maybe maybe you'll find something that's enuf to keep you

Mood:	thankful
Music:	bright lights-matchbox20

Sighs. I dug a pit for myself again. I will make a miserable Christmas for myself (my fault, I know) and for another poor soul. Ahay. Ahay. Ahay. Ngayong taon tatlong beses ko na toh ginawa. Grrr.  If di ko isang tanga’t kalahati…

Every step reminds you that she’s walking on… hehehe. Rob Thomas ilovethee. Hehe.

I know I promised that am never ever gonna ask Joe to read his tarot cards, but, I did… sabi nya pa:

<3 there’s an illness— this scared me. Wala ko health insurance…

<3 I will have emotional/ financial trouble- financially, am doing wukits, although I usually think am poor and penniless, emotionally, I am just over OA ka-maamards. Haha.

<3 I will go through office gossip- am not a Korean pornstar, but, wukits, with work and doing QA stuff, I feel vindicated cuz our variance report for the calibrated call wuz 0 difference, meaning, I rated the call in such a way that’s calibrated with the benchmark score… wukits, I hope I made sense…

<3 someone will deceive me sa work place, ahay. Lovewoes daw.

<3 I will weep. Nge, I’ve been crying crocodile tears man sad. maOA lang talaga pagkatao ko!

<3 a change of job- this gave me mixedup thoughts, am kinda happy doing wut am doing now, minus the surang surang at times, am okits na actually.

<3 am at an early stage of a relationship, but, it won’t flourish. Again, ako na naman may kasalan ng lahat, pati brown out sa bacolod, akon fault.  

<3 and ang kataw-anan sa tanan, duha sila- tas magkagubot juds. Supah daw ka emotional upheaval ang e-go thru nko. Toinks.

Well. I wish none of these would happen. Supah ka negative, plus czar’s card says the same. Kawawa naman kami.  And bat ba kami nagpaparead when we know di man sad good news ang masulti namo? Hay. May pa magtagay ug 7UP sa pantry.

Sighs I miss TL lance. I wish ppl were more like him. Or at least leadership was more like him. Imagine, I stayed 9mos in etel. Wow.

 

My Christmas wishlist:

A pink metallic havs or katong brown with cherry pin-mas cheap ang metallic though

A packall in black or brown na supah ka daku-like the ones that Korean gals carry

World Peace cuz it’s the bomb, hehehe, bitaw

Less beggars on the streets-this fact creates a common guilt within us who have much, kahit paano

I cannot think of anything more, oh maybe a flexi sched so I can book na. Kay if not, magbubus ako paauwi, sakit sa lubot. Paetch. See, di man ko ana ka materyoso… Ü

Some agents asked me why 1million pesos (?) would make me happy, ana ko it’s attainable, and it’s not too much to ask, hahaha. Tama ba ako tubag?  So, if someone reads this, kasama toh sa Christmas wishlist ko, my email’s up and out and PM me, hahaha. I will give my account number. Make a poor child’s wish come true.(ako si poor child okits?) Ha!

Kita ko niya pag-gikan nko parking lot, pagawas na xa pauli. Ahay. Mao ratoh. Nitagad raman sad sya. Pero mao ratoh. Amaw gyud ko, I don’t need this man gyuds bah, kanang mag sge think think, kay dili baya judko si Tinkerbelle. Ug sue me nalang gyuds kung wa pa nako napapas ang mga sms. Gifolder paman gne nko. Faetch kaau sa? Faetch juds. Di pod nko papason mga pictures, bhala na mag cge ko kahilakon tan-aw. Ana raman jud na guro, until he will do a tj, di ma okits rako. Hahaha.

oh, maglaag daw ming czar. hehehe. yep, i once asked if we were gonna be friends in the course of this job. yep Lord, you are funny, i wish i can tell her one day soon about You, at least may gawa naman ako. diba diba? remember paul and timothy, ilovethem. hehehe. 

dili na diay friendship amo relationship ni cee, debtor-creditor na. nyahaha.corny.

and oh, shobe and i were smsing yesterday, sabi nya pa si kenji ai isang poor piglet, cuz his vaccine or vaccinated arm daw was infected, tas may pus, tas dili daw magcry si kenji, brave piglet daw. tas she got him a stroller, tas each time she would push him murag ginagitik si kenji. lami daw kumuson ang aping. hehehe. sighs. kalingaw. left out naman ko. tas ana pa si shobe para di daw magthink si kenji na inutil ko na aunt dapat daw palitan daw nko sya shirts sa baby guess na green or yellow, kay matambok na daw ang new pet nila. hehe. gawd, imiss my sisters. ;( tas si PD- pretty dichee, sya ra namugos aning title, magwork man, that's why shobe is taking the baby to the vet, jawk, to the pedia early pa daw. wow. stig ni shobe. hehe.

raenyberry

"I am nothing special, of this I am sure.  I am a common man with common thoughts

and I've led a common life. There are no monuments dedicated to me

and my name will soon be forgotten,  but I've loved another

with all my heart and soul, and to me, this has always been enough."

Nicholas Sparks (The Notebook) ­ 

photo inset: moi and dichee discovering the magic and madness of the webcam, toinks. holidays 2004