pseudo sibs

we have the same dresses. hahaha

in case yer wondering how am doing

some gals tried to dig out hole from my character, called some guy from two years back to tell them and HIM wut am i. at first i thought i cared. now i don't. noone knows my heart exactly. so there.

i've gone thru a freaking 9 weeks training. moved homes. i mean got a pad. am uber proud of moi cuz i had a closet assembled by myself. too late, baby, you offered help after am done doing my stuff. yess, i still needed linens and the burner you promised. but, somehow when you are in sobreity and when it's work days i am not exactly an entity to you. too bad, soo sad. but, wut am i to do?

in case you want to say hi, say hi to me at my main blog now....marchraenmaker.livejournal.com, i keep it blogged out and filled cuz this blog's secured at work. there.

okits, am doing fine guys. imiss cebu and bigby's and btc and the etel building. imiss being beautiful hahahaha. pucha. talagang real esteem issue meron nako.

 

and today i learned that: if you settle for anything less than wut you deserved, you'd end up getting less than wut you've settled for.

yesss, chris told me ilooked like sarahjessica parker.chinese version. uh-hu...i will endup up wit the real mr. big or maybe my matt broderick in time. this butterfly i won't catch, it will land atop my nose.

 

hugs cebu. mwa.

 

 

karya's trip to cebu

love, am sorry i did not get to go to bohol. i promise we will do paris next tym. mwa.

davey

am sorry if you feel like am shooing you away. i am not. i meant it when i'd sms you that i'd wait forever. yesss, am waiting forever. naiinip na ako.

do not tell me am hurting you. i am not.

but then i will not allow you to puke/ throw tantrum fits and ma-oy stunts at me this time around.

 

pictionary

i could not draw iguaco falls, i butt spelled my full name whilst jumping, and gwace caught it on video. (to be uploaded) talk about company policy. ;)

and and and

everyone's talking about it, no, ppl whom i thought are open-minded already gave opinions about me. but, i could not care any now. bahala sila, they do not know my heart.

nakakapagod mag blog ng inis and disappointment, what keeps me on my toes and laughing are the sms of shobe about kenji, my sister is a freaking paris hilton. there.

am moving into a really empty pad tomorrow, kakapay day palang pauper na ako. our plans to become hermits and sleep like rabbits went to the trash bin. i wanna scream imissu you idiot, do something about it.

things are working well i guess, james the expat is my QA manager. hahahay. he is okits, i guess.

they let some ppl from the class go. i do not want to be ummmm too emo about it cuz it will get to me.

dealing with wut happened saturday and sunday and explaining to ppl why we are together or untogether at the work place and not talking to him for two days now is way too much.

oh, karya called today...anyway, basta i've a house na. yehey.

with stained glass door and venetian blinds without closet but it is tiled and blue with roof top and that. and i can do laundry and that. and am literally going going to be a hermit.

i will miss you jose alfonso garcia....if ever yer not coming back. i want you to be in the team. =(

half the wave.tp

cafe brazze/ after party at the dorm/ mo2.... september 16, 2006

pull my hair

and today all i wanted is to cry
and for you to stay away and not tell me things that
you cannot recall when you are sober.

today i just want to be the hermit. you'll be the pauper or be the rabbit.

i just wanted to cry.

september 17, 2006

nathaniel gedorio bartin

you made me cry the whole afternoon.
know that you are loved and the world will be yours.

you are beautiful.

photos will be posted soon. haha.

am a proud tita.

life is a circus

i chose to stay at home last saturday but, mac smsd and told me to go out cuz he will cover the bills for moi, so i went with the other half of the wave and had vid-k and booze at cafe brazze then we went to mo2 to go dancing. i was having fun when well, am not gna take this against him cuz i know he is looking after me and all else from cebu, but, he said that maybe i shud stay away from mac cuz someone is jealous na daw and eto pa ang worse, i had to tell them if mac would sms. we had been friends since training, and quoting mac, can't a guy and a gal be platonic about things without having people think something is fishy with em? grabeh, sbe nya pa maxadong malicioso ang ibang tao. there. but, i still had fun tho, cuz i sang my heart out and danced and had vodka and beer....soooo, am good. Ü to think i did not pay for anything.

then we went on with the alcohol binge at home, girl's quarter until neal called that i go get him from their place, am like another mayor na kaya ang mayor ng subdivision mo, he was being a pain na parang kid, so i yielded. ayun, sooo much for being incognito, half the training class already saw us together.

