"Before you...my life was like a moonless night. Very dark, but there were stars -- points of light and reason.
...And then you shot across my sky like a meteor. Suddenly everything was on fire; there was brilliancy, there was beauty. When you were gone, when the meteor had fallen over the horizon, everything went black. Nothing had changed, but my eyes were blinded by the light. I couldn't see the stars anymore. And there was no more reason for anything."
- Stephanie Meyer, "New Moon"
She was sorry to have hurt her, but she wanted them all to leave her alone, let her keep it together. Kindness was the last thing she needed. She had to stay in the icy place, the numb place, and their warmth threatened to melt her just when she needed the cold.
<3 Paint It Black by Janet Fitch
it's been pouring again, am no longer worried about the leaks on my roof because the owner had it fixed already, or so i think. anyhoo, i got an invite to a new year's eve party- the building owner's house party, but, am off to cebu this weekend, so tah tah.
bacolod is beginning to be sparkling, altho the most interesting person (in my opinion) is losing the luster and the charm is beginning to wear off... and there are far more interesting, sparkley ppl out there, so, M.O....
vincent took me out for dinner, i got dolled up thinking we are off to pendy's, i mean, i wasn't donning the shirt/tank plus jeans and tsinelas look, i literally got prettified that i even wore the earrings shobe gave me, i wouldn't fuss over these things when am here, anyhoo, i thought we are doing pendy's, however we ended up having baby back ribs(all you can eat, rice on refill) at ribs and rice, w/c is an okay place likewise, but, not as posh as pendy's...am not complaining, it's just that I dolled up... what was awkward was that his guy friends were there, not the usual guy friends like tim, but, the snubbish guy friends who in turn aren't too snubbish at all. and they were actually CONVERSING with me, so they are okay i guess...
then we had coffee at calea's, every coffee place in town is packed. i kept blabbering while he was yawning, so i guess, i am losing the lustre too. who cares. i wanna talk, i've been asleep whole day.
pa wanted me to be off to dubai. why ship me? i'm kinda happy here. oh iam happy where iam. ship me to cebu, i will be happier...but, i'd want a 200k salary per month. wahaha.
show me the stars tonight!
<3
i saw her friendster profile, she's like one of those few people who you would want to be friends with in college...she might not be the coolest gal in campus, but, you would certainly gravitate towards her...
she would talk about her Jesus and people would mistake her to be religious, she isn't, she is simply a Christian.
i wanna be like her.
<3
my family all decided to move back to davao, ma and kenji will be moving to gensan, dich and cpus to davao, shobe will be left in cebu, a part of me would want to accept the fact that am not to move back to cebu. cebu is plainly different...i mean, nobody died there that would make the place special, but, hey, kenji was born there and dich got married there. there's just soo much growing up going on in that city that it's not easy to let it go... i know am not alone, alone here, i've cee, i've vincent, i've work. somehow, there, even if i complain a gazillion times a day about the filth and the fumes of the city, i've a life there. masking may kabus moments. hehehe
stephie: pagkawa'y issue ang mga taw dra sa money sa?
raen: oo, kita kay ISSUE jud. hehehe.
hay imiss fifay, she's like one of the most supportive gal pals i've met.
i had lunch wit cee at bob's yesterday, i keep ordering sate masking di nako fave, bugits, tas while gala, kita ko niya, nanlamig ko, pero di man ko sa stalker mode, so i did not ask cee that we follow him, murag tanga guro ko if nisunod pod ko... tas nagdinner at 21 with vincent, duha duha pako read ug SEA BASS. hehehe. (unsa base? or bas?) ambot ui....
tas ako tummy nagrevolt, i did not tell vince kay murag lood na ang thot, ana rko bati ako paminaw, truelily man jud bati jud. i felt like puking when i got home.
i was productive today, nanghinlo kog nag angay sako stuff sa house. yehey.
Cee yesterday: akon gyd ya nga havaianas pina kamahal (referring to the pair she gave me)
Raen: oo gani, i've rich friends cuz indi mga tag p600 lang ang gina buy nyo...
