pale sweetness.

want to share gorgeous stuff i found from the worldwideweb//
photos & paintings & prints are from http://unpetal.livejournal.com
http://stellaimhultberg.com
http://i-seldom-do.livejournal.com
http://my-sweet-panda.livejournal.com


sweet!

survey monkey

Q: WHOSE BED DID YOU SLEEP IN LAST NIGHT?
A: mine, it belonged to czar originally//

Q: WHAT COLOR SHIRT ARE YOU WEARING?
A:  a blue shirt from ms vista

Q: WHAT COLOR ARE YOUR UNDIES RIGHT NOW?
A:  pink et white stripes

Q: DO YOU HAVE ANY PETS?
A:  wala nku seafoams hahaha. Mature nako.

Q: MOST RECENT MOVIE THAT YOU WATCHED?
A:  the fountain, irits si nazel…bwahahaha. Cerebral ang movie wa nku na gets

Q: NAME 3 THINGS THAT YOU HAVE ON YOU AT ALL TIMES?
A:  an almost year old watch/ryan’s 9 year old ring/ calm tea & ginger
 
Q: WHAT'S THE COLOR OF YOUR BEDSHEETS?
A: pink!

Q: HOW MUCH CASH DO YOU HAVE ON YOU RIGHT NOW?
A: haha, nasa ako wallet is about p14//and wala ko schoolbus today, that means, magmantinir ko mamasahe

Q: WHAT WERE YOU DOING AT MIDNIGHT LAST NIGHT?
A:  cursing and blogging and laughing at the technician’s calls. Lalo na katong usa na nay sariling hold music

Q: HOW MANY PEOPLE ON YOUR FRIENDS LIST ARE EX'S?
A: a couple of them are

Q: WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE PART OF THE CHICKEN?
A: wings parin! But, dili jud nako ganahan ang buffalo wings

Q: WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE TOWN/CITY?
A: as of today, cebu. :)

Q: HOW DID YOUR LAST RELATIONSHIP END?
A: I said goodbye cuz am moving to a different city. Wow. Sappy.

Q: I CAN'T WAIT TO...?
A: log out, go home, then sleep, or be a team lead//hahahaha. Baliw. Dili bitaw I wanted to talk pero mubuhat mag team cork board design ako gusto ka-talk


Q: Who got you to join friendster?
A: people from sykes, jacel mentioned it during college in one of her letters tho

Q: How long have you been at your current job?
A:  8 months! Wow. Tomorrow will be my 9^th. Ang bilis ng panahon in 3months time mag one year naku in a job. Wow.

Q: Is Tom on your friends list?
A: who's tom?

Q: What was the last thing that you said out loud
A: kay mature naman ko!

Q: Look to your left. What's there?
A:  cubicle ni czarirai. But, to be specific, qa guidelines cheatsheet

Q: What is the last thing/person you spent over P1000 on?
A: a plane ticket to cebu

Q: What's the last piece of clothing you borrowed from someone?
A: wala, but panburikat nazel gave me a teal skinny na problematic ang ako e-pair na top

Q: What web site(s) do you visit the most during the day?
A: multiply, friendster, soundpedia-maaan, nalingaw ko sa playlist nko

Q: If you could drink anything right now what would it be?
A: I’d want Gatorade, grape, no reason, or maybe becuz I miss having to go for a run (eventho it’s raining) to the nearest select store to get it

Q: Does anything hurt on ur body right now?
A:  my ego//becuz am still not over the planning exam and there came another challenge [that I might be interested in applying as sup for a travel account]

 

Q: What city was your last taxi cab ride in?
A:  piayaland. Wisteria,hysteria.

Q: Do you own a picture phone?
A: archaic photo phone na lurve lurve nako cuz it’s from dich..fyi, I never bought a mobile phone in my life

Q: Admit something about yourself.
A: that now I am scared of sudden changes or of being shaken from my comfort zone//piayaland is beginning to be a comfort zone (tho it gets to be lonely at times) especially sa partying like a rockstar part, it is… and my job is beginning to be non-toxic, I’d be scared of adjustments.

Q. Where is one place you would love to live right now:
A. mallorca baby. Davao baby. Some place where they’ve a marina. Whaaaaaaaam, baliw.

Q. What is your favorite food:
A: iloveshushi forever. But there’s pesto, and there’s all-berries cheesecake, and there’s siomai and shrimp dumplings and there’s shawarma and ponkan and relleñong bangus & chocolate mousse & watermelons & balut, fuzzyduck!

 

 

technician's blunder

Current mood:	amused
Current music:	just a girl-no doubt

i'd update this each time i can... 

tech :: sir can you give me one moment, i'll pull up yer account. 
caller:: okay
tech ::  ahum, huhum, ahuhum....(aw shucks, may sarili syang hold music)
tech:: is your ink cartridge new tho? you have to purchase from d*ll tho.(fave word nya tho)

caller:: my call got disconnected, i was speaking with victoria
tech:: oh, victoria will call you back...(bow sa aht.)

tech::thank you for calling...enjoy your nice day.(sureness, nice day juds)

tech:: thank you for chosing d*ll!(bwahahaha. grabeh ka past tense)

tech::all right sir, please hold it. (meaning, i'll put you on hold ba)

tech 1:: may i have the caller's name?
tech 2:: oh the caller's problem is that he wanted to set up the printer wirelessly.(plang ang active listening)

caller::(irked) i hope you have a nice life!
tech:: you too sir. thank you for calling...(hala, wala nya nafeel ang presence na gi-mock naxa)

*updates:

caller: so do i have to get a new printer?

javin: sugar-coated....yesss. (wagi ka jimylyn)

caller: why is your name jimylyn?

javin:[on mute] raen, jimylyn daw name ko.

raen:[sings] are you jimylyn? who wants to know, who wants to know?

ahay.

