mikolot

ü mikoy came by etel. i didn't recognize him. kakahiya talaga. i asked for his first name pajud...hahahay.

ü we had the ops floor welcome..my team sang crazy for you. ang dangal nawala na before pa mag take calls.

ü they gave us pizza and candies. hehehe...murag halloween.

happy new year multiply community

a life altering year everyone.... ü

 

and yeps, the best job, best wuv, best all...

hugs hugs hugs

 

<3 <3 <3

oh hum

gamay ang sweldo...pero, pero happy new year parin Ü

oh the lil things

-ilove the fact that: steph and i can have lunch together, and reminisce PS days and be happy and sad thinking about it all at the same time.

-ienjoyed this a.m.'s breakfast club chow with shiella, bjane, steph, and armand.and sge na nga al.

-ilove my job. hehehe. an affirmation. joke only bitaw ni.

-ilove ronski. and his olive or is it tan chucks, and his green shirt, and his braceface smile. weeh

-sleep is looove.

-payday is much more loooove.

-ienvy steph's team puro gwapa and buotan and i had fun when i went with them to the crispy flower's place in mabolo...nagkakabag lang ako after the dinuguan and chirarong flower fete [ginabut]

-ienjoyed last shift's lunch with stef becuz we came by PS and circled the village, and did nothing but laughed out loud at previous mishaps of our posse.

-iam lucky. <3 <3 <3

bangalore agent.

 

hahay. my first call is screwed. imagine, ni-ana ang tiguwang nga leche i want to speak with an american agent. arg. arg. arg. kita xa.insik ko...and sana magbagong buhay na kayo mga callers. please lang.

 

 

meron pa. na star struck ko ni mark barrientos, pababa na sana ako sa sakayan when i saw him waiting for a cab there, wa nalang ko nanaog sa puj..at maling puj ang nasakyan ko. hahay.

giliks

my calls are crazed.

 

but, minamahal turned the day around..hehehehe

in simple abundance

thank you

1. for the wonderful people i've met this year....steph, joey most specially..banig and andrew and ronski....i am most blessed to have my girls and the bdl during the start of 2005, and before the year ends...i am in deep gratitude cuz you guys and gals are here.

2. for this season knowing that my family mattered more than any given thing. hehehe...

3. thank you the Lams because my thoughts would still include them once in a blue moon and i wish they were okay

4. thank you for jacelie, for anvi, for verlaine, for jezrel, these people are delightful support systems...

5. thank you for the mbc young people who kept me included in their prayers.

6. thank you for the wrong people i met these year

7. thanks for flounder cuz we're friends now.

8. thank you for magi and deedee. ilove sykes because of these two

9. thanks for new friends.

10. thanks for the past 5 months in provo.

=)

thank you: oprah winfrey

THANK YOU

By Oprah Winfrey
I live in the space of thankfulness - and I have
been rewarded a million times over for it. I
started out giving thanks for small things,
and the more thankful I became, the more my
bounty increased.
That's because what you focus on expands, and
when you focus on the goodness in your life, you
create more of it. Opportunities, relationships, even
 money flowed my way when I learned to be
grateful no matter what happened in my life.

"Say thank you!" Those words from my friend
and mentor Maya Angelou turned my life around. One day
about ten years ago, I was sitting in my bathroom with
 the door closed and the toilet lid down,
booing and ahooing on the phone so  uncontrollably
that  I was incoherent. "Stop it! Stop it right now and say thank
you!"  Maya chided. "But - you don't understand," I  sobbed.

To this day, I can't remember what it was that had
me so far gone, which only proves the point  Maya
was trying to make. "I do understand," she told me.

"I want to hear you say it now. Out loud.

'Thank you.'" Tentatively, I repeated it:
"Thank you - but what am I saying thank you
for?" "You're saying thank you," Maya said, "because
your faith is so strong that you don't doubt that
whatever the problem, you'll get through it.
You're saying thank you because you know that even
in the eye of the storm, God has put a rainbow in the
clouds.

You're saying thank you because you know  there's no
problem created that can compare to
the Creator of all things. Say thank you!"
So I did - and still do. Only now I do it
every day. I kept a gratitude journal, as Sarah Ban Breathnach

suggests in Simple Abundance, listing at least five things that I'm grateful for.

My list includes small pleasures: the feel of Kentucky bluegrass

under my feet (like damp  silk); a walk in the woods

with all nine of my dogs  and 

 my cocker spaniel Sophie trying to keep up;

 cooking fried green tomatoes with Stedman and
eating them while they're hot; reading a good book
and knowing another awaits.

My thank-you list also includes things too
important to take for granted: an "okay"
mammogram, friends who love me, 15 years at
the same job (and loving it more than the
first day I started), a chance to share my vision
for a better life, staying centered, having
financial security.

I won't kid you, having money for all the
things I want is a blessing. But as I look back over
my journals, which I've kept since I was 15
years old, 99 per cent of what brought me real joy
had nothing to do with money . (It had a lot to
do with food, however.)
It's not easy being grateful all the time.
But it's when you feel least thankful that you
are most in need of what gratitude can give you:
PERSPECTIVE. Just knowing you have that daily
list to complete allows you to look at your day
differently, with an awareness of every sweet
gesture and kind thought passed your way.
When you learn to say thank you, you see the world
anew.

 

And as Meister Eckhart so eloquently
stated:

"If the only prayer you ever say in your
whole  life is 'Thank you God', that would suffice."

to let go

To Let Go...
To let go doesn't mean to stop caring, it means i
can't do it for someone else.
To let go is not to cut myself off, it's the realization
that I don't control another.
To let go is not to enable, but to allow learning
from
natural consequences.
To let go is to admit powerlessness, which means
the outcome is not in my hands.
To let go is not to try change or blame another, I
can only change myself.
To let go is not to care for, but to care about.
To let go is not to fix, but to be supportive.
To let go is not to judge, but to allow another to be
a human being.
To let go is not to be in the middle arranging all the
outcomes, but to allow others to affect their own
outcomes.
To let go is not to be protective, it is to permit
another to face reality.
To let go is not to deny but to accept.
To let go is not to nag,scold, or argue, but to
search out my own shortcomings and to correct
them.
To let go is not to adjust everything to my desires
but to take each day as it comes and to cherish
the moment.
To let go is not to criticize and regulate anyone but
to try to become what I dream I can be.
To let go is not to regret the past but to grow and
live for the future.
To let go is to fear less and love more...

best Christmas day SMSs

hi rain. merry Christmas. Ü

4am

it's wonderful knowing you raenyberry

1pm

hehehehe

anicka

i would've wanted to tell your dad that i am sooo mad at him right now.

i hope you guys have a happy life.

hohoho!!!!

the luckiest gal there is: the pass 2 christmases, i haven't taken calls during christmas eve

it's fine if i do take calls during the christmas day, but, christmas eve would've been a different story.

