not much

just this morning: when i logged out i waited for him to show up, he did show up, ground floor, wearing a pink shirt but, he had to go thru another post shift meeting and 45 minutes of OT. maaan, life's hard. i suffered the mag-isa walk to the eskina again which i loathe muchos.

and he said: i lost my phone, or is it i do not have my phone, either way wala xang phone, and he sent me an email, but, i so did not receive any. ;p

and i had lunch alone today, as useless, and am fine with that, i do not like being full, it's the oddest feeling in the world, it's one thing that makes me feel guilty. i am scared when i tip the scale and see that i've reached a hundred. depressing.

i am oddly depressed, no, it's not depressed, it's supposed to be how you feel when you seem to have so many friends but, there's really no one whom you could sms at 3am and you could ask to come pick you up from home and go some place far and you just cry. no, i wouldn't know how to word how i feel tonight.

just that, well, see my calls are crazed like that tonight and it hadn't been easy.

but, for most of the day i am gleeful cuz:

-me and CC's okay, almost, oh we are.

-i learned some untruths spoken about me, but, wadaheck, teej would've told me to not bother to care cuz that's how some ppl are

-the rest room in front of my cube is fixed, i could easily run when i feel like peeing

-i saw kaith. hehehe. wit friends at bo's pipc. altho we didn't get to chitchat. sayang.

-it's payday, ha!

-and i will be debt free, nge.

-and the sinulog weekend. no, am not sure about being gleeful cuz i am scared of crowds or mobs or so many ppl, it's just the thought that they take the festivities by heart and homes got so many flaglets{?} and colorful crepe flowers.

and that. i hope today am not walking towards the eskina(ilove the word) alone.

pero may team breakfast on TL daw. ambut. lemme sleep.