mac told me he hadn't seen me this happy. ang sarap sabihin can one person make you happy and miserable at the same time. neal does. and am staying away.

the rest of the guys who stayed for more booze til 6am of sunday were mac/ rich--- who passed out then viktor, tl sly, niki, belle, and neal who ended up hogging my bed, i was compelled to stayup til noon nalang and cleaned the topsy turvy tsunami stricken living quarters, only to be told that my bed is hard and the dorm is an oven. gago talaga. hehe.

and so sunday's worship i did miss,but the gals at the dorm bought booze again and another tagay started na sad...all gals///

today, am grateful i told cee stuff, she would not judge me or take things personally, i hate having to face sandra and tell her i did not steal neal away. he is not mine, he is not hers either. i hate being in the office later and having to explain if i should explain wut's us.
hahay.

and dear Lord only you know my heart and if i am hurting anyone and if it will be a circus at work today cuz everyone will be talking abt me and neal You hold our hearts. we will only explain to You, and Lord tell em we are not romeo and juliet or tristan and isolde. we are rabbits and hermits who needed a break.

and neal davey sancho cordova. hati 25th bertday. heads up parin, iknow i met you somewhere in kindergarten, ur one of the most beautiful ppl i met in my lifetime. i won't regret anything done with you, but i will stay away until you know wut you want. ;(

alphas and deltas

the one thing that i remembered last friday was crying(again) and doing the backstabber game in class...we gave our pluses and AFIs(areas for improvement)...here's my list: in the order and the way they were written. bwehehehe

alpha:

friendly!!!!
beauty, brains, and personality!!!! <----yep!
friendly, easy to be with
a person you could really talk to
delicious
a friend you can count on and very affectionate
pretty and friendly
witty
nice smile
yah friendly
friendly and shows who she is
heart
adventurous
sexy!
sweet, nice
"hearty look" nice person
sweet smile
what can i say? she is a sweet girl and smart
sweet and has cute smile
i love my internet fiance!-----> now this made me laugh big time...
gwapa
intelligent
smart
grabe guts girl, i envy you----> am not all guts, i know i have it. bwehehehe
pretty and frank and poised
open-minded

delta:

take life so seriously
emotional
slang!---> ewan ko!
gullible and over-emotional
suplada "looks" but friendly
you are worth more than you think
loves to gossip----> hahaha this got me!
suplada usahay
no delta
too emotional sometimes
be happy wit ur life
too emotional (2nd)
don't think little of yer talents, you have a lot of them in you
think happy thoughts
scary tantrums Ü
don't whine too much ma'am
crybaby
enjoy life rain
you're prettier when you smile so smile, smile a lot i hate it when i see you frawn.... haha wrong spelling ang frown....Ü

thanks wave 1 of TP am touche gyd ya promise. but, i guess being new and trying to grope my way with work and bacolod is still a whole lot of beans for me. hahay.

eto pa, derechahan na

tas he promised he'd have lunch at work wit me, tas you went after him, tas he had to hurry away cuz you were there. parang nakakabwisit at times cuz ginapugos nimu imo self to him, he thinks yer a PSYCHO and yer choking him and kaibigan ko xa, naawa ako sa kanya.

....then there is this other gal din who is supposedly my charity case/work, i've been playing cher of clueless nice to her when i go out i try to ask her out, at times she would work her way to go with me and my friends, tas lately napansin ko she has to be in my daily calendar, that i've to consider her as an entity way too important not to get included. and she has been demanding explainations as to where i'd go or where i'd be or been. kahit who i smsd she would check. punyeta, di kita best bud, di kita shobe, yer not my mom, and yer not even pretty.


oo. some ppl here can be odd. <3

wut is wrong wit her?

We are in this giant dome like a glass snowball and the amazing little white stars were really only holes in the black glass of the dome and when you went to heaven, the glass broke away, and there was nothing but a whole sheet of star white, which is brighter than anything but doesn't hurt your eyes.It was vast & open and thinly quiet, and i felt so small.
--------------------> The Perks of being a Wallflower by Stephen Chbosky



she would go crazy if she finds out the guy thinks she is obsessed. there is this really non-pretty, supah ka odd manamit na gal with like really huge floater around her belly, and she thinks she is way tooo beautiful for the guy to fall for her. tas she believes her own lies na that she said the guy called her at 4am monday, and am like yer guy's with us boozing and you called him and went after him again, when in fact, ikaw lang may alam na magsyota kayo.

