fly lil wings fly

Mood:	rushed
Music:	everybody hurts- corrs

- it wuz painful to go to class/work, i miss cee muchos. and i got paranoid cuz neal did not sms after shift, i was wondering whether we are really out there as friends-friends. and then he smsd, so it was just big time paranoia.

- iare extremely touched when czar came out to say bye before i went to work, am wondering whether we would endup as good friends whilst working as QAs....

- am not really listening to the product training, i know i should be....

- i took a striker to work, for one, no cab passed by, i cannot stay outside the amapola for 5 minutes, my place is like bronx, ny....

- yesterday was crazy, we were smsing for 4 hours, i guess that means i or us reclaimed the friendship for real. it's better this way because i can breathe easier and i do not have to expect my heart to be on the line. ilove the thought that i actually got a big brother here. now, i don't feel sooo alone.... but i gave up on the text marathon, he wuz amazed cuz i ended up saying g'nyt first. hehe.

- he mentioned that his fave person in the world is his sister, nakakahappy to see someone adore his big sister, but, i cannot really relate to sisterly-brotherly love cuz i do not have a brother in real life. nakaka-jelly...

- i realized that my 3 fave guys asked how i am yesterday and today.... pa called, i ended up crying. but, yesterday turned out to be one of the most wonderful days of my life...am 24 and i am complete. i'd never settle for anyone who couldn't love me like my father.

- TL Lance asked how iam: "anak pray that i be soic para akin ka na lang, kahit pasaway ka nakikinig ka naman." tama nga hinala ko, ako fave agent nya no-on. bwehehehe.
- oh i did laundry today. hahaha

 

 

Now she's walking through the clouds
With a circus mind
That's running wild
Butterflies and zebras
And moonbeams and fairytales
All she ever thinks about is riding with the wind...

Raen

But no apologies, I am what I am

and despite the limitations of my meager bank account

and my shar pei's trust fund,

I will make do and be fab in any way I can....

 

the previous post was for my weekend. haha, i expected a boring weekend but i had a blast. he came by. we are friends. cee's around. am grateful for both of them. promise. Ü

 

oh cee's birthday vid: clicky!