Tuesday, February 28, 2006

24 years. almost there.

24 in twelve days. yikes. yacks. shicks. jace, who knows we'd get this far?    for everyone turning 24 this year. lalo na addu BSA 4C. i hope this would be a great year for all of us.

 

better friendship. better relationships. the best job. a non-sickly self. a better soul. rekindled relationship wit HIM. not go thru quarter life crisis. or any crisis at all.

 

yay to 24. i am getting there.

mathia gabrielle




my surrogate daughter. ilurve it when she calls me her mommy. =)

the cutest.

Monday, February 27, 2006

300 letters, purple square

bessitos, bisous, xoxos


i've no improvement wit the sun salutations. so far, am stuck there. nonetheless, consuelo de bobo, i got me the pink laced up shoe from puma, it's more like a ballet flat slash harumbee-spell check, rather than pang-yoga. yes, panindigan. =)[investment for my lower back]

i discovered or will relive an old stress reliever: planting cactus.

i've a new nickname for armand: siopao ang pao =) and i still think he is crash-worthy. secret ra.

kathra and i had cake at postrio-btc and spent the rest of the morning at my place. i'm really lucky we ended up as friends. now, she's friends with my sister chickie too. =)

kermit smsd. =)

the nicest sms i got for the time being: thanks for coming into my life. thanks pod tai. =)

ilurve my team mates =) most of them =)

ihate steph's guy wit a passion, he is dukha and his attitude shows. iwant him dead.

iadore the insik tl, wafa and mabait. =)

last night's shift was great, lunch was wit bjane. at least di ako mag-isa.

i haven't smoked a stick in 2 days, ithink. ang saya. progress. =)

iam dead worried about steph. =( but, come to think of it, she's lucky to have mhiwa for her best bud. i wish i could be someone who'd be readily available to BE THERE.

mhiwa's call made my night. yes, i will try to become the friend that she is to steph.

dich is throwing up more often. poor thing. sana kumapit ang baby. =(

 

 

altho cebu seemed like it's empty, it's not. =)

 

life's beautiful =)

Sunday, February 26, 2006

rudest agent. charnes.

sheyts:

 

nishagit ko'g "sige'g storya"

 

wala naku na mute. ni hung up ako caller.

 

my life is over

sup col

mejo mabunganga sya for a guy.

tl  lance uli na. please lang.

 

 

walang kukuha ng sup calls ko.

maka-irits. lami najud mag bitch fit.

 

plus the fact na naa co agent na murag combi ni cookie monster/dora the explorer sa pagiging retard. sobrang malalang retard. why did God make mosquitos and hippos?

 

argh.

pahabol pics from sumilon


and we're still fine!

Saturday, February 25, 2006

*sigherts*

walang terrano.


but, same and his team mates were there during lunch..tos eric was there. naka freeload ko'g tsa tea. dili na kaau mingaw. ü


 


i promise i'd quit. this is the end of the pula/lights/menthe/orange sticks. i could hear myself breathing. and my heart palpitating[spell check]. i resolve to do perfect sun salutations before my shift, tho walang sun.


oo, the yoga mats come in singles. and supah ka brato sa shoes, and naa'y pink and purple. nice. ü much nicer cuz the nike lady offered to call me once they have the mats in stock. kewlness. ü

we're pregnant.

the cutest thing: if steph's baby would be a girl and chickie's would be a boy, ipa-kiss namu. hehehe. steph would name her's stephanie margareth, hehe familiar? or if it's a baby guy, then it would be stephen, sooo laguna beach. ü

my nephew's one month older than steph's girl. [charness, murag sure nga nephew daw ang ako] ü the baby IT has a new ultrasound pic, wala pa ang peanuts tho. ü

 

i realised, i actually have 3 younger sisters, si chickie, si cai, and yes, bagong addition si steph. ü ang happy! we decided that we go stay in the same apartment. sana feasible.

kalingaw, we'd have 2 babies consecutively, come september and october. ü

 

 

my rest days went fine, altho noone smsd that we go out, except for jaez, na sigurado ako nagtatampo big time cuz i didn't get to reply. thursday i slept whole day, friday nag fine dining kami ni shobe sa KFC, harhar, that's becuz the whole morning i did a hamperful of laundry, maawa. [pag anak ng dukha walang labandera!]

 

the best buko salad slash lihi experience: dich had her preggers craving acting up big time, i was compelled to go to the mercado to have the manong buko scrape 5 young coconuts and have the water saved. argh. paaanish maan. imagine, i've to walk a block carrying the whole thing, heaviness kaya. and yes, grabeh ka hygienic ang whole process, add up the flying green+black bangaws. if you know what i mean.

 

footah! i came to work at 9, i only got to log in at my ws at 958. ewan, my freaking log in isn't working.

 

duka cure: espresso worked! yipee. pisti kay nag queue maau. and wala si TL lance, nag sms lang xa ng have fun. tama ba naman yun? puro kami demonyong walang impyerno ngayung week.