 

wish you were here

now it sounds like//it’s almost a cliche

 

 

 

 

 

 

Raen

We are just an advanced breed of monkeys on a minor planet of a very average star.

 

today.

Today I’m grateful for:

 

-the opportunity to learn new things; to figure out answers and work-around to certain questions that I have in mind. Ilove questions when I can discover or rediscover answers. Ilove what it is that confuses me because I’d comeup with a cogent reason to dig. Ilove asking Johnny things. But, I did not ask him anything today. I asked someone else. :) still…

-for my job…it doesn’t define me, but, it gives me moolah to buy shoes. :)

-cuz consistently, they’re the number 1 team, and am not their QA kaya, so no bias. Hehehe. I wonder why I care so much. Is it becuz I’ve done their team coaching more than a couple of times or is it becuz most of the ppl there are pleasant? Well, I said most. Not all. Boohoo.

-cuz the happy streak did not wear out…

-cuz my tummy is not acting up…

-cuz it’s a Friday and it’s the last day of the work week, tho I’m broke, am looking forward to a weekend of much sleep and laundry(gawd, wut do you know Lysol can make one giddy about laundry?)

-cuz forgiveness found a way into my heart. Yak. Yak again. Yakking still. Btw.  It’s easier to smile and my chest is not heavy(too graphic of an image)// and it’s easier to talk/make a conversation. See, mature najud ko. Hahaha.

 

 

 

:: the new account chose greek gods for their team//why didn’t we think of that? Why why why?

 

I am grateful to be free and alive and for finding myself wanting, but, despite the lack that I have, I thank You Lord for today.

 

 

 

Jumpy and thrilled,

Raen ♥

 

It’s strange you never start out life with the intention of becoming

bankrupt or an alcoholic or a cheat and a thief. Or a liar.

 

pardon the repost. i don't have a life.

i like my body when it is with your by e.e. cummings

i like my body when it is with your
body. It is so quite a new thing.
Muscles better and nerves more.
i like your body. i like what it does,
i like its hows. i like to feel the spine
of your body and its bones, and the trembling
-firm-smooth ness and which i will
again and again and again
kiss, i like kissing this and that of you,
i like, slowly stroking the, shocking fuzz
of your electric fur, and what-is-it comes
over parting flesh.... And eyes big Love-crumbs,

and possibly i like the thrill

of under me you quite so new

buzzzzzzzzzzz

verlaine, thank you. i came across this today. :)

lemme marry rich,i'll purchase beccaria aplenty.

beccaria

luisa beccaria. if managhan ako moolah or if naka jackpot kog haciendero then beccaria it is. www.luisabeccaria.com

::::::calibration is a bone to pick on

 

i'm blogging on a business meeting. eh kse lahat ng nagsasalita puro indian and taga ottowa and hamilton(?) & they're using jargons.

 

baloney

baloney

baloney

 

when will i become a big city corporate wirl? when?

wut's in a name

rae anne villaruel gedorio

There are 23 letters in your name.
Those 23 letters total to 117
There are 12 vowels and 11 consonants in your name.
 
What your first name means:

Scottish	Male	Grace.
Scandinavian	Female	Doe.
Hebrew	Female	Diminutive of Rachel: Ewe. Rachel was the second and favoured wife of Jacob in the Old Testament.
English	Female	Doe.

Your number is: 9

The characteristics of #9 are: Humanitarian, giving nature, selflessness, obligations, creative expression.

The expression or destiny for #9:
The expression that you exhibit is represented bythe number 9. Your talents center in humanistic interests and approaches. You like to help others as you were intended to be the 'big brother or big sister' type. You operate best when you follow your feelings and sense of compassion, and allow yourself to be sensitive to the needs of others. You work well with people, and have the potential to inspire. This suggests that you could successfully teach or counsel. Creative ability, imagination and artistic talent (often latent) of the highest order are present in this expression. It's possible that you're not using or developing all of these capabilities at this time. Some of your talents may have been used at an earlier time in your life, and some may still be latent. Be aware of your capabilities, so that you can make use of them at appropriate times.

If you are able to achieve the potential of your natural expression in this life, you are capable of much human understanding and have a lot to give to others. Your personal ambitions are likely to be maintained in a very positive perspective, never losing sight of an interest in people, and a sympathetic, tolerant, broad-minded and compassionate point of view. You are quite idealistic, and disappointed at the lack of perfection in the world. You have a strong awareness of your own feeling as well as those of others. Friendships, affection, and love are extremely important.

Undeveloped or ignored, the negative side of the 9 expression can be very selfish and self-centered. If you do not actively involve yourself with work that benefits others, you may tend to express just the opposite characteristics. It is your role to be very involved with other people and their needs, but it may be difficult for you achieve this role. Aloofness, lack of involvement, and a lack of sensitivity mark the low road of this expression.

Your Soul Urge number is: 11

A Soul Urge number of 11 means:
With the 11 Soul Urge, much of your thinking and interests relate to the abstract, the spiritual, and utopian dreams. You are motivated toward idealistic concepts, and the sharing of your ideas and concepts with humanity. This number is not one that is giving in a material or a practical sense, but rather one who desires to help mankind with a more abstract commodity such as religion, spiritualism, occult studies, or even psychic abilities.

If you possess the positive 11 Soul Urge traits, you have a dream of the perfect world; you are highly idealistic and inspirational. Your inner strength and devotion to your beliefs are extremely strong. You have a very good mind that is especially well equipped to handle the higher, more abstract forms of thought.