she wuz telling ppl crap about me, her mouth is really really filthy that when i come to think of it, para syang mas malala pa sa palikingkera, i've been putting up with you since day one, thinking that behind bad first impressions, a better person lurks inside you, that you are loud but in all innocence you are a good person...but, with the way you have been treating me since weekend, you do not even deserve diplomacy. i know i have been swimming with sharks lately when i should've swam away. i chose to be with cee last sunday because she talked sense and she knows how to have a good time without choking ppl. i have to keep it to a few ppl at times or keep to my own bubble. i do not need to explain why i wouldn't want to party because i know or thought that you are a friend and friends would plainly understand. there.

do not provoke me, i will really raise hell. piayaland might be yer territory but, you dress lamely, at times yer taste is just sooo imbecile and you are not beautiful for gawd's sake. i know how to get back at ppl and if di tika mapabarang cuz that's way wicked, watch out nalang sa calls mo cuz you'll get screwed. mangita ko'g bikil. ampoocha, katanga nimu, you crossed yer QA.

he said....

:: mabal.an ni mommy ko nahimo ko, mahambal gyd sya, ang apple la gyd gali ga fall far from the tree...wahahaha. nyt liwat.

:: lagyo ta hehe

:: upod sa TP lang ko maeat ndi nko mgwa

:: dts why i like you gani.... kg ky sdyahan ko cmu magsturya ky you listen gyd.

hahaha. he is sooo french. bwehehehe.



Personally I don't believe you can steal one human being from another.
You can't steal people,despite what Josh thinks.
People are funny. They just slip away.---------- One for my baby - Tony Parsons


He was also terrified that he hadn't read the small print of their relationship. He forgot that true friendship is a contract in which there can be no small print.------------- The Dreamers by Gilbert Adair

a tease and the weekend

am transcribing wut i wrote in my lj account. too lazy to encode again.

Mood:	crazy

:: sunday was a mess. cee stood me up, bought stuff that
i do not really need then am broke. then ppl thought that i
got lost,they're like really paranoid, then teej's wife even
called me and told me she tried calling dichee who is in cebu,
and asked where i wuz. ewan, wala akong naintidihan
why they all cared to know where i spent my sunday afternoon.

:: went to church with neal and jer.....i got convicted, really, however,
even if i am prompted to make changes, i tend to sin s'more....
i caught: if we cover our sins, God will uncover it for us, but,
if we uncover our sins, He will cover it for us....

:: it's true, at times, my sins would stare me down....

:: sunday after church.... i cried my way out
of a situation. hehehe. am glad i now am good with crying. i feel
totally accountable for hurting him, if he is really hurt. i did not go
party with them and did not have lunch with them. kaya,
some ppl were irked that inaway na nila ako. ewan.
sometimes i want my own bubble.

:: and my posse thought i got lost again during the night, talk abt major paranoia!

:: so i had the girl talk with CM, had pasta and vodka at mo2, am glad we
went dancing and had the craziest, real-life chitchat bwt real life and
growing up. then we bought ice cream at starmart. kakatuwa. 2 innocent
looking gals out at 3am. then we drove by neal's place
and went to the lagoon for an alcohol binge. went home at 6am!

:: today puppydogeyes picked me up, we are supposed to be incognito abt
this whole thingy that we have. it's damn hot. bwehehe. not telling more.


"ilike you cuz you are the most interesting person in class....
i missed you when you got transferred to the other class...."

gawd, ilonggo guys can be freaking french. sooo french. bisou....

and i went to the wash room, he pulled me close, tas am supposed to
give him a beso, we ducked cuz someone's there.

sa bahay

oh the sweetest thing

i'm trying to write a coherent entry. but i've never been described as coherent(would you describe someone coherent tho?) or logical or reasonable in my life, so bear with me.

:: i told you i already feel in love with the ppl here. at times some gets to my nerves but, those from here doesn't. except most sales assistants at the mall, they've attitude and needed some customer service training.