 

kermit smsd. same msg, mustamus, wer ko workus. ano veh. ayaw nya pa din mag call center kasi bulol raw sya mag english. argh.

 

 

and today: it's miwha's daughter's 2nd birthday. hanna had a mcdo disney princess thingy. hehehe. steph's cousins came as a lil gypsy and a robin. hehehe. kakatuwa. at binigo ko si lil gypsy aika sa trip to jakosalem. ü miwha's other gal pals are totally heidi klum moms. grover ka maka insecure. shicks. oo nga, makahadlok na ang amo appetite ni steff, we gobbled a serving of pasta, cheken and rice, and fries. kakasuka kami.

 

everyone's preggers and a mommy. <3

Wednesday, February 22, 2006

sira mata mo

pinaka malalang myopic ka.

soak yer contact lenses sa timba timbang

lense cleanser.

 

please lang.

jeep.

am an hour early for work. namasahe ako, then the jeepney i rode in had to pull over cuz a parak gave him tickets, i gathered it was because he went over their supposed boundary. ai, ewan... ano na ba nangyayari sa pinas? =(


i downed two bottles of half a litre of water in one sitting.


 


amazing. ü


 

Tuesday, February 21, 2006

i saw ppl in med school smock this morning =(

kaya ako SAD....

 

 

my aht is down the drain. i've had one call escalated. tanginang negra, $23.90 lang dinispute pa. grabeh ka inut ning mga kano. 30 minutes ang call. technical support bah eto?

 

lunch was sad. very. rest day nila jaez, i waited for the black terrano, noone from voip wit a familiar face entered the PIPC at 230am. =(

 

everybody's on a rest day. hahay. and armand was closing a sale when i came by his ws.

 

steph did not even make it to work today.

=(

 

I walked out this morning and I wrote down this song
I just can't remember who to send it to

I've seen fire and I've seen rain
I've seen sunny days that I thought would never end
I've seen lonely times when I could not find a friend
But I always thought that I'd see you again


 

this does not happen all the time.

the past couple of days when i am home my sisters are home as well. =) and we would ask how each other's day went. sana gan'to parati.


 it sucks to the heavens to leave early in the evening and they're both sleeping soundly. =(

Monday, February 20, 2006

...maxicare...

 
i'm stucked in etel til noon.  cuz maxicare screwed my folk's maxicare i.d.'s #*&$!!!!

alam ko adopted ako, pero wag naman sanang ipagdiinan.

 

maawa.

ay nah.

ni agi si craaash sa ako WS

kataw-an niya ako yoga stick figures.

 

lagi na, trying hard na ko maging yogist. (tama ba?)

 

pogiiiiiiii kaau sya, as in.

 

bagay niya ang green na shirt. ü

wa lang mi dungan lunch run tho. =(

mga maliliit na bagay

sabay nasad mi ni fave TL nag break.

 

ü

 

nag-sms si kermit.

 

ü

 

mike ty replaced his stolen phone na.

 

ü

 

ang dami ko nang kabati.

 

ü

 

ang saya ng mundo.

 

ü

iiyak mo lang at isumbong sa langit

i overslept.

 

my head feels über-heavy. naiiyak ako going to work. i wanna sleep s'more.

 

 

the news is depressing, a whole village is lost to a landslide somewhere in negros, the incident was even reported in aol news.

 

what's ironic is that ppl only knew that such village existed when it was literally wiped out of the map.

ithaca


Ithaca


When you set out on your journey to Ithaca,
pray that the road is long,
full of adventure, full of knowledge.
The Lestrygonians and the Cyclops,
the angry Poseidon -- do not fear them:
You will never find such as these on your path,
if your thoughts remain lofty, if a fine
emotion touches your spirit and your body.
The Lestrygonians and the Cyclops,
the fierce Poseidon you will never encounter,
if you do not carry them within your soul,
if your soul does not set them up before you.


Pray that the road is long.
That the summer mornings are many, when,
with such pleasure, with such joy
you will enter ports seen for the first time;
stop at Phoenician markets,
and purchase fine merchandise,
mother-of-pearl and coral, amber and ebony,
and sensual perfumes of all kinds,
as many sensual perfumes as you can;
visit many Egyptian cities,
to learn and learn from scholars.


Always keep Ithaca in your mind.
To arrive there is your ultimate goal.
But do not hurry the voyage at all.
It is better to let it last for many years;
and to anchor at the island when you are old,
rich with all you have gained on the way,
not expecting that Ithaca will offer you riches.


Ithaca has given you the beautiful voyage.
Without her you would have never set out on the road.
She has nothing more to give you.


And if you find her poor, Ithaca has not deceived you.
Wise as you have become, with so much experience,
you must already have understood what Ithacas mean.


by Constantine P. Cavafy


 


footnotes:


jace, printed this poem on a birthday card she sent to me for my 18th birthday, i realized that everyone of us is really on road to our own ithaca. enjoy.

Sunday, February 19, 2006

boy craziness

2am lunch

sabay mi lunch ganiha ni craaaasssh.

if this happened back in december,

i could've fainted na.

