worn

yey to the mobile phone gods. i finally found my sim working all right. i've spoken to karya during lunch time and realized i haven't eaten yet, when she hang up(sakto ba hang or hung? ambowt ginamus) i decided to not do take out but, buy food from downstairs' convenience store.. hala ka kay.. the most mala leche sa tanang punyetang mala lecheng situation na gihasul hasul judko.. like makasalanang tao ako today..the white cat na grabeh nako ka enemy kay niwake up so going up, ni atang sya sa stairs..near 2nd floor, then this feline monster had this letter C na scarey possessed transformation and chased me to 3rd floor.. am like yelling, "dhaaaaaaay, buligi ko.. ang gaga nga puti nga kuring, daw patyon ko niya.. dhaaaaaay, saka dre dali, mapatay ko.."

i almost died..

today i found out how impatient am i.. pero unta tubagon ko when am asking something.. like grabeh na baya ako worry tas diko tubagon.. bow..

or maybe grabeh rajud ako OA.. whatever that is.. i've an excuse to feel exag cuz after all it's still this time of the month..

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today, i found out that one of my fave words would have to be prayer.. i just realized that if my orientation or the way i was taught growing up was to be a life without prayer.. how lo-oy would i or my sisters will be?

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a life without prayer is powerless..(streams from the dessert)..

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i still had recurring dreams of home..i wonder why i ache for it unknowingly, when growing up, all i wanted was to be anywhere but there.

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ooooh..i miss my sisters and how i loathed going to etel to take calls when their rest days would fall on the same day and they'd be up watching THE IRON CHEF..or they'd stay up talking the whole night thru.. or when i'd leave them hugging each other sleeping and i've to leave and kiss them good night.. grrr.. you get the feeling when you're in a terminal and you realize that any terminals would have to be a sad place.. either a bus, a ship, or an airport terminal.. an odd sorrow overwhelms the place..

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embraceit♥