If there is an excess of 11 energy in your makeup, you may possess some the negative 11 traits. There is a tendency for the 11 to produce considerable amounts of nervous tension which is bought on by a very high level of awareness. You may be too sensitive and overly emotional. In some cases, these sensitivities and emotions are quite repressed, and this tends to add even more to the sense of nervousness in the makeup.

The strong 11 is not a very practical person because of the extreme idealism; often, there is a degree of self-deception present. There is usually a rather fixed idea of right and wrong held by those showing strong 11 traits, and with this very often is a resulting attitude of inflexibility.

Your Inner Dream number is: 7

An Inner Dream number of 7 means:
You dream of having the opportunity to read, study, and shut yourself off from worldly distractions. You can see yourself as a teacher, mystic, or ecclesiastic, spending your life in the pursuit of knowledge and learning.

 

 

www.paulsadowski.com

 

 

cuz i'm inta eh

this is a me entry. a totally me entry.

kay ni-mature ko over the weekend,gi-reiterate naku that i am not gonna get involved in any company gossips. lemme keyword-oblivious anymore. (ha ano daw?) wala ko ambition and i don't like being papered(past tensed sa pa-papel- cuz it's kapuyness to become paper when you cannot check the mediocracy of yer diction and yer gramm-ur is poor...) and plus nindut najud diay ko mubuhat atong 3wise monkeys' speak/hear/see no evil numbers...

pardon if i throw fits thru my online is it-johrnal? cuz i'm never ever gonna get good at throwing real fits like cindy lera can. she's queen eh. :) in my frustration i would most likely keep to myself or if not, when i run out of logical explainations(spell check-am bad with spelling) i wind up misty-eyed, na mafeel ko nalang that my cheeks burn. so burn baby burn.

they cancelled the calibration today/ kaning mga indian noh, mang indian jud literally.

miss kits asked me if i hid my journal. i did not. i quit using my lj cuz i cannot track who visits it. (lingaw kaha ang thought that ppl visit yer blog and tell you-raeny you write well-wham! pang feed og ego cuz nabuak into a million fakshet pieces ning swarovski crystal clam ego nako when i bombed the planning exam. yesssssssssss, i haven't gotten over it.)

and then eds asked wut was in the extra shoppin' bag i'm carrying; she quibbled that i have ppl who'd shop for me. oh yes ginamus. iwonder why ppl give me things. clothes specifically. murag, charity case siguro ko or is it that madali akong bihisan? bwahahahaha. baliw.

gi-add ko sa uyab sako manghud. hay, kay pinangga ko ako shobe, cge goers.

:::may i go back to bad english? ako pinaka pet peeve(tho aminun nako i speak with ummms, use thingy when i cannot properly describe stuff and i am not politically correct the whole time-am good at euphemisms tho-dili manko blunt jud) nako is when a certain person would brag, tas when pastoryahun na in english would not make sense. as in ginamus. makatuwad. at times, ako nalang ma-embarrass para nila. maypa ang taw na bogits sa the maths kay dili kaau maklaro, musulti raka, ai nasanay naman gyud ko gamit calculator, but, a person with an extremely bad grammar or who thinks he/she can speak english pero plang sa tanang plang kay makawa jud respeto.

mabalik tayo sa maturity over the weekend:: ganiha kay napanindigan nalang nko akong ginger-real-mature mode:: i waited an hour para log out, kuyog mi uli, nauna sya walk kay gibara pako sa guards cuz gicheck ako bag. to be fair to fave person, gi-open niya ang door. then nauna lakaw. mag throw na unta ko daku na korean fit, wa nalang. nagbaby steps ko. kabantay sya, nilingi sya ug nihuwat. dah.i've a million thoughts running inside my head, una didto kay, Lord, ayaw tawn mi ipa get stuck sa trapik, kay awkward najud tawn ni amo ginastoryahan.man, kepuyness minaw sa storyang metrics and work. mao ra ba jud ning common ground? nindut pod storya ug ai, i found the tree of life-ha, jawk.... tas i checked the truck, wa na, buak jud ang part sa window. if immature ko, ni crayola nako. oh wells, pugong ko'g crayola. pag naog nako ug ni gunyt, gihuwat nya ko kasud sa gate. didto nako ni crayola. but i managed to say hi to my neighbor pa man gne.

this entry is not worth yer while. i just want this written. gikepoy naku sge doodle mga anorexic looking gals with eyes na mas daku pa kesa eyes naku tas wala'y clavicles.

:::::

oh my devotional read: one monk planting an olive sapling. asked God for frost, for gentle showers the next day, for some sunshine the next. yet, the olive plant dies. he asks his fellow monk wut must've gone wrong with his prayers? the monk said. God knows wut's best. just ask Him to do wut He thinks best. ***in light of this, paano na ang being specific in prayers? may i be confused??? :) today's passage/devotional entry from streams is wonderfully pretty, i forgot where in matthew was that. basta it talked about the tulip growing in God's care and well, the monk and the olive above written.

 

1neLove! God Bless.

attimesamjustnotinterested,

R

 

albert.

albert

ganiha. 3/29/2007

angel.

marsi lost her baby last night.

no words.

