last week at the hospital. grr. my second visit in a month.
Saturday, October 30, 2010
Tuesday, October 26, 2010
sated with hospital food in a hospital bed
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in bullets
wednesday night, october 20- i wind up with a high fever that would go between 38-40 degrees
21st- stayed at home, i asked for a PTO- paid time off. and my rashes appeared on the back
22nd- i asked j to take me to the hospital in the morning and i wind up staying in
my weekend- spent in the hospital.
saturday morning- i asked that my dextrose/iv be taken out after my hand was all painful.
sunday morning, my fever died down. after promising to drink 4 liters of gatorade. and i took an extra effort to eat tons-ful of jell-o. went on steroids.
monday- my whole body is red and swollen and itchy
tuesday- last day in the hospital. fml, my rashes are still itchy allover.
the verdict: quit tegretol- now i'm gonna be drugless when going about my tic douloureux. hay. :(
2 hospital visits in one month. what could this mean to me?
i wish i were terminally ill. haha. it would make things easier. i don't have to think about a future home, retirement, savings, and those things. it's going to be the bohemian rhapsody for me.
Tuesday, October 19, 2010
chanson du soleil
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"Some things don't last forever, but some things do. Like a good song, or a good book, or a good memory you can take out and unfold in your darkest times, pressing down on the corners and peering in close, hoping you still recognize the person you see there."Sarah Dessen
weather's wonderful cuz we got to sleep all day, woke up 4pm and cooked. i made herbed rice and embutido in tomato sauce and made melon juice. and the boyf asked me if we can eat out cuz well, he said my rice is too salty but what he meant was, i'm such a bad cook, even i would not eat what i served. oh fml.
(: glaring at me is the fact that i ultimately cannot cook.
my TN attacks had zeroed in. i think i already have the remission. but, i'm not gonna celebrate. i still eat healthy. think inasal, fish, and broccoli kinda healthy. haha.
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i got an impromptu invite to be a godmother to Cee's daughter Nayeli. what joy would that be. free dinner and a new godchild.
so we had a lovely dedication dinner in apollo restaurant and had the chance to catch up with Cee and Rica who made me think that we should really move to taguig or makati. either way.
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everyone's growing up but me. anyway, i still have 10 years to fix my retirement. i have a year left to be a twenty-something tumbleweed but it's not going to be everlasting.
it feels odd; like when everyone's on the family way and getting married, i feel as though i will not fit in the category.
oh well, it's always great to pick the long way round. when traveling ithaca, you might've experienced her on every pit stops. so at the moment i'm in the phoenician market on road to ithaca.
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segue:
i don't think i should be guilty if i got a new purse from mango on payday then. haha.
i also truly miss my little imp, kenji. i wish dich would take him home this week.
Monday, October 18, 2010
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- most apt statement of the night is too tired to function. ftw.
- Parisian flat containing €2.1 million painting lay untouched for 70 years http://tinyurl.com/246bqt3
- ♥ realsimple.com
- If you’re irritated by your partner, imagine him as a small child. Read this off yahoo! Ways to foolproof your marriage. (:
- bread and soup are wonders of the world, now i am so hungry
- i am miserably learning how to cook. i would want my own cookbook written by hand to pass down to my offspring one day. #heirloomwishes
- how to serve french bread: http://tinyurl.com/23d8698 i love the list bec i ♥ french bread so much
- imagine whirled peace/ photo credits: ffoodd.tumblr http://twitpic.com/2vp6e0
- theshowmanship when you have beautiful things - mess becomes beautiful mess.
- fxck my drug allergies, fxck my TN attacks.
- happy happy 70th birthday John Lennon. (:
- i hate the #newtwitter format.
- Reuters Jailed Chinese dissident Liu wins Nobel Peace Prize http://reut.rs/9zcRBm
- it's not a secret to keep, but it's not yours to tell either. so whatever it is, I DID NOT DO IT! die bitch die! be jealous be very jealous.
- "If you're looking for sympathy you'll find it between shit and syphilis in the dictionary." — David Sedaris
- cute kongers photo from tesa celdran's blog http://twitpic.com/2vgptx
- whatever it is i didn't do it. haha.
