life as it is

i love the way things are at the moment.
things could not get any perfect.

i just wish that not one heart would break during
Christmas eve.

Cuz it's supposed to be like so.

kermit

>Ü< 

 

 

am sorry.

"I'll ask you forgiveness though I don't really know what I'm asking for."

to a broken person.

 

And I'm afraid
Afraid
Somebody told me that You would wash all my sins
And cleanse me from the scars that are so deep within
So I'm calling You
If you can hear me
I don't know how
I was wondering can you hold me now

 

i came across this song, i do not even know how it goes, but...it hit the heartstrings...Ü

 

life as it is

Dec. 16th, 2005 | 08:55 am
mood: awake
music: oh baby i love your way

i love the way things are at the moment.
things could not get any perfect.

i just wish that not one heart would break during
Christmas eve.

Cuz it's supposed to be like so.

 

stupid, sarah mclachlan

Night lift up the shades
let in the brilliant light of morning
but steady there now
for I am weak and starving for mercy
sleep has left me alone
to carry the weight of unravelling where we went wrong
it's all I can do to hang on
to keep me from falling
into old familiar shoes


*how stupid could I be
a simpleton could see
that you're no good for me
but you're the only one I see

love has made me a fool
it set me on fire and watched as I floundered
unable to speak
except to cry out and wait for your answer
but you come around in your time
speaking of fabulous places
create an oasis
dries up as soon as you're gone
you leave me here burning
in this desert without you



everything changes
everything falls apart
can't stop to feel myself losing control
but deep in my senses I know

and you know that you know

 Last] letter of ur FULL name
>> G hehehe (ling*)

[ Last ] thing you ate?
>> meatbread, i haven't had a decent meal since november

[ Last ] thing u drank?
>> strawberry iced tea

[ Last ] song you listened to?
>> the musical score of maritess vs. the super friends

[ Last ] thing u did?
>> took my last smoke break

[ Last ] movie you watched?
>> i wish i would have the time to catch just like heaven, ilove reese

[ Last ] TV show you watched?
>> kay imang last night Ü

[ Last ] person who sent you an sms?
>> anwar, smsd the new rule: I WAIT daw.

[Last ] time you cleaned your room?
>> not lately. it's a pig pen at the moment

[Last ] CD/Cassette you bought?
>> i don't have a player, but i do have aol radio now, cheers Ü

[Last ] Travel?
>> today, mandaue city to lahug, cebu, cebu

[ Last ] time you cried?
>> last night. moping over the new rule of anwar.paetch.

[ Last ] time you smoked?
>> 17 minutes ago.

[ Last ] person who you chatted online with?
>> tanciong on my buddy list. a couple of days ago

[ Last ] person u added to ur friendster list?
>> no recollection. quite a few added sa flickr though...hehehe

[ Last ] website you browsed?
>> aim. loyal eh.

[ Last ] time you shopped?
>> i so will after i draw my budget. i need a good pair of shoes and a trusty

     jacket/ hoodie for work.

[ Last ] person you hated?
>> hehehe...myself.last night.

[ Last ] person u were thinking?
>> wari. i think of him a whole lot. it's sick.

[ Last ] time u felt sick?
>> last night. i'm sick now, nag cge ko tingsi.

     i have been blessed with chances of knowing really great people.

[ Last ] person u chatted on the phone with?
>> a co-agent. dry run ng phone skills. hehehe

[ Last ] digit of ur home phone?
>> 7, sa gensan. and it's disconnected. hehehehe

[ Last ] place you went to?
>> ground floor ng etel. Ü

[ Last ] clothes u wore?
>> my fave flannel PJs

[ Last ] book u read
>> at the moment, a million little pieces. wako copy ui

am just reading excerpts over and over again. ilove james frey

[ Last ] person u adored?
>> wari. adore thee

[ Last ] person u got annoyed with?
>> ang tindera ng mais. and the prinsisitang pink inappropriate kay

    gaya gaya ug fave color.

[ Last ] person u bought a present for?
>> myself. am buying presents for myself. hehehe

[ Last ] person u said happy birthday to?
>> anwar. 22nov 2005. arg. maau pa if wala. hehehe

[ Last ] dream u had?
>> i did not dream any. but if dreams lang eto ang vivid: a chevrolet trailblazer nga

     pink and a driver's license. weeee.....

raenyberry
"love has made me a fool, set me on fire and watched as i floundered, unable to speak except to cry out and wait for your answer, and you come around in your time speaking of fabulous places, create an oasis that dries up as soon as you're gone, you leave me here burning in this desert without you." - stupid, sarah mclachlan