teleperformance.training

doing the stars

 
dear joes,
i bombed the freaking a+ certification exam last saturday but, i already snapped out of the insecure mode, and i think am ready for any confrontations should any of them come to moi. naiinis nko sa goody-2shoe mask ko. i will throw a major bitch fit next time when someone asks someone to decide for moi and not tell moi about my current situation. okits, am blabbing....some things at work suck to the heavens, some guys from support are plain gay and i changed my opinion about people who i thought were hot, they were just plainly punyeta. hahaha.gabitch fit ko.

[kathra anhi na bacolod. mag inom ta nah. di bitaw, am gonna be more donya when ur around. we'll have the stars. ;)]

oh yeah, we had a record of 3 consecutive pizza lunches at mama maria's i think that's wut they call the place. haha. po-ol na. hehehe but, lingaw ako mga kuyog.

oh i got transferred to another class. and yes, next tym am really gonna scream: quit bossing me yer not my mom or yer not my sup or yer not my manager.


i went to church. kudos for me, twas even raining, i got my tush to church. yey! am proud of myself, hehehehe. ;) and am gonna keep going. hehehehe. for now. di bitaw Lord, magchurch najud ko. hehehehe. jerber played mao si romeo ako kuyog sa pews. but, worship went well, naay food. hehehe. but, igot home early cuz am uber ill and i got the guys food.

some guys from training[si dakilang nurse jose- who dove in front of the front lawn, cm, and piolo- who got wasted sad and was blabbering] dropped by and had toma session at home, yeah alcohol shoos yer colds away talaga. however, igot wasted na naman and i ended up embarrassing myself na naman in front of my dorm-mates. but, the guys were kewl abt the whole thingy cuz they were wasted as well.



punyeta na ibog naxa nimu so quit acting sooo gay, she'll even learn how to make omelette just for you and you'd date a pug-nosed gal. footah.

didn't you notice she hangs on to every single word that you say and memorizes every single sms you'd send. ma-awa.


my head still hurts, imiss my pink fonts when blogging. ewan. i miss jaez muchos, i will stop missing wari and my sisters muna, i miss my vonage people. yeah i miss jaez and wasting away our afternoon and ruining our lungs at east west yala. leche.

am the happiest gal at this point. bacolod's freedom na gyud diay. but, if my company screws things for me and the bossy people keeps ruining my nyt, hello teletech narin po ako, hahaha.

okits, am moving to my imaginary pad in a few weeks. na-irits nako, when will i ever find time to go check the place.


etoh pa, most of the training class are really a bunch of nice and warm people, however, aside from multiple weirdoes and oddballs may pathological liar pa. there. i just wanna get that off my chest. it's been bugging moi. ihate it when people lie just to fit in. ano toh, high school?

this is one mighty angry post.

yakap cebu.

wari. let me forget there's an oil spill here.

"and think that it's enough when it's not.

maybe when you try to tell yourself it is, it just might be."

on being 24.

When you're younger, you're selfish, and you're able to believe fully
that the world revolves around you. When your parents act like they're
doing coke, you just assume that they're all jazzed about your turning
another year older.

like the red panda
Andrea Seigel

mush another serving.

Did I hate him, then? Indeed, I believe so.
A love like that can grow to be nine-tenths hatred and still call itself love.

til we have face....c.s. lewis

how can you hold on to someone you've never met?

Artist: Paul McCartney Lyrics

Song:
This Never Happened Before Lyrics

I'm very sure, this never happened to me before

I met you and now I'm sure

This never happened before



Now I see, this is the way it's supposed to be

I met you and now I see

This is the way it should be



This is the way it should be, for lovers

They shouldn't go it alone

It's not so good when your on your own



So come to me, now we can be what we want to be

I love you and now I see

This is the way it should be

This is the way it should be



This is the way it should be, for lovers

They shouldn't go it alone

It's not so good when your on your own



I'm very sure, this never happened to me before

I met you and now I'm sure

This never happened before (This never happened before)

This never happened before (This never happened before)

This never happened before (This never happened before)

This never happened before


this is tragic'lly cheesey. nyehehehe.