 

first time to have noche buena in cebu, spent it with the family and the boyfs of my two sisters, hehe.

i were the only one without a guy in tow. THE PRESSURE.

my pad neighbors likewise came by and had dinner at my place.

 

friends sent sms wishing a great holiday. i miss anvi and jace and verlaine. verlaine who never celebrate Christmas. do you girl? hehehehe

 

happier to receive an sms from teej. now we are talking.

a bit. i guess. at least i now can laugh at the relationship blunder i had with flounder.

 

we had the usual stuff. pasta/ tinola (why tinola i wouldn't know) / hamon/ and buko salad. pamilyang pinoy.

Christmas day: i picked up the tab at bigby's, i realised i am all grown cuz it used to be my folk's call. saw jason a. having an early Christmas day dinner there too.

 

i love traditions. i love family. i would've been raen lam. but, regardless. hehehe

tito jimmy and tita lucy are the other parents i had when i was 4 or 5 years old.

 

twas the best Christmas i had thus far. thank You Jesus. the holidays had been more meaningful.

 

 

ps: no news from wari.

my resex team

holidays and wa ko apil sa pix

happy holidays multiplyers

happy holidays people from multiply

 

TL pie: i hope to cu when i cu

Kaith: ah mishu i hope you and pip would have the best Christmas

mikel: next time i cu frap's on me, hehehe..pag sweldo time, kaw dapat kabalo mag timing ü

riggy: at sna ai magpakita ka, kapitbahay lang tayu kaya

mishy and sher: magpakita kayu sa cebu as a person or sna sa davao i'd get to cu PS gals

and chin and ashley: hava hava happy holidays...kitakits din

leen: ilove yer posts, you have the prettiest face din ü

 

 

and to the rest of multiply community.... hugs hugs hugs

malamig ang simoy ng hangin

 

i realized i love Christmas months more than i love summer months .nonetheless, the holiday spirits' bug hasn't bitten me yet. i am just left jaded.

 

some realizations:

* i do not like Christmas shopping, this i found out today. the people flocking the malls is a bone to pick on

* i love most people i met during the past month

* you know it's Christmas because you could actually smell it in the air

* this whole frenzy started on a manger, so it should be a manger party. hehehehe

* it's not all about the money, altho you need some, but, it's not the be all and end all of the holidays and of life itself...hehehe

* and so i would not ask to marry rich. i will marry love, ehem.

* i miss kantata, i miss davao, i miss my churchmates, ilove them to a million lil pieces.

*yesssss, my folks are here. ü

* not trust people too much, lalo na braceface insik guys, hehehehe

 

one prayer for tomorrow dawn and christmas morn:

 

dear Lord,

let no one carry a heart that's cold, a tummy that's empty, a wishlist that's long and hopeless.

i wish we go back to the manger story so we know that you were once cold, hungry, and that yer parents had a long journey to take too.

amen.

 

i did not make sense. hehehe.

adore thee

  

ai nku minamahal.

the happiest girl

ü because gal pal steph and i reunited at mcdonald's JY this morning when i logged out

ü because after a month the person whom i wish to sms with did sms, sooo ki-at

ü the parents are in charged of the HOMEWORK, hehehe

ü naa ko'y peanuts from iligan courtesy of kathra (asa na?)

ü new kachika thru flickr, cuz i've no use for my outlook cuz it's such a slowpoke

ü sira ang avaya so am not taking that much calls, yipee

ü life is beautiful

ü beautiful person: ronski floorwalking sa fifth floor at 6 am, hehehehehehe

ü the gals at expedia, i miss them

 

arf arf

song in mind: stranger by the day

mood: sleepy

wanting: a hug

longing: for a one hour sleep

missing: glam gals xoxo days

beautiful person: armand sa 3rd floor, eating chicken lollipops

minamahal: isang batang magdodoctor, weeh

wishing for: gals pals like stephie and joey

happy because: i spent the sunday afternoon with magi ü

loathe: billing calls, soooo confusing

feeling: inadequate

almost: broke

 

 

sooo mingaw

mingaw cuz i haven't seen steph at work

but: sabay mi ni armand lunch so hershey happiness hehehe

 

billing calls are labad...it is killing me..argh.

 

and nakita ko si minamahal sa pantry

argh

i feel totally inadequate today

strawberry shortcake

love bling pink gals

factory

dinner wit cpus and dich, gala afterwards

raspberry shortcake

halo halo pix wit mi familia

milk studios

wala mabuhat during the holidays, mag picture picture Ü

etel christmas party

12.18.2005

life as it is

i love the way things are at the moment.
things could not get any perfect.

i just wish that not one heart would break during
Christmas eve.

Cuz it's supposed to be like so.

kermit

>Ü< 

 

 

am sorry.

"I'll ask you forgiveness though I don't really know what I'm asking for."

to a broken person.

 

And I'm afraid
Afraid
Somebody told me that You would wash all my sins
And cleanse me from the scars that are so deep within
So I'm calling You
If you can hear me
I don't know how
I was wondering can you hold me now

 

i came across this song, i do not even know how it goes, but...it hit the heartstrings...Ü

 

life as it is

Dec. 16th, 2005 | 08:55 am
mood: awake
music: oh baby i love your way

i love the way things are at the moment.
things could not get any perfect.

i just wish that not one heart would break during
Christmas eve.

Cuz it's supposed to be like so.