Mr Brightside

 

  

  

Mr Brightside


I'm coming out of my cage
And I've been doing just fine
Gotta gotta be down
Because I want it all
It started out with a kiss
How did it end up like this
It was only a kiss, it was only a kiss
Now I'm falling asleep
And she's calling a cab
While he's having a smoke
And she's taking a drag
Now they're going to bed
And my stomach is sick
And it's all in my head
But she's touching his-chest
Now, he takes off her dress
Now, letting me go

And I just can't look its killing me
And taking control
Jealousy, turning saints into the sea
Swimming through sick lullabies
Choking on your alibis
But it's just the price I pay
Destiny is calling me
Open up my eager eyes
'Cause I'm Mr Brightside

I'm coming out of my cage
And I've been doing just fine
Gotta gotta be down
Because I want it all
It started out with a kiss
How did it end up like this
It was only a kiss, it was only a kiss
Now I'm falling asleep
And she's calling a cab
While he's having a smoke
And she's taking a drag
Now they're going to bed
And my stomach is sick
And it's all in my head
But she's touching his-chest
Now, he takes off her dress
Now, letting me go

Cause I just can't look its killing me
And taking control
Jealousy, turning saints into the sea
Swimming through sick lullabies
Choking on your alibis
But it's just the price I pay
Destiny is calling me
Open up my eager eyes
'Cause I'm Mr Brightside

I never...
I never...
I never...
I never...

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

<3 

we can only change the world, if we allow the world to change us.......

 

 

a repost.kay kibaw nko muscreenshot. hahaha.

oh the power of print screen.

 

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sakspan.

muread najud ko emails. oh, again, the power of print screen.lols. manul.

 

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and you give yerself away

i've matured over the weekend. and so,

am not gonna get involved in any company gossips. cuz i'm not jealous(labo)

i'll happily eat ponkan on a daily basis

i won't care if a slice of bread(the normal white one-dili tong organic looking wheat bread) has more carbs than a cup of rice

i wish people respected space.

i believe that when i get irked at a beginning of a bad call(while i'm listening to one), i'd have a harder time going thru it. so it's gonna be keyword apathy this time.

 

::: today, i got an ms vista shirt from bryan, small- i wish they could've gotten it in large. then it would be a sleep shirt. :) nagreklamo pa.

i did not get a decent shut eye today. it's domestic violence at it's finest. una ang daming red ants. pangalawa, how did my room accumulate that much dust? third, the building's water situation did not get any better until dusk.

i miss my sisters plenty. kiss penguin for me dich.

God Bless.

 

 

 

mr. jones.

at last found a site that plays this song...

 

 

Sha la la la la la la la.
Oh.
Uh huh.
I was down at the New Amsterdam starin' at this yellow-haired girl,
Mr. Jones strikes up a conversation with a black-haired flamenco dancer.
You know, she dances while his father plays guitar.
She's suddenly beautiful.
And we all want something beautiful.
Man, I wish I was beautiful...
So come dance the silence down through the mornin'.

Sha la la la la la la la.
Yeah.
Uh huh.
Yeah.

Cut up, Maria! Show me some of that Spanish dancin'.
Pass me a bottle, Mr. Jones.
Believe in me,
help me believe in anything.
'Cause I wanna be someone who believes.
Yeah.

Mr. Jones and me tell each other fairy tales,
and we stare at the beautiful women:
"She's looking at you. Ah, no, no, she is looking at me."
Smilin' in the bright lights.
Comin' through his stereo.
When everybody loves you, you can never be lonely.

Well, I wanna paint my picture.
Paint myself in blue and red and black and gray.
All of the beautiful colors are very, very meaningful.
Yeah, well you know, gray is my favorite color.
I felt so symbolic yesterday.
If I knew Picasso,
I would buy myself a gray guitar and play.

Mr. Jones and me look into the future.
Yeah, we stare at the beautiful women:
"She's looking at you.
I don't think so. She's looking at me."
Standin' in the spotlight.
I bought myself a gray guitar.
When everybody loves me, I will never be lonely.
I will never be lonely.
Said I'm never gonna be lonely.

I wanna be a lion.
E-everybody wanna pass as cats.
We all wanna be big, big stars, yeah but, we got different reasons for that.
Believe in me 'cause I don't believe in anything,
and I wanna be someone to believe, to believe, to believe.
Yeah.

Mr. Jones and me stumbling through the barrio.
Yeah, we stare at the beautiful women:
"She's perfect for you. Man, there's got to be somebody for me!"
I wanna be Bob Dylan.
Mr. Jones wishes he was someone just a little more funky.
When everybody loves you, ah son, that's just about as funky as you can be.

Mr. Jones and me starin' at the video.
When I look at the television I wanna see me starin' right back at me.
We all wanna be big stars, but we don't know why and we don't know how.
But when everybody loves me, I wanna be just about as happy as I can be.
Mr. Jones and me, we're gonna be big stars...

 

 

 

gabirthday man gle ang traidora

wahahaha. happy birthday pan burikat!

daw correct ka pirmi mag advise,wadafeck, happy 50th nazel.

loveaplenty,

raenyberry

ungo update

 

 

 

 

chi, alis na sa house mo, ana chubby(shobe) nakita na daw nimu mumu sa washroom? unsa iya face? nagunsa sya pagkita nimo? nascare ka? -dich.

*wadafeck ang ungo.

 

dear kerby

nimahay ko na ni unli ko pagtext nimu. muduwa ra diay kag ps.

alive kaya ko the whole night. bow.

amaw ka. :) amaw.

 

 

dapat nipapicture ta last time sa? 

 

 

 

ponkan.good vibes.

i swiped the pics from kathra. hellsagsdira.

no wonder i kept eating ponkan. awa sya. mueat pod. naa paxa care bear shirt.

--

and wow. this one's (ambut gi unsa ni sa multiply pag align-but the pic wit two gals na wala'y ponkan ba)kadamakan united. go damak.

for more ponkan wolfing gals check kathra's post. sucks to be you, huh?