Cee: pero Chee if may mag hatag cmu mas mahal na gift kesa sakun pakaslan mo na gyd....
hehe, autisticon pod si Cee...anyhoo, hubag ang feet ni tim tutti frutti, nakatawa ko sa thought. hubag. ana ko niya dili naxa kawalk out, ana xa, ako lang daw ka walk out. toinks.
leche jud ning gapabuto sa dalan, i know i'd lose my dignidad if i asked vincent to be my school bus to work, pero i reconsidered, and so, i asked him to drive me to work, alangen, pili daw ko beh, maulanan tas mabut-han, may pa wa dignidad pero completo ako limbs.
happy 2007 everyone. Ü
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| Music: | tuloy pa rin ang pasko |
May hangover pko sa cebu, surreal being in
Inatay ka tugnaw… I’ve never felt happier going to work until today. Ilove it when the place is empty and it’s the holidays, everyone is trying to be in a festive mood even though they are stuck at work. Ilovelove TP. Hehehe. Karon pako na-ing-ani ka loyal sa company, am not gonna complain anymore. Ü so it’s December 25, I logged in 11:30 pm, hindi naman maxadong loser cuz when I got in, TL jepoi was like “o, anjan na QA nyo, ang spice….” Hehehe, ganahan jud ko ma-artista ai. Sakit kaau ako tiyan. It’s verbal and real diarrhea for me today. I had to go mga 100 times. Annie-TL nako got me a Hawaiian ginger na spritz for Christmas, lipay ang bata, but, I told her I wanted the orchid chenellin. Pagkawa’y ulaw! It’s totally freezing jud, makahilo ang tugnaw. Naunsa naman ni ui.
Sobrang trying to keep the spirit ang isang team, they brought food, they have valenciana, fried chicken, leche flan, and they’re bringing pasta tomorrow. Gi-atay. ;)
Lemme tell you what happened today:
When I got back to piayaland from cebu, cee smsd, we decided to have lunch at imay’s however, the place was closed for Christmas so we proceeded to Robi, and waited in queue for a table at max’s- just like cattlefarm, not a fave place to eat in, cuz it’s serving real food na dili maka anorexic thin tas mejo everything is dry and non-exciting…and then we were talking about my former fave person (na naga asa ko mugreet pag pasko, wa jud, nag hurt hurt ko slight, but, I quickly got over it…) tas when I turned around I saw the older brother then I saw him wit his whole family. Inahak, gwapa ayo ia achee, curly sue pajud, suya ko dah…mao toh, so wa mi nagtagdanay, the server almost got us seated right next to them, may nalang nisulti ko sa sulod nalang mi na super corner table, kay nah, grabeh ka kiwaw ang whole thing. Ai kibaw ko wa xa nakiwawan cuz di man ko existing na as a person. Ako ra ang OA mao kiwawan ko. Mao toh.
Tas we caught up wit Vincent and Tim sa coffee station, tas nikaon usab sa shakey’s, no wonder my tummy is aching big time tonight cuz ako neopets slash tummy tamagochi kay gipasagdaan nko kaon dghan.
When I got home, gi-angay nako ako stuff tas I slept, eh OA mga tawo dinhi magpabuto I asked Vincent to drive me to work, hehe, ako schoolbus kay nanlibre ug kape, daghan ayo koreano or koreano looking ppl sa Bo’s; sad man diay ia sibling story, buti pa ako happy ako stories about kay shobe and dich. =)
The weekend:
When I logged out Friday, CJ called, told me he is on his way to my place, tas he got me a tiny bear na super ka humot, natouched talaga ako, that I volunteered to accompany him buy a gift for his shobe, tas gilibre ko nya coffee, bwehehe. I then had dinner at pepe’s with Vincent and his barkada cuz birthday ni Ryan So, Toni and Shoti got me a camisole, ila daw Christmas gift nako, Vince got me my 3rd pair of havs, pink na may flower flower, panan-aw pa nko kay red, ana xa mura daw red, pero pink daw toh. I did not get anyone of them presents, I don’t think they needed gifts man sad kay di man sad sila pauper like me. Tas we went to see the baby of his other friend wit tim and cee, lahi na ang mayor atong lugar, so wla ko kibaw where we went to. Tas lafang nasad. Mao ning maka lagot pag Christmas, mag sige na lang lafs wit a capital L.
