of that color

"For her everything was red, orange, gold-red from the sun on the closed eyes, and it all was that color, all of it, the filling, the possessing, the having, all of that color, all in a blindness of that color." Hemmingway :)



am tired and not interested in anything today. i'm just happy to scrub the toilet bowl clean then noticed that i'm running late for work.


and acted like a ditz when i got to the office. brushing my hair and putting on some fragrance, our site director just appeared without a hush, when i turned around he was asking for jeremy, and i was like; he isn't here. then told him i don't have a mobile phone at the moment so i can't phone him, then pointed him to the door of the next office cuz he might find my baby boss there. bwahahaha. on some days, i am just plainly jackfruit.



i liked how gelo liked people. he doesn't say bad things about anyone & normally would describe a person in a positive way. unlike someone i know (read:me) who would typically bash all nega things about people she doesn't like, gelo on the other hand would just say; "she's okay basta di nya lang ko hilabtan" (she's okay as long as she doesn't bother me:)..

maybe one day, his attitude would rub in on me..



ysl died.
nge. segway lang.



a comm coach who isn't an acquaintance dreamt about me, wearing a white knee length dress and bearing a child inside. i don't know how to react. cuz, it's really an odd, outrageous dream. and for someone who doesn't practically know you to dream about you being preggers who would know what to say diba?


class is a bit so-so. and i hafta take over Chris' class. am not too happy about taking on more responsibility since other trainers are actually accountable for their own wave. diba. in a call center it's always CALL OWNERSHIP?
but, it's not his fault, one trainer was absent and noone is really assigned to man her wave. hayers.






edits: DEAR JOHNNY, ilove you like no other friend here. promise. and i think it's always best to look at the glass half full. but, if all else fails......








THERE'S SINGAPORE!



love,


raen