:: my rest days would fall on weekends cuz it's still forever mishmash training. and am not quite sure when will product training really start. so last night, saturday, altho we are on the verge of bankcruptcy, moi and belle and the cebu TLs koya sly and itay jepoi, and jose the adopted dorm-mate who is sooo cebuano in soooo many ways, except that he grew up here and CM, the baby gal who stood me up today...(for our supposed girl talk date, screw my phone it went dead and i cnt sms her, i decided to just blog. gawd, that's pathetic.) went out, there's this pub called revue na parang as damak and as loud as the now-closed courtyard at the village, then we thought it sucked to the heavens, we transferred to hisho...ithink that's the place, it's a korean vid-k club, twas laidback and the songs are free, and they have leather couches. hehehe. that, ilike. then went to this ewan place to buy siopao then to starmart then back to our place to have another binge session of alcohol. CM ended up dozing off and jose crashed our pad. there. i went ma-oy, and as useless said some stuff i shudn't have said. nakakahiya pagka gising for breakfast(breakfast today was nice, moi, belle, and the 2 TLs went to this carenderia, wala ragud, nice ra ang thot, libre ang sabaw) cuz i asked whether i said something and they wud endup laughing.

was smsing the love-of-my-life at the moment last night, and i told him how miserable i am cuz am stuck wit someone,accidentally. and i cannot get out of the pit i dug for myself, TL sly mentioned that it's likewise my fault cuz not all guys are cebu guys. ya'know. there. he is likewise stuck or buried in a pit he dug for himself. so, ewan but, he smsd this morning that he got out of it already and i shud be able to climb out of mine sooner. eiwan. ampo nalang nako ni. tawun.

 

:: oh, after shift yesterday we ended up boozing at ppl's village til noon. (after bfast at mcdo.) mac puked. he had this defenses that you cannot reach out or hold him. then piolo was miserable that when you'd look at him he would cringe, mubuslo ang simod, then toria was blabbing bwt teej, and the rest went home wasted. i slept til nyt. then went out again...(abovementioned)

am a waste.

 

:: i hold TL jep close to my heart, for one he is ill, he has diabetes. ewan altho his remarks at times are of sarcasm, i have leeways for him. once last week his sugar went up and asked moi to go buy medicine with him and have lunch. mabait syang tao. sana ganun lahat ng tao. sana ganun din ako. pero ayoko ng diabetes. masamang sakit. i cannot buy cakes from calea for him. kawawa.

:: training this week was odd. my mind would just go blank and i signed my written IR, no movement for the next 6 months. i really do not care though.

:: life in bacolod is surreal, but, i know that i would love it here somehow. but, paksit imiss cebu....

:: did i get stood up or did i not wait for Cee patiently? ewan.

 

 

 

 

dear Lord

i know i promised You that i'd be conscientious with my earnings, and that i'd save, i know i'd promise You that i will try to let my lil light shine, that way others might see You in me. i know i've promised enuf crap that has been constipated in me. but, Lord, gimme some time and i won't screw up. promise na naman. tas, i didn't mean to hurt anyone right now. at times, my actions can be misunderstood. (i just wish that some guys or the piaya guys would be more like the etel guys or the shamrock guys in general: no malice whatsoever. hahay.) y'know how i am. i do not mean some things or does not have any intentions of being harsh or rash or uncaring for other ppl's feelings. tino-od.

dear Lord, get me out of here after 8months. please. amen.

 

his.herstory

sometimes she would sms, tell you she doesn't want all these.

then he'd tell you he cannot get out of where he's in either.

and that you think... we're both miserable....


and maybe WE DESERVED EACH OTHER.

yipee.

i got a mattress.

second hand.

from neal.

p500....


pero wala parin akong rice cooker, mas gusto ko kasing magluto sa tsinelas.

paksit.

no rain

that's the blind melon song that keeps ringing inside my head.

All I can say is that my life is pretty plain



I like watchin' the puddles gather rain



And all I can do is just pour some tea for two



and speak my point of view



But it's not sane, It's not sane



I just want some one to say to me



I'll always be there when you wake



Ya know I'd like to keep my cheeks dry today



So stay with me and I'll have it made



And I don't understand why I sleep all day



And I start to complain that there's no rain



And all I can do is read a book to stay awake



And it rips my life away, but it's a great escape



escape......escape......escape......



