Tuesday, January 9, 2007

It's not your fault if sometimes you're afraid

(alisha's attic)


today's jaez' birthday. failed to call him as i slept all day. i am ill and there's another impending ear infection coming. i hope not...i've no med insurance, it would be costly if i'd get hospitalized because of an ear infection. uuuuh i hate lymph nodes and flu and fever and the like.


today's supposed to be the fourth year anniversary of ellen. we lost her to aneurysm just months before college graduation. she was running for cum laude, she had law school waiting for her, SGV was waiting for here, she is/was literally beautiful. i dreamt of her today. i knew i promised her a bunch of pink tulips and that i'd visit her grave.


why can't vince surprise me? am not complaining, i should be grateful that he would consistently drive me to work. but, i am hoping he would do nice, happy, silly surprises. :)


today's a bore. i miss cee. i'm grateful czar is around tho.


last night's conversation:


czar: mapatay gud na si (name) sa iyang suwang(not verbatim cuz she acted it out)


bryan: hehehe, oo


raen: hala ka mean, dili oi, iya baya trabaho before kay tigbuslot ug donuts.... hikhikhik....


*laughters*


then nasugat nako ang tao- wa nako gitagad. dyo think he overheard us?


laterz.


 

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