kay ni-mature ko over the weekend,gi-reiterate naku that i am not gonna get involved in any company gossips. lemme keyword-oblivious anymore. (ha ano daw?) wala ko ambition and i don't like being papered(past tensed sa pa-papel- cuz it's kapuyness to become paper when you cannot check the mediocracy of yer diction and yer gramm-ur is poor...) and plus nindut najud diay ko mubuhat atong 3wise monkeys' speak/hear/see no evil numbers...
pardon if i throw fits thru my online is it-johrnal? cuz i'm never ever gonna get good at throwing real fits like cindy lera can. she's queen eh. :) in my frustration i would most likely keep to myself or if not, when i run out of logical explainations(spell check-am bad with spelling) i wind up misty-eyed, na mafeel ko nalang that my cheeks burn. so burn baby burn.
they cancelled the calibration today/ kaning mga indian noh, mang indian jud literally.
miss kits asked me if i hid my journal. i did not. i quit using my lj cuz i cannot track who visits it. (lingaw kaha ang thought that ppl visit yer blog and tell you-raeny you write well-wham! pang feed og ego cuz nabuak into a million fakshet pieces ning swarovski crystal clam ego nako when i bombed the planning exam. yesssssssssss, i haven't gotten over it.)
and then eds asked wut was in the extra shoppin' bag i'm carrying; she quibbled that i have ppl who'd shop for me. oh yes ginamus. iwonder why ppl give me things. clothes specifically. murag, charity case siguro ko or is it that madali akong bihisan? bwahahahaha. baliw.
gi-add ko sa uyab sako manghud. hay, kay pinangga ko ako shobe, cge goers.
:::may i go back to bad english? ako pinaka pet peeve(tho aminun nako i speak with ummms, use thingy when i cannot properly describe stuff and i am not politically correct the whole time-am good at euphemisms tho-dili manko blunt jud) nako is when a certain person would brag, tas when pastoryahun na in english would not make sense. as in ginamus. makatuwad. at times, ako nalang ma-embarrass para nila. maypa ang taw na bogits sa the maths kay dili kaau maklaro, musulti raka, ai nasanay naman gyud ko gamit calculator, but, a person with an extremely bad grammar or who thinks he/she can speak english pero plang sa tanang plang kay makawa jud respeto.
mabalik tayo sa maturity over the weekend:: ganiha kay napanindigan nalang nko akong ginger-real-mature mode:: i waited an hour para log out, kuyog mi uli, nauna sya walk kay gibara pako sa guards cuz gicheck ako bag. to be fair to fave person, gi-open niya ang door. then nauna lakaw. mag throw na unta ko daku na korean fit, wa nalang. nagbaby steps ko. kabantay sya, nilingi sya ug nihuwat. dah.i've a million thoughts running inside my head, una didto kay, Lord, ayaw tawn mi ipa get stuck sa trapik, kay awkward najud tawn ni amo ginastoryahan.man, kepuyness minaw sa storyang metrics and work. mao ra ba jud ning common ground? nindut pod storya ug ai, i found the tree of life-ha, jawk.... tas i checked the truck, wa na, buak jud ang part sa window. if immature ko, ni crayola nako. oh wells, pugong ko'g crayola. pag naog nako ug ni gunyt, gihuwat nya ko kasud sa gate. didto nako ni crayola. but i managed to say hi to my neighbor pa man gne.
this entry is not worth yer while. i just want this written. gikepoy naku sge doodle mga anorexic looking gals with eyes na mas daku pa kesa eyes naku tas wala'y clavicles.
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oh my devotional read: one monk planting an olive sapling. asked God for frost, for gentle showers the next day, for some sunshine the next. yet, the olive plant dies. he asks his fellow monk wut must've gone wrong with his prayers? the monk said. God knows wut's best. just ask Him to do wut He thinks best. ***in light of this, paano na ang being specific in prayers? may i be confused??? :) today's passage/devotional entry from streams is wonderfully pretty, i forgot where in matthew was that. basta it talked about the tulip growing in God's care and well, the monk and the olive above written.
1neLove! God Bless.
attimesamjustnotinterested,
R
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