- some fuckers at werk were spreading rumors abt me and they were nasty/shady. die bitch die! be jealous be very jealous.
- a floating house: http://tinyurl.com/392sunz
- everyone needs a rush of endorphin ♥
- i wanna go to bali or laos or bkk some time next year. ahay.
- oh october, be kind.
- r: kailinit ka, ka kulit and ala-gain j: ikaw yah eh, CONTROL FREAK. ouch, that pulled some heart strings.
- because of Your perfect will dear Father: http://tinyurl.com/34npqt3 - a photoset
- hall and oates you make my dreams come true: http://tinyurl.com/n2qcqc
- i'm to keep a diary of my attacks to make sure that i get proper medication. i keep forgetting. grr.
- read about kids being bullied and committing suicide. grabeh America are creating so many suburban monsters.
- boy you are shady, shady.
- @BSuaco TN is trigeminal neuralgia - facial nerve damage / MS is multiple sclerosis. The latter is scarier. :(
- motherf lbm is taunting me tonight. i have work. cmpny nurse says i've been detoxed by all the ice cream& the melon juice i've had.
- at the end of the day: there is a GOD. #loverofmysoul
- kenji, a four year old can tell her mom he loves Christian music and can remember his fave song by remembering the letters. how awesome.
- bad news is MS can paralyze, cause blindness, & it's not even a terminal disease. same with TN, i'm not terminally ill but plagued w/ pain.
- @BSuaco like her better than martha. she's natural at what she does and she's beautiful. (:
- good news is ppl diagnosed with MS doesn't even feel the symptoms until death. (:
- my medication causes bruise-like feeling all over me. i still thank God cause thru this i try to live healthy.
- can twitter lead the masses? http://tinyurl.com/3xynsh9
- i really don't understand the war in gaza strip/ pakistan-israel war to say anything about it, i just don't understand war. :(
- barefoot contessa shows how to picnic off a basket, get some ham, cheese, good wine, cherry tomatoes, or grapes. voila!
- it's weird that when you see someone born in 1985, you don't read their age as 12 but 25. i feel old. haha.
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- fugly doctor's secretary got what she deserved today. ppl no matter what job you have should do your job with ur heart. that's work ethics.
- i must say that i shouldn't mustn't wear brogues cz every1 is wearing them, i'd want a sperry boy's topsider instead in brown or navy.
- ℒℴѵℯ's a hard decision to risk impending choke..
- "Baby, don't you cry, 'cause I got it all figured out" #iknowthelyricstothesongsyousing
- i miss how i have intelligent conversations with angelo. :( i miss him today. i wanna cry.
- i love love love jars of clay.
- the news might be bad or cruel bt i knw that there's a God who gives better if nt best news. we all just need to grow up. (or quit druggin)
- John 1:16 And of his fulness have all we received, and grace for grace. #onetoomanypromises
- where'd my tweets go again?
- i used livid twice in a sentence. i must feel that way twice with a pressure on it.
- i hate it when i leave off a letter in sentences. like when i type can when i meant can't. #wordsnumberedunemcumberedwords.
- change upon change: http://tinyurl.com/379z8p3
- She has laughed as softly as if she sighed. #elizabethbarrettbrowning
- the be-ep as i wanna remember him each day: http://tinyurl.com/2g5kppc #ℒℴѵℯ
- best things in the world are little hands and big hugs: http://tinyurl.com/23yvkjt
- freethehikers #SSJ #QUOTE: "I'm staying strong because they need me to be, but I don't know when my life is going to be normal again" ~Sarah #FREEallTHREE
- thank You Lord for making me go thru the two classes w/out a hitch.
- ℒℴѵℯ's lookin' good on you, ℒℴѵℯ
- on a happier note, the magdalo group had been pardoned by the president. (: wt a waste of brilliant men/minds if they wr pursued by the law.