irked

it took the laundro freaking 4 days to finish my laundry. argh. grabeh ka inconvenience.

make me do mychineselaundry!!!!!

holding steady

i did not get to join the usual class today. i swear, i wish i were back to the ops, am not sure if i really wanted all these now. harhar. the call center is not a glam job and causes raccoon eyes. i've stopped crying na. hahaha. cuz i endup crying in the banyo most of the time cuz i share living quarters with the gals hired from cebu.
am grateful sandra lim is around, she's the funniest gal there is, though aburido most times, at least i have a smoking gal pal. and she speaks bisaya. ;0 there. she is my ostrich and my poodle. ;) the pack i go out for lunch with are a nice bunch jer and piolo share my religion, hehehehe. and we had pizza, not yellow cab or da vinci, hehehe. but it was decent. ;) am tired of jollibee.

ihatehatehateit when teej makes comments when am wearing cheek tint. leche. am pale. and makabati nawung ang piayaland, he shud give me a break. if i don't do anything, i would end up feeling like am letting myself go. i wear the same tee and shorts 3 days in a row, am usually in a hoodie, and my hair is dry like straw. argh. even in cebu, when i got back am like in a dowdy shirt and pair of cut-offs. nakakahiya.

but, tomorrow we'd do a 4 hour sup boot camp, then back to training rooms again. prob is i wouldn't wanna face the a+ exam; the tech exam that we are compelled to take. i hate being insecure and uncomfy bout not knowing anything, it's like learning chinesemandarin, even yer name, you cannot recognize. footah.

oh gawd, i miss all the girly sites i visit most times. imiss nicole richie. hahahaha


yesterday, steff smsd, if i don't get wut i want sooner we are consulting the witch daw. haha. ;) stephie will have a baby boy. sighs.

okits, i miss steff and i miss my old self. attaching the last day candid and the oa pic with steff and amiws. ;0

absolute randomness: my haciendero mi amore keeps the yellow cab number. i'll learn making his fave egg dish from shangrila as well. and yep, he loves lavender too.
argh. maka-irits, he wouldn't even say bye when he goes home. bwisit. or when he falls asleep when we are txting.

wari, i mishoo.

am not whining am i? i cudn't sleep, screw coke.

guys, who caught the lake house? it's pretty daw. leche. din't watch it. sayang.

jakathra toledo, i miss you, y'know. magjob fair ang TP this week, apply QA na please. kita hati sa pad. hahahahaha. loveyou.

pucha i miss my sisters.

an affirmation

Verlaine Posted 27/6/2005you are a beautiful, intelligent, talented
young woman. you have so much going
for you! i am glad you won't come here
in manila only to be told you aren't all
the wonderful things you are. part of me
can't help wishing, selfishly, that you'd
be here next year and i'd have a very
good friend who would love me and get
me through the next few years. but you
deserve better than this. MUCH better.
so lots of hugs, kisses, and shared
laughs... see yah in davao when we get
home. :-)

tani.

magpahimoyong sya sa higad bala, kag indi mag cge multiply, or mag-gamit sang blog sa multiply, kay indi sya kabalo magsulat. ka'g tani, indi sya sagay su-ot sang pink kag partneran nya sang red, kay daw indi man tanto ka nami tan-awon. perte gyd sya kailinit nga bayi ah. kag tani, indi sya magkadto sa ayala kay indi sya angayan magkadto didto kay daw taga uma gyd sya ya.

lols.

am getting the hang of it. hehehehehehe.

thor

the name of the aol chat tech support, cuz we are tl's fave team daw. yay. ;0

oh boy, i have a situation

i finally found people to talk to, and ppl i find amusing, and then suddenly am gonna be moved out of training to attend another training. nalibog najud ko ai. am all freaked out with all the technical thingies i've to learn. again, am shaken and insecure, i always thought i can handle anything that's about call centers. i hate it when i feel little next to people i do not know. plus some ppl makes it worst for me pajud. gawd, iaminsecure.com mode na naman ako. ahateit.
plus, i've resorted to smoking again, when i thought that i should quit. dratttsssss.

