quiet acceptance

literally the whole freaking city is quiet. i'm not keen on silence.(and am not the person whom you would refer to as silent or anything that relates to it) it's deafening. i wish it's sunday already. i do not like the holy week one bit. i don't like too much piety. faith does not rely on piousness(or being pious). then again, there's a  2 day holiday bonus added to next payday & this would be the only time, aside from Christmas that we can remember HOW HE LOVED US.

plus there's free food  at work all (holiday) week. yeah. :)

and on top of my gratitude list for today is:: payday. thank You for paydays. at least i can pay my bills. lemme just find a way to go thru splitting my rent half half. how how how? and there's groceries.

dear dich and shobe, things are temporarily screwed up. but, we will do just fine. the whole time He has never left us wanting. He's been faithful. amishuplenty.

i'm somehow wishing for the familiarity of SM cebu. murag at the moment i'm aimlessly wandering thru this tiny city. but, a gal pal once told me to enjoy the unfamiliarity of a city. (sorry, i once said this city is familiar now- well i said that in a transitive state or progressive state).

my place smells like an awful mix of sesame oil and ponkan. gawd. iloveponkan.not oranges. but ponkan.

ilearned that at 20+++ a girl's body(waist) would thicken, what we can do is either succumb to quiet acceptance or work our tush out. at this point. am too lazy to do yoga.

i've wonderful lil bruises popping on my upper legs. i've 3 more added to the 6 that mysteriously appeared. all signs pointing to PMS. yey!

Cee got hospitalized again. wadafeck is hapnin?

am hooked on googling and snagging those lil LJ icons. i'll be posting them soon when i would openly admit that i am shameless.

::baby envy might be surfacing or dwelling in my systems. i dreamt of a baby crawling some days ago, but, the baby would not go any further because its body is a bit sluggish or jelly-ish. it was puzzling talaga. i've always openly admitted that children are the cutest beings but they can be little bitches and bastards too. so prolly it's not baby envy after all. :)

and so today, we were like smiling half way and just nodding when we pass by each other's work stations. grabeh. this whole thingy is like a plague. it has turned us into lepers. hasslefeck maxado.iwanna scream. am sorry i made you look like a bastard. but, you are. hehehe.

oh, honey c. emailed. gawd, i miss that girl. she's where all this callcenter and moving into a different city started. if i didn't share the pew with her some 3 years ago, i wouldn't have moved to cebu. see, He works in amazing ways; even thru girly materyoso gush gush, He would subtley change lives.

 

:::i wonder how marsi and jerylle are coping. i did not sms her to ask how she is(aside from wala ko prepaid credits) cuz i wouldn't really know what would soothe her from her pain.

God Bless the rest of the work week. (i still have work:) Come prepared. (with batteries and pain killers and food- all's closed)

spottedsomeprettybruises,

raeny