 

still... dili xa si minamahal. argh.

isang tanga at kalahati

if i stayed and watched you sleep, would things be different now?

 

ambut.

hinuktuki raenski.

on a sunday morning

after shift was great, since friends na kami ulit ni jaez.  i wonder why i would give him sooo much slack after what had happened, pero, i don't think i should take things against jaez na since he already did say he was sorry, and from now on, would take care of me. naku, bungga! we had breakfast at mcdo JY, sighs memories. JY. nalingaw ko maayo cuz i had to explain to him what was in the hash brown. hay si jaez.

 

minamahal sat near him, pero i didn't get to talk to him, until i asked for his employee number cuz i would need it. sighs.

 



magsipa naku ug lata padung etel starting next week. pauper naku. nag total black out ata sa mandaue today. strange. init kaayo ang house, naawa ako kay dich, i decided to take her out for lunch. at ang mga anak ng pasta [including shobe's boyf cris] ay napadpad sa bigby's uli. for the first time in months, i had lunch together wit my two sisters .outside the house. sit-down lunch. di minadali. ang galing.

 

at pinanindigan ko ang pagiging jologs. cris wanted to watch pink panther, i wanted to watch close to you. and syempre my siblings' vote were for my movie of choice, walang choice ang boyfriend, he ended up getting tickets for close to you. and wko karealize nga sunday diay. sheyts. ayala was jammed. we settled for the front rows. cheesey ang movie and it's the end of my being a citizen of jologs nation. and am not watching any movie before my shift. ever.

 

please don't tell me you're preggers. pano na ating dreams? sighs, don't marry a guy with so much hang ups, who doesn't know paula abdul, who cannot afford to buy you a brush from denman, or a bilao of pansit palabok from red ribbon. you cannot be preggers.

 

sooo footah. if only abortion was legal. this nation is fcuked beyond belief. tama nga. stock up on condoms. safe sex. it just dawned to me until recently that everyone i know and i love are turning into parents, grateful that my sister is ready to love and have her baby because that was her at her best discretion, pero, for others, for all the gurls who are not ready.....ano na?  it's woman's choice whether to continue or discontinue pregnancy. after all, it's her body. argh. i feel choked up. i wish women had more choice. pregnancy and parenthood would have to be a choice, before and after sex.

 

kewlest: i got the ultrasound printed. nasa cube ko na ang baby. hehehe. the cutest. ilove my niece/nephew. IT will be beautiful. they'll name it nathaniel, after josephus' younger brother who died of a freak accident, if IT were a baby boy.

 

 

 

 

 

Saturday, February 18, 2006

nalingaw ko ;)



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helloooooh, looove...

Brad Pittilurvehim, hurot.

how far will you let me take you?

bear with my how my days went entries, ako bitaw ni journal. ü

 

thursday: my team would surely have a major tampo, i signed the waiver, i said, yes, i will be there, but, at the last minute di ako sumama sa team building: one reason: ang least fave person ni steph went wit my team, and second reason: steph and i chased our ham and cheese rolls tulak dreams during the rest of the afternoon.

instead of going to porto fino for the team building, i ended up with kat and shiella at postrio, a pastry shop within the tonic area, cakes were cheap and really good, but, drinks were costly, an italian soda would cost you at least p65, okits, nagrereklamo na ako kasi dukha ako. afterwhich, i changed,and came back to etel for steph, and tangina.... we were soooo harrassed coming up with the pre-employment reqs when we got to the gulfair hiring, we were both measured at: 154cm....and we were supposed to stand at 158cm, para we'll be eligble. umuwi kaming luhaan...bwahaha. yes, steph, some ppl are just beautiful and intelligent but, not tall. hahaha. and thus, pang call gals lang jud ta for the mean time. and we ended up walking like 4 blocks going to robinson. we dealt with the job blow off with a helping of jobi cheeseburger meal and purchases of cheap cosmetics. ilove my girl friend. bounce. bounce. next lifetime najud guro ta maging doña, hehehe. and the rest of the night i was in lala land.

 

friday: i did the laundry. after which shobe and i pigged out at kenny's.sobrang ridiculous, cuz their combo meal is supposed to be the normal combo meal like we had in davao, nge if you choose other muffins, or garlic rice, you would have to pay more, bugits. then shobe and i did serious colon shopping. i cannot believe our courage. or is it kakapalan ng mukha to ask ppl where exactly we are at that minute and where exactly is colon street. hahaha. but, we ended up with two shopping bags wit scarce money and just an afternoon without mapped out shopping plans. the previous nights ian.ps had been calling, and pagkaka-alam ko binabaan ko ata siya ng telepono ng isang beses. i was truly guilty, kaya i went out with him, and his guy pal or boss gelo, dinner was meatball pasta with shitake mushroom at east west, enumerate ko because i am a huge fan of the pasta they serve, except ila lasagna, then good thing kaith decided to catchup, dessert was cobbler at bigby's, the worst of its kind. sorry. then syempre, the surprise ian had been tellin' me the whole time, he had reservations at tapas cafe,crossroads. akala ko shopping, pero di pala. grrr, hehehe. the place was laid back, and it smelled like a combination of parsley, no walang smell ang parsley, lavender, basil, and mint. we met the swiss guy who owned the place. and they served free mojitos. that was one of the bestest surprise i've ever had, bahala na psycho si ian. one year na aming barkadahan sa PS, and am glad super glad kaith came... i would've gone crazy if she weren't there.

