spin spin

most of the time, guys from gelo's team/account would try to sneak him in some cubicles and keep him hiding til i am almost on the verge of tears each day of our shift's end because they would've wanted him to go with them and do dota. mind you, that's daily dota for you.

i don't really mind if he goes out and have a life of his own. and be a boy. but, at times when am left alone at home, then i wake up in the middle of the day, i would keep looking at the window and impatiently wait for him to be home.

i am glad he's happy with his tsinelas. i got him an aqua and black pair of those nike flipflops, because his quickie is almost in its non-tsinelas state. he said he liked it.

pero supposedly we would've budgeted our monies into rent/groceries/miscellaneous/ but, we wound up with nothing for groceries because he said there are soooo much processed meat in the fridge we could never consume them until next payday. i agreed. then realized we don't have rice. he said, we can go home and ask for rice. talk about independence.


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it's still tuesday. i've 3 more days before graduation. adult learners are the weirdest.(one guy told me am his ideal girl. i would've told him he is my ideal son if gelo and i had a son. but, i just shut up. hahaha.)

am naming our daughter bianca nafsika- but, she had to be extremely white.. (which i doubt will ever happen) then our son mika andrea..

haha. i come up with damak names. i don't think we will ever need a child at this time. it's not practical. the world has soooo much kids. kids that are unfed. unparented. uneducated. kawawa. i cannot add another one to that group.

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some of my old trainees would check what i am wearing just to tell me that i am wearing alarming clothes. it's funny. i love them in an odd older sister kinda way. twenkaloo.


I had written a story about a ballerina who loved to do pirouettes, she did them all the time - morning, noon, and night - and she got so good at doing them and got so fast that she began to spin like a tornado. She spun so fast that she couldn't stop. She got thinner and thinner until she was as thin as a needle. She still spun because she couldn't stop. She spun until she disappeared.

Han Nolan, Dancing On The Edge