 

stupid, sarah mclachlan

Night lift up the shades
let in the brilliant light of morning
but steady there now
for I am weak and starving for mercy
sleep has left me alone
to carry the weight of unravelling where we went wrong
it's all I can do to hang on
to keep me from falling
into old familiar shoes


*how stupid could I be
a simpleton could see
that you're no good for me
but you're the only one I see

love has made me a fool
it set me on fire and watched as I floundered
unable to speak
except to cry out and wait for your answer
but you come around in your time
speaking of fabulous places
create an oasis
dries up as soon as you're gone
you leave me here burning
in this desert without you



everything changes
everything falls apart
can't stop to feel myself losing control
but deep in my senses I know

and you know that you know

 Last] letter of ur FULL name
>> G hehehe (ling*)

[ Last ] thing you ate?
>> meatbread, i haven't had a decent meal since november

[ Last ] thing u drank?
>> strawberry iced tea

[ Last ] song you listened to?
>> the musical score of maritess vs. the super friends

[ Last ] thing u did?
>> took my last smoke break

[ Last ] movie you watched?
>> i wish i would have the time to catch just like heaven, ilove reese

[ Last ] TV show you watched?
>> kay imang last night Ü

[ Last ] person who sent you an sms?
>> anwar, smsd the new rule: I WAIT daw.

[Last ] time you cleaned your room?
>> not lately. it's a pig pen at the moment

[Last ] CD/Cassette you bought?
>> i don't have a player, but i do have aol radio now, cheers Ü

[Last ] Travel?
>> today, mandaue city to lahug, cebu, cebu

[ Last ] time you cried?
>> last night. moping over the new rule of anwar.paetch.

[ Last ] time you smoked?
>> 17 minutes ago.

[ Last ] person who you chatted online with?
>> tanciong on my buddy list. a couple of days ago

[ Last ] person u added to ur friendster list?
>> no recollection. quite a few added sa flickr though...hehehe

[ Last ] website you browsed?
>> aim. loyal eh.

[ Last ] time you shopped?
>> i so will after i draw my budget. i need a good pair of shoes and a trusty

     jacket/ hoodie for work.

[ Last ] person you hated?
>> hehehe...myself.last night.

[ Last ] person u were thinking?
>> wari. i think of him a whole lot. it's sick.

[ Last ] time u felt sick?
>> last night. i'm sick now, nag cge ko tingsi.

     i have been blessed with chances of knowing really great people.

[ Last ] person u chatted on the phone with?
>> a co-agent. dry run ng phone skills. hehehe

[ Last ] digit of ur home phone?
>> 7, sa gensan. and it's disconnected. hehehehe

[ Last ] place you went to?
>> ground floor ng etel. Ü

[ Last ] clothes u wore?
>> my fave flannel PJs

[ Last ] book u read
>> at the moment, a million little pieces. wako copy ui

am just reading excerpts over and over again. ilove james frey

[ Last ] person u adored?
>> wari. adore thee

[ Last ] person u got annoyed with?
>> ang tindera ng mais. and the prinsisitang pink inappropriate kay

    gaya gaya ug fave color.

[ Last ] person u bought a present for?
>> myself. am buying presents for myself. hehehe

[ Last ] person u said happy birthday to?
>> anwar. 22nov 2005. arg. maau pa if wala. hehehe

[ Last ] dream u had?
>> i did not dream any. but if dreams lang eto ang vivid: a chevrolet trailblazer nga

     pink and a driver's license. weeee.....

raenyberry
"love has made me a fool, set me on fire and watched as i floundered, unable to speak except to cry out and wait for your answer, and you come around in your time speaking of fabulous places, create an oasis that dries up as soon as you're gone, you leave me here burning in this desert without you." - stupid, sarah mclachlan

an sms

it was nice seeing you again.

 

i missed you.

 

 

 

atoot raen, to-o sad ka?

what happened?

i feel like i lost someone. a gal pal lost her ex boyf to cancer. and it's the holidays.

and she's all about him the previous year. first love. first all. aaaaaaarg.

yikes, how will one go about an ex who died anyway?

i shouldn't have opened her blog, i ended up tearing my heart

too... (ang title pa sa entry: i can't believe this is happening)

 

it's not like i lost wari. i didn't. pero, it is sooo much better to

lose yer guy to something as ghastly as cancer kesa naman

to some girls. weeeh. hehehehehe (hehe, all ex boyfs go to heaven)

 

i'm sad. understatement.

 

and it's pay day! napapas ako ngisi when i came across lovekewl's

blog... she loved the guy. understated.

 

the past few days i've been laughing like a dolt for no reason,

the littlest things made me happy, extremely. yeah, and life at home had been

beautiful.plus my folks are gonna be here for the holidays, so things are just

super perfect. and He loves me.

 

seeing anwar last night didn't make me though. i am baffled. i do not know

where to go. all i know is that when he is around, i would come running.

it's sooooo SARAH MCLACHLAN, hehehe.

 

double-jacking with the vet reps made me extra giddy. and i know

i would look like an idiot should i take calls tomorrow. yet, am doubley glad

i got to talk to and mingle with ppl i never thought were nice. ako juds....

bad judge of character. Ü

 

my mind is a different entity. it separates from my systems when we are

on training sessions. gakabugo ko kalit. punit my wits. sos!

 

much needed: sugar rush.

 

current cravings: gambas pasta

 

best thing i got today: a loaded debit card *grins* and the hugest hug. weeeh.

 

beautiful person: armand on the elevator Ü

 

cutest gilik moment: mr. luy cupping my chin, jejejeje---> ki-at! (sa act ko na giliks.)

 

what i will not do: continue wallowing and weeping like a widow over waryu.

tama na, hubag ako mata going to work. labad pa ako ulo.

daghan pa in queue. weeeh. Ü

 

what i will do: EAT.

                     take calls. be better at it.

                     reclaim sundays.

                     quit smoking.

                     pa clear sa WATS, sheepish grin*

                     pay DEBTS Ü

 

missing: joey and steph. big time.