 

saturday: i slept all day. i am supposed to cook lunch for jaez because we're friends again, [the best sms i got thus far: sorry na raen, from now on i will treat you like my TL... hehehe ano yun, bakla TL nya... ü] but, dich told me she'd move out, i thot the whole day the house would be topsy turvy, they changed plans, and so, i cancelled lunch with jaez. guys i am sorry if i don't reply to txts and emails, or don't have time to show up at planned trips. for the mean time everything is about sleep. so don't throw major tampos wukits?

 

at ngayun ako ai may duty. ayoko na maging dukha. tao pa ba ako?

Wednesday, February 15, 2006

si minamahal.

nakita najud naku sya.

i wanna give him a hug, kaso....

 

argh. daghan tao. argh.

emo ka dira.

"Good friends are like stars.........You don't always see them, but you know they are always there."

 

yes, friends made call center life more bearable, smoke breaks less sinful, beer bingeing more likeable, being wasted more desirable, weekends eventful, rest days not that restful...i am not making sense. hehehe

 

friends who makes you think green tea and gambas yakisoba is fine dining, who makes road trips less stressful, friends who kept you sane thru emails, thru sms, those who makes you think that you are of value no matter how many many times you have been stripped of value, and de-valued some more.

 

friends who buy you a pair of sparkley pink crystal earrings, and strands of wooden bead necklaces, pink girly tops, and the likes when you are crying over a broken relationship, friends who'd out of the blue ask you to be their church buddy, or ukay shopping pardner.

 

friends who would help you waste your time at dingy places such as courtyard and TJ's, spend thursday afternoons with you getting bloated on nothing but raspberry soda and menthe sticks. friends who would assure you that you're the only beautiful person seen thru their eyes (ha!), friends who would cam whore with you, friends who thru all these years kept faithful correspondence thru snail mails, friends who kept you in their prayers, friends who shared the thought that pushing a cart of ham and cheese rolls/croissant is a fun way of earning a living, friends who gave you daily affirmation that you always deserved better.

 

friends who'd eat the sushi rolls you've made, altho they do not like sushi at all, friends who would religiously read thru yer blogs, altho yer blog contained nothing but daily baloneys, friends who reminds you there is a God, and that you are His lil princess, friends who make you look forward to a better everyday.

 

i just realized, i have my own cassiopiea, i've a galaxy full of stars. thank you addu peoplets, gradeschool friends, sykesters, WW, multiplyers, PS people, and yes, friends from etel-vonage/aol...

 

i own the heavens because i've you guys.

walang kwentang bagay.

sabay ko mag yosi ang TL na idol ko.

 

ang saya ng first break. ü

swiped from jacel.

>  In front of the person you like, your heart beats faster
>  But in front of the person you love, you get happy.
>
>  In front of the person you love, winter seems like spring.
>  But in front of the person you like, winter is just beautiful winter.
>
>  If you look into the eyes of the one you like, you blush.
>  But if you look into the eyes of the one you love, you smile.
>
>  In front of the person you like, you can't say everything on your mind.
>  But in front of the person you love, you can.
>
>  In front of the person you like, you tend to get shy.
>  But in front of the person you love, you can show your own self.
>
>  You can't look straight into the eyes of the one you like.
>  But you can always smile and stare into the eyes of the one you love.
>
>  When the one you like is crying, you end up comforting.
>  But when the one you love is crying, you cry with them.
>
>The feeling of like starts from the ear.
>  But the feeling of love starts from the eye.
>
>  So if you stop liking a person you used to like, all you need to do is cover your ears.
>But if you try to close your eyes, love turns into a drop of tear and remains in your heart forever.

nge.


i saw him tonight. xa, pauiwi, ako palog-in for work.

IT park. you do crazy things.

 

Raen_and_ron

 

 

 

i cannot believe i still keep this picture. argh.

Tuesday, February 14, 2006

alas dos y medya

 

naiimpatcho na ako sa chocolate candy sprinkles donuts

na halos everyday naku ginakaon

 

murag hurot nasad tanang brain cells naku

kay naka upat naku ka lights

 

wa japun inyu sakyanan

kahilakon naku.

 

maau nisaka ko

gitagaan kog 3 scoops nga mango ice cream

na super ka starchy

 

na gikaon lang sad ni matthew dillard

 

ug ni abot si crystal na nangita ug sanitary pads

and si fifay na mag tabang naku pabugbug sa

maka irit nga sea foam.

