hopefully, i might get what i want.. i wanted out since 6 months ago, however, the most opportune time came when i got the trainer's job. and then the company suddenly went out with cost cutting chorvaloos (and me failing my scorecards dawwwwww) and then i found myself being transferred to ops. with operations i know i am bound to fail cuz i never even considered wanting to be a supervisor for exfuja. and likewise, i have been unhappy with training deliverables, much more if i were a sup. plus, the unfortunate encounter with the 300 lbs albino that everyone calls boss is simply causing me soooo much anxiety.
tonight, i asked my manager whether i have another option aside from being a supervisor for nesting, then it boiled down to letting me go on the grounds of redundancy.
i feel like the thorn bird. finally, that bothersome prickle is somehow removed.
now i look forward to job hunting and prepping myself up for non-shopping/ and staying foolish and staying hungry- as ppip would put it. i don't know what's more hurtful, not having a job and not having money- i know this will hurt as i have bills to pay and not a peso is named to moi in any banks.. or having a job that's a bone to pick on every day.
i was once told by a friend that she wishes to be like me cuz i can walk out of a situation when i am unhappy.
i am elated that i can now walk out of this situation altho i am uncertain what will become of me in the next couplah months.
waaaaaaaaaah, happy weekend. see you in birmingham love!
And you begin to learn
That kisses aren't contracts
And presents aren't promises
With every good bye you learn.
-After A While - Veronica Shofstall
AJA, raeney! you'll be okay in the "next couplah months." ikaw pa. :)
ReplyDeletei'm learning something pud from u every time i read ur blog. ^_^
good luck!
perseverance will get you somewhere. you'll be fine sweetie. =)
ReplyDelete2 things raen:
ReplyDelete1. yes, life's too short to spend it doing something that makes you unhappy. there is simply no point in subjecting yourself to torture.
2. on the other hand, sometimes, you really have to stick it out. life's full of peaks and valleys. there are many times that this job makes me wanna throw in the towel but i've realized that nothing is perfect. we cannot choose our situations but we can always choose our dispositions.
on a side note, why do you think i took up education as a second course? do i really need another degree? the honest answer is NO. but i also want my own house, a comfortable life for my family and more shoes, and bikinis!:) the way i see it, we always have opportunities to alter our choices. it's up to us to stand by what we have decided on.
good luck!
aja! thanks dapdap. :)
ReplyDeletethanks lindee. :0
ReplyDeleteit's about time that i move on para maka bikini purchases sad ko without guilt. :)
ReplyDeleteyou're too wise for your age gheng! :)
i jaz read ur blog raen! i havent been updated with your life for many months now! parehas diay mo mona lisa, ako sis in law bah...remember her? professional bummer na xa ron, ground is redundancy sad...EA na unta xa and dako na unta pay but pag may, wa la na work til now! same jud mo feeling ron...
ReplyDeleteshe can try other centers eh. dghan baya. i dont mind being an agent oi. ako-a kay dugay ko nila e let go when i dont want to stay here na. galagot ko.
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