 

raenyberry
When you feel in your skin in your bones and the hollow
Of your heart, there's no way you can wait till tomorrow.
When there isn't any doubt about it once you come this close
Cos you know and you know that you know. Ü

inappropriately silly.

i could barely think, i've nothing good to write, but, the need, no, the urge to pound on the keyboard doesn't go away. i know things are turning out really good for me,so i am left grateful.

i wonder why am in a generally happy mood, despite the frivolous setbacks and maka-irits pips i find lurking on friendster and making statements such as: he loves me like a fat kid loves his cake.ai, ewan.

someone left me the happy gas.

i miss *&^%$ but then again, i've to blame the fates for turning the constellations wrong side up every so often.

and yeah:

"love has made me a fool, set me on fire and watched as i floundered, unable to speak except to cry out and wait for your answer, and you come around in your time speaking of fabulous places, create an oasis that dries up as soon as you're gone, you leave me here burning in this desert without you." - stupid, sarah mclachlan

i guess that's the way things are. for the mean time.

 

-- love, indeed, is strong.  it could even break one's heart. ripped from leen's journal. Ü

flea market

my tuesday night: adto mi mercado sa ako manghud, shobe was on her happy mode, tagged the wet market as THE FLEA MARKET, para when asked where we went to, we could just say, we went haggling sa flea market....Ü

 

sighs.

ang nakuha, 20 bucks worth of good finds...hehehehehe and mga kati-kati sa kaka-ukay.

 

i sometimes love my sister...hehehe

tuesday

midterms for the client...bombed it cuz i over slept, took the wrong puj this am, ended hailing a cab....maka-irit ang nawung ni lj na ginapanindigan ang pink, weeh....ewan idol ako....

 

am the happiest girl in the world right now.

 

and broke.

 

and so alanis is right, am broke but, i am happy.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

"I am nothing special, of this I am sure.

I am a common man with common thoughts and I've led a common life.

There are no monuments dedicated to me and my name will soon be forgotten,

but I've loved another with all my heart and soul,

and to me, this has always been enough."
Nicholas Sparks (The Notebook) ­

yay, weekend

 

the week went by sooo painfully slowly, but, yeah, wadaheck, next week would be my fourth week at work....ang saya. it's totally being taken back to soft skills in sykes, only, i've made better friends at sykes(some i believe, hehehe)

ilove the value thingy they incorporate in us, sooo true, knowing that we have to set people's expectations correctly, unlike my previous call handling/troubleshooting steps where i am compelled to fib....yahoo! karun palang jud ko ka feel like am gonna like it here...i mean, am gonna like how my account works, plus the pay is better, way better...so no complaints whatsoever thus far....troubleshooting happiness as of now....Ü

 

still...no intimate gal pals, inom buddies are found anywhere though...but, i want another stephie and joey....bad....no, badly.....

 

yay, it's weekend....merry holidays.....

 

Raen
 
He was like an angel, you know?
I never knew life could be like that.
He was the one thing I followed through in my life,
the one thing I didn't give up on. 
I was good at loving him. [The Untamed Heart]

cassiopeia

This beautiful constellation at the edge of the Milky Way has definetely the shape of a "W". It is assiociated with the Perseus constellation family.
Sweeping this region with binoculars (or even an opera glas) is rewarding (especially the region around delta Cas).
It is located between DECL=+50 and DECL=+60, RA=23h and RA=3h. Once you found Cassiopeia or the Big Dipper, which is located opposite of the celestial pole, you can easily locate other constellations of the northern hemisphere.
In arabian countries this constellation is called Caph, which is also the name of beta Cas.

tong sabado

KAY GISUNDO KO NI ARMAND Ü weeeh....giliks

hehehe, am announcing a major giliks moment, hehehe, pagka wa'y lingaw.....

cuz 1: he called up(after mga 2 hours ra man lang mi gipahuwat sa starbucks!)

ug ang script: raen, am really sorry, let's go out na....

ang tubag ni fairy: aw, katug naman ko....

xa: come on it's saturday....i'll pick you up

fairy: so....so....stutter stutter, you'll you'll, ah basta sunduon ninyo ko?

[sa dihang di ko kibaw mu-english!]

 

 

------------------------------>

gi-puke rasad ang gi-inom.

 

 

northern sky

I never felt magic crazy as this
I never saw moons knew the meaning of the sea
I never held emotion in the palm of my hand
Or felt sweet breezes in the top of a tree
But now you're here
Brighten my northern sky.

I've been a long time that I'm waiting
I've been a long time that I'm blown
I've been a long time that I've wandered
Through the people I have known
Oh, if you would and you could
Straighten my new mind's eye.

Would you love me for my money
Would you love me for my head
Would you love me through the winter
Would you love me 'til I'm dead
Oh, if you would and you could
Come blow your horn on high.

I never felt magic crazy as this
I never saw moons knew the meaning of the sea
I never held emotion in the palm of my hand
Or felt sweet breezes in the top of a tree
But now you're here
Brighten my northern sky.

 

nindot bitaw lyrics marsi Ü

serendipity

- confuses fate with faith, naconfuse nasad ko should i have faith or should i trust the fates? pasabta kuno ko?

- i have to say i will not watch that movie again, will not purchase love in times of cholera(tama ba ang title????) masking supah sale pa na, and will turn the radio off should waiting in vain is playing on the radio or northern sky.....

- yeah, i will name my kid casiopia...ambut unsay tinood na spelling.....Ü

weeeehhhhhh......

serendipatious: Ü

 

i want

a cheese burger meal from mcdo...

 

 

now na.....

at the beginning

training has been really helpful so far...my wavemates are normal, hehehe....the call center is great, hassle though, cuz if you wanna go eat/drink, you have to take the lift pa...doesn't save you time....more ops rules are bones to pick on: for instance, peeing, no personal breaks, only 5 minutes, and you've to email a workforce guy, then you can't do fast breaks, no acw for us, but....maaaan, we have like an hour of avail time once we auto in, murag ga aux zero ka, as sykes pips would put it...the queue, in other word is, bearable.

okits, no posse, clicks---spell check, intimate gal pals xoxo at this time....okay ra sad, don't go for people mode ko at the moment...take it as the americans take it: am friendly but, that wouldn't mean friendship....sighs...i miss PS days, i've BDL and the glam girls, i miss joey and stephie muchos...drats.....