 

fly away little cloud, fly

i never felt well rested until today.it's kapuyness jud diay if naga night shift ka.(czar and i were thrilled we'll be on the same sched until who knows when becuz of anand, yehey to bangalore!)

 i leafed thru my devotional and all i found was words about His promises. and discernment-like the birds up north, would fly down to countries in the pacific because they can sense warmth inside their hearts. our hearts worked the same way too, and as certain as those birds, we can be sure that He will do wut was promised.

so; promises, i am somehow abit oblivious that it's campaign period and it's about election time. naisip ko lang naa kaha sila suggestments kung unsaon nila ang say, 20 kabuok na palaboy sa piayaland? or how will they get the working class involved in volunteerism or taking actions? how? how? how? pero btw, sayang i couldn't vote this year, the last time i did vote was elections 04. if you guys have the chance to vote, please vote, who knows, you might've voted for one soul who'd be the gatekeeper in the congress or in senate. or maybe, masking sa local governance. cebu would really need to do something about taking care of callcenter agent's safety-hello-this is a thriving industry. we need yer word and actions on how you'll go about keeping us workers safe from the kalbo pothead bastards who scraped my knee two years ago!

on volunteerism:(dili ko musign up green peace cuz turf nani ni eric// or do sunday school or vbs cuz wala ko church-waaaaaaah, rason)

hay, padung na summer, my hunger is oddly insatiable these days, siguro because of the peppery heat, i would end up finishing 3-4 ponkans in one sitting or wolfing down a can of fruit express. feeling nko, it's either worms (haha-purga every summer light years back) or it's binge eating, either of which, dili tama.

i woke up and rearranged my clothes, tas dusted my shoes, tas picked my work clothes for the rest of the week. sa inis ko na walang tubig like 3 days straight, and kelangan namin mag-igib sa ground floor. water where art thou? btw, buing ang tag-iya sa amo building, wala'y security guard, that explains why nakawatan ako fave person, second,garbage disposal is: wala'y klaro. ambut oi. pero i kept my fits to myself, nang-angay nalang ko things nako and niyoga, nalipay pako. yey!

am in at 9pm, i'll have a calibration to attend to. i should be expecting bombays duelo in english. ha! shiny.

dear mai, dili nako tangtangun ning anorexic looking gal becuz of her green eyes and her full lips. hahaha.

dear czar, naguilty ko cuz i made you cry. that was purely theoretical ganiha oi. hay. yehey. preho nata night shift. mayaman na tayo. hehehe.

God Bless.

 

 

 

♥

mutuo nako ug signs. and of things that will fall. naturally....pila naka months ni hang ning crocheted bear na identical sa gihatag nya kay czarina...then ako nahulog. with matching heart pa nahulog.

signs. wake up call. keyword self control, ikaw ba yan?

 

ayyyyyyyyyy

yaks. wuvwuv nako si dom//

:::

You've got a friend in me
You've got a friend in me
When the road looks rough ahead
And you're miles and miles
From your nice warm bed
Just remember what your old pal said
Boy, you've got a friend in me
You've got a friend in me
You've got a friend in me
You've got a friend in me
You've got troubles, well I've got 'em too
There isn't anything I wouldn't do for you
We stick together and we see it through
You've got a friend in me
You've got a friend in me

Some other folks might be
A little bit smarter than I am
Bigger and stronger too
Maybe
But none of them will ever love you the way I do
It's me and you
And as the years go by
Boys, our friendship will never die
You're gonna see
It's our destiny
You've got a friend in me
You've got a friend in me
You've got a friend in me

Ehrmann

Max Ehrmann

Desiderata

Go placidly amid the noise and haste,
and remember what peace there may be in silence.
As far as possible without surrender
be on good terms with all persons.
Speak your truth quietly and clearly;
and listen to others,
even the dull and the ignorant;
they too have their story.

Avoid loud and aggressive persons,  (wahaha-ako ba dapat inyu e-avoid?)
they are vexations to the spirit.
If you compare yourself with others,
you may become vain and bitter;
for always there will be greater and lesser persons than yourself.
Enjoy your achievements as well as your plans.

Keep interested in your own career, however humble;
it is a real possession in the changing fortunes of time.
Exercise caution in your business affairs;
for the world is full of trickery.
But let this not blind you to what virtue there is;
many persons strive for high ideals;
and everywhere life is full of heroism.

Be yourself.
Especially, do not feign affection.
Neither be cynical about love;
for in the face of all aridity and disenchantment
it is as perennial as the grass.

Take kindly the counsel of the years,
gracefully surrendering the things of youth.
Nurture strength of spirit to shield you in sudden misfortune.
But do not distress yourself with dark imaginings.
Many fears are born of fatigue and loneliness.
Beyond a wholesome discipline,
be gentle with yourself.

You are a child of the universe,
no less than the trees and the stars;
you have a right to be here.
And whether or not it is clear to you,
no doubt the universe is unfolding as it should.

Therefore be at peace with God,
whatever you conceive Him to be,
and whatever your labors and aspirations,
in the noisy confusion of life keep peace with your soul.

With all its sham, drudgery, and broken dreams,
it is still a beautiful world.
Be cheerful.
Strive to be happy.

Max Ehrmann, Desiderata, Copyright 1952.

ilurvethis poem.

 

the truth is

tho he said it's all right; i feel responsible for his truck. he parked it right outside my apartment, near a mini island, i told him, his truck is off track, and maybe he should park it on my driveway. he said, he got it.

then his pa gave him a piece of his mind becuz of wut happened. i feel awful actually. and because of this:: we are not all right.

he has given me keyword: self control the whole weekend, after the incident.

is it my fault? his damn truck should have an alarm!

and at times, am wondering, maybe i should have gone to church with him last sunday. if his parents saw us sitting on the same pew, maybe we'd be okay. just maybe. and again, am sure his parents would love me...i am part chinese and i would sit on the church pew all day if they'd want me.

uuuuug. baliw.

ppl from the weekend

wow. parang celebrity.aol.com hahaha. baliw.

::nazel-that extremely mahal na bangrus lunch from red ribbon and convincing her to purchase that preppy bowling bag.

::butterfly-the quest for joe's pig and snapshots out of her kewl phone

::cee-grabbed me a hardbound notebook for doodling and spared nazl from her chinese bumbay mode

::::we saw the fountain-w/c is a different story altogether, might want to post my insights about the movie w/c i thot was cerebral at first, but, i thought wrong. wata waste of 70bucks, maynalang movie is cheapipay here...we had lunch at red ribbon, saturday afternoon well spent at sm-gawd, retail therapy does wonders::::

::hags-the sweetest guy, am wondering why we weren't on our bisdak mode

::dolsy wit famly-this city is growing in me, it's mine!

::jeremy-post dinner and dessert from calea east on him- am not gonna throw fits anymore,i've matured over the weekend.

::javin-too much cocktails ain't good forya. let's yoga.

::joe-am not taking beer alcohol. we found yer pig kaya! yer family have beautiful deep big eyes. ilurve!

::lissete-finally yer out! thanks for the margarita and onion rings.

::roland-ohwow, you got me cocktails. or is it cocktail? malaon ka man? methinks i'll sms you once i'm really desperate for help. tutdan mga guys from trinity. haha.

::lawrence-school bus taka gyapon pati weekend. hehe. you'll definitely be TL. pirmi ko ni prayhan. promise.

::czarina-bohol beach club beach bum.

::bryan-am glad you had fun at dumagets, unta nidikit lang ko sa soles sa imo shoes going there.

:::jer and i were at eastblock, didn't know that gianco would play, too bad czar and niki weren't there- they'd be thrilled:::

::tres-saw me after church, in a lasalle garb, beamed and said am out of uni, off to cebu.again makes me wonder why am stuck here.

::kermit-ohgawd yer alive! i got tired waiting for you to finish dota or is it dota really, i wind up sleeping.

:::wut bothered me was the fact that the whole congregation spoke in tongues, just like the story in pentecost-this shook me. i was taught differently. again, i've to look for another church and it's getting to be a task.:::

***monday cee, came by for dinner, got me fastfood, my usual cheeseburger meal, murag fine dining na sako paminaw. the whole day i spent smsing sassy and her and dich, who told me she needs prayers for teletech. God will give. i know. i am certain, like cashing a check from a bank. He will keep and do wut He promised. oh, myk, we'll talk soon. it'll be fun, dami ko katarantaduhan, makuyawan nasad ka. or maybe not. hehehe.

Alam ko mejo baliw toh, i finally saw the guy who lives in my washroom, he was wearing a white kamise de chino. i cannot be scared, am compelled not to react cuz before i moved in i gave my pad to the Lord and told Him it's His, if there's anyone living there, then that anyone should go right? hehehe.***

sunday early morning:: he said some bastards broke into his car. window's broken and his stereo was stolen. i told him i felt i am to blame and that i am sorry. he said it's all ryt. things are his fault. that i go back to sleep. should i apologize for the mess that would happen to him each time we are together? nganu pirmi man jud da-ug la salle over the ateneo? why why why?

God Bless yer work week!

greycloud'sgone,

R

 

 

dear anvi

i wish we are sharing the same city; this way i can give you my biggest hug. i am proud of you. loveyou. we'll talk. let's talk. *)

 

summer peach

3/24/2007 sm-red ribbon and elsewhere, more pictures, laterssss. photocredit:cee et butterfly

4 phil unis made it to the world's top 500

copied this from leah salonga's blog

I now hang my head in shame... WE WERE BEATEN BY THE LASALLITES, IN ACADEMICS!!! (am echoing her- blue eaglet pod ko eh:)---plus the whole time i thought ateneo education is best.

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Four schools in the Philippines are among the Top 500 Universities in the World.
The research and study was undertaken by Times Higher Education Supplement-
Quacquarelli Symonds (THES-QS) World University Rankings.

The top 500 universities were chosen from among 15,000 educational institutions
worldwide. To be part of this elite list of universities, the institution has to meet
several stringent criteria, including faculty-to-student ratios and ratings given by
more than 3,000 academicians & 700 leading international employment recruiters.
The University of the Philippines (UP) was the highest ranked local
school with a global ranking of 299 and 47th among Asian universities. Behind
UP in the list are three private universities:

De La Salle (392nd),
Ateneo de Manila (484th), and the
University of Santo Tomas at 500th.

Meanwhile, the top 20 leading universities in the world are the following:
Harvard (1st), Cambridge (2nd), Oxford (3rd), Massachusetts Institute of
Technology and Yale (tying for 4th), Stanford (6th), California Institute of
Technology (7th), University of California in Berkeley (8th), Imperial
College London (9th), Princeton (10th), University of Chicago (11th),
Columbia (12th), Duke (13th), Beijing University (14th), Cornell (15th),
Australian National University (16th), London School of Economics (17th),
Ecole Normale Superieure (18th), National University of Singapore and
Tokyo University (tying for 19th).

Many of the top universities are American and British, but there are
sprinkles of representation from Australia, France, China, Singapore
and Japan. Most of the leading American universities are private; in
fact, on that top 20 list, the University of California Berkeley is the only
American public institution.