we did the "bus" reporting last nyt, i played kris aquino, the rest of the guys played boy abunda/piolo/lito lapid/ and richard gomez. uber-funny.

ilovethis forwarded sms:
ilove sleep. my life has a tendency to fall apart when i am awake. ernest hemmingway/ jacel's text. ;)


am sorry if am removing ppl from my contacts' list, just that some i wouldn't wanna bother with my daily rants. plus paranoia 101 strucked me when i've learned some ppl from my list are harrassing ppl on my list din. ha!

oh, am still up by the way, the 9-6am sched is making my systems go nuts.


iwant a house. now na.

teej will have a baby girl. i am happy and jealous at the same time. i want mine too. jokes.


wukits. *gakus cebu*

sa dihang naa nasad daw ko kanawung

this one's better though. hahahaha.

inlovewitlife

this is to chronicle my weekend. OA. hehehehe. oh, i went home guys, all the gals from cebu took the different route, but, paksit, we found out that cebu pacific really does have the p800 one way flight, leche, punyeta, sana nalaman ko ng ma-aga......

piayaland is bearable. but, the thought of having to go thru calls before we hit real ops is killing me. promise.

and one thing i found out, some people here can be inconsistent, they'd act apathetic, condescending, haughty on some instances then act really really nice the next time...hey, make up yer mind..... that way i'd know whether i'd throw a major bitch fit or be uber nice as well.


oh yeah, the weekend, when i got home, mothergoose asked me to bring shobe to chonghua hospital, i slept the rest of the day in the hospital. sayang my saturday.... kathra, i knew you smsd. sorrrrrryyyyy, i will make it up to you come september or october. gawd, i wish am not going to be broke by that time. (i mentioned am saving for my place a gazillion times ryt?)

sunday i went with jang and augustine and moy to cheer for vonage inbound, the guys played (basketball. they lost. tanga si tines and moy. jawk. i had invites from armando, ginakilig ko kung mutext xa---hahahaha, paet and from moy to go out, gala....nonetheless, being in piayaland made me strange. i slept my sunday away at home. oh yeah, i went to ayala, alone during the afternoon. wukits, who knows i would miss beautybar/rustan's/the body shop muchos? hahahaha. am broke. promise. (sipa ko lata padung work this week)

then monday came and i had lunch wit narda and waited on queue for steph's ultrasound, she is going to have a boy, so nicco would now be a boy. hahaha, i almost cried. monday's beautiful cuz i saw my two best gals.

dinner at the hospital was great, cris and raymond.idioto bought liempo. hehehe. liempo nyt. shobe is reallllly ill, not acting ill.
this was the nicest night in cebu, me and my siblings slept at chonghua. i could not have another like that again in eons.

then at 3am tues, dich and i bought breakfast, hehehe, am sick of take-out, who cares tho, i wanna see cebu in filth at dawn, it's scarey, mabaho, and really sad, dami homeless near the chonghua area, breaks my heart to see it.

then am bound to piayaland.

this city is growing on me now. promise. and am not gonna whine anymore. promise, a cotrainee from class just confirmed that i do whine a lot.
oh yeah, i've lunchmates and will soon have churchmates. ha!

gakus and besos cebu.
prinsisa gyapon ko.

last nalang ko

stores near my place:
there's an indian deli that sells nothing that can be deciphered.
there's a wine store that sells russian vodka with this slogan: there is no other genuine russian vodka except vodka that is from russia.
and a deli shop that does not really sell deli. ang gulo dito.

lols.

tell me i do not look like her, or will not look like her when am older.

some guy from class wrote YOKO ONO on my name tag.i disputed it and he told me, wut's wrong with that she's beautiful? irits.i was truly truly bothered. leche. makabati'g nawung ang piyayaland.

thursday's almost there.....

yay! am going home for the weekend. ;)

tuesday was incredibly depressing. the rain was pouring madly and i had to buy breakfast. i hiked up to the nearby space burger/ coffee beanery stores however both of them were closed, i had to make do with starmart w/c served nothing but that uber hoooot jamaican patty thingy. gawd, i ended up crying.

