morbida destiny

july and previous classes.
gosh, oiliness is so poverty stricken.. hahaha.. leche na english!!

2006 went by so fast

my kenji will be four soon.

froth on a daydream

i was home for a week.
for shobe's 26th birthday.
most of the time was spent on eating and sleeping.
i guess i was sleeping the whole time.
kairi can now talk. keken mimics. haha.
i had said hello and paid homage to ayala ola promod and topshop salamat sa tights and for making me a ballerina,
hello da vinci and banawa for my last cebu night,
hello IT park, Chase call me na. :(
hello sm haha, north wing is not impossible to love.
hello TOSH. i have to say burp and excuse me at the same time.

hello to shobe's closet.
hello to nanay's vintage

gosh Cebu. see you soon. ♥

oh, if i can only re-arrange my life just like that.

july 24 til 31, 2010.

amongst other things, we've taken up smoking

i had to say yes to jucifer today cuz he is the only intelligent pothead i can find in the city to make me feel sane
-by sane he coaxed me to buy the 5k mango pumps for peanuts and get a micro sd card reader
-who went with me to the bookstore and lemme read the preface of the devil's toenails- stevie who reminded me of luigi cuz he is a loser. lol.
and i got me a penguin paperback and james frey- which jucifer will read this week.
-bought me lunch w/c is go go sandwich and told me not to say Sea-zarrrrr.
-made me buy hibiscus tea at starbucks
-told me that i am dsgl and wants me to be a buddhist
-convinced me to go to sm with him after being in robinson's for so many hours just so he can buy 10 tealights
-and we waited for luigi, (and i had to watch them drink brewed coffee like real punyetas) and who in turn threw the majorest son of a haciendero fit and we wind up eating calzone at this dingy pizza place called hr - i thunk.

hopefully i can convince him to quit being a buffalo soldier and enlist him to go to church.

yes, when i die i'd be with my Creator. and there's a place called heaven. i'm an eejit for not saying this to JJ today. :( shame on me. i only told him, when i die, i know i'm not gonna be in the wasteland.

love sunday

i started working on the tabs for frou frou
and then keken joins me only to wreak havoc on the tabs and ribbons
saw inception with guy buddy jj/rj/jucifer who scared me whilst we were walking the dingy alley of bacolod downtown thereafter
had mint gelatto

had mcdonald's cheeseburger meal

it's a fun/laidback wisconsin sunday. haha.
i'm blessed.

7/18/10

♥

life lately

superior race

june-july was a fun month.
i've had temper fits on the second day of class,
wrote so many people up,
had to put up with three basterds who were very rowdy and were sitting in front everyday
laugh my tush out at the role plays for cross sell products
ice breakers were card tricks that makes you say FML or the balisong trick
saying things like liar liar pants on fire and the guys making fun of it
or being teased for coming up with games like fuzzy duck
or everyone saying 123 clap when enzo recites
or them guys saying idiotic things like ngislo-an and varicose veins
or making their own geography- south hamspear
and teaching them that alt 3 makes a heart. lol.
fyeah, it's been fun. ♥

life can't wait

my neuro was not available until after lunch, i decided against seeing her this time. so i went shopping.

on the grocery list were yogurt, marshmallows, mint chocolates, and hazelnut spread. i got over nutella, i found a cheaper version- it's called finetti from Romania.

on the vanity aisle, i got me a pink bottle of unbranded eau de toilette that smells like estee lauder's pleasure. and i got me a bottle of mmmmmmmm pear caramel from calgon, and an anti-flat volumizing creme from sunsilk(helene curtis) cuz my hurrrrrrrr is dry like dut.

i also shopped for kairi! got a ballerina ensemble for her. she might wear it on her birthday this september. (:

lastly, i broke the bank for the frou frou tabs. i've gotten ribbons and metallic permanent markers. how to work the tabs, i'm still trying to figure out.

getting the fafillion dresses by the 29th. hopefully i get stocked the moment i return to bacolod from cebu.

<3

gentrification (;

yes, i will be a part of those who will be movers and shakers of a community. just you watch world. one day. (:

today:

i braved central market,

asked for directions,

bought clothes rippers,

elastic silver thread,

had asked someone to repair my ripped havaianas,

and to place elastics on a pair of shoe that doesn't fit right,

promised a gay guy i'll ask for him to have my hair done,

waited patiently at BDO who had the worst customer service

and i'm never banking there,

checked the postpaid plans at Sun, just like Globe they have complicated requirements and the worst customer care dept,

got me a wifi corby! sales team at Samsung's great. ♥

groceries hit an all time high,

my treat to self is a pint of strawberry nestle yogurt. (:

i've the worst headache. :( and my nerves are bad again.

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tickets are on sale. i wanna shoot myself for not paying my card time enough.

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God's loving kindness is still present.

and i should start looking for online tab-making services- it's tough starting a business. i hope mine would burgeon into a multi-million empire! lol.

Happy weekend lovelehs!

longlivequeenfrou

so many things.

- class is not really uninspiring. i'm learning a hellotofshite each day.

- that living in this city does not make me too soft at all despite it being laid-back and slow paced because i learned to COPE with crab mentality, with people talking shite about me, with people who are not happy with other people's happiness or plainly bull.

-it's been resilience all along. ♥ and that being paid 15-16k every fifteen days isn't so bad. (: haha.

so i learn to care.

bitaw,

God's been wonderful and steadfast. dami things or people He would not allow in my life even if i ask for them things or people.

but, i see His love in the things that He denies me of. the lack that i have would actually be the very thing that would drive me to Him in prayer therefore strengthening me in Him.

then again-

yes, bahala na si Batman if ingnan ko nila lain ko'g batasan still. a Christian no matter how Christian a Christian is would still struggle. that's why this is a walk, this is a process, this is a relationship.

basta at the end of the day, i wish i had said words that heal or uplift a spirit, i hurt less, and that everything boils down to giving the glory back to Him and not the attention being spun around me.

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my jaw still hurts. i would need a good neuro this time. :(

it's been raining. hay.

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♥