miik o mamoy

i've had the most unproductive rest days this week, saturday, i slept thru the afternoon, my moods were changing hues of blues to purple, i thought i was just depressed because ppl were telling me, ai raen/chee/ tumaba ka na..., i realized my crappy mood was not a product of ppl's puna, it's because it's that time of the month again and i am PMSing. woman's hormones. mala leche. (you're supposed to say mala if you meant harm cuz it would mean otherwise if you don't put mala... mala is sour daw eh....learned it from the cuss princess, shobe!)

sunday we had dinner at golden cowrie cuz they can't make pamanhikan at home, at first i did not want to come because i would end up in a sobfest cuz am super super emo when it comes to dichee gettin' married, tho mudra was teasing me i'd cry because dichee is gettin' married ahead of me...(anong english eto?!!! pamabaliw!)... it's simply hurting to see my sister go thru a lot these days. it hurts me to see her throw up after she eats...and hurts me to see that she's half baked and that. ewan, am scared of losing ppl.

and today is dysmennorhea day, spell check... there's this Y yoga pose that i've to do to lessen the pain, it doesn't help....

 

ooooh, steffi smsd 2 days ago, she said things are a routine in manille, i want her to be happy there just as how happy she was when she started training for etel. imiss you steffiprincess....and you should know i barely see our queen bee....but, when i see her maxado parin xang bongga....

anybody hooked on PBB teens? iba nga ang bagets...i miss collegio and sayang, they shouldn't have voted nina out. kakatuwa sya eh.