.

    ReplyDelete
  7. SheR ...March 08, 2006

    so sad. ngano man intawon oi..

    ReplyDelete
  8. elena retuyaMarch 08, 2006

    you are right, who are we to judge others. All we can do is say a prayer that he would find rest in the next world.

    ReplyDelete
  9. raen dropsMarch 08, 2006

    hay.
    grabeh.

    it's always a person's choice to live man juds, i think.

    ReplyDelete
  10. raen dropsMarch 08, 2006

    hi mare. ;)
    as in nganu tawun, wala naku kasabot.
    everything is surreal.
    downer kaau ang news.
    ihate losing friends, more, losing jud na in the sense na you cannot take that person back, not in this life time at least.

    ReplyDelete
  11. Riggy GuacamoliMarch 08, 2006

    raen, i know jovel.

    i'm saddened to hear this. sayang kaayo cya. he was really nice during college.

    ReplyDelete
  12. Karen MMarch 09, 2006

    very right.. we cannot have them back.. more so when you haven't settled your issues when he left..

    ReplyDelete
  13. raen dropsMarch 11, 2006

    he was battling depression diay. who would've known?
    hay kapaetch jud rigs...

    ReplyDelete
  14. raen dropsMarch 11, 2006

    =(

    ReplyDelete
  15. Karen MMarch 11, 2006

    at least he wont have to worry anymore..

    ReplyDelete
  16. raen dropsMarch 11, 2006

    hay kai.
    grabeh ka depressing hay.

    ReplyDelete
  17. Karen MMarch 11, 2006

    kaau oi.. i remember the time i heard the news about my friend.. i was on a call.. sobra..di ko na mapigilan umiyak.. my customer had to ask me if i am alright.. i asked her nlang na i need to place her on hold.. shit.. so depressing.. my TL had to take over my call..

    realization: we shouldn't be saddened by their leaving... God had other plans for them kaya kinuha cla ng maaga... you never knw.. God made them our guardian angels.. =)

    ReplyDelete
  18. raen dropsMarch 11, 2006

    shicks kuratan ko. u shud not have read this. =(
    hay...
    we usually do not find closure wit friends who leave early.... tinood jud ni, i've learned this 3x. 3 partings without goodbyes.

    hay hush kai. *gakus*

    ReplyDelete
  19. Karen MMarch 11, 2006

    moving on naman ko... pero sometimes i still miss him... more so.. coz d gyud ko ka-afford na tang-tangon iya pic sa akong workstation.. =( feel nako if tang-tangon nako kay mawa cya samot.. mao di nlng..

    ReplyDelete
  20. raen dropsMarch 11, 2006

    hay, ka sad juds.
    i dunno how to feel abt things baya.
    i mean wit losing ppl u cared abt in general.

    at times you wish u cud have done more. asked more.
    be a better friends s'more.

    maaaan, paaaaanish eto.

    ReplyDelete
  21. Karen MMarch 11, 2006

    nah... very true.. but i rather not regret anything kay wa naman ta mahems.. it wont bring them back...

    ReplyDelete
  22. raen dropsMarch 11, 2006

    tinood baya kai not to indulge in yer grief cuz basig sila lang ma-sad para nimu. =(

    ReplyDelete

fallen rain. (:

Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom)