unsa'y tubag?

she couldn't hurt me....and i thought you couldn't too.....

 

 

just a thought

tanong ni stephie:

what if mambalik ako, joey, lyra, ikaw, danielle, and mai sa peoplesupport?

 

hehehe, stephie, kalingaw, puro pompom girls.....apilon si jilar, kwaon sa expedia, then pimp si mark r....Ü

 

 

some months ago

BBBB: help me look for the book nga title kay 5 ppl you meet in heaven

ang tanga: adto ta national na, kay naa na didto, para kang kinsa?

BBBB: ako miga na B, pa-ask sya pila kay mupalit daw xa, taysa textan naku...

at nag text.....

i came across her friendster page:

fave book: 5 ppl you meet in heaven--- bday gift by my crybaby....

 

moral:

pagka-faetch....di na lagi pataka view ug friendster profiles....

etela

i finally got a job,

one long painful day: dichee just had an out of the box thought that we go to ITpark, and submit CV, malay ko ba that in two days time He will give it to me....am left grateful..

 

but, that was a really unpleasant HR experience:

sell this pen----> this isn't only a pen, it is a pepper spray and a swiss knife

why do you need the money-----------> hala kay wa ba ka nanginahanglan

hahahahay, talaga of all call centers, their HR ppl were unpleasant....understatement yan.....(they took my call center job experience against me...mayo, na hire japon, hehehe....)

and to think: ma-hairy both arms niya and she looks like TJ's jackie, bwahaha....

 

and so i am ill, pagkatapos ng lahat lahat, i ended up with this respiratory thingy nasad...argh.....

i need

a free isp so i can go thru the posts and send in replies....lalo na sa PM....argh

a job, so the holidays will be merry, haha, without one okits japon.....though, i badly need one....

a fix it glue so i can fix me....

and the will to just let go....hehehe...i will miss prince Eric....sigherts...the frog prince that he is.....

 

yesterday: with dichee...i never knew i could enjoy JY, haha.... went thru pinugos application....painfully waited in the hospital, only to find answers to my questions: bianca nicholaa will never be....(si dichee bitaw nag pa check ya ulcers ui, hehehehe)

 

with princess batung orange....am no fun, i apologise.....gikapoy ko gabii...but, thanks for dinner...hugs

thank YOU......

jace: the bestest oldest galpal

mike ty: the newest bud, masking layo

toots: for our paths that crossed in college, never underestimating i like you statements

marsi: for gahapon, for always replying to my sms, for being my work in process church buddy, i hope.

anvi: for nagkabalikan na best palship

cpus: for being with dichee

crosses: thank you....battleship pa rin ako....will learn

steph and joey: my toddler friends.....glamlove....nothing less.....

xoxo: for still being a lil brother i never had.....

essa: for continuing the small laugh out loud moments despite the distance......

carla: for kerbymadness..... 

oh how the week went by

bum bum bum, slept slept slept: here i go again with the how my days went entries....don't mind me, wako life.....ate like a pig and laundried like since childhood pa mga soiled clothes ko......panit-panit juds ang hands....

the best weekend:

saturday: at home....with lil crosses to bear though...kape galores and boozing galores with dichee and the boyfy, josephus...ilovehim =) ( he shud know my sister is lucky, scrap that, blessed, awfully just to have him )

the best kiss ;) best hug....and the best national anthem.....Where do I start, to live my life alone? I guess I'm learning, only learning, learning the art of letting go.  saturday nyt still.....

sunday: reclaimed! went to church nasad, hahahaha...am sorry, i take this as life-altering, each time i go back.....don't mock me, it's a decision...and not a daily decision....a tough one, am not being overOA.....

and so ilearned: we are to be rescue ships: save lives, save souls....at ako, hindi....paxenxa, am a battleship at the moment....sink other ships....and soon i sink too....hahahahay......

and the best start of the week: homut, layo, mingaw ang new place.....i wish i could go thru my waterloo....i wish i could win the wrestling match with a leg of a ham.....

and the best cab driver: hehehe..... sige yawyaw bout ya lovelife....paetch!

ayala: with dichee and best boyfy on a monday, kape nasad...wako ga-warn, aplud ang raspberry moccha, VICTIMS....hehehehe and yeah, nabanggaan si nash.....argh..... i hate former associations......

Lord, yer altogether lovely, altogether wonderful....true....ako, altogether lost and broke....

best quote: my girlfriend, like you, durian girl, kalintura sad kinaon...(i hope i did justice quoting)

 

i do not have the answers to yer questions

- that is why i would not ask you my own questions because i know you wouldn't have the answers too....

- you make me the happiest, oddly frustrated, freaked-out girly in cebu

- and yesss, i will wait....(for raia anicka, just don't name her rae anne, that should make me puke)

--------------------------i still don't have a job, i have CV mishaps, and yeps, i am left in laziness blissdom.....faetch, no moolah for my fave solace: laag

 

jace, i would name my girl bianca nicholaa.....should she materialize...hehehehehe

love bling pink

i scared myself, karun rajud ko kasulti, i am the most inconsistent girly there is...chins, i appreciate the vote of confidence though..." i envy you, you can walk away from something that does not make you wholeheartedly happy..."

in gratitude:

for my sister's health, na-okits naxa...i guess....for so much blessings these days...

for anwarus, he is still my favorite person in the whole world, kahit walang hiya and blantantly honest xa, which can be hurtful at most times....