i promised am not gonna whine or cry anymore. but, the whole breakfast and food situation here is pathetic. you'll end up wasting yer energy thinking where you're supposed to grab the next meal.leche. i need my pad now. huhuhu.

did i mention we did nursery rhymes last week? hehehehehe. i sang the cuppycup song. ha!

i feel like no matter how i try to not dislike ppl, i end up being over critical..... but, i shut up, i would rather keep my views to myself than start a confrontation especially when i know that the other being is non-dyosa or non-fairy like moi. jokes.


kathra, mingaw ko nimu. huhuhuhu


wari wari wari, am gonna be home soon.


oh 'learned this song last week:
monday's a bummer
tuesday's always fair
wednesday's getting better
thursday's almost there....
but friday, friday, friday,
is my favorite.... day-O!

friday's pay day. yay!

and after a series of disastrous starmart breaksfasts, i had another depressing run-in with the local coffee shops in the area, lahat sarado. hello. alas-sais na po! magsara nalang kayo ng tuluyan.

last nyt the class stripped a PC, i do not have the heart to do it. lalo na knowing it will come out of my paycheck if i ruin it. argh.

oh, two days in a row it has been sunny. lovelovelove it.

and jay who looked like minahamal asked me if i wanna go home with him. hahahaha. kilig.

i know we're cool

Memories seem like so long ago

Time always kills the pain


We have changed but we're still the same

After all that we've been through

I know we're cool 



And I'll be happy for you

If you can be happy for me

Circles and triangles, and now we're hangin' out with your new
girlfriend

So far from where we've been

I know we're cool

--


i don't want to write a my weekend was a blast entry after anticipating that it would 
be so-so. He is really teaching me to be more patient, un-over critical, not pass judgement 
as quickly, and make good or do with wut i have or not keep grudge. bacolod is turning me into
a goody two shoe but i wouldn't mind. hehehehehe. when i feel like saying something out of
tact or too confrontational i shut up or just sulk in a corner. oh, yessss, that's literally keeping 
to myself in a huge huge way. (naay kinaiya ang kada tao..... hugest realization during the week)

i didn't get enough sleep saturday nyt that i ended up sleeping til 3 pm not noticing that our side
of the city did not have current, then my tummy had these 5k revolutions per second that i dragged
myself to robinson's to eat and ward off the heat, yay, i finally could wear a tank, the last two weeks
am all wrapped in that oversize jacket and it's about time that i finally snap back to the 
sun is not clouded over mode.

then malyn called and asked me to have dinner with them at their place. ayun, we bought cakes
at calea, then bought inasal at enting's.... this whole bacolod misadventure is at times surreal,
who would've known i'd look at tj as a younger brother i never had and would end up third wheeling
him and his wife when buying vitamins at robinson's place, hehehehehe?  

time always kills the pain.....
the heart is a resilient artifice. ;)

i had a blast. :0 his wife is uber-sweet and chitchatty like moi. i went home at ten, just in time 
for the usual curfew at home cuz the guards did not hear me ring the bell one time last week
i ended up drenched by the rain.

and moi and roomies played tong-its and stayed up til 5am i think, then i just woke up, and 
thought that i should write about the weekend. 


and yeah, i live in the downtown area, but, i usually confuse it with the uptown, teej and malyn
is in the burbs daw, hehehehe, cuz apparently, it's hard to get cabs from their place.

ilove it that am near starmart and laundromats and drug stores and coffee shops, however, 
they close too early and one time it was a disaster cuz i decided to buy stuff from a deli 
nearby, toinks, they only sell indian food. tas later on in life ko na realize that it has 
indian deli sign outside. that weirded me juds.

i've another week to go, i've an exam to pass, i've to learn to strip, a PC that is. ;) and 
oh, did i tell you i got my contract signed last friday? that had me kilig like that. :0 
and yessss, i've to save for a pad. and yeah, amoy take out na ako, if naa tga piyayaland
PM me for home dinner beh. hehehehehe.

gakus cebu.....

oh bacolod

am gonna write a happier entry. i wish.