All I can say is that my life is pretty plain



ya don't like my point of view



ya think I'm insane



Its not sane......it's not sane



i had the best and oddest clubbing experience there is last wednesday night, the company painted the training rooms too late, that the paint's fume were bothering the trainees so we were asked to go home earlier. all, almost, decided to go have alcohol binge session, my set of friends decided that we go to this vid-oki pub, rendezvouz. and for the first time in a month, i had a real party, ppl were wasted, and they were really singing their hearts out, i especially liked the part where everyone stood up, and were singing: escape...escape....yep, we are not sane. and we went to taste station for more booze and meet up with the guys who played dota, and had bacon and eggs.... eto ang the best: the scariest thingy i've ever seen since forever: piolo wore sandra's ring and it stuck in his middle finger cuz it's obviously too small for him, then he wanted to remove it cuz his finger was already purplish, vicky and moi and sandz had to force it out. haha. he was like a five year old crying, parang 911 emergency clip talaga.

and yesterday, thursday i did not get nuf sleep cuz miles drove me and belle home around 7am, my head was actually hurting muchos, and i were compelled to get up during lunch time, moi and belle decided that we have lunch at robi and i...i....i... got moi a pair of nike tsinelas. paksit, after much talks about being conscientious of my finances, i still am stuck in my old shell. but, wadahell, twas pink and it has flowers on it. yey. :) but, rice cooker na sana yun. teehee. trivia: during the week, moi actually got moi 3 pairs of tsinelas. one i especially like was from artwork---a canvas tsinelas, but, i guess i'll never get to wear it during un-dress down days cuz the acm had been issuing me warnings that i cannot wear flip flops. and the other pair's like really inexpensive(chelsea) and sandra got one in a different color, twas like the disciple's tsinelas. wukits. so much for the tsinelas speak.

gawd, i got an IR, a written warning, twas insubordination and neglect of work. eiwan. i wasn't pissed though am beginning to get used to it already, only etel did not issue and IR while i wasn't on the first or second month of training or before i got regularized. hehehehe. does that mean i got respect for the company? wowowow. ningning.

last night, the smell of the freshly painted room and all the saw dust hurt my eyes. we were even given surgical masks during the training. ang odd.

today: we drove past the ceres bus station after a mcdo breakfast of apple pies with CM, sandra, and miles....i contained the tears in when i saw CEBU. ampuoooocha. miss ko na ang cebu.


OH: they say law-ay when they don't like the place or the food, and would say pangimon when they meant jealous.....and it's really loud and sing-songy, abit high strung when they speak. hahaha. ilurve it.:)

But there's not a single person anywhere to whom I can say I am unhappy
because they would ask me why and the questions would begin and I would
break down. I mustn't break down because.... THE END OF THE AFFAIR, GRAHAM GREENE




imiss my sisterrrs. sorry about the turtle shobe...

school bus

sure i wanted someone to do the thinking for me, sure i wanted to wear someone's oversized jacket, sure, i wanted somebody to look after me, especially that am in a new city, yes, it's easier that i don't have to take mass transit home, that someone takes me to work and home and i have someone go get hash browns and hot choc'lit after logging out.

it was freakin' fine.


but, but, but,

iloveyou's are a bummer.

sooo stop.




-----------------------------

ewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwness

amapola

my new home. ka igat sa name sa building sa? hahaha.

and it's still on rosario street.

in cebu i got 266 rosario.

<3

sighs. kalukring.

on stewardship and monday mornings

 

i had to bring the laundry to mister labada today, it was awful. i had to carry an almost 7kg of soiled clothes and have someone clean it for me and maldita ayo ang gal who weighs the laundry. grr. i do not have anything good to talk about cuz the cashier from the pastry shop near our place ruined my day. i queued, i asked for fresh lumpia(lumpia from a pastry shop for breakfast?), i got a chocolait from their fridge and asked for a couple of eclairs, then after a 5 minute wait she told moi she cannot sell them cuz she doesn't have change. i muttered: magsara nalang kayo.
the sales assistants here really have attitude, and usually am not up for a verbal combat whenever am at the mall. under my breath i would just utter maldita then walk away. hay.

i've been wearing the same shirt i've worn since saturday, the gals from the dorm and moi had coffee at bo's sorento, sobrang pointless if you'd be out here, the coffee shops would close at midnyt or at 2am. eiwan. then i went to church wearing the same fenk shirt, then had dinner with jerjer and his childhood buddies in that same shirt, slept in it,then went out to buy breakfast without changing. it's letting go BIG TIME. i wouldn't try this back home. hehe.

today, i've an exam to pass. gawd, i've been bombing every technical exams we have.

i'm getting used to the fact that almost everyone speaks ilonggo, now, my tongue is getting the fluidity of the language, after all it's really a huge part of moi, and i've to learn speaking it really well. i'll make my mita proud. ha!

