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mejo hasslefeck ang weekend if you're flat broke as a joke.

ppl who came to mind during weekend::

mhiwa left for korea na diay. i am a bit sad cuz i haven't said gbye. last year man gud am like her pseudo best bud when fifay doesn't want to be her best buddy for the time being.

and then there's soy. i will forever oddly love him. out of boredom late this afternoon, i pored over my old journals. [sayang, i did not bring my journals circa 2001-2003, it would've been fun reading how i stalked jasper all those years.] this would mark almost three years of his promise made in cebu baptist church that we will be business partners of a chinese lutong bahay place. aiwan. wut happened to you soy!!!

i reckoned that my more embarrassing self existed way back, and i was talking about ppl who i barely remember now and i would miss church because i stayed up watching too much F on a saturday night...looking at it, i would rather be a worker ant than a haciendera planting cactus on my fields....

at this point i am happy being where i am right now. and that i just woke up 25 and not wanting to be whiney or squirmish about anything. i just got over things and people and the strings of potheads i saw on constant, imaginary slash surreal basis, i just don't believe in forgiveness being asked(should be earned or they can cut their heads off) or promises about a million stars or shooting stars seen...wala na. am done.

wut dyo know, one can see the light over the weekend???! (i resolved all my delilahs and finally deleted all text messages and phone numbers that would seem to hurt or make me keep pining...)

pero may hasslefeck parin//here's my hasslefeck slash kurimao list::

::there's this creep who would suddenly pop his head on my cube and say ::hi wut's up or how's it going? tas one time pinched me sa ako arm na murag nanggigil. gawd.omg ka scarey...

::hasslefeck ang hard water stains, it's always been a mystery to me why my immaculate whites would have stains, until i discovered that the tank's water supply does not have chlorine...

::hf din mag jeep pauwi.

::hasslefeck din ang holy week, there's just too much silence to it

::hf ang madadang cab driver when all i wanted is silence when going to work...

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and oh, i changed the linens, i had two nights consecutive full hours' sleep, i had rice(compelled to make my own meals cuz am too pobresa for take out), i finally learned wut happened to laury. he died at war. after a 2 year installment, i'm done with how to make an american quilt. oh lurve.

i'd rather be frigid javin! pero btw. i'm part chinese and am not catholic(or if they were catholic, i'd do my best to be catholic), his parents would love me. hahaha.

God Bless. [stand]

iamtheuniverse,

raen