my week went well. di bitaw, it went so-so but at least it went in haste.
i passed the dell communications auditing. hehehehehe. that was thursday.
and today, i went to see teej and victor and jayjay---> who looks like minamahal ronski that's why i tag along with him quite often if i have the chance to.....
and met teej's wife malyn. (as of writing this entry, we are together)

;)

am not really sure how to word this whole thing, but, i soooo wish things will get better.
at times training gets to me and i just wanna cry. it gets incredibly lonely. arghhhh....

and at times i wonder if i made the right decision to move. it's frustrating.

at least i got invited to an anticipated mass though am not a catholic, someone offered to take me home, i actually got a ride home, and Lord, Lord, Lord make it better.

give me culture and give me friends. real ones. those that won't provoke me to back bite. hahahahaha.

this week is plain kilig too. yun nalang. hugs cebu and davao.

*hakus* bacolod. ;0

imber

it would be the loneliest feeling in the world
i would be standing in the rain

but, if you were beside me
and hugging me,

i wish it would rain on me my whole life.


gawk now, i cannot remember the forwarded sms. but, it made my day. hehehehe

aguas de marco

am not sure why am in this bosa nova mode today, gianco cui. hehehehehe. i won't google my trainer. hehehehehe

Waters of March

A stick, a stone,
It's the end of the road,
It's the rest of a stump,
It's a little alone

It's a sliver of glass,
It is life, it's the sun,
It is night, it is death,
It's a trap, it's a gun

The oak when it blooms,
A fox in the brush,
A knot in the wood,
The song of a thrush

The wood of the wind,
A cliff, a fall,
A scratch, a lump,
It is nothing at all

It's the wind blowing free,
It's the end of the slope,
It's a beam, it's a void,
It's a hunch, it's a hope

And the river bank talks
of the waters of March,
It's the end of the strain,
The joy in your heart

The foot, the ground,
The flesh and the bone,
The beat of the road,
A slingshot's stone

A fish, a flash,
A silvery glow,
A fight, a bet,
The range of a bow

The bed of the well,
The end of the line,
The dismay in the face,
It's a loss, it's a find

A spear, a spike,
A point, a nail,
A drip, a drop,
The end of the tale

A truckload of bricks
in the soft morning light,
The shot of a gun
in the dead of the night

A mile, a must,
A thrust, a bump,
It's a girl, it's a rhyme,
It's a cold, it's the mumps

The plan of the house,
The body in bed,
And the car that got stuck,
It's the mud, it's the mud

Afloat, adrift,
A flight, a wing,
A hawk, a quail,
The promise of spring

And the riverbank talks
of the waters of March,
It's the promise of life
It's the joy in your heart

A stick, a stone,
It's the end of the road
It's the rest of a stump,
It's a little alone

A snake, a stick,
It is John, it is Joe,
It's a thorn in your hand
and a cut in your toe

A point, a grain,
A bee, a bite,
A blink, a buzzard,
A sudden stroke of night

A pin, a needle,
A sting, a pain,
A snail, a riddle,
A wasp, a stain

A pass in the mountains,
A horse and a mule,
In the distance the shelves
rode three shadows of blue

And the riverbank talks
of the waters of March,
It's the promise of life
in your heart, in your heart

A stick, a stone,
The end of the road,
The rest of a stump,
A lonesome road

A sliver of glass,
A life, the sun,
A knife, a death,
The end of the run

And the riverbank talks
of the waters of March,
It's the end of all strain,
It's the joy in your heart.

i wish i would snap out of this miserable mood sooner. hugs cebuuuu.

a year in provence

i cannot think of a good post title, however ayear learning french and drinking wine would be well spent.

our sched went all screwed up when the client from dell came by, we were on the 9 til 6 shift then we were asked to go home monday nyt at 11, we then decided to go study at kgb, i think that's the coffee shop slash korean resto near my place. yeah, we did study for 30 minutes until teej started blabbing about wut happened to us last year in his jerkaloo point of you not only embarrassing moi but likewise embarrassing himself. even his wife would be beet red if she heard wut he was saying....
and so i am forbidden to speak wit him by the housemates. ayun.