 

huhuhu.

asa naman ka?

the beautiful mind of paris hilton

every woman must have at least 4 animals in her life:

 

a mink in her closet

a jaguar in her garage

a tiger in her bed and

a jackass who pays for everything.

nrichie


 


kamukha nya si kathra. promise. ü


visit:supergoddess.multiply.com

grrrr....

 just so you know sending the rudest/crappiest sms won't make you a better and more empowered person, just as how you would call people names [her, whom you still sms as hydrocephalus], and think that people are talking about you, or that i still talk about you or even remember you.

 

i don't. i have forgotten that you were even an entity to begin with.

thank you for proving to me this morning just what sort of jackass you really are.

 

move on.

 

bwehehehe. ang cheap ng entry na eto. galit daw ako. ü

 

bradgelina

Angelina Jolie, Brad Pitt

 

yesssss. ilovethem na!

 

when you're in love everything seems to be on the right track. ü

Monday, February 13, 2006

ang pinsan na nagdadrama



 


i am sorry i would not see you as often as i've seen you guys before.

tin2, am sorry mommy hearty cannot see you go thru college. sayang.

ice2x. you are a big girl now...

sighs.

 

i sooo wuv you guys.

mingaw ko ako fave pinsan.


ice and patutin.


 

 

 

reklamo!

1.luod ang naga peel na skin sa ako luyo.

 

iloathe sunburns. (*&?%#)

 

2. 3:45 ang lunch break ni armz.

 

wala parin akong kasabay kasi iba na sched nila dulce

 

3. sira ulo tools ko today

 

ayaw pa update

 

4. i don't want anyone asking me where will i be tomorrow

 

syempre sa bahay matutulog

 

5. pink and white lillies will do though. hehehehe

 

paetch kaau.

wala'y terrano nga black ni agi sa front sa PIPC.

nag 2:30am nalang.

 

usually ga-agi naxa.

 

nganu wa?

 

kasapot. kinabag na ako sa green tea.

wajud ni-abot.

 

happy valentine's day

cris/axel/tiney/kae/jillian/

and armz.

[the ppl i saw during lunch]

BDL

how dyo say no to someone who's asking you for a date?

would you say,NO!

lalo na on 14feb. ewan it's sooo dyahe when you're asked out.

 

ai ewan.

 

tonight: had dinner at jonie's with my BDL, heartford, connecticut palships Ronz and Banig, and Lera cuz  Ian Carlo, peoplesupport's godfather is on his galante mode again. i think he's on a research and dev team of certain local chains of restaurants. ai ewan. basta libreng dinner andun ako. hehehe.

 

i don't know why my friends are setting me up on a date thinking that i don't get matino guys daw. guys, i know you feel for me, but, pleasssse...the freshure...diko keri.

 

then we went to BO's PIPC wit ian's annoying insik pals. argh. good thing i have an excuse to take a raincheck, my shift starts at 10pm. bwehehehe.

 

ilearned: a wonderful kabag combo is a stick of menthe lights and frap. honest. then you're burping on callers all night. hahaha.

 

 

 

 

 

happy valentine's day peoplets!


  

this would be one of the most memorable valentine's day i would ever celebrate because i would officially become auntie raen to a baby IT. we still don't know what's inside my lil sister's tummy, but, am sure IT will be beautiful. and IT is the best valentine's day gift ever. ü

i am scared though. for some selfish reasons i still cannot let go of my sister.

 

and yes guys,

 

HAPPY HEART'S DAY. AMPLIFY LOVE, DISSIPATE HATE as miko would put it.

on call.


i burped on a caller.


 


talk abt embarrassment.
sheyts.

Sunday, February 12, 2006

mush


anything can be randomly beautiful. <3

 

no matter how many times your heart had been broken, it still beats all the same.

 

 

don't we love mush? ilurve.

expedia35


http://photobucket.com/albums/v719/expedia35/

expedia 35 reunion at mark's place


after dinner

thanks guys for showing up. photo credits: joey fifits.

soliloquy

sue this weather, grabeh ka conducive for a make out session. i almost cried when i climbed out of bed, it's sunday night, i should be off to lalaland at these hours. and yet, i have to report for work and let a baby cockroach strut its baby legs on my work station. i am miserable, need i say more? i did not even bother to bathe because this work schedule sucks and lemme just blame everything on the weather.

 

morning was great though, i had breakfast with people from FAFS who are vonage people now, we had a great,big field trip at mcdonald's JY. bwehehehe. well, me and steph had our own world tho. and steph's big lurve,yes, who is a nosey guy would just snort and then say, get a room. gago.

 

i want a spending habit. i soooo want. bwehehehe. meron na steph. magiging nephew or niece ko come september. big time spending habit.

 

imiss minamahal, i haven't seen him in days. i did diay, ganiha, when we passed by the halls. argh.

 

 

 

Saturday, February 11, 2006

of stressful movies and old team mates from ppl support



i got TF as my rest days. it suck to the heavens i know. but, it was a welcome break from a week of taking calls and endless bickerings with members of this ISP that i am servicing.

 

thurs- when i logged out i saw jilar with a pal, then we went home together. we exchanged chitchat outside chowabunga for like an hour then walked home drenched, semi-drenched with rain. mukha kaming sira tuloy.

