unlisted.

too lazy to write down a real blog, so i'm down with a list:

the weekend:
saturday morning- joe's wave 25 graduation
saturday afternoon- 100 feet with jay jane- letseng movie, scared me until now. thank God i got me a new night light cuz i lost my old one.
sunday afternoon- i did not miss church! yey! i honestly am too lazy to get my bum up and ready to serve until i realized that i had to do it.
and some laundry in between. also texting. (with dich:)
sunday evening- dinner with czar nazel grace at time out. i absolutely loved the squid sisig.

from church:
♥ first time in so many years that i saw a pastor cry whilst preaching. i was touched too but, i did not cry cuz i was worried about ruining my mascara. waaaaaaaaah.
♥ we must think as God thinks, will as God wills. and again, it's one of those sundays when you are actually convicted by faith and a soft rebuking pokes you in the ribs and you tell Him "Lord i am willing to obey but gimme time.."
♥ and ever wondered why we always have the greatest capacity to love and why we seek love? because it's in our nature that we have love-- we were first LOVED by Him.
♥ the speaker cried when he showed us the photo of a Christ who got nailed on the cross- to skeptics this would not make much sense but, it can be explicitly explained that no greater love can be manifested/ shown but by His death on the cross. after enduring humiliation, severe beatings, and being nailed on that cross without any justifiable reason but only love- even if in the end what we might know about Christianity or religion might all be a sham, it's still one great manifestation of LOVE. and it humbles me in no other way.
♥ i feel wealthier every time i am there. even if i only have about a hundred bucks in my wallet. i am always the wealthiest princess each time i get my tush up for church.

kenji and dich:
♥ dich texts the whole time about ken. tells me that she threatened to throw a bowl full of crab and corn soup on kentoy if he doesn't eat it. haha.
♥ amongst all things i want my family healthy, kenji has one too many head-on collisions because he is a growing baby boy. when he was younger he even managed to jump out of the bed while sleeping. my sister is worried that he touches his head too often as says "no" and rubs his head on the same spot where he'd get his bumps. please pray for our baby boy, in a few months we'd need to let him undergo CT scan to check for head illnesses that might come out when he gets older.
♥ dich tells me that someone from davao won the 130million pesoses lottery. she's right, why can't we win? we don't win because we don't buy lottery tickets! :)
♥ kenji idolizes robin padilla- he giggles every time robin's ad is on tv.
♥ kenji loves instant spaghetti and pansit canton, dich tells me there's instant carbonara, can we just imagine kenji nathaniel's happiness?

kiki and shobe:

shobe tells me kairi has colds and booger na sticky. kawawa. :(
latest pics- here ♥♥♥

73 days before Christmas:

i want a good couch and a dining table-wood and happy chairs.
i want a very pretty dress or dressy top.
i want work with less judgemental people and people who are not praningated sa ma-igo lang.
i want a baby boy by Holidays 2009!! :)

it rained today. we were unable to go out and have cakes at calea. sayang.
we just made lunch- rice and crispy hot fried chicken et beef rolls and pineapples(okay ako ra ni eat pineapples:)
i had breakfast too, am not skipping breakfast anymore, i don't want my metabolism to slow down because of lack of food. i had carrots, yes, carrots drizzled with herbed olive oil, bacon and cheeze toasts and cold milo and milk. i still wanna eat healthy but obviously i had to watch my weight najud.

boy crushes:
ed westwick
simon atkins
phil younghusband

waaaaaaaaah. i also have a girl crush, but, i have to make sure she's really pretty without that chanel face powder. :)

edits:
i said hi to old people exfuja people today. and whined about stuff. i've never been happier. :)

She walks in beauty,
Like the night of cloudless climes and starry skies;
And all that's best of dark and bright
Meet in her aspect and her eyes.
-Byron