 

i've drinking buddies from the other team though, hehehe: lowdown: puro kids....Ü

 

para sa new year, hehehe

minimize fashion faux pas

not get really started on smoking

love unconditionally but, not recklessly

be a better friend

not associate with people i will end up not liking in the end

not go for people

not put up with someone who mistreats me

not get Über-wasted

save, weeh

keep my job, double weeh

 

 

 

 

 

Raen
He was like an angel, you know?
I never knew life could be like that.
He was the one thing I followed through in my life,
the one thing I didn't give up on. 
I was good at loving him. [The Untamed Heart]

chinese lotuses

unsa'y tubag?

she couldn't hurt me....and i thought you couldn't too.....

 

 

just a thought

tanong ni stephie:

what if mambalik ako, joey, lyra, ikaw, danielle, and mai sa peoplesupport?

 

hehehe, stephie, kalingaw, puro pompom girls.....apilon si jilar, kwaon sa expedia, then pimp si mark r....Ü

 

 

some months ago

BBBB: help me look for the book nga title kay 5 ppl you meet in heaven

ang tanga: adto ta national na, kay naa na didto, para kang kinsa?

BBBB: ako miga na B, pa-ask sya pila kay mupalit daw xa, taysa textan naku...

at nag text.....

i came across her friendster page:

fave book: 5 ppl you meet in heaven--- bday gift by my crybaby....

 

moral:

pagka-faetch....di na lagi pataka view ug friendster profiles....

etela

i finally got a job,

one long painful day: dichee just had an out of the box thought that we go to ITpark, and submit CV, malay ko ba that in two days time He will give it to me....am left grateful..

 

but, that was a really unpleasant HR experience:

sell this pen----> this isn't only a pen, it is a pepper spray and a swiss knife

why do you need the money-----------> hala kay wa ba ka nanginahanglan

hahahahay, talaga of all call centers, their HR ppl were unpleasant....understatement yan.....(they took my call center job experience against me...mayo, na hire japon, hehehe....)

and to think: ma-hairy both arms niya and she looks like TJ's jackie, bwahaha....

 

and so i am ill, pagkatapos ng lahat lahat, i ended up with this respiratory thingy nasad...argh.....

i need

a free isp so i can go thru the posts and send in replies....lalo na sa PM....argh

a job, so the holidays will be merry, haha, without one okits japon.....though, i badly need one....

a fix it glue so i can fix me....

and the will to just let go....hehehe...i will miss prince Eric....sigherts...the frog prince that he is.....

 

yesterday: with dichee...i never knew i could enjoy JY, haha.... went thru pinugos application....painfully waited in the hospital, only to find answers to my questions: bianca nicholaa will never be....(si dichee bitaw nag pa check ya ulcers ui, hehehehe)

 

with princess batung orange....am no fun, i apologise.....gikapoy ko gabii...but, thanks for dinner...hugs

thank YOU......

jace: the bestest oldest galpal

mike ty: the newest bud, masking layo

toots: for our paths that crossed in college, never underestimating i like you statements

marsi: for gahapon, for always replying to my sms, for being my work in process church buddy, i hope.

anvi: for nagkabalikan na best palship

cpus: for being with dichee

crosses: thank you....battleship pa rin ako....will learn

steph and joey: my toddler friends.....glamlove....nothing less.....

xoxo: for still being a lil brother i never had.....

essa: for continuing the small laugh out loud moments despite the distance......

carla: for kerbymadness..... 

oh how the week went by

bum bum bum, slept slept slept: here i go again with the how my days went entries....don't mind me, wako life.....ate like a pig and laundried like since childhood pa mga soiled clothes ko......panit-panit juds ang hands....

the best weekend:

saturday: at home....with lil crosses to bear though...kape galores and boozing galores with dichee and the boyfy, josephus...ilovehim =) ( he shud know my sister is lucky, scrap that, blessed, awfully just to have him )

the best kiss ;) best hug....and the best national anthem.....Where do I start, to live my life alone? I guess I'm learning, only learning, learning the art of letting go.  saturday nyt still.....

sunday: reclaimed! went to church nasad, hahahaha...am sorry, i take this as life-altering, each time i go back.....don't mock me, it's a decision...and not a daily decision....a tough one, am not being overOA.....

and so ilearned: we are to be rescue ships: save lives, save souls....at ako, hindi....paxenxa, am a battleship at the moment....sink other ships....and soon i sink too....hahahahay......

and the best start of the week: homut, layo, mingaw ang new place.....i wish i could go thru my waterloo....i wish i could win the wrestling match with a leg of a ham.....

and the best cab driver: hehehe..... sige yawyaw bout ya lovelife....paetch!

ayala: with dichee and best boyfy on a monday, kape nasad...wako ga-warn, aplud ang raspberry moccha, VICTIMS....hehehehe and yeah, nabanggaan si nash.....argh..... i hate former associations......

Lord, yer altogether lovely, altogether wonderful....true....ako, altogether lost and broke....

best quote: my girlfriend, like you, durian girl, kalintura sad kinaon...(i hope i did justice quoting)

 

i do not have the answers to yer questions

- that is why i would not ask you my own questions because i know you wouldn't have the answers too....

- you make me the happiest, oddly frustrated, freaked-out girly in cebu

- and yesss, i will wait....(for raia anicka, just don't name her rae anne, that should make me puke)

--------------------------i still don't have a job, i have CV mishaps, and yeps, i am left in laziness blissdom.....faetch, no moolah for my fave solace: laag

 

jace, i would name my girl bianca nicholaa.....should she materialize...hehehehehe

love bling pink

i scared myself, karun rajud ko kasulti, i am the most inconsistent girly there is...chins, i appreciate the vote of confidence though..." i envy you, you can walk away from something that does not make you wholeheartedly happy..."

in gratitude:

for my sister's health, na-okits naxa...i guess....for so much blessings these days...

for anwarus, he is still my favorite person in the whole world, kahit walang hiya and blantantly honest xa, which can be hurtful at most times....

