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'I won't let you get sugared out...'

-Gillian McKeith "You Are What You Eat"

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then so, gelo and i are four legged creatures called pigs. :)


we both wanted to go to bantayan. i wanted to go to mambukal/anywhere -but -here as well.

do have the feeling when you feel like you've earned a certain feeling? like happiness/ validation/ the humfh! kinda feeling? and dyo get days when you feel like you are an empath and every sadness in the world is balled right at you? tahday i felt like the happiest gal in the world even if i had to stay up for 2 more hours after shift's end, then when i got back home, it was strangely different and i have every reason to weep. gahd, i hate pms.


i liked this quote from brokebackan. :)

..for what they'd said was no news. Nothing ended, nothing begun, nothing resolved.

—"Brokeback Mountain," Annie Proulx

i think some things are just like dut. and it's sad. :( if only you can have a person who can sing/dance for yah or make you wanna sing/dance/make you feel silly at the same time and have that person take care of you. if only. :)

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i wonder why i disliked some people even if one way or another they've been nice to me(almost). maybe some people aren't likeable lang gyud cuz they are bolingit and panget tas di pa matantsa or ma-espelling ang ugali.

oh well. happy weekend! gelo and i are off somewhere in the middle of bacolod called mansilingan.