this city, sings.

If you listen, you can hear it.
The city, it sings.
If you stand quietly, at the foot of a garden, in the
middle of a street, on the roof of a house.
It's clearest at night, when the sound cuts more
sharply across the surface of things,
when the song reaches out to a place inside you.
It's a wordless song, for the most,
but it's a song all the same, and nobody hearing it
could doubt what it sings. And the song sings the
loudest when you pick out each note.

Jon McGregor - If nobody speaks of remarkable things.

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okay 2 days ko nag emergency leave however, the apartment bored the wits out of me, so i am back from outer space.

thursday morning til friday morning i splayed in bed w/out even getting out of it, til i realized i stink and i am hungry..

today gelo and i did the groceries. and our php700 got us:
local biscuits
choclit chip cookies
some pretzels
one 400 gram bacon
1 plastic bottle of table salt
1.5 litre of coke
2 kg 7 tonner rice- thinking we should buy local but, local is more mahal than those from other countries nonetheless, we bought local anyway since we can still afford to buy local. ewan next time.
sanitary pads
3 bars of ivory soap

mahgahd. sana marealign na ang sweldo with wut's mandated by the government. pero wala. wala parin.

anyway, my issue after weeping my tush off at HR is still unresolved. i'm thinking of resolving it my own way. and bahala na si batman.

God after all this hooplahs is indeed great. even if i have difficult people around me, plus people who feel like they helped but, did not really help and made my situation more difficult- hello, sana wala ka nalang nagpaka hero and i would've gone out of this company with 3 months worth of pay and i would've been somewhere.. God is still faithful.

this job is indeed a Jericho. pero sige nalang. beggars cannot be choosers. ü