give a mint!

 

pardon the typos, blogging in a hurry, 15 minute break lang eh....

 

<3 points of failure.... nyahahahaha wuz i listening or wuz i listening? who would even know that microwave and flourescent lights can cause a printing process to be disrupted? toxic/ toxin na ang training. but then wut's ningning is that i remembered what the hell is a point of failure. makememomma proud!!! and tl lance too. galingan ko kse raw! i ate a laughing gas today. ang strange.

cee and i were laughing muchos the whole time while we were having photo ops at bo's, sorrento. Ü

 

 

 

okits the a/c in the training room has its own sick sick mind!

 

wukits, i cannot believe i am sooo naning. iam just sobrang insecure cuz everyone knows wut they are supposed to be doing and i don't. suicide eto hija.

 

<3

 

where do i start? do i start whining about the new braille system or do i start the angry fit na naman? or do i start with the day in general?

 

i will start with the braille system.... SO/ fave person once mentioned that my back is like  a braille system card or sheet wutever that is....i wanted to cry today, not only that i have like huge huge red spots wukits the nicer way of saying zits. maaaan, talaga totally punish, i know that i do not have the tiniest right to complain cuz the world does not revolve around my back or my neck or my cheeks---ang nakakainis would be the fact that they are not the sosy pimples on the cheeks of those cute preppy chinese girls with braces, hindi! pero talaga the cystic ones are bothering me, if pede lang mag slather nang tiny droplets of those vitamin c caplets that you'd purchase at the body shop...but, again am the queen of cheap and iambroke.com cuz i don't do tithes. ;( i wanted to call it constellation milky way. nakakapangit talga ang graveyard shift.

 

then today i was feeling a bit unaccomplished cuz yun na nga am broke tas FP told me that my ilonngo is rusty/ that it's wrong grammar pa dw, my tagalog is off-key and my cebuano is samut ka wrong grammar, ano na lang ako? my english is so-so.... tao pa ba ako?

then the whole day i spent tossing and turning trying to get some sleep, then mike ty smsd....i asked him if he remembered me telling him i wanted to live in a unit where you'd see the cityscape...he did not answer, ang sabi nya lang that i be careful and drink warm milk. sobrang may congruency....

 

i feel like me and things still does not belong together in piayaland, tho i prayed to find a place where i and things would, pero i think i would rather stick it in cebuuuu, maybe after steff would see piayaland for herself.... but, xempre maybe i will get used to things and life here in the next few months. talagang the temporariness of things, the lack that i have, the sea barrier between friends, not having verlaine's on the dot replies to my heya you went thru puberty really well sms for the next 3 months, hopefully not forever and the fact that i am seeing that the friendship cirque is not limited to fifay and joey and the inbound vonage kids at the breakfast club, that i am not gonna have the convenience of dropping by jaez' station and ask him out after shift, or yes, have him hold my hand and tell me i am prettier than his gals... tho i can still tell deedee that iam sad,it's different knowing that we do not share the same city now....that altho she could tell me that she loves me and not want me hurt but it would have this less soothing effect na cuz am not in cebu. wukits am beyond being depressed,am actually happy today.

 

despite the want in sleep and the stuff i again hear about moi, that i stole some guy from some gal, who actually does not deserve a piece of diplomacy wutsoever. hay.

i did one piece of laundry din pala: his hanky, hahahaha!

 

cee smsd, am a charity case talaga, she asked me out for dinner, xempre i sed yes cuz it's freeloading galores. we had that sesame beef thingy(hers) and i had the pesto crusted grilled chicken. ilovelovelove pesto talaga. promise, it's prolly my fave pasta the past 8 mos. mike smsd, supposedly to wake me up in case i overslept, i told him i went out for dinner and he asked wut i had, told him it's an OA thingy. hehehe.

 

happy retail therapy and campers: cee bought this white pashmina. iamjell-o jealous. and i had fetish- which is now my official fave local label store- hold the lace kitten heeled slide ons.Ü

 

then we bought coffee- for the record, dutch, that way you don't tell me cee is my maxxed out credit card, i work hard for my money. pls.pls.pls. the manager at bo's was super entertaining, itold him iam part chinese and part mindanaoan...iam not to write anything cuz i might offend ppl. ;)

 

imishu verlaine....

 

best quotes today: dyo know how many goats died and were sheared just to make that pashmina? AL CUI

                           

bad mood ko maresign nako.... hahaha, autistic ka gyd ya NEAL!

 

chi, i bought a sh*t i don't know how to spell it...shole? nyahaha CEE Ü 

 

*hoy kayong dalawa two consec days na ang bad mood mode nyo...quit it....lovelove...

at dahil ang ginaw ng training room: redundancy is the best policy: we brought thick jackets, cee brought the shawl/pashmina that i first got to wear/ then she had on a poncho thingy. again ang sarap maging mababaw. nakakapagod ng isip ng isip kung bakit dika nagtext. and kapoy keep up with yer moods.

 

and now my fave non-color is white as opposed to his, which is black, itold him that the ink cartridges has 3 colours cyan, magenta, and yellow, and could possibly make up to 256,000 hues, which made me uber happy(the thought made me happy, mababaw ako like that), he then asked; wut abt black? black is another color, itold him black is a non color that's why it's not even included in the colored cartidges....

and last saturday we were even talking about political correctness....like nymphomania and handicap and such... and...and today, ilearned that there's an andnot in the english language!

 

give a mint! to give options....see am listening.... nyahaha.