/Countdown to my 25th/

 

 

After shift payat and I gave a QA dept. talk to the teachers who are currently trained by Chris/ I hope I did not talk too much and I hope we made sense/am makwento like that/ I guess being around people and chitchatting would be my skill/lol/ I so wanted a team, my own team to work with, yet God did not give me 1 becuz He knows that at this point I can only be accountable for myself and it would be above my head if I were to be accountable 4 other people, not withholding the fact that am not even speaking to like 5(if the number is right) people on the ops floor. I guess it’s not about the technical or administrative skills (to which I often would snap back to when certain individuals would doubt my lack of which) that I may find wanting, He may be more concerned of my at times (maybe, even most times) horrid attitude. That brings me to this incident (wow. Again to each his own man daw- pero muchika ko gyapon though) this mwning… there’s this tech who got promoted, it somehow got to his head that he is now a SOMEBODY despite the fact the others fared better on the phones than he did/ it’s not a question of who is better, actually, any1 can get promoted or would deserve a promotion, however, he took the promotion too seriously that he ended up offending quite a few people. (again-this is being quoted- pede din naman that he offended just one person :) anyhoo, at times the universe would give us the best things in order for us to become stewards, be gate keepers, be blessers, and that we may humbly accept a bigger task knowing that there’s a bigger Guy who knows better and who entrust certain tasks to us. Maybe people should just know that PRIDE GOETH BEFORE A FALL. :) I will be 25 in a week, the previous year is more than life-altering; I’m now saying hello to semi-permanence, too much change had been going in for me since the Ateneo// am learning goals and deferred plans, acceptance and forgiveness in a painfully slow process. Wukits, if there’s one thing to believe in, malawak ang mundo-there’s much for all of us…and there’s nothing too overwhelming or too ridiculous for our hearts not to accommodate to- it’s always going to be wide enuf.

 

Have a great weekend. God Bless. (see you mactan)

 

<3 HIS GRACE IS ENUF TO MEET THE SMALL THINGS-THE LITTLE PINPRICK TROUBLES THAT ANNOY/ THE INSECT WORRIES/ BUZZING AND PERSISTENT/ THE SQUEAKING WHEELS THAT GRATE UPON OUR JOY. - A. FLINT

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Raenyberry

You can become blind by seeing each day as a similar one.
Each day is a different one; each day brings a miracle of its own.
It's just a matter of paying attention to this miracle. <3 Coelho