don't miss the bus

extremely tired lately. it's like there's fever inside me that's about to come out.. or will likely stay and not come out.. thursdays can be the most boring of days.. :) haha.. requested a new evening schedule. prolly come in at 11 next week..

did not miss the TP bus today.. gelo is almost accurate with the bus' schedule.. ü

4 day vacay for Christmas, i could not care for new year.. but, maybe if i were to listen to calls til next year, i might wind up in the loony bin.. i'm always grateful for changes. i live for changes. i know i wanted keywords stability, certainty, comfortability, but, it's great and almost welcoming to have some circumstances move and shake you..

we had qa talk today. the last of the qa talks i'll give. unprepared and disoriented that i am, i managed to be okay with it cuz it's been more than a year of quality assurance.. yafax na to the ultimate degree..but, i will honestly miss the comfy-ness with the program/account.. travel will once again scare me and make me uncertain nonetheless, the opportunity to learn and relearn and unlearn is coolness..

it's true, i might be standing at the end of the line of altruism from someone i least expect to be altruistic.. :)

my hair is still horrid. dry and plain horrid.

we had sm-mcdonald's yesterday. finally bought shredded corn. :)

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talked about food the whole time. i some times love gelo.

oh,btw, i took the hcg test, one strip. it's negative. been putting it off cuz i've been scared. cuz if it had been positive, we could not afford the baby it.. then being negative would leave me disappointed cuz it will turn out that i am just gaining weight.. and it would be nice to have a baby too..

Step with care and great tact
And remember that Life's a Great Balancing Act
Just never forget to be dexterous and deft
And never mix up your right foot with your left.

 

Dr. Seuss (1904 - 1991), Oh, the Places You'll Go

fn: photo from nazel 12/13/2007