Among the leading Asia-Pacific universities on the THES-QS list of the
world's 500 leading universities, 90 are from Asia. Japan leads with 28,
followed by China (including Hong Kong) with 16, Taiwan with 8, South
Korea and Thailand with 7 each, Malaysia, Indonesia & the Philippines
with 4 each, Australia with 3, Singapore with 2 and Bangladesh with one.

:::♥

prolly ppl can see us together or untogether at some point during the week// joy even speculated and so did johnny.

i was just wondering why am always the bad guy when it comes to relationship and when am actually the one who'd wind up hurt or baffled at the end of the line???

i know this time he is prince eric who went on a detour or he is once the frog prince. and it'll be all right.

iwas just trusting that the unsaid and more cautious treatment and unworded stares already would be a good enuf foundation that one day i'll be sitting on the same pews next to him.

enuf drama. next!

him: raen ano plans nyo later?

her: maglaag man guro ming jerjer murag dili klaro but, muSM mi today nila butterfly

him: at 2?

her: di ah, 1pm, cuz early ko nag log in//our schedule for next week sucks, diko kasabay cmu

him:: oo, kalain. madinner lang ko later kuyog ako ig-agaw----

her:ah oo. cge.

murag at times, kapoi najud mga wala'y klaro na conversations. unta musulti nalang ug tarung if naa jud concrete plans for the weekend. mura last week naa man. nganu this week wala? wut gives?

 

cuz my pet isn't gonna be here

today ilurve my job becuz::

of johnny// hahaha//

of cee and her bibit na mcdo cheeseburger meal na gikaon sa mga pirranhas-spell check

of law//alangen

of nazel and butterfly cuz muadto mi sm later *)

and they flocked my station, masking delayed ako work...lingaw. :)

ihatejeremy->bang. dili man diay mi madayon laag...

ug ni clap ang whole floor when june butterfly said this in a manly voice: jake! sakiton taka karun!

it 's sooo gay. :)

oh weekend.lovely!

edits: just when i thought i'd be miserable---so many things are happening, was browsing thru daphne op's flickr page, when jayjane suddenly gushed: this is raen our qa analyst, can you tell them more about yer job? toinks wut can be more embarrassing???!

bow.

♥

♥ kami nalang daw ni jeremy mulaag tonight.

would this make me sad?

oo// awa ang attached pic. mubati ako nawng.

 

 

 

 

 

willowy billowy widows

3/24/07

tj about trean

the other day daw first na pagkulob ni Trean. Karon lang ko naka witness jud nagkulob cya. Gapaningkamut na ug kamang. :-)

3/24/2007

4:55 am

congrats pareng teej!!!!

 :-)

 

the shoebox

jump!

nakrungkrung ko the other day//my cave where i lick my wounds//see, it's empty if you have an entertainment center and a fridge- pm me for donations. :)

dear lie.

♥

1 am

inatay ang gkk.gugmang kinawat kawat//gagmayng kiat kiat//

cee and i had dinner at pepe's last night(and saw shoti-napinakatarung na taw sa nakita nko-unlike some ppl who sings to the tune of i'll never get over you---tas didn't do anything to not sing that song!) and we had daiquire and tequila shots//and we sang//i mean she sang. tuti fruti is some guy:: lami ipapatay. bow. if magka-uyab ra unta, dili nawng chabo// (spoken in defense of my lil pseudo sister)

bow.

i may be broke. oh cee, kaintindi ka na why it's one a.m.??? :) i may be not.

i'll miss czar and bryan over the weekend. waaaaaaah. kuyog ko dumagets or bohol. why am i in sugarcane fields forever???

 

ohloveinseparable::

when Healthcliff left the Wuthering Heights, Cathy was wild and sad and cried to the moors...I AM HEATHCLIFF....

 

 

kay mananap kang animala ka mai

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*(

Sooner or later I too may passively take the print
Of the golden age — why not? I have neither hope nor trust;
May make my heart as a millstone, set my face as a flint,
Cheat and be cheated, and die: who knows? we are ashes and dust.

- Alfred Tennyson, Maud

 

"D'you know what happens when you hurt people?" Ammu said. "When you hurt people, they begin to love you less. That's what careless words do. They make people love you a little less."

--The God of Small Things by Arundhati Roy

;(

Virginia Woolf to her husband, Leonard.

"Dearest, I feel certain I am going mad again. I feel we can't go through another of these terrible times. And I shan't recover this time. I begin to hear voices, and can't concentrate. So I am doing what seems the best thing to do. You have given me the greatest possible happiness. You have been in every way all that anyone could be. I don't think two people could have been happier till this terrible disease came. I can't fight any longer, I know that I am spoiling your life, that without me you could work. And you will I know. You see I can't even write this properly. I can't read. What I want to say is I owe all the happiness of my life to you. You have been entirely patient with me and incredibly good. I want to say that — everybody knows it. If anybody could have saved me it would have been you. Everything has gone from me but the certainty of your goodness. I can't go on spoiling your life any longer. I don't think two people could have been happier than we have been."

Suicide note, to husband Leonard.
written 18march, 66 years ago.

baile conmigo, me siento hermoso

Current mood:	indescribable
Current music:	jesus take the wheel

talking to johnny makes sense at times:: i guess he can sound righteous and politically correct and sound adult cuz he is old. diba, if you wanna be bright or maybe wise; talk to three old men? am i correct or am i correct? i am. labo.

i threw another fit today; so i guess i could never be this calm level-headed person that i wanted to think iam. sue me. sue policy and all that crap that came from michael(d*LL)--- hehe. 

i love that translation: it says: dance with me i feel beautiful... 

translate now!

wukits, back to johnny; i feel like a child, with a fave doll each time i speak about one fave person; he isn't my fave person but he is helpful and he is actually instrumental to making me understand that i've to be cool about policy and when is it to call it as your discretion to do things. this entry is pointless blather i know. i am exhausted// or maybe exhausting my time focusing on one tiny tiny detail of my life that i fail to see wut's the point of all of these...point being:: i may not have badly spoken about it or wasn't truly disappointed about not being able to go thru the whole being transferred to another account, i just end up being fearful of trying again. 
so johnny:: he told law that he had to determine whether he'd choose between law and the other nice guy, seniority ended up weighing more because all of them who came from trinity had this odd unwritten rule about seniority. who is old wins. :) am not gonna argue.
:: then he said that law should not be disappointed becuz the promotion would truly come to play when it's the right time; again, it's applicable to me likewise. but, am not looking for a promotion, i was looking for a change of workload.