- ABSCBNNews.com: Confessed rapist of volunteer nurse clears 6 suspects http://t.co/GJqE9tz via @ABSCBNNews
- remote parts of that island, why can ppl just be kind and helpful and grow up? gang rape? and attempted murder? i'm livid.
- but, God the gang rape of a volunteer nurse who came from a poor family is an outrage. i'm livid. it's difficult to get medical help in
- i saw a couplah heart wrenching news today, i do away with local news because crimes affect me in a huge way, being a victim of one in cebu.
- why would police arrest innocent men just because they looked like they have the face of a murderer or a rapist? it's incredulous.
- i've been TN attack-free since Sunday mornin, i still take the prescription drug but God, it's a miracle to be pain free for 3 days running.
- at least the dentist told me i've zero cavities! i'm so happy. (:
- and the most hasslefeck of all things is that i've to ask for a clearance from my neurologist tomrw so that i cn have the tooth pulled.
- my kidneys et liver would yelp each time a new pill is prescribed to me. i've to take anothr set of antibiotics bec of my molar.
- i/u cud hurt sombdy so badly she wud nver recover. tat a prson cn, just by living, damage anothr human being beyond repair.
- ppl should watch "easy a" to get a clue. and maybe while they're at that, they can buy a life too.
- i have the worst temper fits. ugg, my heart.
- made applesauce today. i learned that i should pare the apples before placing them in the oven. ha-ha.
- my appetite is amazing. i had a bowlful of oatmeal w/ choco syrup &cinnamon, grilled tuna sandwich, grilled cheese sandwich, &2 banana q!
- @chrstnm ePM ko lang. haha.
- @chrstnm lyrica una kad steroids, dasun now tegretol.
- @chrstnm ai daw lain na yah nga sakit Cee. pacheck na asap.
- "To be a Christian means to forgive the inexcusable because God has forgiven the inexcusable in you." — C.S. Lewis
- “Some of them are devotees to a cult of self-praise. I refused to join that hallelujah chorus!” #miriamsantiago
- http://miriam.com.ph/dictionary.php my fave senator (:
- "Experience is a brutal teacher, but you learn. My God, do you learn." — C.S. Lewis
- "Love is not affectionate feeling, but a steady wish for the loved person's ultimate good as far as it can be obtained." — C.S. Lewis
- It doesn't change God- it changes me."
- "I pray because I can't help myself. I pray because I'm helpless. I pray because the need flows out of me all the time- waking & sleeping.
- crazy bruises! (:
- wish we can stop doing drugs. but yeah, i wish we can just smoke weed all the time. hay. :(
- can't save another molar. hay should really visit the dentist twice a year. i feel bad about this. i can't do root canal, it's hasul.
- today was of shawarma, carrot shake, soft ice cream w/ candy sprinkles & blueberries, garlic bread w/ strawberry jam & cream cheese! #fffood
- @rakstarppip hahaha. Atay.
- freethehikers #SSJ #QUOTE: "Shane and Josh are two beautiful, innocent people who have been trapped in a cell for 14 months for... http://fb.me/uZ59EjYz
- "She's the sort of woman who lives for others - you can tell the others by their hunted expression." — C.S. Lewis (The Screwtape Letters)
- "We are not necessarily doubting that God will do the best for us; we are wondering how painful the best will turn out to be." — C.S. Lewis
- @chrstnm kung may facial pain ka kay kinanlan mo neuro. If sa body, lain gd guro nga doctor eh, hehe.
- is kilig. (:
- @chrstnm sajahan ko browse2x, tani ka buy ko balay next year buh. pero daw mabalik nako cebu.
- @chrstnm Cee kung daw gapitik pitik or daw headache pero dira nga section pacheck ka sa neuro, ako si michelli yusay.
- yokoono Happy Birthday John Lennon! Watch my exclusive video message for you at http://imaginepeacetower.com i love you! yoko
- oh, i have 14, double wee for that meager number.
- 13 tumblr followers, wee! what luck! Ü
- my jaw hurts unbearably. this condition paralyzes me in ways i haven't imagined. fml. #meandmycircumstance
- @rakstarppip TTTF. Ha-ha.
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