baile conmigo, me siento hermoso

Current mood:	indescribable
Current music:	jesus take the wheel

talking to johnny makes sense at times:: i guess he can sound righteous and politically correct and sound adult cuz he is old. diba, if you wanna be bright or maybe wise; talk to three old men? am i correct or am i correct? i am. labo.

i threw another fit today; so i guess i could never be this calm level-headed person that i wanted to think iam. sue me. sue policy and all that crap that came from michael(d*LL)--- hehe. 

i love that translation: it says: dance with me i feel beautiful... 

translate now!

wukits, back to johnny; i feel like a child, with a fave doll each time i speak about one fave person; he isn't my fave person but he is helpful and he is actually instrumental to making me understand that i've to be cool about policy and when is it to call it as your discretion to do things. this entry is pointless blather i know. i am exhausted// or maybe exhausting my time focusing on one tiny tiny detail of my life that i fail to see wut's the point of all of these...point being:: i may not have badly spoken about it or wasn't truly disappointed about not being able to go thru the whole being transferred to another account, i just end up being fearful of trying again. 
so johnny:: he told law that he had to determine whether he'd choose between law and the other nice guy, seniority ended up weighing more because all of them who came from trinity had this odd unwritten rule about seniority. who is old wins. :) am not gonna argue.
:: then he said that law should not be disappointed becuz the promotion would truly come to play when it's the right time; again, it's applicable to me likewise. but, am not looking for a promotion, i was looking for a change of workload.

:: he also mentioned that he would make good and try to top every exam there is, knowing that there's only one subject that he would need to be good at- true para namu ni law- law on his metrics, me- on the darn planning exam that i've to hurdle in the incoming months and being better at auditing.
:: and that law should take it in prayers, when things looked glum, he prayed when he first got to TP, he said, and all fell into place.
*pero i'm been telling law the same. naminaw kaha sya nko? or i don't look convincing? *mescratchesmyhead*

wow. old guy.

and then they were talking about things that i did not understand. so... i left the conversation. at times they speak in such an ilonggo way that i could not truly grasp their meaning. asa man jud ko dapat? mag korean na lagi ko. bow.

hay, i am extremely lucky to have met beautiful souls in every workplace that i've been to// this is enuf siguro.

have a good one.

sweet cherry

dich once told me: if yer not sour graping you are sweet cherry-ing//making nice or sweet of a situation// mehatesme for bombing a 15 minute planning exam that i actually passed some 8 months ago// then i thought maybe He would still put me on hold because--->

:: His hold music is kewl. house and reggae combined. *) No, i was put on hold because I might have not asked for the position fervently.

:: When asked for the reason for applying, i lamely replied with i just wanted to try.

:: i have illogical reasons for wanting to change scope of support; i.e. i thought it would be lonely to be shuffled to the real qa pods and leave the operations floor, i thought it would be cool if i went with the china queue cuz law would be there, rich would be there, and our hongkong brit support romeo would be there. i'd get to hang out with shiney happy ppl, fearing that i may lose the happiness streak that i'm at now.

::moreover, He already yielded my request for a tech account and an off the phone workload. wut more should i ask? am i being a stuck up brat? i am not.

::this city won't always yield. i've to face the fact that i may not be able to pass every exam there is- and i shouldn't take myself too seriously because i went thru the cpa exam and flunked it big time but, i did not weep; knowing the idea of taking it already made me realize my heart slash courage to do things. wowowee- maxadong dramatic tong entry!

::i still have to learn how to take tech calls and get to know ink cartridges and printers better. and see the beauty of technology and michael dell's company. there's muchos to learn, am not supposed to just leave this account yet.

****wahahahaha. flunking the dummy exam actually amped my fear factor for trying things. but, there's always next month....i can do the exam again. hopefully, i'd get thru the ropes//

uber productive lately;qa team coaching with johnny's team is tad fun:: i kinda liked talking to johnny already, tho he is out of tact, ilike questions and figuring things out: it's like going back to college and speaking to a little girl only she's wearing her daddy's work clothes. can i just say i hated their team sched? wala ko school bus na. ugggggg.

God Bless.

 

the ego has landed.

i bombed the planning exam. mu-tumbling nalang ko to disneyland instead mag sup call for telco. can't you see am hurt???? =p

para ni saku 5 year old pet who makes my 4am shift a bit more bearable. thank you for not knowing. hahaha, ano daw?

Let me take you down, 'cause I'm going to Strawberry Fields.
Nothing is real and nothing to get hung about.
Strawberry Fields forever.

Living is easy with eyes closed, misunderstanding all you see.
It's getting hard to be someone but it all works out.
It doesn't matter much to me.

Let me take you down, 'cause I'm going to Strawberry Fields.
Nothing is real and nothing to get hung about.
Strawberry Fields forever.

No one I think is in my tree, I mean it must be high or low.
That is you can't you know tune in but it's all right.
That is I think it's really not too bad.

Let me take you down, 'cause I'm going to Strawberry Fields.
Nothing is real and nothing to get hung about.
Strawberry Fields forever.

Always know sometimes think it's me, but you know I know when it's a dream.
I think a "No," I mean a "Yes," but it's all wrong.
That is I think I disagree.

<3

Let love seek & let love find. It's simple.

who sang this song gne? who who who???

still on a giggley happy streak.

except for:::: the cab driver who irked me cuz he did not give me my change, imagine he is 10 peso short of change//the bastard! ::::and the lil girly ghost kept creeping into my dreams. cee, you shouldn't have mentioned her. argh.

::::calibration is a bone to pick on.

someone asked me if i were taken: i said: smitten. *) yeah.

 

 

 

 

here goes nichie

at last//

20march2007 yellowcab sm//

the commonplace

saksak sinagol pics// some are for czar(ctrl c ctrl v) //20-21 march 2007//yellowcab sm and tp piayaland//

surround yerself with happy infectious ppl

am glad i bumped into joe// grim plus glum mood can be infectious//he told me to surround myself with happier people if i wanted to work effectively. i've been on a really happy streak lately, and i am sorry if i cannot jolly everyone out of their sour mood.

i cope with my own lil grey clouds at times// so i guess ppl should learn self-help.

cobwebs is not my fave word.(translate:sapot)

ialt3u//there's a slim chance that out of a hundred thousand ppl in this city, they can hire ppl with telco experience. we will do just fine. *) crossing my fingers.