:: he also mentioned that he would make good and try to top every exam there is, knowing that there's only one subject that he would need to be good at- true para namu ni law- law on his metrics, me- on the darn planning exam that i've to hurdle in the incoming months and being better at auditing.
:: and that law should take it in prayers, when things looked glum, he prayed when he first got to TP, he said, and all fell into place.
*pero i'm been telling law the same. naminaw kaha sya nko? or i don't look convincing? *mescratchesmyhead*

wow. old guy.

and then they were talking about things that i did not understand. so... i left the conversation. at times they speak in such an ilonggo way that i could not truly grasp their meaning. asa man jud ko dapat? mag korean na lagi ko. bow.

hay, i am extremely lucky to have met beautiful souls in every workplace that i've been to// this is enuf siguro.

have a good one.

sweet cherry

dich once told me: if yer not sour graping you are sweet cherry-ing//making nice or sweet of a situation// mehatesme for bombing a 15 minute planning exam that i actually passed some 8 months ago// then i thought maybe He would still put me on hold because--->

:: His hold music is kewl. house and reggae combined. *) No, i was put on hold because I might have not asked for the position fervently.

:: When asked for the reason for applying, i lamely replied with i just wanted to try.

:: i have illogical reasons for wanting to change scope of support; i.e. i thought it would be lonely to be shuffled to the real qa pods and leave the operations floor, i thought it would be cool if i went with the china queue cuz law would be there, rich would be there, and our hongkong brit support romeo would be there. i'd get to hang out with shiney happy ppl, fearing that i may lose the happiness streak that i'm at now.

::moreover, He already yielded my request for a tech account and an off the phone workload. wut more should i ask? am i being a stuck up brat? i am not.

::this city won't always yield. i've to face the fact that i may not be able to pass every exam there is- and i shouldn't take myself too seriously because i went thru the cpa exam and flunked it big time but, i did not weep; knowing the idea of taking it already made me realize my heart slash courage to do things. wowowee- maxadong dramatic tong entry!

::i still have to learn how to take tech calls and get to know ink cartridges and printers better. and see the beauty of technology and michael dell's company. there's muchos to learn, am not supposed to just leave this account yet.

****wahahahaha. flunking the dummy exam actually amped my fear factor for trying things. but, there's always next month....i can do the exam again. hopefully, i'd get thru the ropes//

uber productive lately;qa team coaching with johnny's team is tad fun:: i kinda liked talking to johnny already, tho he is out of tact, ilike questions and figuring things out: it's like going back to college and speaking to a little girl only she's wearing her daddy's work clothes. can i just say i hated their team sched? wala ko school bus na. ugggggg.

God Bless.

 

the ego has landed.

i bombed the planning exam. mu-tumbling nalang ko to disneyland instead mag sup call for telco. can't you see am hurt???? =p

para ni saku 5 year old pet who makes my 4am shift a bit more bearable. thank you for not knowing. hahaha, ano daw?

Let me take you down, 'cause I'm going to Strawberry Fields.
Nothing is real and nothing to get hung about.
Strawberry Fields forever.

Living is easy with eyes closed, misunderstanding all you see.
It's getting hard to be someone but it all works out.
It doesn't matter much to me.

Let me take you down, 'cause I'm going to Strawberry Fields.
Nothing is real and nothing to get hung about.
Strawberry Fields forever.

No one I think is in my tree, I mean it must be high or low.
That is you can't you know tune in but it's all right.
That is I think it's really not too bad.

Let me take you down, 'cause I'm going to Strawberry Fields.
Nothing is real and nothing to get hung about.
Strawberry Fields forever.

Always know sometimes think it's me, but you know I know when it's a dream.
I think a "No," I mean a "Yes," but it's all wrong.
That is I think I disagree.

<3

Let love seek & let love find. It's simple.

who sang this song gne? who who who???

still on a giggley happy streak.

except for:::: the cab driver who irked me cuz he did not give me my change, imagine he is 10 peso short of change//the bastard! ::::and the lil girly ghost kept creeping into my dreams. cee, you shouldn't have mentioned her. argh.

::::calibration is a bone to pick on.

someone asked me if i were taken: i said: smitten. *) yeah.

 

 

 

 

here goes nichie

at last//

20march2007 yellowcab sm//

the commonplace

saksak sinagol pics// some are for czar(ctrl c ctrl v) //20-21 march 2007//yellowcab sm and tp piayaland//

surround yerself with happy infectious ppl

am glad i bumped into joe// grim plus glum mood can be infectious//he told me to surround myself with happier people if i wanted to work effectively. i've been on a really happy streak lately, and i am sorry if i cannot jolly everyone out of their sour mood.

i cope with my own lil grey clouds at times// so i guess ppl should learn self-help.

cobwebs is not my fave word.(translate:sapot)

ialt3u//there's a slim chance that out of a hundred thousand ppl in this city, they can hire ppl with telco experience. we will do just fine. *) crossing my fingers.