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ang nangyare nung weekend:

Current mood:	bouncy
Current music:	sa kanya

of yesterday and lasterday
 

- kidney sediments. acquired diabetes.possible. misent on purpose, dah lagi, naguilty your honor si wari and came by the hospital.....the shortest 30 minutes of my life. (saturday)

- looked after shobe, hers is a kidney like no other: 3 beans...two on the left, one the right... (still saturday)

- dinner at neoneo as forftuna with bangi and boyf...their treat, hehehe, kaila kang gipasakay kog 2 jeeps, 2 tricycle just so i cud make it on time sa airport to pick her up! (saturday)

-with bangi and abu, red ribbon, hahaha, ga-ask kog mango shake, thinking of mango juice, kiglalis pa sa server!(sunday)

-with kathra, dyosa, roma mia, galunch, kinaun kay libak, hehehehe, she bought a pink plus green ponytail holder for me from fashion venue...sweet! (sunday)

sunday sunday sunday

-with kathra, sunday still, gala ayala with her old gal pals, xoxo

-(sorry kaith and prinsisitang orange, i will make it up to you)

- saw banig and ronz, third consecutive kitakits sa ako cancer charge, ronz, hehehe, well, we bumped into exboyf one true wuv, RON, ang ka-faetch kay the lil sister chloe kissed me...huhu...and the old big guy, just looked.

- bought milk. (a defining moment)

-dinner again with bangi and abu, their call, sa ching palace...the best chinese i had thus far....(i love bird's nest with quail's egg soup...pang-avian flue)

- missing wari muchos...family day raw eh....

- the village, east west, had raspberry mocchachino, iw, pinaka-aplud na kape...still with bangi and abu, hala saw honey.sykes and intro moi to some of her college pals...pinsan ni teej andun....

-----------------> at dahil walang matinong kwento, my weekend ended.

 

1.5 turns, i failed with prince eric....

Prince Eric: What do want from me?

Rainy Fairy: I do not want anything from you really, it's just that you're my most favorite person in the world right now.

Prince Eric: Are you insane? Your fave person right now is BAD NEWS.....

 

ipink.

understatements

shobe: kaila ka achee, ga-swell ang ako left kidney?

dichee: oo chee, kay heart shaped man iya kidney.

achee: dili ui, tulo iya kidney!

wari: miss you jd ganina...(ganiha ra?)

wari: ayaw na ngita gasto....

kalai: aw, di man mi ig-agaw ni tj, kita na bitaw ko imu sa friendster, gipakita niya....

marsi: that's just healing a heartache with another heartache....

kathra: mga ing-ana na silang klaseng tao raen (unsa kat?)

kaith: aw, abi ba naku fairy ka? (na-angel naku)

stephie: am begging you, please erase anwar's number, and stop yer kahibangan....pls...i'm begging you, it's okay to have seafoams mags, but, choose please....

We Pink.

photos by kathra..kawat.hehehe...

happiness, though fleeting is still happiness(settle!)

i am being taught patience in so many ways lately:

-my shobe and her tantrum fits (na-hospital kay cge bitch fit???)

-groping my way thru my new job when am used to being a call girl(oh, yessss, things can only get better sweetheart) Ü

-prince eric's blatant honesty, though hurtful, is teaching me patience in all shades of pink (eg: wait a day for an sms just to know he is alive/more waiting for 2-4 hours only to tell me he'll be there 5 minutes/and yes, just plainly waiting for things that are unexplained)

elated because: essa can finally make it to cebu, although hasulhasulon ang fairy to pick her up at the airport(mag dyip at fairydust eh!) and i saw my cancer charge Ronz last night sa kfc fuente,hehehe, it made me wish for the peoplesupport lunchbreak days... ;(

some famous last words: ♥

and tama xa: mag-fasting for year, and in Verlaine's words: raeny, quit torturing yourself! Essa's: raen, do not be too hard on yourself....Marsi's: getting over a heartache with yet another heartache, faetch!

misyel: pugong ug biga....

 

maaaaan paaaanish

sorry: for offending/hurting someone i deeply  cared about...know that i am not really a bad person, i still live by the toddler's creed though....at times, i want my rag doll back...but, that rag doll was never mine in the first place.... and i sooo wish i could still reclaim my sundays with you... =(

grateful: for a much needed understanding, marsi, you are the sweetest person without a mean bone in your body....thank you for reconsidering being my friend.... i hope we let the other person be a separate entity from our palship.

stressed: i wish it's rest day everyday and pay day as always Ü

closure: hehe, wako ka babye sa lahing pips from WATS, sorry....

 

www ♥

 

wishing: prince eric

wanting: some understanding of this whole situation i got into...

waiting: for 5pm...and his done tennis session....

tell me really, what do you want from me?

gi-atay do not ask!

waiting, wishing, wanting...YOU

must i always?