swept away

no surveys to answer, so am blogging
again...my eyes are squinting, i guess
pay back for washing my face even when
am facing the pc for hours....

am terribley sleepy....it's after lunch
grover ka-mika.....and yep, we had puto
hehe.....Ü

am sooo fed up with the project
that i'm in right now...plus some of
the sups are really barbie doll
ng mangkukulam....maka-irit ang
aura.....

probably the best jobs on earth are:

♥ pre-school teachers- because
they can run after toddlers who
are trying to choose whether they should
eat play-dohs,glitter glue, or
a box of craypas..... =)

♥ photographers- because they can
capture the best, happiest moments,
and can trap the passing of time on
paper....

♥ personal shoppers- because they can
shop, and shopping isn't even a job...
it wouldn't matter if i don't end up
owning the stuff i bought, still i went
shoppin'...Ü

am quoting anne frank:

"When I write, I can shake
off all my cares." - April 5, 1944

On Still Believing

"It’s a wonder I haven’t abandoned
all my ideals, they seem so absurd
and impractical. Yet I cling to them
because I still believe, in spite of
everything, that people are truly
good at heart.

It’s utterly impossible for me
to build my life on a foundation
of chaos, suffering and death. I
see the world being slowly transformed
into a wilderness, I hear the
approaching thunder that, one day,
will destroy us too,
I feel the suffering of millions.
And yet, when I look up at the sky,
I somehow feel that everything will
change for the better,
that this cruelty too shall end,
that peace and tranquility
will return once more" - July 15, 1944

Describing her Despair

"I've reached the point where I
hardly care whether I live or die.
The world will keep on turning
without me, and I can't do anything
to change events anyway.
I'll just let matters take their
course and concentrate on studying
and hope that everything will be all
right in the end." - February 3, 1944
 
"...but the minute I was alone I
knew I was going to cry my eyes out.
I slid to the floor in my nightgown
and began by saying my prayers,
very fervently. Then I drew my knees
to my chest, lay my head on my arms
and cried, all huddled up on the
bare floor. A loud sob brought me
back down to earth..." - April 5, 1944
 
 

footnotes:

am not sure how i should feel about
ally and the other girls....am not
insecured and i shouldn't be, knowing
that we are or we seem to be doin'
okay....what am more insecured of, is
the idea that i may never sit on the
same pew with his family....
i am pathetic... ;/