under her skin

i read an article which mentioned that if someone is stressed, anxious, or disturbed, it shows thru the skin...parang sobrang bizaare. pero true. but, the gal writing the essay had eczema. i felt sad for her. i did not even know wut eczema wuz. anyhoo cebu! after friday's shift, cee went with moi to the bus station....i did not book, talagang sayang pala, flight's only p1700 round trip, sobrang expedia deal, but, nagtinihik ang insik.... i guess i reached cebu lunch time. shobe was like "achee...."  then she gave me a hug, i dint want her to see me cry kaya i turned away then rushed downstairs, 3 or 4 steps pababa, nahulog ako! [potcha. punyetang cab rides, p100++ parang wow naman. it's only 3 months...]

 

kenji's like the most adorable baby on earth. sooo not tyanak, mejo cholicky but, gawd, just adorable. Ü i was a bit scared to carry or cuddle him but pagkalater i did it. ewan, he looks like a balut when he sleeps. haha. dami xang balut like moment, but, he is still the cutest.

 

am not gonna talk about you na, cuz you'll tell me that i keep talking about you. artista na ka. promise.

 

stayed at home thru the afternoon to do my calling....hahaha, babysit and talked to everyone at home, i even forgot to eat lunch....

 

then went to ayala alone to buy cake for stephie,then to the hospital, her baby's the hugest. as in. gawd, steff things would be sooo much better if you were here. promise. hahaha. diko mainsecure sa mga newfound friend sa ato or my idon'twantyou for a friend this month nga gal pal kay bisaya man daw toh muenglish. hahahaha

 

i would still fall in love with cebu, despite the fact that it's filthy, tas dami palaboy, tas some parts would stink... i know i made it home. altho, i missed masskarra....it could have been my last here. eiwan.

 

nakakatawa moments with the baby: shobe mentioned that when ma would place acete de manzanilla sa tummy ni ken, she would say Godbless... their version when putting oil on the baby would be baglis baglis. ewan if that's funny, but, it sooo is talaga.

 

then slept thru the morning of sunday,again i missed church, then went to ayala with dichee and cpus, first stop sa starbucks pa-grind ng kape, nyehehe, dili ako...as useless.... haha, roma mia finally, i took my being upset/ jellykelly out on the ciabatta and pasta. then they caught the jap film fest, whilst i did the groceries for ma, okits, i know i said i am having a hard time buying rice in piayaland, but, cebu rice came prepacked and you'd know you have to get ganador. i got the 5kg pack...basta am even texting cee na maxadong unglam to carry rice et cake then ride a jeepney. but, it's cebu, iknow the jeepney's by heart. ie lacion l country mall l 4L l labangon l 21b, hahaha. Ü

 

oh i got cee her wallet. okits, i saw this oleg cassinni na niceness sa rustan's na mustard but, the lining is sooo totally parang dirty, i ended up going to nike... ;(

 

off to the salon, then had a spur off the moment decision to give up my dry dry frizzy hail mary full of gunk mane. am supposed to get the pixie cut but, the himmer wasn't really listening to moi. ayun. nevertheless, am glad i had it short.

 

dinner with jace, met up sa waterfront lahug, then we walked towards the IT park. grabeh, kagwapa jud niya. hahaha. BTW jace. promise. i am sorry i kept babbling about my misdaventures thank you for listening to me talk in between dinner. hahaha. wukits, i wuz actually happy nitext sya but, then again i asked God to make him go away. am digressing, dinner was at ila puti,dutch, hahaha, sorry jud jace, pauper forever jud ko, one thing a person cannot hide is poverty. then nagwalk walk kami towards skyrise, drats, i thought only etel can boast good dining slash gimmick slash coffee experience, the new building in front of PS had posh bars, coffee shopsssss,korean resto, plus the Loft, kung where mi nag mango shake. hahaha. the place is uber ka chill and relaxed. lingaw. plus the crowd kay not annoying.  jace, i did not realize that na namiss ta jud diay ka, and it's funny how you now speak tagalog while i do bisaya. hehehe. ppl change. but, xempre our friendship wouldn't. thank you sa years. and thanks sa letters, paxenxa sa hiatus, i have to find a way to send them sooner. lovelove you. ihope you enjoyed the beaches. nge, wa pko ka-anha kawasan kaya!

 

i walked jace to the hotel, then went home, then talked to ma the whole time til she fell asleep, i ended up in tears when ma mentioned that nemil is not angry na daw when he saw kenji, how he loved my sister nga pala. but, the fates would work differently. it is twisted to the max...

 

i packed my two years in cebu away. am not sure wut am gonna do with sooo many tops i brought, lami i-garage sale. some stuff i haven't worn in years. eiwan ko. i honestly do not know where to go next if it doesn't work out here, parang pinakatama mag davao or magcebu ulit. pero i'd still want cebu. bahala na ang crime rate..... i feel like i am alive there. though, i actually kinda wished na am back to my shoebox apartment here din. ang weird talaga.

 

i slept one hour, then off to the station, i did not get to see my sisters, ma saw me off, tas, wut's funny is during sa barge....JJ was there, he went to cebu to play airsoft. grabeh, the guy has culture. nyahaha. tas we were talking the whole time-- did not notice kabilang port na. lingaw. ;0

he even mentioned he will bring puto next weekend. hahahaha. Ü

 

then when i got home-piayaland home, eh kse walang kuryente na naman. i unpacked my stuff...sobrang gulo ng pad ko. tas i rolled all the shirts i brought in the gym bag, lighted all the candles. dah lagi. parang tao na nakatira sa bahay ko. dati fairy. nyahahaha. Ü tas cee gave this mustard top that i wore tonight. hahaha. ang saya. ;) so mustard would be my fave condiment now, then it will be my new fave kulay then. ;0

 

hugs cebu, am sorry i did not sms anyone. nyahaha. kathra mulaag jud ta next tym. promise. TL na daw ka sa korean pornstars? muapil pod ko mag TL next tym ha? lovelove. ;)

 

 

and when i got to work: good news: may lip gloss ako from my baby boss//// bad news: we have to pass the client exam or else we are sacked/ paano na ko? ostrich pa naman ako at times.

 

 

and kanina or wuz it yesterday when soy smsd he missed me. hoy, siraulo ka the last few months sa sykes cge ko emote kay niuli ka wlang paalam, niadto ko gensan tas wla ka pakita, paano na ang dreams na magkaroon ng lutong bahay na chinese? hoy soy. gnahan ko kuyog church nimu kay wala ko kuyog diri sa pews. =( anhia nako ba. mulaag tag bohol kay gibilin moko last tym nipa bohol diay ka, buanga ka. ako ra sge sulti gimingaw ko nimu...pero karon wa nako mingawa nimu oi. hahaha. anhi na lagi ba. or cge muuli ko davao, pangita-i kog work ug balay. hahaha. didto ta sa 6k apartment. kita hati-mates. brato na diba? imo gamit lang. Ü

 

ending in sms:

 

tan-aw bala gwa bintana mo nami sang stars..... (pinaka makasmile na text nimu since weekend or did i say pinakatama?)

3 na ka falling stars kita ko, hehehe.... (pag-wish na madula ko then)

di wala, diko mag-argue kay kaw man usually tama... (akon mani text?)

kita ko 3 ka shooting stars kag 3 ka falling...tigas.... (pag-wish nalang lagi na i'd go away, kay sabad ko as a peson)

 

the pinakatigas na text:

 

di ikaw man ang dense, indi ako.... hala ako na ang dense now?

 

 

Raen