Tuesday, March 16, 2010

my february

i wonder why i did not cry so hard, or wallowed in misery, or tried my hardest to put on a happy face. i am disconcertingly quite happy.

yes, i do laugh a lot, i smile a lot, i get upset in class, i can yell, fall flat on my tush laughing without a care in the world.
oh no, i'm not happy it's over and had to let go. letting go of a person you cared about is difficult. then again, this time it's a bit easier when you are given the reason to let go even if you know for a fact that you're not ready to let go yet. at the same time, things are in the correct perspective now; yes, even if it sounds mercenary- some people and relationships are for practice and for the mean time. ☻

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fallen rain. (: