Saturday, September 10, 2005

pamatay topak

 

NAMEGAME
What is your name?:
rae anne ling
Are you named after anyone?:
i don't know to you, hehe
What's your screename?:
sandara park, mas madaling maalala when taking calls
Would you name a child of yours after you?:
i'd name my fetus TJ, hehe
If you could switch names with a friend who would it be?: magi, hehe, ilove magi, murag everyone adores a MAGI ;)
Are there any mispronounciations/typos that ppl do w/ your name constantly?: yeah, i hate it when they spell my name as rean, rea, that is just sooo dumb!
Would you drop your last name if you became famous?: nopes, but, i'd change my last name if i were to use tj's last name, joke!


Basics
Your gender: divading, jokes, babae kaya!
Single?: my heart's taken, single in about 48 hours nasad!
If not, do you want to be?: i want things to be klaru sa tvtv ;)
Birthdate:: 12march82
Your age:: 23 and clueless
Age you act:: 16 and giddy
Age you wish you were:: 5 and collecting trolls and pick up sticks
Your height:: 5'2" and wishing am taller
Eye color:: brown
Happy with it?: i am, but would be happier if one was brown and one was green, hehe
Hair color:: changing shades of brown and black, dili masabtan kumbaga!
Happy with it?: i would love to have denise keller's hair color
Lefty/righty/ambidextrous:: ambi to the max!
Your living arrangement:: domestic partnership, ugma
Your family:: the best semi-dysfunctional family ;) i only have my two siblings in cebu
Have any pets?: TJ ;) flounder
Whats your job?: headset jockey ;)

Piercings?: seven, on ears
Tattoos?: not getting any
Obsessions?: my ex's current girlfriends and TJ (insecure.com)
Addictions?: gatorade, online surveys, papaya soaps and korean soaps, hehe jukir...
Do you speak another language?: most ppl don't understand me, i think i speak a different language and yeah, south korean
Have a favorite quote?: they wouldn't call them crushes if they were easy :)
Do you have a webpage?: kaning bianca2x.multiply.com


Deep Thoughts About Life and You in it
Do you live in the moment?: am learning to throw caution to the wind, i don't work hard, i spend a lot, i really don't know, i am simply getting by okits ra man sad...
Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?: am more appreciative of others, other than that..ambuts
Do you have any secrets?: secret lang, ganahan kong tj, hehe
Do you hate yourself?: for some crappy things i did, making me fall flat to my face, oo
Do you like your handwriting?: hehe, like! dear teacher at comic sans pinaghalo
Do you have any bad habits?: i don't work hard, can't stick to a job, cannot keep a relationship, sees ppl who i know are not good for me and will eventually become basura
What is the compliment you get from most people?: nindut lagi imo shoes....atay, shoes lang? hehe or chada imo cheek stain, asa gipalit? argh!
If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?: the scrap book, bwahaha, baliw!
What's your biggest fear?: mahulogan ug butiki and daga at same time, mamamatay talaga ako
Can you sing?: can carry a tune, waah, nipasa kaha kog audition xa ateneo glee club! ang tukar kay bayang magiliw.com, aw, lupang hinirang
Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?: lame kaya yan
Are you a loner?: i keep to myself lalo na sa work, cuz ppl would misinterpret me most times...mapungot raku
What are your #1 priorities in life?: icompleteme...it's hard to categorize which of which would be more important
If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: nopes, malalang baliw ako
Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?: i cannot keep a job! hehe, okits ra if i can't keep friendships and relationships, but, i've to take more responsibility najud when it comes to a job
Are you passive or agressive?: sobrang passive, the world crashes and i would not know
Do you have a journal?: keep a journal faithfully, that's one thing i've learned back in grade school
What is your greatest strength and weakness?: i do things with utmost eagerness, hehe....jukirs! and as for the weakness, i cannot spell, i am bad wit directions, i keep grudge
If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?: i wish i could make up my mind without having other people talking me into a decision
Do you think you are emotionally strong?: so not, tingin ko, autistic din ako(paki-connect)
Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?: there are things i wish i could've done, or would have the courage to try doing, am not making sense, sagdi! ;)
Do you think life has been good so far?: it has been ;) it doesn't treat me that well at times but, shit happens man jud
What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?: to be grateful because am ten folds luckier knowing that i could wear shoes on both feet
What do you like the most about your body?: my heart, because it's enormous, yay, pang-miss universe ang sagot!
And least?: my eyes, i wish they were larger and brighter, then i would not have been considered a mongol head
Do you think you are good looking?: for i am fearfully, and wonderfully made, hehe, biblical!
Are you confident?: nopes, mau jud ning gina-tell sa QA, i lack the voice of confidence...argh!
What is the fictional character you are most like?: ariel because she swims good and she has gizmos and gadgets a-plenty and mulan because i look like her...hehe
Are you perceived wrongly?: supah misunderstood


Do You...
Smoke?: only when called for, pero di ko smuker
Do drugs?: placebos, hehe
Read the newspaper?: i don't have a ration of the daily paper
Pray?: as often as i can cuz really, i get days when i cannot find a friend juds
Go to church?: not anymore, cuz those churches here speak in tongues, it bothers me greatly
Take walks in the rain?: only when i miss the yellow box tapos bumuhos na ulan
Talk to people even though you hate them?: i don't! kyevs, goodluck to them should they talk to me, i would not talk sense
Drive?: i am compelled to learn if i wanna go for a job in zuellig/glaxo, hehe


Would or Have You Ever?
Liked your voice?: i don't, pardon the language, ha-ita'g tinggil as maria would put it!
Hurt yourself?: would at times put myself in a situation for self-destruction, antanga kse
Eaten something that made other people sick?: ilove kimchi, nori, sweet chill rice crackers, sushi, and those gummy burgers, most of my friends hate those wit a passion!
Been in love?: yeah wit ron, i did not doubt that for a moment ;(
Gone skinny dipping?: be anorexic-skinny, i wish!
Had a medical emergency?: yeah, gina-hyperventilate pag nag-iinarte
Had surgery?: doctor yap removed the keloid/odd creepy lump from my lowerback-upper tush when i was a kid
Ran away from home?: hehe, unsa ko si ice2x? =) i'm a hobo ang speech
Gone one day without food?: i cannot last a day without eating!
Talked on the phone all night?: smsd all night, grover ka malala
Slept all day?: til i stink? yeah!
Thought you're going crazy?: i am, right about now
Been betrayed?: i guess so, i just wish ppl would really mean the things that they say, be genuinely kind and not act like it, cuz that shud hurt more
Had a dream that came true?: relocating to sugarland
Met a famous person?: si TJ, artistahin, ma-OA, hehe
Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell?: nopes, i wouldn't be too quick to learn a secret man sad gud, it could be a responsibility keeping it
Been in a mosh-pit?: yep, if the doleful dumps and callcenter vortex be considered as such
Had a nervous breakdown?: during the time when i was taking expedia call, malalang grover, nakakadelilah ang calls
Bungee jumped?: i'll do that pagnagka baby girl nami ni kerby, hehe, para papa's gurl najud iang anak
Had a dream that kept coming back?: mahulog sa stairs kinda dream, maka-irits! and the database dreams, ah hate! murecurr ang calls scenes from vantive/crm/ selex/e.piphany/ and wire....atay!


Beliefs
Miracles?: we are miracles personified
Astrology?: so do not, what has the stars got to do wit me?
Magic?: when kids could tell boogers are dirty! amazing!
God?: yesss, the thought keeps me warm on a looong night
Satan?: animal xa!
Ghosts?: i keep seeing those two sa sykes
Luck?: ppl get lucky judz...
Love at first sight?: believer of lasts-fover love
Yin and yang (that good cant exist w/o bad)?: we have to keep a certain balance? sge nalang, sinabi mo eh...
Witches?: si lj, mukhang witch! xa man din may sabe, wika ia religion, dili xa bagay!
Easter bunny?: playboy bunnies, grover ka mka-insecure
Believe its possible to remain faithful forever?: i hope marriage would be enuf to make one faithful
Believe theres a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow?: so do! me gold, where's me gold?!
Do you wish on stars?: on the first star i pick at night


Deep Theological Questions
Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell?: i believe that it's beautifully written that way so ppl would embrace the idea
Do you think God has a gender?: He is a He, samuk man mo oi!
Do you believe in organized religion?: hehe, do what now?
Where do you think we go when we die?: freaky, but, really, to the One who knitted us in our mom' s womb


Friends
Do you have any gayfriends?: yeah, baklang bakla sila
Who is your best friend?: sa cebu, sina steff at joey , i have the best time wit 'em
Who's the one person that knows most about you?: most of my girl buddies, masking si deedee.sykes knows most stuff
What's the best advice that anyone has ever given to you?: say what? there's love lost? raen, you have to help yourself...tada na light bulb moment ang bakla!
Your favourite inside joke?: the ako kay si compton joke, i cannot exactly phrase it, but, it's soo freaking funny back in college
Thing you're picked on most about?: the way i walk, argh! sooo sakang!
Who's your longest known friend?: jacelie s. king, love ya!
Newest?: people from peoplesupport and wats, some ra from wats, cuz....
Shyest?: wag na pa shy shy, wa!
Funniest?: si vanessa, malalang hilarious
Sweetest?: si honey cordera ;) miss you sweetie
Closest?: mga easy girls and sina steff and fifits
Weirdest?: si jezrel cuz sobrang brilliant
Smartest?: jace, verlaine, jezrel, essa, bright kids, bright future
Ditziest?: i am a ditz at times, minsan kami ni steff and joey, hehe
Friends you miss being close to the most?: verlainey, shangkai, si marc llanes pod, magi mae, muchos, si dede rin, mommy bea, malalang namimiss!
Last person you talked to online?: si deedee nag email and si kerby
Who do you talk to most online?: mga ppl on my email list sa yehey
Who are you on the phone with most?: ang mga kano, allergens!
Who do you trust most?: i trust easily kaya
Who listens to your problems?: my girls, si deedee, now si marsi, lately thru sms, si essa, lainey, honey, jez
Do you always feel understood?: they cannot figure me out, but, they're there when i need em
Who's the loudest friend?: kikay pagnagkasabay kami ;)
Do you trust others easily?: supah!
Who's house were you last at?: bahay ni mark ruiz
Name one person who's arms you feel safe in:: i used to think kay ron, hehe
Friend that lives farthest away:: those based in manila and davao, mayo nalang no one close is moving out of the country, maka-sad


Love and All That
Do you consider love a mistake?: i wuv the wrong person most times
What do you find romantic?: first dates are giliks
Turn-on?: when one smells good enuf to eat
Turn-off?: kanang taong birthday niya everyday, xa nalang bida, xa nalang curik
Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive: hehe, go ask my CCs how i go about dating ppl
What is best about the opposite sex?: they make you feel protected and vulnerable at the same time ;)
What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?: BABAERO!
What's the last present someone gave you?: a butterfly necklace from boracay, fifits ;)
Are you in love?: am in like wit tj
Do you consider your significant other hot?: artista! depektibong malala


Who Was the Last Person...
That haunted you?: TJ
You wanted to kill?: TJ
That you laughed at?: TJ
That laughed at you?: TJ
You went shopping with?: joey
That broke your heart?: ron, grover ka bits and pieces and pulverized =) am over the heart ache na
To disappoint you?: myself cuz parati akong sablay
To ask you out?: TJ
To make you cry?: i can't fucking stop crying, i miss TJ like hell, it's unbelievable
To brighten up your day?: when i realized it's time to log out, my day is as sunny as sunshine, baliw! and si TJ
That you thought about?: TJ
You saw a movie with?: joey
You talked to on the phone?: kanung matanda, ewan ko sa kanya!
You talked to through sms?: michael ty ;0
You saw?: si woah! nellie, job-hunt
You lost?: TJ, lasterday ;)



Right This Moment...
Are you going out?: will, for lunch and mag look for a grown-up job
Will it be with your significant other?: hahaha, unta makit-an naku sya unya
Or some random person?: hindi po random si nellie ;) miga nku xa
What are you wearing right now?: a ruched aqua top from shobe, black slacks, denim na jacket, brown flip flops
Body part you're touching right now:: my hair, diko sanay na tul-id naxa, kefoy sudlay
What are you worried about right now?: that i might be disappointed should i be rejected by a bank
What book are you reading?: of love and shadows-allende and tis-mccourt, both about 5th chapter-read
Use 5 words to describe how you're feeling:: anxious, idiotic, sleepy, famished, loved
Are you bored?: so am!
Are you tired?: so am podz...
Are you talking to anyone online?: at times pagnagrereply sa mga posts sa multiply
Are you talking to anyone on the phone?: hahay, puro answering machines
Are you lonely or content?: lonesome cuz of TJ, yacks, sooo damak!


 


pardon the typos, kay gadali kog tinubagay ani ♥

4 comments:

  1. girl, you're hilarious!

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  2. sup jopie, ginugolo ko na buhay mo noh? hehe

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  3. no oi! i'm just amused by you. and i mean that in a very good way.

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  4. hehe, relocating to cebu is life-altering, made me see even my big time mishaps in a funnier light, because if i don't, naku, am the 1st candidate for a nuthouse!

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fallen rain. (: