dear anvi

dear anvi,

thank God for technology and unlimited sms, for online blogs, and friendster (*smiles*), it made rekindling old friendship easier...

i am sorry for not having been there when we were getting through college, when we could've been studying psychology and would've been learning about autism as what we thought we would be learning when we'd reach college.... i have the happiest memory of two 16 year olds giggling about what we thought we ought to be when we were older, correcting autism... Ü

you are one of my favorite people during high school, i never told you that though, but, i guess, you would've known that i am truly grateful that you befriended me when i moved to hcdc-atami. Ü things had been crazier and funnier, and senior year was painted in the changing hues of pink to purple...

i was the most insecure person standing next to you, but, yeah, i was happy to share some collective glances coming your way when we are together, you have taught me to be a bit carefree and not worry much about trivial things, you have been there when i have had my first taste of heart mishaps, and thank you for the gaisano mall moments after school.

we've missed out so much on each other's life the past few years, i know, the absence was really my fault, if i weren't too selfish or too insecure during college, and would've been more understanding of the fact that we need to get out of our lil exclusive bubble and befriend other people, then things things would've been the same between us. consistent. present. crazy.beautiful. hahaha. (am sorry for having passed judgement about you a few times, and i feel Über-idiot for doing so.)....

i guess, not seeing each other on a daily basis, and not having been posted of what have we been doing did us good. now that we're adults, and living in 2 different cities, i realized that iam more grateful for you now.

grateful for the numerous phone calls the past years, for emails sent, and now, for smsing and asking how i was, and keeping me posted with what's happening in your life. and yes, for still including me with your grown up plans. yeah, i do hope we'd be in one place, one of these days...

we will claim our place in the sun, find our meaning....and will truly be happy just because...

love ya bessie.

♥,

raenyday