I’m terribly elated when I saw the familiar signs of cebu intl. airport, murag kilig kaau thinking na didto nako nakita si Kermit tong july, bwehehe. When I got the cab, blooper kaau cuz I forgot my address, ako pa gisulti kay: manoy sa mandaue,taculing. Nahibong ang tawo kung unsa ako gisulti. Then lunchtime steff and I plus si icah na bata pa may boyfriend na had lunch at dessert factory ayala, lipay na kaau ko, back to my niche nasad ko ug feeling beautiful, hehe. Tas we bumped into armand and dustin, mga batang shingles na palainom.
Sunday I went out with shobe nagpa SM, lahi ang lasa sa shakey’s bunch of lunch pag naa sa SM ug kuyog nako si shobe, lasa’g stubborn ug lalis. Hehe, tas joneil passed by, shingles pod sha, I wonder wut happened to cebu, wla nagabisaya pru sila shingles. Retail therapy na makabuang: I got me a pair of toe d orsay from CLN tas the attendant packed 2 left pairs. Ugtas!
Christmas dinner was great, early kaau mi nagnoche buena, we have an absentee Pa for the holidays, but, may mga bisita man sad, Cris came by, nahalf way namu ia gida na cuervo, kami ra duha ga-inom.
I feel richly blessed jud not because OA kadaghan nako presents this year(pero pede nasad kay shobe got me a viv earring instead of the bracelet preho mi ni dich kay mahadera si inay) but because of the following:
For seeing that dichee looked happy and gained back her self esteem and she made new friends and she is beautiful, mas gwapa pa xa kesa kay shobe, hehe.
For ma, who broke her vow na she will just enjoy her grandkid, and in the end sya diay mag nanny kay kenji
For kenji, who is the prettiest baby boy on borne this year wala pabor pabor, bati na iya nose tho, nagbabadya ma preho kay dichee, mayo dili September 18 iya birthday kay paksit
For shobe na masking stubborn kay natubuan nag responsibility thru kenji and is becoming best at what she does daily… you’re bound for greatness and fame shobelita, bwehehe masking wicked ka
For the friends I made in bacolod
For the friends I kept in Cebu and davao and those I outgrew in gensan, hehe
For relatives and family who despite of the distance kept us included in prayers
For my new keyword: CERTAINTY cuz last year was FAITH (leap of)
For Cpus and Cris who both loved my lil siblings muchos
For pa na maxadong absent this Christmas
For my job that I am falling in love wit everyday
And for the baby boy born 48 years ago in Bethlehem who made this life and this year worth it. ;)
Kamo, unsa’y ayo?
About You... | |
Name: RAE ANNE | |
Nickname: Raen | |
How old were you in 2006?: 24 | |
What was the most important thing you discovered in 2006?: that I will falter but I’ll do just fab | |
What will you always remember about 2006?: moving to piayaland | |
In 2006 did you... | |
Keep your New Years resolution?: I don’t think I did | |
Go on a holiday?: yep, sumillon island wit a whole bunch of interesting, happy people | |
Change jobs?: I did! I quit taking calls. Yey to me! | |
Buy anything from eBay?: nopes, dukha pa rin ako. | |
Prank call someone?: someone played prank texts on me | |
Get drunk?: almost every weekend, boohoo | |
Get high?: wit faith, yep! | |
Fall in love?: I so did. I am in love with love always. | |
Break up with someone?: ditto! | |
Get married?: nopes | |
Get divorced?: would want my first divorce at 29 Ü | |
Stop speaking to someone?: someone stopped speaking to me ;( | |
Kiss someone?: always a kissee, nyahahaha | |
Kiss someone whose name you can’t remember?: nopes | |
Make a new friend?: a tons. I’ve made friends wit nikita/ cee/ jeremy/ czar/ toni/ vince/ and tons of ppl from piayaland and Teleperformance-Printers | |
Do anything embarrassing?: almost every week when I am wasted I say really crazy, illogical things that I would blame the booze for | |
Do something that you thought that you would never do?: leave cebu | |
Do something you have always wanted to do?: quit being a headset jockey | |
Do anything that you regret?: not saying what I meant | |
Do anything illegal?: I didn’t, sappy pathetic and boring tawun ko! | |
