to own a dragon(or a snapdragon:)

Sometimes I wish I could go back in time, sit down with myself and explain things were going to be okay, that everybody loses ground sometimes and it doesn't mean anything. It's the way life works. This is hard to understand in the moment. You get to thinking about the girl who rejected you, the job you got fired from, the test you failed, and you lose sight of the big picture- that fact that life has a beautiful way of remaking itself every few weeks.

The things that matter right now aren't going to matter a month from now, a year from now.
[Donald Miller]

so terribly true. ü

the sister and the baaaaaad nephew went home last saturday. i thought tears would trickle the moment they'd say gbye but i lost all of them tears amidst the tita--run--after--me commotion that kenji nathaniel caused. i wasn't able to snap a few photos cuz he was acting really baaaaaaaaad. a two year old who couldn't speak kinda bad.

oh, i met the guy i was supposed to marry. with his son and daughter. he even managed to carry kenji for me when i was running after keken. i could've have married him if i were in bacolod 20 years ago. ü

why can't they produce guys with good genes?

haha.

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i wanna strangle carlos ting. thank you very much. there. i just want to write it down.

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am semi-broke but, at least i have the tp ball game to look forward to this weekend. altho, am not really sure whether i should go there. i wanna go with nazel to the cemetery cuz there's food. and there's valenciana. :) (patay gutom)..


i missed church cuz of the weather. i am unable to finish the laundry cuz it rained today too.

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sometimes talk with johnny helps. he points out some things i don't really see. but,i guess sometimes the premise of caring in a friendship should really be thoroughly thought of. and caring should not even show a tinge of crankiness. ü

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i still have so much turbos to work on. my voice should not crack.

love,
 


trust the same strength that sustains you to carry your cares too. ü

edits: enuf collateral damage. i've done so much the past few days and i've done this to someone in the past. kaloka. sana i spoke with jeremy early on. sometimes he makes more sense than johnny. hahaha. joke.