 

fri- watched firewall with shobe, the movie is really stressful, not so cerebral pala, and it did not live up to being techie as i thought it is going to be. all that harrison ford did was IP config [which i didn't dig as well cuz am not tech support], bottomline it came second to the punisher and the terminal as a stressful movie.

then talk about being rich. i realized the one reason why i feel sad about leaving cebu are the friends i've made here. they are delightful, interesting people whom i would love to meet on my next life time. i outgrew davao, or i do not think i would ever deserve davao again or be in the same wavelength with the people i spent my growing up years with. i don't know. anyweis, i will truly claim that i am the event's organizer for the peoplesupport- expedia 35 dinner at mark ruiz' place. hahaha.  he served his house specials: ngo hiong with uber-hang sauce, pork bbq, pansit, and buttered chicken. the guests were: moi/ stef/ joey/ miwa/ jer and girlfriend/ gen/ joey's hub/ bdl banig and ronz/ lyra/ian carlo. after dinner it was all about picture taking and girls being dolled up, geneva tried her skills on me. then we, altho not all of us, cuz the rest went home, proceeded to TJs for drinks and spent the rest of the night at mountain view singing and dancing and scaring our wits off by going up slope, and yesss, stef is in her stillettoes and moi's on miwa's wedges. talk about seriously brave gals. hehehe.

 

and yessss, mat mat is a tall 4 year old girl now.

 

lurve y'all!

 

 

 

MB's dinner with my sykes team mates


pauiwi na

i know red eyed gang kami mostly sa pics...argh. thanks for the photos deedee

Wednesday, February 8, 2006

s.f.

sooooo footah. labad ako ulo. bati ako blouse, amo'y mothballs. wako tuuuug. diko pa naiconfirm kay mark ang date and time ng get together dinner ng mga former expedians, nagugulohan ako sa calls. please make things better tomorrow. eg: makasleep ko for 9 hours.....

 

this is depressing. shobe and i didn't get to watch little manhattan, sayang ayala changed movies today. we plan to watch firewall instead, which i think is a cerebral film and i would not understand it. argh. 

 

 i got a sparkley new pink crystal barrette from colourstones though...bwahahaha. mababaw!

 

one tiny heartbeat

one wee lil heartbeat

is all that it would take

to change six lives...

 

i am sorry if i am

weeping.

i am scared. for you.

and for her.

 

 

 

mas malabo

nitunga ko final interview.

 

 

and wa naku nailad ila HR.

 

"we regret to inform you churva..."

 

 

awwwww, am getting a bottle of philosophy's BIG BLOW OFF.

 

huhuhuhu. i am inconsolable. hehehe, para magamit lang ang word. hahaha.

Tuesday, February 7, 2006

arg.sapot.gubot.

lagut, maldita kaau ka bayhana ka. ni ask ra gani ko...sige na, team mates, program mates, wave mates na lagi mo, cube mates pa, wako labot.

 

maldita rjud kaau ka, and waka angay mag pink.

wajud baya ko nimu nang-away.

 

suya raka. gi-kiss ko niya. bleh.

tres!

3

 

my stat for january.

bwahaha. nada ug barang ang etel.

i am uber happy.mada masking wa'y miga

ang account. magmantinir ko. pwamis.

kagiliks part dos

>ü< dumaan sya sa cube ko.

 

and left a note.

 

sayang.

 

i wasn't there. and dili siya si ronski.

ps ps iluvya

yipee! am seeing my old wave mates from peoplesupport come friday....

ang saya!

 

maxadong, todong masaya.

 

<3

bwahahaha.iwish!

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labo.

11am

 

tomorrow.

 

convergy's final interview. [i have to be there]

 

ang gulo!

 

long overdue new year's day pix




an amusing team of people to spend the new year's eve with. hoorah to 2006!

Monday, February 6, 2006

what happened to free tv?

ang gulo nung sabado, me stampede raw.

i happen to be in ayala buying magnets and microwable containers

and business clothes  [kudos for me, i fin'lly have pin-stripe pants]

with my littlest sister, so i did not know what happened.

 

kakatakot.

magulo.

wag lumabas kung maraming tao.

 

#

 

sabi pa ni ronski,

when one thinks that they've deja vu,

it's not really deja vu per se,

it's just that the right eyes processes information

first that we perceive to have been in a certain situation before.

 

and shobe adds that, the right eyes' atrius humour(to the best of my mem'ry)

weighs more than the left eye, that's why it sees things first.

and that is the reason why we see stars.ü

 

life is beautiful isn't it?

 

 

 

 

another like that.