i just saw that ppl here would go for their own ppl, patronize their own restaurants, buy from the homegrown cake shoppes, and they have tubo and copras and bangrusan(???) every where, and they piko and pala their money(hoe and shovel) but, they bulldoze their debts. haha. ;)
ilove how closely knitted they are to their family and how they have to spend the weekends committed to spending it with their folks and siblings. it's soooo much like being in gensan, no more like being in marbel or surallah, where you can take a striker and tell him to take you to the old house, to the house on the uma, to the tindahan and they'd know.

it's beginning to be home. i guess. ha. ;)
but, i still feel newness in everything, parang nangangapa. masaya na kahit pano. pero paksit ako sweldo come pay day cuz am paying the downpayment for the pad. maaaaan, it's 11k almost! murag nipalit ko'g mobile phone, irits.

and i've to buy a mattress and stuff for the house such as a rice cooker. hay..... grover. makapulubi. am not moving into another city in the next 2 years. iswear. ('tik lang)....

dichee will have the baby this month. am excited. no, that's an understatement. but, NATHANIEL BARTIN, tita raen knows you'll be healthy and you'll be beautiful like that.

i don't wanna go to work. why would some ppl from work be concerned about me marrying a good guy. for pete's sake, i will marry and i will marry rich and die richer. haha.


oh, yesterday, at church, the talk was about stewardship---that us and Him are partners, He is still the owner however, we would work together, that moi should take care of wut He asked moi to manage, such as my body---that moi should quit lighting a cigarette and do yoga. hahaha. and tithing---- that i've to get used to living on the 90% of my income and the tenth belongs to Him, He was wise enuf to ask for the tenth because it doesn't seem too minimal to be insignificant but, does not seem to be too taxing for us..... and once again, You speak it sooo clearly Lord.

hugs cebu.


oh, am moving on october 1. my pad is empty. ampooocha. but, yehey parin. masundo gyapon ko sako schoolbus.haha. ;)

You go from dream to dream inside me. You have passage to my last shabby corner, and there, among the debris, you've found life. I'm no longer sure which of all the words, images, dreams or ghosts are "yours" and which are "mine." It's past sorting out. We're both being someone new now, someone incredible... Thomas Pynchon, Gravity's Rainbow

etel holidays 05

some pics i found and copied from gen. hehehehe

my imaginary household

yahoo's blocked on almost every pc in the training room and i cannot sign in to multiply, soooo i've been blogging on my lj acct....

http://marchraenmaker.livejournal.com/

i needed centering, no, more of an accurate gameplan because things and life has had gotten off track these days. some even misinterpret me as flaky and that. okits i may act flaky and ditzy but i really wouldn't bother anyone. and why would they care if i cling to one person the whole time, and they'd call it cuddling? argh.

i miss jaez. hahaha. i now have a guy friend who is more of the jaez substitute, i guess everywhere i go, i'd have a substitute for every guy or gal pal i have in a city or a company.

oh, i found two houses. am not counting on the first pad, am looking into getting the other pad, but, am not quite sure whether i should be taking it. it's 5k for pete's sake. and my paycheck slash payroll account would end up really dented.

am gonna die hungry in piayaland. awwwww.....

my set of friends(ha! progress noh, i've new set of buddies na...) were planning to take an hour trip to a waterfall resort next weekend. am going. congratulate moi. hehehehe.

team building will now start taking place every saturday at the guy's dorm, a bottle of red horse's needed for coaching, every agent/tsr's required to bring one. hahaha.


after muchos whining and muchos mishap, i've an OS test to pass cuz i've been slacking off and bombing every techie test there is last week, i've a house and a contract to look into, i've to save, booh, i've the whole bacolod ahead of moi and it will be fine.

oh yeah, we lost a charades game. i got les miserables and dangerous liasons tho. haha. we butt-spelled. ;)

after log out miles/cm/sandy had breakfast at mcdo lacson, ithink, and we drove sandra to silay, which is a 20minute drive away from the real city, hehehe, then took cm home. that was a real real rode trip. i hated it. nakakahilo. but, at least miles was kind enuf to show moi around piayaland.

i guess everything's lookin' up and i've really got to get used to take out whilst am here.



i don't think about us that much,
i know that when you are close by
the world turns out pink and
all is right.

but, do not ask me,
what about us...


yakap cebu. ;) yer missed.


and jaez, i will go home and i'll spend the whole saturday wasted with you. yer missed, muchos.

happy birthday ma!