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ang nangyare nung weekend:

Current mood:	bouncy
Current music:	sa kanya

of yesterday and lasterday
 

- kidney sediments. acquired diabetes.possible. misent on purpose, dah lagi, naguilty your honor si wari and came by the hospital.....the shortest 30 minutes of my life. (saturday)

- looked after shobe, hers is a kidney like no other: 3 beans...two on the left, one the right... (still saturday)

- dinner at neoneo as forftuna with bangi and boyf...their treat, hehehe, kaila kang gipasakay kog 2 jeeps, 2 tricycle just so i cud make it on time sa airport to pick her up! (saturday)

-with bangi and abu, red ribbon, hahaha, ga-ask kog mango shake, thinking of mango juice, kiglalis pa sa server!(sunday)

-with kathra, dyosa, roma mia, galunch, kinaun kay libak, hehehehe, she bought a pink plus green ponytail holder for me from fashion venue...sweet! (sunday)

sunday sunday sunday

-with kathra, sunday still, gala ayala with her old gal pals, xoxo

-(sorry kaith and prinsisitang orange, i will make it up to you)

- saw banig and ronz, third consecutive kitakits sa ako cancer charge, ronz, hehehe, well, we bumped into exboyf one true wuv, RON, ang ka-faetch kay the lil sister chloe kissed me...huhu...and the old big guy, just looked.

- bought milk. (a defining moment)

-dinner again with bangi and abu, their call, sa ching palace...the best chinese i had thus far....(i love bird's nest with quail's egg soup...pang-avian flue)

- missing wari muchos...family day raw eh....

- the village, east west, had raspberry mocchachino, iw, pinaka-aplud na kape...still with bangi and abu, hala saw honey.sykes and intro moi to some of her college pals...pinsan ni teej andun....

-----------------> at dahil walang matinong kwento, my weekend ended.

 

1.5 turns, i failed with prince eric....

Prince Eric: What do want from me?

Rainy Fairy: I do not want anything from you really, it's just that you're my most favorite person in the world right now.

Prince Eric: Are you insane? Your fave person right now is BAD NEWS.....

 

ipink.

understatements

shobe: kaila ka achee, ga-swell ang ako left kidney?

dichee: oo chee, kay heart shaped man iya kidney.

achee: dili ui, tulo iya kidney!

wari: miss you jd ganina...(ganiha ra?)

wari: ayaw na ngita gasto....

kalai: aw, di man mi ig-agaw ni tj, kita na bitaw ko imu sa friendster, gipakita niya....

marsi: that's just healing a heartache with another heartache....

kathra: mga ing-ana na silang klaseng tao raen (unsa kat?)

kaith: aw, abi ba naku fairy ka? (na-angel naku)

stephie: am begging you, please erase anwar's number, and stop yer kahibangan....pls...i'm begging you, it's okay to have seafoams mags, but, choose please....

We Pink.

photos by kathra..kawat.hehehe...

happiness, though fleeting is still happiness(settle!)

i am being taught patience in so many ways lately:

-my shobe and her tantrum fits (na-hospital kay cge bitch fit???)

-groping my way thru my new job when am used to being a call girl(oh, yessss, things can only get better sweetheart) Ü

-prince eric's blatant honesty, though hurtful, is teaching me patience in all shades of pink (eg: wait a day for an sms just to know he is alive/more waiting for 2-4 hours only to tell me he'll be there 5 minutes/and yes, just plainly waiting for things that are unexplained)

elated because: essa can finally make it to cebu, although hasulhasulon ang fairy to pick her up at the airport(mag dyip at fairydust eh!) and i saw my cancer charge Ronz last night sa kfc fuente,hehehe, it made me wish for the peoplesupport lunchbreak days... ;(

some famous last words: ♥

and tama xa: mag-fasting for year, and in Verlaine's words: raeny, quit torturing yourself! Essa's: raen, do not be too hard on yourself....Marsi's: getting over a heartache with yet another heartache, faetch!

misyel: pugong ug biga....

 

maaaaan paaaanish

sorry: for offending/hurting someone i deeply  cared about...know that i am not really a bad person, i still live by the toddler's creed though....at times, i want my rag doll back...but, that rag doll was never mine in the first place.... and i sooo wish i could still reclaim my sundays with you... =(

grateful: for a much needed understanding, marsi, you are the sweetest person without a mean bone in your body....thank you for reconsidering being my friend.... i hope we let the other person be a separate entity from our palship.

stressed: i wish it's rest day everyday and pay day as always Ü

closure: hehe, wako ka babye sa lahing pips from WATS, sorry....

 

www ♥

 

wishing: prince eric

wanting: some understanding of this whole situation i got into...

waiting: for 5pm...and his done tennis session....

tell me really, what do you want from me?

gi-atay do not ask!

waiting, wishing, wanting...YOU

must i always?

now and then

PRESENT MOBILE UNIT
- as useless si trusty inday nokia

PRESENT PERFUME
- am not wearing any...at the moment, i've icemint on

PRESENT SHAMPOO
- palmolive aromatherapy na red

PRESENT CRAVING
- si prince eric...and yeah, shawarma, california maki, banana cake

PRESENT FAVORITE SONGS
- fast car, i know, sunday morning(maroon5), break down(jack johnson)

LAST FOOD U ATE
- fish escabeche, wa'y klaru nga chop suey, rice-plain, banana-saging

LAST SONG PLAYED
- i just don't love you no more.... [last night]

LAST SONG U SANG
- i know, thinking about prince eric, heehee

LAST GIFT U RECEIVED
- free dinner...ngyox, yeah two strands of bead necklaces, named applets and bobot from mommy claire

LAST TIME U HAD UR HAIRCUT
- about two months ago when i gave up my curls for a tul-id head

LAST ALCOHOL U DRANK
- vodka cruiser--> guava and san mig light--------> paaanish najud, i do not drink na...

PRESENT PET
- prince eric Ü

LAST BOOK YOU READ
- tis, i never finished it...and great expectations, unfinished too(ebook)

LAST BIRTHDAY ATTENDED
- no one's birthday...i missed joey's

LAST GIMIK/ OUTING
- wit kathra dyosa and prinsisita orange bato sa ayala kfc/starbucks and wit wari,moon cafe ug c24,last week pa toh!

