you're the only light i ever saw

bwahaha. 321 views over the weekend after i posted the photo kissing don miguel. shucks. either people think i am being loudly out there or they must've thought am gay. haha. ♥

went out with the girls for dinner last night at pepe's.in attendance were nazel,then don, then czar and brothers,then janice, then grace. we missed ninya. weekly party easily gets old man gyd nins. haha.

my mind's on a lot of things lately, so i hardly enjoy being out. but,i had fun taking pictures at sorento,then breizh, then dancing with czar/don/eds/nazel and gp at mo2 ice. this time walang disaster. wala'y guy na manguot or gal pal na nag cause ug wardrobe malfunction.

aiiiiiiiii nako! baile con migo!

i left early. i kinda wanted saturday dinners and easy cocktails and then sunday lunches. quiet and easy, para i don't miss church. hayers.

today, i am still on the lazy sleepy mode. gelo asked me to make breakfast. as useless we have been feeding ourselves with processed food. i think mayatap nalang mi sa bacon. but, at least i learned na tao din pala si angelo. he ate a cookie. he wouldn't eat anything that doesn't have legs except rice. so i think a cookie is progress.

too tired to do house work and be a pom pom girl for his ball game today. so he left alone.

♥

it pisses me off  when tigulbam guys from mike's account sneak behind my back and then try to catch me off guard. bweset. sakit sa ulo baya makuratan. ugg.

and i hate it when i am with some guys from exfuja and his guy friends would suddenly yell, michael ong! michael ong! sobra ka mature.

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is a 26 year old gal capable of being infatuated? kafunny sa thought. if someone had to choose, would you choose a life of consistency but wala na spark or would you choose semi destitution and live in a bahaykubo but sparks fly? haha. kaloka.

sylvia plath ikaw bah yan?

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being silly with gelo, i asked him to feed me like how an adult would feed a child, i asked, if we get older and i become senile would you do the same?

he said, yes, like how the guy loved his gal in the notebook. and he said parang 50 first dates na subo(sad) version..

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ahay, my boy jerks tears out of my eyes in a good good way gyud. at times,i lose sight of that. pero, true enuf,when you love a person, that person is already an extension of your heart.

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i also asked him if he remembered the times when we were sooo poor in camp amapola we'd have to split everything to the last centavo. he then quipped, and that time when we went out for movies but had to count the change.

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grabeh..


"I love you,' he said.
Zing, thought Jane. "
- from austenland