hot summer nights

wow. it has been a week since the sulfur springs of mambukal, i so wanted to keep my relationship wit Him, keep my worldliness at bay, i've been trying to, though my workload and the dailiness of just being sways me from remembering Him 24/7 and my accountability for certain ppl in my life(read: my family and friends who should know Him and the 3 guys whom i've been with during my encounter with Him the past weekend...)...

Where do i start and how do i stay true to whatever covenant i made a couple of weekends ago? And how dyo unflailingly and unceasingly pray when you could not see signs that He is actively listening? How dyo know/discern when you couldn't hear any verbal nods?

awww shucks. i suddenly had a family dinner to go to.// another refreshing experience.// my ma talked about how she convinced my lola to eat oysters becuz her religion forbids her to eat anything that burrows and feeds on dirt.// i miss my grandmothers. i wish i've known them quite better and how they were when they were younger... i wish i'd become the women they became-magnanimous, loving, resilient, firm, spirited, and patient....

i'm trying to write a coherent entry, and yet, am overwhelmed with much love and the richness of experience the past few days, that i couldn't glue my thoughts together.

how lucky or maybe even blessed can i get? i wanted my mom's intelligence and commitment, i wanted dichee's serene nature and simplicity, and i wanted shobe's charm and humor...

pede pala maging ganto kasaya without hingeing yourself to anyone but yer family...pede karin maging kumpleto.// toinks. realization 101.

no, i freaked out becuz nakakapester diay kung someone would give you the 3rd degree or would constantly ask you for yer whereabout. ha!

wukits: my weekend was grand: cocktails wit jerjer//czar//bryan, we started at the eastblock, we had screwdriver, ordered a pitcher of strawberry daiquiri-na naula kay bryan, toinks. diether ocampo wuz even there! wa mi nastarstruck cuz nigawas ko sa tv on sunday. hahaha. baliwag,bulacan.

then we headed to pepe's sorrento, had lychee margarita, lawlaw had to catch up cuz nag mamun mamun pa man ang insik. bumped into vincent with timothy raymond and tim stephen, wow, namemorized ko friends nya! i've to admit i miss how we were: mag sige eat ug mag sge tsa. but, priorities would change and one can always get used to absence...

afterwhich, we headed to mo2, (and as useless, we could not miss dancing-though pathetic kme ni czar cuz kami ra two ang manayaw... :) i remembered jeremy telling me someone smsd him and asked where he wuz, he didn't reply cuz am with him daw...promise, wala na gyd ko bala issues with anyone or any jerk. enuf na gyd ya.

sat afternoon, my ma na dili patuo na dghan taw sa SM wanted to be there and check the place, all right, the interiors where awesome but the number of ppl who came to see it scared us. mao lagi na merese sa mga ignoramus. :)

sunday: my family had dinner at pala pala, cpus' treat...i asked kermit how do i go about choosing fish/sea food to which he replied with: kinsa imo kuyog? toinks. i informed him na murag police sya. then i could not let cpus and dich go back to cebu without ever trying bobs' coffee ang barato ug lasaw na frappe from bobs' hehehehe. :) then we walked towards sorrento, where we had cocktails. pansin ko i've imbibed muchos. it's about time that i quit.

oh, my penguin can roll over and i'd teach him how to fetch.jawk. :) may relationship issues na sya between me and his biological mom. hehe.

have the best work week everyone! Colossians 3:23-24

God Bless you and keep you.