So Amazing, Luther Van Dross

Love has truly been good to me
Not even one sad day
Or minute have I had since you've come my way
I hope you know I'd gladly go
Anywhere you'd take me

It's so amazing to be loved
I'd follow you to the moon in the sky above
Ooh...ooh...ooh...ooh...ooh...ooh...ooh...ooh...I'd go

Got to tell you how you thrill me
I'm happy as I can be
You have come and it's changed my whole world
Bye-bye sadness, hello mellow
What a wonderful day

It's so amazing to be loved
I'd follow you to the moon in the sky above
Ooh...ooh...ooh...ooh...ooh...ooh...ooh...ooh...I'd go

And it's so amazing, amazing
I could stay forever, forever
Here in love and no, leave you never
'Cause we've got amazing love

Truly it's so amazing, amazing
Love brought us together, together
I will leave you never and never
I guess we've got amazing love

Ooh, so amazing and I've been wondering
For a love like you

It's so amazing to be loved
I'd follow you to the moon in the sky above
Oh, and it's so, it's so

It's so amazing to be loved
I'd follow you to the moon in the sky above
And you know, it's so

It's so amazing to be loved
I'd follow you to the moon in the sky above
Hey...hey...hey...yeah...it's so

It's so amazing to be loved
I'd follow you to the moon in the sky above
Hey...hey...yeah...hey...yeah...yeah...hey...it's so

It's so amazing to be loved
I'd follow you to the moon in the sky above


-carlow, sang this yesterday when we had videoke and booze at fishers something, i gushed at it. ilurve van dross muchos. magi belted out "i will survive" which surprised me a whole lot because i sooo totally did not know that she would do performance level song routines, rose did the tagay, mommy bea sang songs ppl from my generation would not know, hehehe, i had fun would be an understatement. ilove those guys. before that my sykes team mates had dinner at MBs Tavern, the team was nearly complete, dede brought her family, her daughter is so pretty, you can eat her, hehehe, i think dinner was on mareng jaydee, and okits, the usual, riz was on her celebrity mode,chayong was there, it delighted me because i haven't seen her in such a long time, di-an and bej didn't get to make it, but, it was great because almost everyone showed up, including moi, who would not show up for team buildings during my sykes days.

-ilearned magi really took me for a barbie b*tch, merryrose thought of me as a non-entity, and mommy bea thought i could only cuss during every call, but, "raen is a nice gal" capped their opinions....hehehe. i miss my team. i appreciate the fact that they would still sms when they have team lunches and dinners.

 

wuv you guys muchos.

 

 


call boys and gals holidays


ilurve my manito yes i do....
i freaking do. =(

found these amongst a gal pal's bloggie.

rode trip with VOIP ppl


aw shucks, di mi tapad minamahal.

wokits. there's more.

Friday, February 3, 2006

regalo!


1. The Gift of Personal Communication
How do you feel when someone contacts you out of the blue for the sole purpose of reminding you that you’re a treasured friend? You feel the same way everyone else does—special, loved, appreciated. And you can brighten someone else’s life any day of the week. This can be done with a phone call, a handwritten note, or an e-mail, and none take more than a few minutes.

 

2. The Gift of Quotations
I’ve never met anyone who doesn’t appreciate a good quotation. That’s why I put so many of them in my books—they’re a gift to my readers, especially those who have expressed appreciation for them. The beauty of a good quotation is that it’s brief, to the point, full of wisdom and advice, and a boost for the spirit. Find them, collect them, and share them. It’s a simple way of giving someone a lift.

3. The Gift of a Good Recommendation
When you make a great discovery, one that in some way enriches your life, share it with others. It could be a book (like this one, I hope), a play, a movie, a restaurant, a recipe, an article, a product, a service, a TV program, or a music CD. When you make these kinds of recommendations, you’re really saying, “This brought some joy to my life. I want it to do the same for you.”

4. The Gift of a Helping Hand
All of us appreciate it when someone not only offers to help, but actually follows through. We’re all faced with tasks—some big, some small; some important, some trivial; some requiring skill, some menial. Whatever it is, it always goes better with the help of another person. Whether on the job, at home, in school, or out socially, the gift of help is always appreciated.

5. The Gift of Laughter
I’ve never met anyone who didn’t like to laugh. It’s one of the happiest and most healthy activities known to the human race. Victor Borge said, “Laughter is the shortest distance between two people.” It’s also a life enhancer and a great gift, one that can be given easily and often. Don’t let those funny jokes, stories, bloopers, signs, and one-liners fade away. Share them with others.

6. The Gift of Listening
There are many times when someone close to us wants only one thing—our full and undivided attention. Listening intently to another person, with our eyes and with our hearts, silently says, “What you have to say, and the feelings behind your words, are important. Right now this is the best gift I can give you. I value our friendship.”

7. The Gift of an Invitation
I regard all invitations, whether to a major event, a wedding, a party, a sporting event, or lunch with a friend, as special gifts. Whenever we ask someone to join us, we’re really saying, “I want you to be there. Your company is cherished. You have something good to offer.” We all want to be included, to be asked to join in, for a simple reason—sharing experiences with other people is one of the greatest joys of life.

 

8. The Gift of Physical Affection
How do you feel when someone gives you a hug, a warm handshake, a friendly pat on the back, a kiss on the cheek, an affectionate touch? If you’re a normal, red-blooded, breathing, living human being, you feel great. Alan Loy McGinnis, an esteemed counselor and author, advises, “Use your body to demonstrate warmth.” With the right people and in the proper setting, that’s exactly what acts of fondness do. Give this gift of affection liberally.