Break a promise?: most of the time, lalo na when it’s tithing and going to church | |
Lose something?: I did. Friends. | |
Go crazy?: yep, sometime in september | |
Best of 2006... | |
Movie: pirates of the carribean cuz I saw the movie with magi and riz and it was a circus | |
TV Show: the iron chef and laguna beach and rich girls (or was it in 2005?) | |
Song: no rain/ the difference | |
Album: old ones from matchbox 20 | |
Thing you bought: the old mattress, hehe. | |
Memory: sumilon island, dancing wit ronski and him doing the quit playing games wit my heart number and twirling me around- cuz super crush nako sya at that time, January, wahahaha. September 12, 2006 din. Ü | |
Worst of 2006... | |
Movie: I forgot the title, but, it was a cerebral movie I saw wit ma and pa mid-year | |
TV Show: I’ve no TV for 5 months I don’t remember anything bad on the tube | |
Song: nada | |
Album: nada | |
Hangover: September 11, 2006 | |
Memory: September 18, 2006 grabeh ka hurtful promise. Murag tanga ko. | |
About 2007... | |
What do you want in 2007?: my own team, I wanna be a team lead, promise. ;) and a condo unit in front of robi, hahahaha! | |
Is there anything you would do differently in 2007?: be faithful with tithing and church | |
Do you think it will be a good year?: it so will! | |
What do you look forward to most about 2007?: a happy eventful hilarious memory-filled year | |
Do you have a New Years resolution?: still the same, really quit smoking, do yoga, reclaim my Sundays, be a better sibling and daughter(vague), not have alcohol, save and not go for people! | |
happy holidays everyone from davao to bacolod to cebu! and gensan. much much love. ;)
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God Bless you and keep you multiply community!
smooch!
| Current mood: | |
| Current music: | hang |
My life is totally mundane; I am not asking for anything life changing but, am hoping that I can do something worthwhile and productive after shift or when am not in TP. All my energy would just be wasted sleeping. I haven’t done yoga in weeks too. I am thinking that if I joined the cell group for church I would have something to look forward to during midweek. However, that gal who I am not extremely fond of (from work) attends the same church, so, I’m thinking twice.
I bought stuff for my sisters but, I totally totally forgot to get something for ma. My schedule worked to my convenience, my supervisor asked me to swap schedule with Czarina next week, that means, I can go home next week yehey.
Vincent will be home/back later today. Ü malipayon ko. Wahaha.
I felt totally alone yesterday. I have days. When I was doing my groceries (wala pulos na food as EJ would put it) I felt completely alone, and it was like being in
I saw
We had dinner at pepe’s. I saw Toni, she asked who I was with and again she asked how Vincent is.
Toinks ako najud siguro ang check-in counter ni Vincent.
| Mood: |  working |
| Music: | long day |
The rain is a bone to pick on, but, it doesn’t really affect my strangely happy mood. I feel like a refugee though, my shoebox apartment’s pipes are leaking big time.
Lyra, Caroline, Ronz, and Andrew called from dakak last night, and am like how can you guys be there when am stuck here? I want a vacation.
toni smsd that we have a small group(church-churchmates?) meeting at pepe's, but, the rain is such a tragedy, you cannot do anything when the weather is somber and dreary and sad. tas she asked how we are daw. sighs. naa na diay we sa? faetch.
ilove the taste of cigarette,reminds me of the rainy days spent wasting our time in front of the etel building.
Tragedies do happen.
We can discover the reason, blame others, imagine how different our lives would be had they not occurred.
But none of that is important: they did occur, and so be it.
From there onward we must put aside the fear that they awoke in us and begin to rebuild.
The
I never thought that there were microchips in ink cartridges, these things seemed so mundane.
Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses. You build up a whole armor, for years, so nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life... You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' or 'how very perceptive' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a body-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. Nothing should be able to do that. Especially not love. I hate love. <3 Gaiman
Mustorya nalang ko bisaya para mas tarong. When I thought gi-eat nako sa Christmas scrooge cuz wala ko ganahi makakita ug makastorya ug taw kay ang ending nko magsige hilak hilak, ang amaw na reminder sako sa-kit ug gibati na faetch kay naa ra diay sa ubos sako balay gabii, nag-yosi tapad sa ia sakyanan, ug nisulti naa daw sya, mag wake up na daw ko kay kuyog daw ko niya padung work, ana ko niya wala ko work kay ako shift buntag na…ana xa ai, ana ko sulod nalang sa gate kay muyawyaw najud ko sako gibati, ana ko niya na unta if manigarilyo ka mudoorbell nalang ka ug gifigure out pa namu unsa ang ia iparing na number, ana sya 205 man cguro, diba logical? Mao toh ia pangutana. Ana ko niya wako ganahi makita sya sa work kay gasakit jud ko. Ana sya ahay. Mao ratoh. Nakatawa nalang ko nako. Siguro, angatch jud ako pagkatao.
Raenyberry
| Mood: |  contemplative |
<3 nganu di diay ka ganahan niya?
dili man, di rako ganahan na ingnan kog gamitera, ginasungog na gani sya sa ia mga barkada katong ni-offer sya na pahirmon ko niya ug fridge and tv...
<3 bitaw, bati man gyud cguro, murag wa naka karapatan maganahan niya kay naa syay kwarta, bseg masultian raka ganahan raka sa ia money.
toinks.
| Mood: |  happy |
| Music: | burn-matchbox20 |
PROMISE!
even when there are days that i feel insecure and unsure and am not doing things right...
ILOVEIT BECAUSE....
-seeing the whole floor filled with technicians turns my dreary mood around
-during morning shift when those left taking calls are 5 to 6 technicians and are groping thru the day, you can see teamwork and commitment and puts me to shame when am on the verge of whining
-our site lead is a real example of leadership, altho she seemed harrassed with work, she is one of the most affable people/grown-up i've met in my 24 years
-when i feel like i do not know what i am doing there are ppl like jeremy or johnny who i can ask for help from, QAs needed L2s too, y'know
-i am fond of my teammate and we can do girl talks. haha.
-i can forget everything and anyone i needed before when i am doing my job
-at times the technicians would ask me stuff that i can answer and i can say that i am not that clueless at all
-team general assembly is done at the washroom, and i can do the number two anytime plus the flush works
-the workplace's lobby is great, parang hotel
-my job pays well. wahaha.
-there are things i am learning to deal with, people who has got stories that should be heard, things i need not disregard, and there is a common language that i will eventually learn to speak
oh, i am in an extremely happy mood!
| Mood: | amused |
I never thought that there were microchips in ink cartridges, these things seemed so mundane.
Mustorya nalang ko bisaya para mas tarong. When I thought gi-eat nako sa Christmas scrooge cuz wala ko ganahi makakita ug makastorya ug taw kay ang ending nko magsige hilak hilak, ang amaw na reminder sako sa-kit ug gibati na faetch kay naa ra diay sa ubos sako balay gabii, nag-yosi tapad sa ia sakyanan, ug nisulti naa daw sya, mag wake up na daw ko kay kuyog daw ko niya padung work, ana ko niya wala ko work kay ako shift buntag na…ana xa ai, ana ko sulod nalang sa gate kay muyawyaw najud ko sako gibati, ana ko niya na unta if manigarilyo ka diri sa amo mudoorbell nalang ka ug unta ingni pod ko if naa ka sa ilalum ug gifigure out pa namu unsa ang ia iparing na number, ana sya 205 man cguro, diba logical? Mao toh ia pangutana ug ni gunyt naxa... Ana ko niya wako ganahi makita sya sa work kay gasakit jud ko. Ana sya ahay. Mao ratoh. Nakatawa nalang ko nako. Siguro, angatch jud ako pagkatao.
Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses. You build up a whole armor, for years, so nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life... You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' or 'how very perceptive' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a body-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. Nothing should be able to do that. Especially not love. I hate love. <3 Gaiman
that was the last time i saw you off...
and now that i actually think about it, i wished you off. (ako lagi ang amaw)
| Mood: |  listless |
| Music: | bright lights-forever |
Christmas party weekend was great, after shift, nikki/ rich/tin c/ nazel/ cee had early dinner at kfc-robi(as useless) then we looked for red or green tops for the theme party, however we did not find any, I just got me a white shirt, which I did not endup wearing. Anyhoo, the party was great, one, nazel et cee got half a sack of rice, bwahaha, and I got a gift certificate worth p500, hehehe. Twas nikki’s last day. ;( There’s something bittersweet about beginnings and leaving. And at most times, you could not explain it. Anyhoo, I left the party wit Cee and Vincent and Tim. We proceeded to east carwash where their high school buddies were doing videoke. I did not catch up with the rest of the guys for nikki’s buh-bye at tempo cuz I was in such a sour/tired mood when I got home.
Sunday worship at victory with toni was great, imagine an hour of praise and worship, standing up til our ankles would hurt. Hehe, paka-ulaw rajud ko at times, there was a video clip showing TOGETHERness of a dad and a son who could not walk and talk since birth, but the dad was committed to doing something with his son, out of passion, he ran with his son, from his childhood to his adult years, they joined marathons, they crossed-country, they joined races… and I was in tears after the clip, may nalang wa kita si toni gahilak ko. Paka-uwaw jud.
Murag the whole weekend ako-a tears were just waiting to fall, supah ka over OA ma-amards ako lately, I hate it when it’s that time of the month, na tapos na ang PMS days, you’d go thru the bloated/bruised phase, na not only yer body would hurt, you would hurt over the littlest things, masking mga I love you, I love you lang, mu-crayola galores nako. Grrr. Galabad ako ulo.
Anyhoo, toni and moi plus some of her church/small group gal pals had lunch at L Sea, and then I went home, zero energy for any more Christmas parties. And the fact that my favorite (still) person in piayaland (not in the world na, hehe) got an incident report for TCUI, wahahaha, taking calls under the influence is uber-depressing… am thinking if I’d ever see his siopao cheeks at work. If not parang okay lang din, this way I would snap out of the thorn bird zone, this way am not gonna dwell on the past months and am gonna quit pining, cuz it’s grover ka paksit na OA na. And I would be unhappy, and I would not appreciate the many many things that are unraveling before me…
Anyhoo from jacel’s sms:
Anyone can make you happy by doing something special, but only someone special can make you happy without doing anything special…
Araguy, I am going to be fair to myself and to another entity. Manun na nako ning theory na I am happy when we’re together. Wahaha. Steff, tama ka, mapul-an gyapon ko, di gyapon nku macarry. Atut ui.
i talked to teej cuz wala ko kastorya, abnormalon jud gyapon sya gamay. hehe.
Happy holidays everyone. Am going home. J
hay Lord, nganu ko nataw na amaw? paetch.
“Sometimes skulls are thick.
Sometimes hearts are vacant.
Sometimes words don't work.”
james frey
Today did not start out really well, one nikki is leaving, and naiirita ako sa halos lahat ng taong malapit sakin cuz they either say things na maka-irits or they’re just plainly irritating as a person and I wanna be left alone. How fair is this, nikki could go home and I am staying because I think things will work out. Anyhoo I read somewhere that if you keep thinking positively you will attract positivism and if you’d think you can do more, you’d be surprised that you really can. I’m under the weather yesterday, ingnan pa gne nko everyone gi-sho-sho ko. Hehehe. Mao-OA. Grrr. Ako mu-work on my supposed rest day, nikki’s leaving. Hay. I wanna be the leaver, not the leavee.
Argh.
Oh, I had lunch with nazl/ nikki-her last lunch break here/ ej/ cee/ tin c.
Gawd, I am sore.
Raenyberry
When we least expect it, life sets us a challenge to test our courage
and willingness to change;at such a moment,
there is no point in pretending that nothing has happened
or in saying that we are not ready.
The challenge will not wait. Life does not look back.
A week is more than enough time for us to decide whether
or not to accept our destiny.
