on a sunday morning

after shift was great, since friends na kami ulit ni jaez.  i wonder why i would give him sooo much slack after what had happened, pero, i don't think i should take things against jaez na since he already did say he was sorry, and from now on, would take care of me. naku, bungga! we had breakfast at mcdo JY, sighs memories. JY. nalingaw ko maayo cuz i had to explain to him what was in the hash brown. hay si jaez.

 

minamahal sat near him, pero i didn't get to talk to him, until i asked for his employee number cuz i would need it. sighs.

 

magsipa naku ug lata padung etel starting next week. pauper naku. nag total black out ata sa mandaue today. strange. init kaayo ang house, naawa ako kay dich, i decided to take her out for lunch. at ang mga anak ng pasta [including shobe's boyf cris] ay napadpad sa bigby's uli. for the first time in months, i had lunch together wit my two sisters .outside the house. sit-down lunch. di minadali. ang galing.

 

at pinanindigan ko ang pagiging jologs. cris wanted to watch pink panther, i wanted to watch close to you. and syempre my siblings' vote were for my movie of choice, walang choice ang boyfriend, he ended up getting tickets for close to you. and wko karealize nga sunday diay. sheyts. ayala was jammed. we settled for the front rows. cheesey ang movie and it's the end of my being a citizen of jologs nation. and am not watching any movie before my shift. ever.

 

please don't tell me you're preggers. pano na ating dreams? sighs, don't marry a guy with so much hang ups, who doesn't know paula abdul, who cannot afford to buy you a brush from denman, or a bilao of pansit palabok from red ribbon. you cannot be preggers.

 

sooo footah. if only abortion was legal. this nation is fcuked beyond belief. tama nga. stock up on condoms. safe sex. it just dawned to me until recently that everyone i know and i love are turning into parents, grateful that my sister is ready to love and have her baby because that was her at her best discretion, pero, for others, for all the gurls who are not ready.....ano na?  it's woman's choice whether to continue or discontinue pregnancy. after all, it's her body. argh. i feel choked up. i wish women had more choice. pregnancy and parenthood would have to be a choice, before and after sex.

 

kewlest: i got the ultrasound printed. nasa cube ko na ang baby. hehehe. the cutest. ilove my niece/nephew. IT will be beautiful. they'll name it nathaniel, after josephus' younger brother who died of a freak accident, if IT were a baby boy.