Monday, September 6, 2010

i'll be ready when i'm ready

the s.o. had been really patient with my sudden depression and roller coaster changes of moods. i'm scaring myself out too.

today's gonna be hectic.

i've to make another crazy "what are you talking about lady" phone call
i've to go to this hotel and check if we're on to singapura
have to phone a couplah ppl again
have to answer another interview
pay credit card bills
do groceries

and if all is swell. i'm either gonna end up in my home city davao and retire there or have to renew my passport and be depressed about relocating and all the stuff that i'd need to reconsider.

such as packing
savings
credit card debts
being with the s.o.

oh i don't know. the s.o. promised to take care of me.
all's too soon for long term plans and suit cases.

i just wish i would just wind up grateful and unambitious and contented and less jealous. things will be great anyway.

and iffffffffffff we will be on the family way anytime soon. then we'll do okay.

Most times we’re so focused on what we think we want that we can’t appreciate how happy we already are. It’s only when we forget about our problems and help others forget theirs that we realize how good we really have it.
THE CHRISTMAS SWEATER, GLENN BECK


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