a good round of kharma

 

 

 

 

i wouldn't wanna talk about the incident this morning. it is a payday weekend and am going home tomorrow, pera lang ang katapat ko, so am good; after all i threw a huge temper fit this morning that it reached al who told me that: raen you had been a bad gurl this morning.oh yeah i am. bitch fit habits are hard to lose.

 

ano ang gagawin mo kung malaman-laman mo na hindi ako ang nifoforwardan nya ng mga sms na pacute at pa tweetums na quotes, kung hindi ang isang taong inakala mo kaibigan mo or a non-entity whom you never thought would be? ayun lang clueing you in that am not going after him. i would not go after him. yun lang po. cuz another gal is greatly dolling up for him and that's soooo not moi. so quit it, am not THE THREAT. <3

 

veronica and betty over archie...who gets archiekins? Ü

 

 

<3 went on a dora the explorer mode today. i walked like 2 blocks along the hacienda libertad. maaaan, it stunk to the heavens. but, at least ilearned that there are places i could go to buy housewares plus there are other non-queueing banks.

 

<3 i did the groceries. after months of processed food, of canned tunas and fruits, wiifm {wut's in it for me?}??? nyaha! i don't have a fridge yet, but, am not getting one either knowing that the longest i'd stay here is a year or after the house contract ends. oh, i bought rice, it's a challenge because they do not have 7 tonner or ganador...bottomline, am going to be a rice eating monster again.

 

a handful smsd today: rich l daveeee---- who is back to his old self, thank you very much l honeygo imissyou l and andrew called....hay.

 

<3 cee and i had dinner at kaisei, it's a neat japanese restaurant, we actually exchanged pleasantries with the server, i even asked him how they'd make yakiniku plus had him explain misono. am not sure wut we had for dinner all i know is that i ate sushi plus there's this beef thingy and pork or beef parin with onions, there's this breaded cutlet of chicken and tons of sagbut plus ebi tempura.... ayun. masaya....

 

oh both of us got ourselves a pair of slides. lacey ones, cee got the green one with the wooden heel, i got the white version with bows.

 

dear you, do not ask me for quotes if yer sending it to her. ;) sana masabi ko sa kanya pero di eh.

 

Lord, thank You for paid bills/ for payday/ for difficult ppl who might want to see my rotten self, but, i am totally different because i have You.... for Cee and him plus non-him at times/ for monday when am totally gonna change my perspective about things cuz kaya ko mag-isa sa sabado na susunod. and for the wave 2 printer kids and the hamsters, ang saya, mejo namimiss ko yung mga ganung training weeks. peaceful eh.

 

yipee magkita mi ni jacel. Ü 

 

 

And aren't they all doing the same: only containing themselves,
if to contain oneself means: to transform the world outside
and wind and rain and patience of spring
and guilt and restlessness and disguised fate
and darkness of earth at evening
all the way to the errancy, flight, and coming on of clouds
all the way to the vague influence of the distant stars
into a handful of inwardness.

Now it lies free of cares in the open roses.

"A Bowl of Roses" by Rainer Maria Rilke.