tues and wednesday rolled by and i freaking miss cebu. leche. i fcking miss wut i have there. here i am unsure and insecure and unintelligent and un-princessy. ha!

oh yeah, i found a pad, a gal whose love problems can be cumbersome and draining at times offered that after she quits training i'd get the pad, but, i guess i still have to save for downpayment in case she does not move out, at least i know where to get a unit. it's a walk away from my workplace, it's a bit furnished, with a/c and cable tv, with all the works, and it has kitchen and my own lavatory. 4-5k.paksit. i wish i can afford it.

the rain makes the place more dreary. and well, i did mingle with other ppl, however, as arte as i am, i haven't found anyone less annoying, or any one of my own wavelength. sana merong kathra, merong nyc, merong stefifay, merong narda dito, eh wala.



and yep, some ppl from work are uber self righteous and well-principled daw. makairits. hellooooo, it's a call center for avaya god's sake, it's not even a grown up job. quit picking on teej, ko lang may karapatan. hahahaha

i picked up the laundry today. and am honestly going to cry if i am made to eat another take out.


then they mentioned that ifwe don't pass the freaking dell hardware test we go home. pay us muna, i'll be off the next bus to cebuuuuu.

okits here's a part of the orinoco flow of enya. gawd my hot trainer has culture.

Let me sail, let me sail, let the Orinoco flow,
Let me reach, let me beach on the shores of Tripoli.
Let me sail, let me sail, let me crash upon your shore,
Let me reach, let me beach far beyond the Yellow Sea.

From Bissau to Palau - in the shade of Avalon,
From Fiji to Tiree and the Isles of Ebony,
From Peru to Cebu hear the power of Babylon,
From Bali to Cali - far beneath the Coral Sea.

call in sick

if only i can. i've been down with the colds/cough...am not sure but it went for a month already and my coughing gets worse day after day. i took the clothes to the laundry shop, it's the most uncomfy feeling in the world. having someone to do it for me. it's just that laundry is somehow a spiritual experience for moi. lols. hehehehehe.

i miss my sisters. i found a new route when going home to sayboo, altho am not really sure whether it's available the whole time. taking the plane won't be an option cuz it'll make me a pauper.

i've another week to go through. hardwares. kutaw.

coming home to you

Start:	Aug 26, '06 06:00a
End:	Aug 28, '06

besides it's payday.

am going home. am tired of being dora the explorer, give me a break!

compromise

i want you home for good.


and i want you mine, all mine....

dear wari

i wish you were holding me close. i wish you were holding me close. i wish you were holding me close. gawd. am miserable.

sorento

went out with the roomies last nyt. i just learned that our place is accesible to almost all coffee shops in the city. solace nasad. hehehehe

i missed church cuz i did not go back to sleep until 9am. i folded my stuff and asked about the hardware of the dell pc. in-house tutorial. dratsssss.

ayun. am not the unhappiest gal there is...however, i want steff here. so we can both act greta.

gawd. our trainer's hawt.

weekend's over, my laundry is stacked to the heavens and sarado and laundry shop. pathetic ang buhay ko.

 

saturday nyt

spent the afternoon with toots/leo from college. oh yeah, we found out that we do not know where to go. had dinner at krua thai in sarosa, i think that's the place.
gawd i need a gal pal. am gonna die here.

what made me cry

kayata, nihilak ko kadungog kog gumang gi-atay pauli sa balay. argh. mabuang nako.

last day cebuuuu, i copied the whole page from orange batong

	rustans

	sukat sukat

	putol si kat

	ang almost bday girl

	sorry kat..

	last nlng kuno ko

	smokey

	last day

	abah!!! candid..  1 Reply

	masikip bah mare?

	ismile mare

	for the last time

	lola pina effect

	elements

	ikaw ay mamimis ko

	parat + fairyko

	bblleehhh

	ang dila

	baby ni raen

	baby ni dyosa!

	babyko!!!  2 Replies

	insik ka mare

	ahhhh

	mare hamisshuu

	kami

	dalawa