LAST THING U DO BEFORE U GO TO SLEEP
- run thru my devotional, brush my teeth, do yoga in frustration

LAST THING U BOUGHT
- wala cuz am the queen of broke right now

LAST MALL U VISITED
- ayala, last week pa kaya with kathra-goddess and nice-orange batu

LAST MOVIE U WATCHED
- some spanish film with english sub-titles, supposedly, pero nakatulog ako wa mi na dayun ni dichee

LAST PERSON WHO FETCHED U
- last day na naku sa carpool, ahooo, my cab mates

LAST FIGHT U HAD
- some faggot of a kano, samokens ayo xa

LAST TIME U CRIED
- reading josephus' poems, hehehe, nakakahiya talaga ako, walang dignidad

PRESENT PERSON U HATE
- tindera ng mais and babaeng pinaninindigan ang pink

LAST PERSON U TEXTED
- anWaRee, nagreply

LAST PERSON U TALKED TO
- erin and the likes(katoka'g answer ui)

LAST BREAK-UP
- aw shucks, raincheck

LAST TIME U SAID GOODBYE TO SOMEBODY U LOVE
- raincheck again

PRESENT CRUSH
- kerby gella to be consistent

LAST KISS
- raincheck

LAST PERSON WHO HUGGED U
- si mark donaldo when he came by my station

LAST PERSON U HUGGED
- ditto! (answer to the previous question)

PRESENT THOUGHTS
- prince eric, how will i figure things out...yoga thoughts, maka-irits cuz i don't get it, and going about my clearance...asa pod ko sa undas? and Lord, sana di ako broke...

PERSON/S U WANT TO KILL RIGHT NOW
- prince eric if dili magparamdam ang soul niya....pede narin ang tindera ng mais

last day mishap

 

nakakaiyak, when we logged in, we chose to be seated at the idaho extension, am hoping, anthony would be the sup kay wala'y libog, the rest of the sups there, mostly girly sups has got issues with browsers eh, but, ang malas ko, erin and i realised the sup from blair witch project is manning the stations, and it was a cogent reason for us to run for covers then. we decided to hide in the other booths, yet, they were full of headset jockeys as usual. no choice left but go downstairs. we thought things would be a walk in the park, turned out otherwise, the alingogngog sup and her minion were both manning the hawaii booth and am left with no browsers to check.

erin was then moved to the extension and i'm to dial inside booth A, so naginusahay jud ko sa ako last 8 dialling hours as a call girl. =( erin was trying to tell me that the brit guy 3 seats next to her looked like kerby gella. hello, i could grow the hairiest leg, but, i could not really see kerby in him, heehee.

am really screwing it up big time, am on a listed survey, but, i keep looking for the wrong person.(am blogging wokits?) and am starting to doze off...sighs i still have about 7 more hours to go. and am outta here, yipee! Ü

(in fairness: i will miss the terrible lunches, though at times they're really good, miss the cab rides to work, and good old mactan bridge, i will miss friendster,should friendster be blocked sa new workplace, will miss some people i have made good friends with, but, hell! am sooo outta here!)

pang-inis, bwahaha

 

suya lang kaau ko ninu tanan kay wa mo calls jud...

-----Original Message-----
From: Gedorio, Rae Anne
Sent: Monday, September 06, 2004 12:32 PM
To: Peralta, Jerylle
Subject: RE: hehe

frustrating na!!!!!

argh!!!

maldito lge ta ron....

-----Original Message-----
From: Peralta, Jerylle
Sent: Monday, September 06, 2004 12:30 PM
To: Gedorio, Rae Anne
Subject: RE: hehe

nope i didnt...

-----Original Message-----
From: Gedorio, Rae Anne
Sent: Monday, September 06, 2004 12:23 PM
To: Peralta, Jerylle
Subject: hehe

bongga, me call dw xa o...

cn u see mulan?

pls lng sna she's here na....Ü

RAIN

"Love has nothing to do with what you are expecting to get--only what you are expecting to give--which is everything. What you will receive in return varies. But it really has no connection with what you give. You give because you love and cannot help giving."

iloveyou, an email

>     F A M I L Y
>
>
>
>     I ran into a stranger as he passed by,
>     "Oh excuse me please" was my reply.
>
>
>
>     He said, "Please excuse me too;
>     I wasn't watching for you."
>
>
>
>     We were very polite, this stranger and I.
>     We went on our way and we said goodbye.
>
>
>
>     But at home a different story is told,
>     How we treat our loved ones, young and old.
>
>
>
>     Later that day, cooking the evening meal,
>     My son stood beside me very still.
>
>
>
>     When I turned, I nearly knocked him down.
>     "Move out of the way," I said with a frown.
>
>
>
>     He walked away, his little heart broken.
>     I didn't realize how harshly I'd spoken.
>
>
>
>     While I lay awake in bed,
>     God's still small voice came to me and said,
>
>
>
>     "While dealing with a stranger,
>     common courtesy you use,
>     but the family you love, you seem to abuse.
>
>
>
>     Go and look on the kitchen floor,
>     You'll find some flowers there by the door.
>
>
>
>     Those are the flowers he brought for you.
>     He picked them himself: pink, yellow and blue.
>
>
>
>     He stood very quietly not to spoil the surprise,
>     you never saw the tears that filled his little eyes."
>
>
>
>     By this time, I felt very small,
>     And now my tears began to fall.
>
>
>
>     I quietly went and knelt by his bed;
>     "Wake up, little one, wake up," I said.
>
>
>
>     "Are these the flowers you picked for me?"
>     He smiled, "I found 'em, out by the tree.
>
>
>
>     I picked 'em because they're pretty like you.
>     I knew you'd like 'em, especially the blue."
>
>
>
>     I said, "Son, I'm very sorry for the way I acted today;
>     I shouldn't have yelled at you that way."
>     He said, "Oh, Mom, that's okay.
>     I love you anyway."
>
>
>
>     I said, "Son, I love you too,
>     and I do like the flowers, especially the blue."
>
>
>
>     FAMILY
>     Are you aware that if we died tomorrow, the company
>     that we are working for could easily replace us in
>     a matter of days.!
>     But the family we left behind will feel the loss
>     for the rest of their lives.
>
>
>
>     And come to think of it, we pour ourselves more
>     into work than into our own family,
>     an unwise investment indeed,
>     don't you think?
>     So what is behind the story?
>
>
>
>     Do you know what the word FAMILY means?
>     FAMILY = (F)ATHER (A)ND (M)OTHER (I) (L)OVE (Y)OU

moments in life---> kerby

MOMENTS IN LIFE

There are moments in life when you miss someone
so much that you just want to pick them from
your dreams and hug them for real!


When the door of happiness closes, another opens;
But often times we look so long at the
Closed door that we don't see the one,
Which has been opened for us


Don't go for looks; they can deceive.
Don't go for wealth; even that fades away.
Go for someone who makes you smile,
Because it takes only a smile to
Make a dark day seem bright.
Find the one that makes your heart smile.

Dream what you want to dream;
Go where you want to go;
Be what you want to be,
Because you have only one life
And one chance to do all the things
You want to do.

May you have enough happiness to make you sweet
Enough trials to make you strong,
Enough sorrow to keep you human and
Enough hope to make you happy.

The happiest of people don't necessarily
Have the best of everything;
They just make the most of
Everything that comes along their way.

The brightest future will always
Be based on a forgotten past;
You can't go forward in life until
You let go of your past failures and heartaches.


When you were born, you were crying
And everyone around you was smiling.
Live your life so at the end,
You’re the one who is smiling and everyone
Around you is crying.


Please send this message to those people
Who mean something to you (I JUST DID);
To those who have touched your life in one way or another;
To those who make you smile when you really need it;
To those who make you see the
Brighter side of things when you are really down;
To those whose friendship you appreciate;
To those who are so meaningful in your life.


Don't count the years - count the memories

talk about tables and chairs

haha, we finally have them! Ü

 

no more eating on the bed, sitting on the laundry stool...

gun o to teng kap.... i do not know what are chairs in chinese,teehee!

super steal: all for p500, pays to wait! Ü

fairy at prinsisita at dyosa

upload naku balik katra ha...wa koy lingaw run eh...
proof na nag come together ang raenyfairy, dyosa by day na kabalo mu-kayak, and well, si princessa batong orange...bwahaha!

pooh!

 

""When you wake up in the morning, Pooh," said Piglet at last, "what's the first thing you say to yourself?" "What's for breakfast?" said Pooh. "What do you say, Piglet?" "I say, I wonder what's going to happen exciting today?" said Piglet . Pooh nodded thoughtfully. "It's the same thing," he said. "What's that?" the Unbeliever asked. "Wisdom from the Western Taoist,"I said. "It sounds like something from Winnie-the-Pooh ," he said. "It is," I said. "That's not about Taoism," he said. "Oh, yes it is," I said.""

♥

"Lots of people talk to animals," said Pooh.

"Not that many listen though."

"That's the problem."

♥

"Tigger is all right really," said Piglet lazily.
"Of course he is," said Christopher Robin.
"Everybody is really," said Pooh. "That's what I think," said Pooh.
"But I don't suppose I'm right," he said.
"Of course you are," said Christopher Robin.

♥

When you discard arrogance, complexity, and a few other things that get in the way, sooner or later you will discover that simple, childlike, and mysterious secret known to those of the Uncarved Block: Life is Fun.

-linens and bed slash dust mites-

 

i finally decided to lift my fingers and change the linens, it hasn't been changed since flounder, and the icky smell of a cornucopia of stuff had been sticking to moi and my pillows, think sputtered saliva when one wakes up out of a nightmare, sweat stains, and what have i....my grandmother would be aghast and would go ballistic should she see my BED situation.

so there, my pink+hearts pillow cases were serving their purpose now. no, really, at times i wake up with red rashes all over moi, this really prompted me to do something about the beddings, i realised bed mites or dust mites might have been infested there and have been feasting on me for months...grossier than the survey am on yesterday.

and on another topic: shobe, the littlest sister, saw nash and lj in SM the other day, she snickered: "soo, pink,america bah eto, ba't nagsusweater?" and so, the girl told nash to defend her dignity,bwahaha... nash, the knight without an armor went towards my sister and was supposedly to grab her arm, when he noticed that my CC's teamates where there with her, so he backed off... real mature huh?

hahay, why had i known quarter-ppl then? but, i so love shobe, she is the involuntary slash extra eyesight i have, the extra-extra mean bone grown outside of my body, my self righteous lil brat, and i am grateful she could be that lil mulan knight when achee forgets her backbone.(i wonder why she is extra3x irked when it comes to LJ, she explains that the girl is making panindigan that she is ALL Pink, hehehe)

on tv: si imang/bernadette, she's the reason why i had 4 hours sleep last night, i was tempted to watch, i go windang when meryl soriano would do those funky song and dance routines along with those two ik-iks na madre, i mean she's way too wafa to do that. (digressing, short ra: my super sup passed by and smiled...argh, baby when i see you smile juds) and well, imang could sing, eto ha, nagmamaganda: "nalilito na itong batang puso ko!" and Pablo, Luis Manzano sang too, again, double windang ang Raen, "napupuna ko s'ya ay naninimbang..." sigherts... maka-lukring ang free tv.

" i grew up in a neighborhood where everyone is poor, my family is poor, we had no money, but, we had a nice house, and we have a lot of love.......no one ever gets successful, we just chase our dreams, i still am chasing mine." SUNNY, a Hawaiian Surfer Ü

bain & company is doing this!

 

giliks. hehe...i now realised super sup is actually a babe. ako man gud mabantayan sa WATS kay katung pretty girl na preppiness galore. argh.

anyways, sayang, am counting the days nalang juds...hehehe...

altho, WATS payroll turned out crappy nasad...they are delaying our pay na naman. so i would not know how to go about the clearance and all those!

of all the surveys to be on: i am doing the ta-da: FUNERAL HOMES! nawala ang bisa ng pagka-fairy naku...doing the introduction grosses me out! lalo na we had baby back ribs, mashed potato, and fresh fruit salad for lunch,but, mura pod japun gikan funeral home ang ka tough sa beef, and ka-cold sa mashed potato, ug ang kakuluntoy sa fruit salad...heehee. moon, give me bread.

live.love.laugh.

-the crickets and the stars overheard-

why didn't you kiss me g'nyt?

a thousand is on its merry way to you. nyt.

 

 

nuf said!