saying grace

Current mood:	ecstatic
Current music:	was that my life

during college, a friend from my church's small group mentioned that it's easier to kneel in prayer when she's sore// told her that in my case when am grateful and elated i wouldn't miss breathing a prayer of thanks// yesterday, i almost neglected my thank You, when i got home, thrilled that it's payday and did not care about budgeting, i then realized i didn't tell Him how much i appreciate the fact that He continues to give me strength even if there are days when i am unhappily up for work... and how  blessed am i to be earning the amount i quoted to Him when i got out of college.// True enuf, we can always be certain that He will fullfil our specific requests when we've the faith to believe that He will do wut was promised. and again, gracias Jesu. Ü

this got me to thinking that maybe it's not so bad that i'm not born filthyrich, quoting jakathra, if we had everything, there'd be nothing to look forward to or work hard for... then again, maybe it'll be great if i didn't get to work but, am loaded. Üsheepishgrinsmackedacrossmyface***

bumped into cee, butterfly, mark a. at yellow cab sm// czar et moi found nothing payday worthy to purchase we decided for robinson's, as it is our ayala replacement// at the end of the day, we were both retail-therapied//  kudos to hardworking lil ants! 

the happy streak is upon me. Ü how can one do so much? and how can You, dear Lord do so much? wonderfully.

and altho, i might have 10 seconds of wadahellamidoinghere, i'm always brought back to work experience, learning ink cartridges, printers, and going about mishaps. then am fine.
am doing groceries beforehand. i swear. not waking up at 10pm starved and taking a cab to the nearest fast food. wutif am broke? musipa ko'g lata eh. Ü

needing prayers for my team tead application. waaaaaaaaah. my egos will be bruised if i didn't make it. not quite, but, i've to make good.


it's always wonderful,
raen

 

:::

dear cee,

listen. :) hahaha. we will have tea or coffee soon. *) amishu tons.

 

Wasted too much time on analyzing everything I do
Only to figure out that I was wasting time on you
I don't really blame you baby I'm a little guilty too
Cause I never told you, you were wrong

 

:: love achee.

oh para na kay tuti ang song :)

 

was that my life?

I don't wanna be the one who's old before their time
And lose the wonder that I felt as a child
I can't run this race believing I might lose
There's still so much to see, so much left to do

Yes I'll fall before I fly
But no one can say I never tried

Chorus:
Oh we just get one
Ride around the sun
In this dream of time
It goes so fast
And one day we look back
And we ask
Was that my life?

I close my eyes and think how lucky I have been
To hold the ones I love, and share my dreams with them
All those sunny days and all those starry skys
Good Morning kisses and sweet Good Nights

I can't tell them enough
Just how much they are loved

(Chorus 2x)

Ooh was that my life?
Rollin' on by
Rollin' rollin' rollin' rollin' on by
Was that my life?
Mmmm
Was that my life?

 

august 24, 2003- dear grace, iwish i could hear from you... i've been the most un-sure gal when i stand next to you, but, some years back all we were troubled with were hand bags and tiny tiny skirts and frilly tops. each time i'd get to catch "a view from the top" i remember you and well, sm davao, haha. yer missed, greatly. love, raen...

 

dear shobe and dichee,

i miss you tons, it hurts.

 

1am, meet me, saturday

he's more myself than i am. whatever our souls are made of, his and mine are the same.

 

wuthering heights, emily bronte

 

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"He had something to say. He said it."

--Heart of Darkness, Joseph Conrad

 

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But he answers her again: "Leave it to me; leave it to me. I will earn more money--I will work harder."

"The Jungle" the uncensored original edition by Upton Sinclair

 

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"It's funny whom we end up choosing to love and who ends up choosing to love us.  It's rarely the people we think it should be."

 

robin jones gunn-- gardenias for breakfast

 

 

 

 

 

dirty linens

 

Current mood:	enthralled
Current music:	love song for a savior-garapon sa lapok....

when 1 faces a fork and had to choose between obedience and not obeying, most times, it's easier to disobey Him.... i was just comparing how much it would hurt me if  a promise given to me wasn't realized and how it would hurt Him when i break my commitment  to Him or maybe even destroy my supposed testimony each time i make a rash decision to disobey. 

haaaaaaaay, i kinda wokeup and almost smsd ppl whom i disagreed with, yet the self-vindicating half of me ate me;maybe, one fine day when He cleanses me like a soiled/dirty linen, i just might...

weekend is surreal, i'm over grieving for my penguin; who can now eat cerelac with his feet and nose. :)

i actually began to be productive(monday), i cleaned my washroom, then took away the cobwebs from the ceiling, and did the laundry. i was just stupefied when a plane took off and i was pinning my clothes, am like- if pede lang magteleport sa mga kapatid ko, andun nko sa cebu.

what made me happier was the fact that jollibee is a sikad ride away from my place & i've been taking the jeepney the whole time!

sunday went okay, i wokeup late in the afternoon cuz czarina crashed saturday night and we stayed up til 1am- bored, i went downstairs and played toy cars with davey. before dinnertime, i told him i've to go cuz someone is picking me up, he asked who and where would i be going. told him, going boozing, to which he replied with: ask yer friends to come over, wut if dika na makakauwi? the sweetest. :)

Law took me to bryan's and czar's hacienda; we had booze, or they had booze, to be politically correct. law puked, he turned beet red to pale white, which was scarey........ i pray he'd be team lead. am somehow hoping i would be too. haha. then czar and i would be non-pobresas.oh, we won't be today! it's payday. :) elation. :)

dear czar, meet the boy after yer brother's own heart. i have had. :)

have the best work week. tcGB.

with bed sores time enuf for the old age,
raen

 

petiks mode

some days back

stuck in the provinces

sunday morning-czarina emoting/
sunday afternoon- date with my next door neighbor davey baby- naki duwa ug toy cars
sunday evening-monday dawn, nagpaprobinsya- hacienda nila sly, nag 4men team building//siblings versus siblings-tumba sa inuman ang mga taga korea.