 

9. The Gift of Appreciation
When someone does something thoughtful for us, regardless of its nature, it’s a gift. We can give another gift in return simply by expressing our appreciation. The great psychologist and philosopher William James said, “The deepest principle in human nature is the craving to be appreciated.” We can satisfy that craving, and give a gift, every time we express our appreciation.

10. The Gift of Good Advice
Not everyone asks for it or wants it, but there are times when good advice is the greatest gift of all. The reason is that it can change lives. Countless accomplished people throughout history have cited good advice as the key to their success. When the opportunity is there and the other person is willing to listen, never hesitate to give this precious gift.

11. The Gift of Encouragement
One of the greatest things you can do for another person is give encouragement. The word means, literally, to give courage. Sometimes it’s all a person needs to get started on something important. History is full of stories about people who achieved great things because of someone else’s encouragement.

12. The Gift of Patience
This is actually a dual gift, because patience always comes as the result of understanding. That’s what we most want from other people, especially those closest to us. We especially need their patience and understanding when we’re not at our best. They’re gifts that enrich relationships by allowing them to grow. We can give the same gift to our family members, friends, and colleagues.

13. The Gift of Empathy
Any time we can share feelings with another person, whether they’re of sorrow or joy, we give a treasured gift. When Cathy’s dad died unexpectedly in his midfifties some years ago, she experienced both shock and loss. The greatest comfort she received was from people who had also lost a parent under similar circumstances. They were able to identify with her, understand what she was going through, offer hope, and let her know they were there for her.

14. The Gift of Forgiveness
This is the ultimate win-win gift. Both the giver and the receiver get something of great value—healing. We’re all in need of it because we’ve all been hurt and offended by someone else. It makes it easier to forgive them when we remind ourselves that we’ve also caused pain in others. Forgiveness releases us from unnecessary negative emotions and allows us to move on to better things.

15. The Gift of Prayer
It was not a coincidence that I received an e-mail, a phone call, and a handwritten note about prayer while writing this chapter. Each one was from a dear friend who was not only thinking about me but praying for me. What made the gift even more special was that I hadn’t asked for the prayers. Since I look upon prayer—communication with God—as the highest activity of which a human being is capable, and because I know the sincerity of these people, their gifts became lasting treasures.

random question, i don't have an answer eh

where were you in 2002?

 

i need answers, tagging everybody. ;)

kagiliks*


Haha! Oki. I jus went to the CR ther so I could pass by ur station hehe


 








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agi ko dra ako break mag sinamok ko hehehehe

oh,how the years go by!


 


dichee woke me up and showed me a lil gemmed ring on her pointer finger,

she then told me, achee, "i am engaged, i've a ring"

 

am suddenly saddened by the fact that my sisters are all grown, that their hearts no longer belonged to my folks, or me, that i've to share them with someone else.

i don't want them crying over someone who might break their hearts. it's fine if it were me, i am used to crying and moping and discontinued relationships. but, it's a different story when it comes to my sisters.

 

yeah. the years went by in haste.

 

i am flabbergasted.


dear....,

i could not speak of my disappointment. i felt the need to unburden my nasty secret with you because you told me yours as well. i thought we had some non-verbal agreement, a pact of some sort of brotherhood/sisterhood. i took you for a brother that i never really had. i'm not hurt, but, i cannot continue to walk around fifth floor after shift without my head, i am there because all of my favorite people are there. and to think you are one of them. i disregarded the fact that you spoke bad things about other people who had treated you well and hasn't done anything to you.

 

i ease my way to your arms when i badly needed a hug, i tell you what was bothering me, i uncluttered my heart, i happily waited for your shift's end just so we could walk home together. and now, someone tells me you sold me out? i muster the courage to wave and still grin at you from afar, and you pretended that you did not see me.

 

no boy can break my heart now cuz it has been broken some years back. but, for someone whom i thought was a brother...i could not spell out how i am supposed to feel.

 

xoxo

 

Thursday, February 2, 2006

it's been 48 years


 

 

magparamdam sana, mga toddler friends <3

drats, malungkot talaga

uber-depressing kasi:

 

magreresign ata si steph

wa japun ko miga sa account

maghawa pod sila ronski come April

nalolongkot. hehehehe

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mabilis ang araw......

 

 

 

malabo mga kausap ko

 


ayoko na!

Wednesday, February 1, 2006

suweet!


natatawa ako everytime i hear mymp's tell me where it hurts minamahal has his own version of the song:

 

sultii ko asa ang sakit palangga

 

it's ridiculous, but, it's funny, especially when he says o langga with a nasal twang.

 

hehehe.

 

 

footnotes:

murag tanga sya sa pic. argh.

sakto.

He giveth quietness [Job 34:29] even the midst of losing our inner strength and comforts....

 

sometimes He removes them because we make too much of them.

 

<3