holding steady

i did not get to join the usual class today. i swear, i wish i were back to the ops, am not sure if i really wanted all these now. harhar. the call center is not a glam job and causes raccoon eyes. i've stopped crying na. hahaha. cuz i endup crying in the banyo most of the time cuz i share living quarters with the gals hired from cebu.
am grateful sandra lim is around, she's the funniest gal there is, though aburido most times, at least i have a smoking gal pal. and she speaks bisaya. ;0 there. she is my ostrich and my poodle. ;) the pack i go out for lunch with are a nice bunch jer and piolo share my religion, hehehehe. and we had pizza, not yellow cab or da vinci, hehehe. but it was decent. ;) am tired of jollibee.

ihatehatehateit when teej makes comments when am wearing cheek tint. leche. am pale. and makabati nawung ang piayaland, he shud give me a break. if i don't do anything, i would end up feeling like am letting myself go. i wear the same tee and shorts 3 days in a row, am usually in a hoodie, and my hair is dry like straw. argh. even in cebu, when i got back am like in a dowdy shirt and pair of cut-offs. nakakahiya.

but, tomorrow we'd do a 4 hour sup boot camp, then back to training rooms again. prob is i wouldn't wanna face the a+ exam; the tech exam that we are compelled to take. i hate being insecure and uncomfy bout not knowing anything, it's like learning chinesemandarin, even yer name, you cannot recognize. footah.

oh gawd, i miss all the girly sites i visit most times. imiss nicole richie. hahahaha


yesterday, steff smsd, if i don't get wut i want sooner we are consulting the witch daw. haha. ;) stephie will have a baby boy. sighs.

okits, i miss steff and i miss my old self. attaching the last day candid and the oa pic with steff and amiws. ;0

absolute randomness: my haciendero mi amore keeps the yellow cab number. i'll learn making his fave egg dish from shangrila as well. and yep, he loves lavender too.
argh. maka-irits, he wouldn't even say bye when he goes home. bwisit. or when he falls asleep when we are txting.

wari, i mishoo.

am not whining am i? i cudn't sleep, screw coke.

guys, who caught the lake house? it's pretty daw. leche. din't watch it. sayang.

jakathra toledo, i miss you, y'know. magjob fair ang TP this week, apply QA na please. kita hati sa pad. hahahahaha. loveyou.